I used to pray for times like this🥹 holy peakkkkk

victoryu

you dont need me in your life
you need him instead
cause according to you
i fuck up your head
and you complain about your life when we got in bed
so clearly i am the problem
according to what you said

you can say that im a liar
just dont say i sound like bunii
you can say that im a liar
just dont say that im abusive no
cause im not
i was good too you
you were not
all your exes know what you do
its a lot

its a lot to handle
give it to somebody else
got a lot to gamble
give it to somebody else
you taught me, how to love
and then you destroyed it all
vomitting, oh my god
act like i dont care at all

skabadaboobidodabado
(scatting idk not poop)

you dont need me in your life
you need him instead
cause according to you
i fuck up your head
and you complain about your life when we got in bed
so clearly i am the problem
according to what you said
(according to what you said)

drastic times call for drastic measures
wanna back together i said no never
how you feelin? how you feelin?
feelin better
check the mail, check the mail, cus i just sent u sum letters!

you dont need me in your life
you need him instead
cause according to you
i fuck up your head
and you complain about your life when we got in bed
so clearly i am the problem
according to what you said (according)

according

high

inspired by: https://soundcloud.com/liamaparsons/hard-to-love?si=94bb3eeda63646c9954ca3292fd0171a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
guitar by: @liamaparsons

(I'm just a boybug)
(shoutout Liam)

(oh, I know it's futile)

see, I know it's futile
inevitable, one of us goes
do you notice my fake smile?
you've been hurtful
my heart's still broke
you put me through countless trials
can't react
I need to man up
berate and have me defiled
can you please be gentle?
I'm your boybug

(your boybug) x2

my shell and dreams are shattered
you're bludgeoning my hopes and heart
both my wings are tattered
the stitches in them came apart
did any of this matter?
I'm only getting sadder
did any of this matter?

I guess not

I'm your boybug
I want back my lady
it's more than a crush
she blatantly saved me
I'm your boybug
I need back my lady
it's more than a crush
it's driving me crazy

another comes along to promise loving
you said that I have your word
but I'm not trusting
I'm just your plaything, you have fun with
and then you toss me like I'm worth nothing
wish I could tell if you were worth cuffing
I had to get to know you, no assumptions
I turned a blind eye to your presumptions
why did I fail to see you weren't bluffing

(pin the blame on me)
(it's my fault)
(losing sanity)
(it's almost gone)

(did any of this matter?)
(I guess not)

I'm your boybug
I want back my lady
it's more than a crush
she blatantly saved me
I'm your boybug
I need back my lady
it's more than a crush
it's driving me crazy

(moth)

go stream!

boybug

You don’t know what I been thinking but it’s bout you
I don’t know what imma do when I’m without you
But imma figure it out, figure it out, figure it out
Woah-oh
Tell me that it’s not true
Woah-oh
You been all around 
Woah-oh
I been all about you 
Woah-oh
But you don’t settle down
Hold on, hold on
I’ll wait for you
Hold on, hold me tight
I’ll wait for you
I won’t let go
Unless you go
Woah, I’m tryna figure out how
I’m tryna figure out what wrong
I just can’t place it
Too much time and so much wasted
I still watch the rain with you
And I’m so numb, I can’t cut that loose
And I’m so dumb, I can’t take it
Steal my heart then break it
Far away
You been far away
I been stuck inside my head
Stuck inside my head for way too long
I’m tryna figure out how
I’m tryna figure out what wrong
I just can’t place it
Too much time and so much wasted

figure it out (p. pipe bomb)

gonna send you overseas, 
just another corpse, ima give you my disease,
so tell me what u think,
im gonna torture, every thought inside your brain im a disorder,
ima carve your guts, & leave them bloody on the walls,
its a bloody massacre and maybe im the cause,
and you know its all your fault, and i just wanna talk to you but i am scared to call,
am i annoying to you? im a grab the rope and tie it on my neck and make a noose,
i dont wanna fall, tell me what to do and i just wanna talk cause i got something for you,

(woahh) 
(ahh)

fenix - bloody massacre

fenix - tongue twisted w/dazingoff

(@fuckfenix)

(lets go)

you've been running in my mind 
I've been calling out for help, no ones picking up the line (lets go)
huh, tell me am I really to myself? 
you're so tongue twisted, I'm so sick of all your lies (lets go)

I've been so alone for so long
you've been lying on my name you're so wrong
all you said, your words are so strong
acting so tuff? your girl sings my songs

I'm so done, and I have falled for all your lies
so stay on that side
and I'm stuck, I know I lost
its okay I know that I'm alright

when i sing can you hear the cry's? (fuck fenix)
I got this rope ill make it real tight
fuck a deal ill never get signed
I know you hurt me can you please tell me why?

(@dazingoff)

baby I've been using my time 
maybe you should do what I do and take my advice
I know that I fuck a lot of things up in my life
cussing on the phone, at 3AM and we acting like things are alright

you ask me questions that i cant respond to (ouuu)
I'm tired of putting myself on the line for you (on the line for you)
finding somebody else is going for hard for you (so hard)
its going to hurt me way more than it does for you (for you)

you said it was forever (forever) 
but it didn't last long
shits been bad since we're over
it sucks we never got along

(ouuu, ouuu ouuuu,)

time passes by, when I look back at you
ever since the day we ended I cant be myself without you
take the wind to around the corner, I hope it doesn't find me
all I wanted was some closer but you didn't have time for me

you want me to figure it out
baby why cant you do anything
you know never wanna fix it
hate me? baby that don't even make sense

(@fuckfenix)

I'm not a replacement I swear I'm not your toy
the music's getting loud, can you kill the noise?
tell me what's this all about? 
your always quick to run your mouth
you always see me in the west,
you never see me in the south

I was in my head I'm always going in and out
they tell me everything, I wanna know why your down
I tried my best but we all know how that turned out
I gave you everything I'm going down this damn route

I'm not as bad as they say
and I've been going quite, I've been going M.I.A
this silence in my head killing me everyday
so tell me what's this all about
so keep my name out of your mouth

fenix - tongue twisted w/dazingoff

infatuation (prod. sickboi)

started raining as i stepped off your front porch

i could barely bring myself to reach for the car door

cause it never gets any easier than the time before to walk away, from you

although it's nothing new, i've waited for days

for now i'll stand in the rain

because i don't want to go back

started pouring as i boarded that airplane 

i was fighting every urge to run from out that gate

cause it never gets any easier to sit around and wait until i'm back, with you

although i'll be back soon, i've waited for days

so i'll sit right here and complain

because i just want to go back

bunii - pouring (Live at The Mint)

Share my food

Drift away 1970 Mentor Williams

Pulse. (Prod by Sickboi)

Raw vocals*
i’ll check your pulse 
if you lost it 
when you feel exhausted 
converge 
i’m the target 
i’ll, never come off it 
you’re worth it, 
no profit 
but i don’t know 
do i take a toll?
when’d your hands go cold?

it’s always “something” and “nothing”
i think we’re resigned 
barely function, but fuck it
when i’m by your side 


no i ain’t crazy I’m infatuated
what am i lacking baby?
comma’s whatcha taxing lately?
I want forever, maybe?

i’ll check your pulse 
if you lost it 
when you feel exhausted 
converge 
i’m the target 
i’ll, never come off it 
you’re worth it, 
no profit 
but i don’t know 
do i take a toll?
when’d your hands go cold?

Pulse.

knots.

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