this song is about looking at a place that still exists after someone you still love has died.

I'm Looking At The Tree

IN THE GARDEN OF STARS

So You Can Find Me In The Dark

Why Did You Say

when I get scared I need you there
when I get alone, I can't bare
talk to me, be comforting 
I need a hand to hold.

everyone can never stay forever
but love can last a long long time
lets grow in love forever
or at least until we die
to love you till we don't exist in time
wouldn't it be wonderful to try
to love you love you still we don't exist in time.



AGAIN

You are in the crowd.
above us, hidden by the city,
the stars are still shining.
the stars are always shining.

But here we have made our own stars.
sitting, in apartment windows,
they wait for us, they wait for us.

Love is hard, she says
I say good, it can make me strong.
You can make me strong.
You walking towards the streetlight,
refusing to be afraid. of meeting me here,
again. or looking into my eyes, for the
first time. for the first time. 

I think of you as I walk down the river
how long this earth has waited to hold me.
You are somewhere within this, whirling 
round the setting sun with me.
In my head. in my heart. every part.

Like my mother's father. 
this is curse of eternal life.
we all must choose, who to spend with it.
those who stay in our arms, or memories
that don't exist. 

My mother said love is pain. 
then I say murder me with it. 
don't let me feel again,
this fear we can't begin
to learn to fall in again.

FOR THE FIRST TIME

I can't say I'm done with love
and I can't say, I'm done with you.
but I won't give my heart away again,
to words that I know are untrue.

I can't say I'm done with love
and I can't say, I'm done with you.

This summer, on the mountain, 
after burning all your things
standing on the water tower, 
I could feel the wings
of the life that we tried to make,
as it took you further, and further,
and further away from the lake.

I was laughing, I was crying.
cause I finally felt safe.
watching the plane you were in,
take you far away, from this place.
from this place.

standing on the water tower
I could feel the wings,
of the life we made
as it took you away.

NOTHING CAN HURT US

When the sun goes into the night
you are with me, you walk beside
when we speak in the night
nothing to keep, nothing to hide.

and I know, in your eyes
you'll stay with me
all of my life.

I'm not afraid of the dark
you're always there
right where you are.
Everything's bigger than 
how it would seem,
when you're with me.

All of your life by my side
through the night.

YOU ARE WITH ME

I Miss You When You're Gone

i can see u

sometimes I write songs. check out my band camp for more free stuff.

Kohaku Rivver