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Alone From The Known

Everyday I Want To Be Yours

Plz Don’t Betray Me

The Pain In Your Eyes

My TikTok: shadowxfn_
My YouTube: Konix999

***LYRICS BELOW***
 Woah… No… Don't go… (2X)
FXXK MY LIFE, FXXK THIS SOCIETY.
WHERE'S MY KNIFE?
FOR ALL OF THIS ANXIETY.
HAVE NO PROPRIETY.
(Background Vocals)
I can feel you crawling in my skin.
My skin.
(Skin)
Been committing all these sins.
Don't know where to begin.
FXXK MY LIFE, FXXK THIS SOCIETY.
WHERE'S MY KNIFE?
FOR ALL OF THIS ANXIETY.
HAVE NO PROPRIETY.
(YEAH!)
FXXK MY LIFE, FXXK THIS SOCIETY.
WHERE'S MY KNIFE?
FOR ALL OF THIS ANXIETY.
HAVE NO PROPRIETY.
Why…
Can I…
Not die?
When…
All I do is cry.
I'm…
Just a guy.
I can only just try…
To…
Stay…
Alive.
FXXK MY LIFE, FXXK THIS SOCIETY.
WHERE'S MY KNIFE?
FOR ALL OF THIS ANXIETY.
HAVE NO PROPRIETY.
(JUST GO!)
FXXK MY LIFE, FXXK THIS SOCIETY.
WHERE'S MY KNIFE?
FOR ALL OF THIS ANXIETY.
HAVE NO PROPRIETY.
(Background Vocals)
Woah… No… Don't go… (2X)

Fuk This Society

My TikTok: shadowxfn_
My YouTube: Konix999

***LYRICS BELOW***
Woah… No… Don't go… (2X)
FXXK MY LIFE, FXXK THIS SOCIETY.
WHERE'S MY KNIFE?
FOR ALL OF THIS ANXIETY.
HAVE NO PROPRIETY.
(Background Vocals)
I can feel you crawling in my skin.
My skin.
(Skin)
Been committing all these sins.
Don't know where to begin.
FXXK MY LIFE, FXXK THIS SOCIETY.
WHERE'S MY KNIFE?
FOR ALL OF THIS ANXIETY.
HAVE NO PROPRIETY.
(YEAH!)
FXXK MY LIFE, FXXK THIS SOCIETY.
WHERE'S MY KNIFE?
FOR ALL OF THIS ANXIETY.
HAVE NO PROPRIETY.
Why…
Can I…
Not die?
When…
All I do is cry.
I'm…
Just a guy.
I can only just try…
To…
Stay…
Alive.
FXXK MY LIFE, FXXK THIS SOCIETY.
WHERE'S MY KNIFE?
FOR ALL OF THIS ANXIETY.
HAVE NO PROPRIETY.
(JUST GO!)
FXXK MY LIFE, FXXK THIS SOCIETY.
WHERE'S MY KNIFE?
FOR ALL OF THIS ANXIETY.
HAVE NO PROPRIETY.
(Background Vocals)
Woah… No… Don't go… (2X)

Fuk This Society (SPED UP)

My TikTok: shadowxfn_
My YouTube: Konix999

**LYRICS BELOW**
 I saw your mind.
(Mind)
I've been so blind.
(Blind)
No, I can't deny.
(Deny)
Remind myself that you're not kind.
Afraid that your love will fade!
(Afraid) (Fade)

I DON'T WANNA COPE, I JUST WANNA CRY.
THERE'S NO HOPE, I JUST WANNA GET HIGH.
WHERE'S MY ROPE? I JUST WANNA D!E.
I DON'T WANNA COPE, I JUST WANNA CRY.
THERE'S NO HOPE, I JUST WANNA GET HIGH.
WHERE'S MY ROPE? I JUST WANNA D!E.

Thought you were the one.
But you're just undone.
Like the sun.
I'm so done.
There's no color!
Why should I suffer?
You're not my lover…
No more.
(No more)
Yeah! No more.

