CHOPS - MUKSDIED x BAKER

STREPSIL (PROD. DRIP FREDO)

عصابة الميتة عصابة الميتة

I hurt myself today
To see if i still feel
i focused on the pain 
the only thing thats real

i grab the blade
with suicidal intention
they say I’ve changed
i say you don’t even message. 
I’m the same 
just suffering from depression 
fuck the fame 
i do this shit for expression 
fuck the game 
I’m killing its my fetish
adrenalin running raw 
when ripping it through the wreckage 
I’m popping down something deadly 
my head is gone for a second
now I’m getting obsessive
go and check my agenda
spend everyday in a bender 
I’m the one they remember
from trappin this shits forever
always blowing clouds I’m feeling under the weather
i hate my fucking self I’m smoking or else i sever 
my veins see them dismembered

I hurt myself today
To see if i still feel
i focused on the pain 
the only thing thats real

red roses and dead homies
I’m left lonely depressed smoking a ses 
with clip loaded again
scope to my head.
over the stress
feeling close to my death
so my throats full of meds
i aint feel anymore rather get with high with the sett. 
suicide on my mind ima die in a sec

I hurt myself today
To see if i still feel
i focused on the pain 
the only thing thats real

PURGE CITY

REDRO$$E$HURT ft Johnny Cash [PROD SOULKER]

lyrics: i feel it coming
they tell me im next up 
but i dont know if i want it 
im taking these meds to numb out the pressure
shaking in bed at night pain doesn’t let up
i could be better 
but i dont wanna be 
i aint showing any interest in healing 
overtaken by the strangest of feelings
overtaken by the voice of these demons
you can pretend but you dont understand it 
i dont regret i just wish i could vanish 
i can’t forget and forgive i am damaged 
i lost a whole fucking year to the xannies
nothing is going the way that i planned it
nothing is guaranteed on this planet 
i kinda preferred when i didn’t have purpose
when will i learn that this life isn’t worth it
they all warned us, all the greats 
drugs imported they from interstate 
what is this feeling i cannot get rid of it 
i tried to switch it up plenty of times
stuck in the deep caught up in the abyss of it 
i wanna die but im better alive 
i wanna cry but im dead in the eyes 
im tryna figure out why but im too high 
running in circles im losing my mind 
im forgetful i sweat like a bitch in the night 
when will the rain over me ever let up 
when does the pain die so i can just get up 
fuck it im outta here next year if nothin changes 
im gonna disappear if i dont make it 
when i die dont put me in playlists

IF NOTHING CHANGES.. [PROD. ANGST]

KILL.MONEY - HEART DECAY [PROD. CHRONIC SHNXMAN]

I DONT LIKE OUTSIDE

DON'T TALK TO ME [PROD ?] I MUKS DIED

1. DON'T TALK TO ME [PROD ?]

Where the fuck am I somebody save me how did I find myself here again,
I cant sleep at night, but during the day I'm barely awake taking heroin.

How could you do this to me.. 
How was it so it easy to leave..
Do you still think about us..
Or did you leave our memories in the dust.. 

We nearly had everything.
But we never have trust. 
We could have everything.. 
And I don't want anything else..

We used to talk about raising a baby.
But your still a baby yourself. 
I wish I took care of you properly. 
Cant even take care of myself.. 

Still popping pills passing out on the couch. 
Still waking up by myself.

I WISH I COULD (FORGIVE YOU) .prod 36176

STAY/AWAY

FKIT - KILLJAY x MUKS DIED x CIX50 [PROD. HD$]

NODDED OFF ft SADHECTORR & LUCI [prod: DOZY DOE]

waddya know about dirté? 
Merry Covid <3 

The Horid

I WISH I COULD (FORGIVE YOU) .prod 36176

Kno Money

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