Something that had been sitting in private for 2 years.

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I AM

Was inspired by hearing other people do NIN covers today, so I wanted to do one also.

A Warm Place (Kontrol Kover)

Had a little time free so threw this together.

Deep Inside You

Another shot at this type of music I am diggin the sounds I can get to come from my speakers. The Lyric is the same in the image, and was something I saw on facebook that Laura Walczak someone I went to school with had drawn and that directly inspired that section... it was originally for another song, but I enjoyed what I was making so much that I just co-opted it for this instead. I would normaly have made a song like this like 7-10 min with a ton of transitions... but my dad said songs  should be around 4min

Low Expectations

I started out with one idea... and it kinda became something else.

Far Away

Face In The Crowd

This is a premixed version. I wanted to upload this today... but got stuck with other obligations. So I am uploading it prior to a mix :D I can't mix if anyone wants to help that would be great. 

Lyrics:

Forever Silent

Never Give up
I turn the page
its time to enter another age

taste the wine of pesticide
the beast has now begun to rise.

Waiting for you
my pictures turn to black and i'm all alone
my future is somewhat unclear
each night i wake up 
and hunger takes control of me
and suddenly I'm not free

its hard to define 
my ungodly state of mind
when I look to the sky

a thousand years 
I have feed upon your bitter tears
am I divine

why am i chosen 
forever to be frozen
am I alive.

inside im burning
my skin are slowing turning
and I am not alive

I fight the pain
but there is nothing to gain
cause I have tried

my blood red tears 
cannot assuage the fears
that I can never die

cause I can never die
cause I can never die.

Forever Silent

This is me letting go.

Vocal will need a rerecord. But I need to be able to move on.

I have uploaded the vocal to looperman.
http://www.looperman.com/acapellas/detail/5614


All the Same

I see it in the distance
I'm trying to break away
It's so hard to discover
When you feel this way

And I don't mind if I take the time
cause I don't have much to lose
Cause I can question everything
and I'm still gonna feel the noose

cause maybe we are all the same and
we try so hard to be defined

we are all the same and

we're living thru this waste of time
waste of time

Do you ever have the feeling
that everything around you’s wrong
and its not the way that its supposed be

do you feel them misleading

well I don't believe in nothing so 
I'm gonna climb the heights so maybe I will see.

cause maybe we are all the same and
we try so hard to be defined

we are all the same and

we're living thru this waste of time
waste of time
waste of time

cause maybe we are all the same and
we try so hard to be defined

we are all the same and

we're living thru this waste of time
waste of time
waste of time
waste of time
waste of time
waste of time



All The Same

A Song About Nothing

Song is very simple. But I am having a simple day so far. Thanks for the support I have been getting. It feels great. I am in a place I had never expected to be... singing and stuff? who would have thunk it.

Lie To Me

I'v been up here, for such a short time.
The way you're treating me, is like a damn crime
what can I say
I don't write the rules
the way that it goes
the heart is for fools.

I'v upped my resistance
I'v changed my cause
Don't feel bad for me, I'm lost.

I find
the best times
coinside
while I'm dead inside.

Don't lie to me.

Lie To Me

Remake of https://soundcloud.com/ferensick/soul-collector-ft-kk


Ferensick Soul Collector Ft KK (Komplete Kontrol Mix)

I have been sitting on this track for like 2 months while working on collabos. Been felling not very inspired lately. This is a short version of the track... if it does well I might release the extended mix, which has another break down and 1 more verse.  I kinda decided that I did not want the song to be too long and have people lose interest while listening to it.

I hope you guys like it.

This track contains samples that have been pretty modified from a track by
https://soundcloud.com/ferensick

I C THRU U

Remix done but the ever illusive Da Ruffest Project. He is watching you, and knows ALL!

Lie To Me

I'v been up here, for such a short time.
The way you're treating me, is like a damn crime
what can I say
I don't write the rules
the way that it goes
the heart is for fools.

I'v upped my resistance
I'v changed my cause
Don't feel bad for me, I'm lost.

I find
the best times
coinside
while I'm dead inside.

Don't lie to me.

Lie To Me (Two Point Oh Remix) by Da Ruffest Project

Just playing with a new effect. Figured why not do a quick simple song. Not the most detailed as I did the whole thing is about an hour. 

It's All OK

Returned from Atlanta wrote a song.

:( I know I sound like a broken record about this by now... but again... I enter into areas that I am not familiar with yet on every track working out where I fit into this world of music... so I feel uncomfortable about almost every track that I upload. 