I DON'T WANNA COPE, I JUST WANNA CRY.
THERE'S NO HOPE, I JUST WANNA GET HIGH.
WHERE'S MY ROPE? I JUST WANNA D!E.
(D!e)
I DON'T WANNA COPE, I JUST WANNA CRY.
THERE'S NO HOPE, I JUST WANNA GET HIGH.
WHERE'S MY ROPE? I JUST WANNA D!E.

WE STARTED OFF AS FRIENDS!
NOW WE JUST PRETEND…
THAT WE CAN'T COMPREHEND.
BECAUSE…!

I DON'T WANNA COPE, I JUST WANNA CRY.
(Cry)
THERE'S NO HOPE, I JUST WANNA GET HIGH.
(High)
WHERE'S MY ROPE? I JUST WANNA D!E.
(D!e)

I don't wanna cope, I just wanna cry.
There's no hope, I just wanna get high.

I DON'T WANNA COPE, I JUST WANNA CRY.
THERE'S NO HOPE, I JUST WANNA GET HIGH.
WHERE'S MY ROPE? I JUST WANNA D!E.
(JUST D!E!)
I DON'T WANNA COPE, I JUST WANNA CRY.
THERE'S NO HOPE, I JUST WANNA GET HIGH.
WHERE'S MY ROPE? I JUST WANNA D!E.

I Don't Wna Cope

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My YouTube: Konix999

**LYRICS BELOW**
 Yeah-!
I feel so betrayed…!
Huh, Wish you could've stayed-!
Huh, Now it's all depraved…!
Huh, I can never be saved-!
Huh, I am so ashamed!…
Yeah, take in all the pain-!
Feels like I've been enslaved!

(Ohh, oh.
Ohh, oh.)

Lost all my tears-!
(Tears!)
But you never cared…!
(Cared!)
I get scared-!
When you stare at me…!
(Stare at me!)
Uhm, ever since you left-!
(Left!)
I've been trying my best-!
Tor forget how you dressed…!
Yeah! It's like I'm possessed!

(My chest-!
Feels so tight-!
When you're around…!
Ohh!)

Huh-!
I feel so betrayed…!
Huh, Wish you could've stayed-!
Huh, Now it's all depraved…!
Huh, I can never be saved-!
Huh, I am so ashamed!…
Yeah, take in all the pain-!
Feels like I've been enslaved!
(Enslaved!)

I-!
(I-!)
I love you…!
I-!
(I-!)
I love you…!
I-!
(I-!)
I love you...!!
Why don't you love me too?!

(Don't go...!
Don't let it show!)

Depraved

Made this song with Hiroshimal!!

My TikTok: shadowxfn_
My YouTube: Konix999

**LYRICS BELOW*
 [KONIX999:]

Huh...

My mind can't think straight!…
(Think straight!)
When I see your face!
(Your face!)

Let's go on a date!-
(A date!)
You can pick the place!
(The place!)

I don't care if you're late!…
(Don't be late!)
You know I'll always wait!
(Always wait!)

What we have can't be erased!...
(Erased!)
It's got to be fate!!
(Fate!)

I'll breathe for you in space-!
(In space!)
Because you're so great!
(So great!)

I'll always wanna embrace!
Woah, woah, woah!
Yeah, yeah!!
(Go!)

[HIROSHIMAL:]

Why can't I think straight?!-
When you're around?!...
Why can't you leave my brain?!
I think the love I found was true!

Why can't I think straight?!-
When you're around?!...
Why can't you leave my brain?!
I think the love I found!-
The love I found!-

My life, it was full of hate-
(Full of hate!)
Until you came around!
(Came around!-)

I thought that love was fake...
(I thought it all was fake...)
Until you showed me the way!
(The way!)

I always thought, "What's wrong with me?!"
(What's wrong with me?)
"It seems that I can't be free..."
(What's wrong with me?)

(I can't be free...)

Until you told me you trusted me!
(Do you trust me?!)
You trusted me!
(Do you trust me?!)

(Go!)

Why can't I think straight?!-
When you're around?!...
Why can't you leave my brain?!
I think the love I found was true!

Why can't I think straight?!-
When you're around?!...
Why can't you leave my brain?!
I think the love I found!-
The love I found!-

(The love I found!)

[BOTH:]

Oh...
Who would've thought my love was for you?

Can't Think Straight (Ft. Hiroshimal)

Made this song with Hiroshimal!

My TikTok: shadowxfn_
My YouTube: Konix999

**LYRICS BELOW**
 [KONIX999:]

I don't like myself.
I don't like myself.
I don't- (Like!)
I don't like myself...

I just wanna melt!
(Melt!)
All the times I felt-
(Felt!)

It can't be dealt.
(Yell!)
The moment I fall...

(Would you pick up the call?)
(When I say-)
(I don't like myself...)

[HIROSHIMAL:]

I don't like myself.
(I don't like myself...)
I just need some help!)
(I just need some help...)

Feels like I'm stuck in Hell!-
(Hell...)
Face burnt, so you can't tell...
(Face burnt, so you can't tell!)

My skin comes off in pieces!
(In pieces...)
I'm torn apart. Can't you see it?-
(I'm torn apart...)

Blade to bone.
(Cut myself...)
I never feel at home!
(I've never known a home!)

Oh, I'm so alone...
(So alone!)

Face, face, face...
(Face, face, face.)
It won't replace...
(It won't replace!)

Known, known, known...
(Known, known, known.)
Pick up your phone...
(Pick up your fucking phone!)

I don't like myself.
(I don't like myself...)
I don't like myself!
(I don't like myself...)

I think I need some help...
(I need help!)
Suicide. Don't tell!
(Kill myself!)

[BOTH:]

[HIROSHIMAL:] (I don't like myself...)

[KONIX999:] Myself!

[HIROSHIMAL:] I don't like myself...

[KONIX999:] Ooh, woah!

[HIROSHIMAL:]

Please pick up your cell!
I'm trapped but I can't yell!

[KONIX999:] Yell!

i don't like myself (Ft. Hiroshimal)

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**LYRICS BELOW**
 (You hate me!-)
(I love you!…)
(You don't need me!-)
(But I need!-)

YOUU! UGHH, YOUU! UGHH, YOUU!…
ALL I NEED IS YOU!!…
YOUU! UGHH, YOUU! UGHH, YOUU!…
ALL I NEED IS YOU!!

Only you…
Can make me feel this way…
(This way!)
What's there to say?!
(Nothing to say!)
So many times I cried!…
(Cried!)
Wish you were by my side!…
(Side!)

I tried…
To let it slide!-
I'm so dried!
The only thing I can do…
Is hide with you!!
Can't you see?!-
That I need!-

YOUU! UGHH, YOUU! UGHH, YOUU!…
ALL I NEED IS YOU!!…
YOUU! UGHH, YOUU! UGHH, YOUU!…
ALL I NEED IS YOU!!

(Ho, woahh, woahh, hoo!)

ALL I NEED IS!-
You.

all i need is you

My TikTok: shadowxfn_
My YouTube: Konix999

*LYRICS BELOW*
 (Lil' bitch, I'm gone.)

(Bitch, I'm gone, woah...)
(Yeah!)
(Bitch, I'm gone, woah...)
(Yeah!)

(Bitch, I'm gone, woah!-)
(Lil' bitch, I'm gone!)

Yeah!
Bitch I'm gone, woah...
(Woah!)

I don't give a fuck! No...
(No!)
Bitch, you know I went- MIA!
(G-G-Gone!)

Hah!
You always return!
Bitch, you never learn!
(B-B-Bitch!)

Hah!
I wish you would just-
(Hah!)
Burn!
(B-B-Burn!)

Bitch, I'm gone! Yeah!
(Bitch, I'm gone!)