This track takes advantage of many things that I have done in the past, and is the first time I  have tried to cut up my own vocal. (I have done it with other peoples in the past)... I cannot tell yet if the song as a whole has a disconnected feel with each of its parts. But rather than let this song rot like so many others... here it is.

I hope you like it

Outside

Sorry I have been feeling uninspired. This was a track that started a long time ago and I had high hopes at the time... but I uploaded what I did today to it. 

Built 2 Last

Poking around for a little while. Trying something different. I do so many tracks that are effects heavy and arpy. Figured I would try something that didn't rely so heavily on gimmicks.  

Women

This track had been sitting around in my  unfinished folder for awhile now, normally I have mostly music and a few lines sang, this is one of the rare unfinished where the vocal was mostly done already... so i recorded a bit more vocal this morning and uploaded it. 

Relocation

What Is Free

This could either be pretty good... or pretty bad. I really have no perspective anymore. I may possibly be making a mistake in uploading this before its done... or it could be done and I don't know it, either way here it is. 

I Don't Know What To Feel

This is a song I had started with Da Ruffest Project well over a year ago. It was never finished. Da Ruffest Project is not with us musically anymore but he is still here with us in spirit. He is a pretty cool guy and from what I understand a very giving and loving individual. I was going thru old files and came across this track. Knowing that it will never be worked on again as he is done with music I have decided to upload it. I think this track had great potential. That said it is a track that was made when I first started to sing. I had done maybe 4 or 5 songs up to this point where I was actually trying to sing. So... keep that in mind when you hear it the vocal I like it parts... but its rough in others. 

Another track for Betty. Whom is part of his family

Thanks to https://soundcloud.com/laser-beam-2 for redoing the levels.

Regret w/ Da Ruffest Project

Learning to make video: https://youtu.be/c7qQkmluKN0


There is a photographer Leo A. Sörlin who was kind enough to allow me to use his photos in my song art. I suspect that I will be doing that for quite awhile as he takes cool pictures. 

Photo Credit: Leo A. Sörlin
Photo Name:  SelfTri-x2b

https://instagram.com/leoasorlin/

Sum of Zero *video in description*

Second competition. This one is not so great. But I still have one more to go. I hate release tracks so close together.  This is for the Red Rock Red 70 Song contest. I can tell already my track is not like the others.... could be a bad thing.

Photo Credit: Leo A. Sörlin
instagram.com/leoasorlin/

*edit 9/18 Lyric Change, added drums. 

Suicide King

Video:  https://youtu.be/lJk43uZh4eo

Gonna try and make a transition to also posting on YouTube I guess.


Photo Credit again goes to :  Leo A. Sörlin

Im Scared

This is an older track I made like 2 years ago. Figured I would upload it. Redid some very minor parts.

Silence

I have not been on soundcloud in a very long time. I have been struggling with doubt. This song is not very finished, but I am going to upload it anyway.

Thats Cool

I know I tend to sound fairly negative about my tracks. This I liked a lot at first. But ran into huge struggles with the vocal in the middle since I am not really a singer. I hope that its not as bad as I think it is. The lyrics have and style have changed many many times. But the intro vocal for this track was just released on crosstown rebellion so figured I should upload my version around the same time.

The image is of a doll made by Emilie Steele, she does amazing work and I love looking at all of her images. If I were rich I would buy some.

https://www.instagram.com/emilie.steele/
http://emilie-steele.format.com/

Disguise

I guess its been well over a year since i'v uploaded anything, recently I redid my "Studio" and added another DAW to use, purchased a lot of equipment and software looking for inspiration. 

This song is not so representative of what I plan to make, but it was an interesting journey of ideas and mostly came about because I wanted to try recording on a live (dynamic) microphone, which I did not have much experience with, thus the questionable vocal recording quality... I did rather like not having to wear headphones... though there is some audio bleed into the vocal recording.  Also I started to mess around with more vocal mastering plugins that I have no idea how to use... hope it didnt ruin it too much... I really should have just stuck to what I know.

With luck I finish some of my newer stuff which I rather like, I just have to learn more about the new software and how it translates from a semi organic live preformace... to a structured song.

C Me

This is the epitome of unfinished tracks. It has sat private for 2 years, and has no end.. but I loved it so much. It was the victim of a computer crash in the middle of writing, and I loved where it was going. The end has a bunch of noise that had been removed... This song taught me a lesson, save more often... infact save in general, because I have 0 of this song saved other than what I had uploaded to soundcloud to hear in my car.

Danger Zone

Trying my hand at many styles of music. Searching for my sound.
I am a producer who pretends to sing.

KnowKontrol

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