I get what I want, yeah!
(What I want!)

Because-
(Yeah!)
You're just a- pawn!

I don't want to-
(T-T-To)
Stay!

I just want to-
(T-T-To)
Stray!

(Screw you, bitch!)
(You wanna switch up!)
(Yeah!)

(When I'm rich now!)
(Huh...)
(Rich now!)

(Woah!)
(You're such a-)
(Witch!)

You're so fake...
Need a break-
From your-
(Huh!)
Mistakes!

Don't retake-
Your makes!
It's all just-
Vague!

Bitch, I'm done.
Bitch, I'm gone.
You better run-
From the sun.

This is fun...
You can't outrun-
My fucking gun...

Bitch, I'm done!
Bitch, I'm gone!
You better run!-
From the sun!

This is fun!...
You can't outrun-
My fucking gun!...
Yeah!

Bitch I'm gone, woah...
(Woah!)

I don't give a fuck! No...
(No!)
Bitch, you know I went- MIA!
(G-G-Gone!)

Hah!
You always return!
Bitch, you never learn!
(B-B-Bitch!)

Hah!
I wish you would just-
(Hah!)
Burn!
(B-B-Burn!)

Bitch, I'm gone! Yeah!
(Bitch, I'm gone!)

I get what I want, yeah!
(What I want!)

Because-
(Yeah!)
You're just a- pawn!

(Just go!)
(Just go!)
(Yeah!)
(Just go!)

B*TCH I'M GONE!

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My YouTube: Konix999

*LYRICS BELOW*
Hold-My-Hand-Once-More.
Like-You-Did-Be-'Fore.
Can't-Stand-It-Any-More.
If I-
Collapsed on the ground-
Would you pick me up, 'thout a frown?
Oh, do you wish I wouldn't be around??

All I do is over drink!
I can never fuckin' think!
Relive the past when I blink!
I need another drink!
Tried to drown my demons but,
I'm the one that sinks!
I…
Don't know what to think!

Hoo...
Don't go!
Don't!!-

(I have no friends.)
(I want it all to end.)
(But, all I can do is just pretend.)

All I do is over drink!
I can never fuckin' think!
Relive the past when I blink!
I need another drink!
Tried to drown my demons but,
I'm the one that sinks!
I…
Don't know what to-
(Think!)
All I do is over drink!
I can never fuckin' think!
Relive the past when I blink!
I need another drink!
(Think!)
Tried to drown my demons but,
I'm the one that sinks!

I…
Don't know what to-
Do without you!-
By my side.

(I have no friends.)
(I want it all to end.)
(But, all I can do is just pretend.)
All I do is over drink!
I can never fuckin' think!
Relive the past when I blink!
I need another drink!
Tried to drown my demons but,
I'm the one that sinks!
I…
Don't know what to- 

the one that sinks.

MADE THIS SONG WITH ZUUL AND HIROSHIMAL!!!

YouTube: Konix999
TikTok: shadowxfn_

#music #newmusic #soundcloud

*LYRICS BELOW*
[ZUUL:]

Hey, I know it's been a while...
But like...
I just really miss your voice!-
Can you please text me or call me back when you can?
Please let me know...

I miss you.

Your laugh...
Your smile...
Just everything...
I can't stand living my life-
Realizing that you're not in it.
I miss you so much...
Please give me a call.

[KONIX999:]

I'm sorry!-
What I did...
You forbid-
Seeing me!

I never-
Meant to...
Hurt you!

I-
Hate-
To disturb you!

[ZUUL:]

I'm not sure what to do anymore.
I want to cry-
But it is difficult to know you don't care.
If I died-
Would you even care?
I don't think so.

Yo, it's my fault-
That we're not together but-
At the end of the day, I'm still trying...
I just wanna try again-
Cause I know what I did was foolish.
I just want a second chance...
Yeah...

[KONIX999:]

All the times... That we-
Had...
It makes me sad, 'cause...
Now, it feels all-
Like it was a dream...

And now that you're gone-
All I wanna do is just...
Sleep.

[KONIX999:]

I'm sorry!-
What I did...
You forbid-
Seeing me!

I never-
Meant to...
Hurt you!

I-
Hate-
To disturb you!

[HIROSHIMAL:]

Was your love real or fake?
Oh...
Please-
Get out of my face!

Made a mistake when I put my heart up for borrow!
Got too many missed sorrows....

Missed Sorrows (Ft. Zuul & Hiroshimal)

MADE THIS SONG WITH HIROSHIMAL!!!

YouTube: Konix999
TikTok: shadowxfn_

#music #newmusic #soundcloud
**LYRICS BELOW**
[HIROSHIMAL:]

These- Feelings...
They surround me!
Can't- Keep- Running...
Oh, from my problems!

All- These- Feelings...
Can't understand them!
Feel so empty...
I feel so damn numb!-

[KONIX999:]

Numb!-
Numb!-
I feel so damn numb!

But-
Still feel the pain!

Screaming out your name!
But it's always in vain!

This feeling!
I can't explain!

[HIROSHIMAL:]

Oh, this feeling!-
No... You won't understand me!
Won't give you a reason-
To make my suffering funny...

'Cause it's not funny...
I used to call you "honey"...
Feel like a dummy-
For thinking you would love me!

[KONIX999:]

Numb-
Numb-
Feel so!-

Numb-
Numb!-

[HIROSHIMAL:]

(Oh, ooh-oh!)
(Oh, oh-ooh...)
(Ooh, oh-oh!)

(Oh, ooh-oh!)
(Oh, oh-ooh...)
(Ooh, oh-oh!)

(Oh, ooh-oh, woah...)

[KONIX999:]

Numb!-
Numb!-
I feel so damn numb!

But-
Still feel the pain!

Screaming out your name!
But it's always in vain!

This feeling!
I can't explain!

(Numb!-)
(Numb!-)
(I feel so damn numb!)

(But-)
(Still feel the pain!)

(Screaming out your name!)
(But it's always in vain!)

[BOTH:]

(This feeling!)
(I can't explain!)

Numb (Ft. hiroshimal)

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**LYRICS BELOW**
(I'm so stressed.)
(Feel it in my chest.)
(Can't express…)
(Been trying my best, but I must confess-)
(I've been so depressed.)

Huh, huh, yeah…
I'm so stressed!
Feel it in my chest!
Can't express-
Myself!

Huh, huh…
Been trying my best!
But I must confess!
I've been so depressed-
By the past!

I'm my worst enemy,
Don't try to befriend me.
Been locked in my head…
Endless ending.
No, you're not forgiving-
Hearts still pending. 
Everywhere I go…

I'm descending!
Yeah!
I'm done-
Venting!

Huh, huh, yeah…
I'm so stressed!
Feel it in my chest!
Can't express-
Myself!

Huh, huh…
Been trying my best!
But I must confess!
I've been so depressed-
By the past!

You were the one I want…
But now you're gone!
Huh… 
This shit ain't love-
It's just lust.
Tell me what it is-
If it ain't us.
Feelin' like a ghost-
When we touch.
We try to talk-
But it's just too much!

Huh, huh, yeah…
I'm so stressed!
Feel it in my chest!
Can't express-
Myself!

Huh, huh…
Been trying my best!
But I must confess!
I've been so depressed-
By the past!

#music #newmusic #soundcloud #love #lovesong #999 #stressed #depression #express

Can't Express Myself

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!
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**LYRICS BELOW**
(I ain't ever fuck with love before!)
(Knock me down, now I'm knockin' on
Cupid's door…)

(And my ex still a bitch, like she was before!)
(Love's a drug. You're my plug.)
(Now I'm lookin' for more!)

[HIROSHIMAL:]

I ain't ever fuck with love before!
Knock me down, now I'm knockin' on Cupid's door…

And my ex still a bitch, like she was before!
Love's a drug. You're my plug.
Now I'm lookin' for more!

Valentine! Valentine!
Will you be mine?
— You be mine?
You're my valentine! Valentine!

(Valen- Valentine…)

Valentine! Valentine!
Will you be mine?
— You be mine?
You're my valentine! Valentine!

Yeah-
I'll win your heart in no time!

[KONIX999:]

Valentine!
Please be mine!

(Only mine!)

Valentine!
Please be mine!

(Valentine!)

Poppin' these pills won't numb the pain…
What do you want me to say?
Girl, you was not the same person I first met!
Gave you my soul, now I'm left with a hole-

— in my heart…
Baby, you went too far!
Baby, you know I'll chase the stars for you…

[HIROSHIMAL:]

Valentine! Valentine!
Will you be mine?
— You be mine?
You're my valentine! Valentine!

(Valen- Valentine…)

Valentine! Valentine!
Will you be mine?
— You be mine?
You're my valentine! Valentine!

Yeah-
I'll win your heart in no time!

[KONIX999:]

(Valentine!)
(Please be mine…)

Be Mine! (Ft. Hiroshimal)

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**LYRICS BELOW**
[KONIX999:]

(Ooh...)
(Ooh...)

Gave you my heart-
Gave you my soul...
Gave you everything!
Left me with a hole...

Now I’m numb, popping these pills...
I just want to feel something!

Trapped in my sorrow!-
Save me...
There's no tomorrow!-
Embrace me...

Feel so hollow!-
Erase me...

[HIROSHIMAL:]

Yeah, he think he me-
But that bitch a knockoff...
Keep on talkin' and we blow yo fuckin' top off...

Mix the codeine with the motherfuckin' Smirnoff!
Keep it comin' baby, You know I want it all!

Wanted all of you!-
Embrace me...
See me as a loser...
You can't face me!

You can't phase me!-
You call me crazy-
Might be a little crazy for you, baby...

[KONIX999:]

I tell you that I'm fine-
But you're still in my mind...
I tell you I'm okay so you can go away!

"I love you!"
Such a pretty lie...
You're making me cry-
Just please, tell me...

(Why!)
(Why!)
(Why...)

(Why!)
(Why!)
(Why...)

Gave you my heart-
Gave you my soul...
Gave you everything!
Left me with a hole...

Now I’m numb, popping these pills...
I just want to feel something!

Trapped in my sorrow!-
Save me...
There's no tomorrow!-
Embrace me...

Feel so hollow!-
Erase me.

Embrace Me (Ft. Hiroshimal)

My homie Jeff and I cooked frfr!!
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**LYRICS BELOW**
[KONIX999:]

(No, no, no!)
(No, no, no!)
(No, no, no!)

Fucked up in my head!
So many things left unsaid!
Can't get outta my bed!
You just left me for dead…

Waiting for the reaper to get me.
If I went, would you even miss me-
Or wipe me off like I'm empty?

[zffeJ:]

You loved me in the backseat-
Now you go and stab me! 
Used to be filled with glee- 
Now I'm just empty….

Used to think you were the key.
But now you got me locked up, locked up!
Now I'm just fucked up, fucked up!
Ever since you blocked me, left too many things unsaid.

[KONIX999:]

Fucked up in my head!
So many things left unsaid!
Can't get outta my bed!
You just left me for dead…

Waiting for the reaper to get me.
If I went, would you even miss me-
Or wipe me off like I'm empty?

Left Unsaid (w/ zffeJ)

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**LYRICS BELOW**
(My spark in the dark)
(My spark in the dark)
(You’re my-)
(You’re my-)

Baby, it doesn't matter where you are…
You're my spark in the dark!
Engrave your name into my arms!
Let the world burn just to keep you warm!

My spark in the dark!
You're my spark in the dark!
My only spark in the dark!
Doesn't matter-
You'll always be my spark!

(My spark in the dark)
(My spark in the dark)
(You're my-)
(You're my-)

Taking these pills are fuckin' with my head!
Can't stop doing codeine on my bed!
All the things you said-
Really got me dead!
But… I don't care!

For you, I would put my life on the line…
But you wouldn't even do it for a dime…

(My spark in the dark)
(You're my spark in the dark)
(My only spark)

My spark in the dark!
You're my spark in the dark!
My only spark in the dark!
Doesn't matter-
You'll always be my spark…

My spark in the dark!
You're my spark in the dark!
My only spark in the dark!
Doesn't matter-
You'll always be my spark!

My Spark

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**LYRICS BELOW**
[KONIX999:]

(I'm an overthinker)
(I'm a loser)
(Fuck my future)
(Don't wanna lose her)

I'm an overthinker!
I'm a loser!
Fuck my future!
Don't wanna lose her!
(2X)

Said I'd be better-
But I lied!
Now I'm just lost-
Deep inside.
Empty bottles-
Blurry nights.
Your words cut through my heart-
Like a knife!

YEAH!!
Fuck you!-
I loved you!
Demons come through!
Like me and you!

Can you see the hurt in my eyes?
Tired of the fake smiles and the lies!
But I swear I'm fine-
I just need some wine.

(I'm an overthinker)
(I'm a loser)
(Fuck my future)
(Don't wanna lose her)

I'm an overthinker!
I'm a loser!
Fuck my future!
Don't wanna lose her!
(2X)

[HIROSHIMAL:]

(No, no, no, no...)
(No, no, no...)

Huh, yeah... I don't wanna lose my life again.
Are you my girl or are you just my friend?!-
It's always discomfort in the end...
Yeah, I Iied to y'all. Said I'd never fall in love again!

Only thing that keeps me comfort is the bands...
I won't even like myself no more if I don't buy the Benz.
She ain't no ring on her hand!
If I die this time, that'd be dying again...

Scared of rejection, 'cause I ain't got no plans...
They say, "Fuck your future. Your future's in my hands."
Sell my soul for a couple of bands...
Think about it- Think about it- Think about it again!

[KONIX999:]

(I'm an overthinker)
(I'm a loser)
(Fuck my future)

[HIROSHIMAL:]

(Seriously considering your offer.)

[KONIX999:]

(Don't wanna lose her)

I'm an overthinker!
I'm a loser!
Fuck my future!
Don't wanna lose her!

I'm an overthin-k-e-r!
I'm a loser!
Fuck my future!
Don't wanna lose her!

Overthinker (w/ hiroshimal)

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**LYRICS BELOW**
[KONIX999:]

(Ooh!)
(Ooh!)

You got me all in!- No second guessin'!
Love hit me hard!- Girl, this a blessin'!
Everything about you is just so impressin'!
Girl, your love got my life progressin'!

Now I’m floatin’!- Baby, no longer stressin’!
You are my solace!- Yeah, no depression!
Heart unlocked!- Bae, you got the access!
I see the future and!- You're the best in it!

[HIROSHIMAL:]

I was ready to give up-
Never wanna live up...
Fuck that shit-
I'ma keep pourin' up!

Yeah, I'm sorry baby...
I know you don't like that type of stuff!-
So, I'll stop...
So, I'll stop!

Give me top!
Bask in it...
Yeah, I'll stop pourin' up!-
Even though I love that shit...

You make sure that I stick to what I say-
But, fuck that shit...
I'ma do it anyway!

(I been feelin' real gray-)
(Aye, then I'll try the next day...)
(You know that I'll love you any day-)
(I ain't good at love, let's try your way!)

[KONIX999:]

You got me all in!- No second guessin'!
Love hit me hard!- Girl, this a blessin'!
Everything about you is just so impressin'!
Girl, your love got my life progressin'!

Now I’m floatin’!- Baby, no longer stressin’!
You are my solace!- Yeah, no depression!
Heart unlocked!- Bae, you got the access!
I see the future and!- You're the best in it!

[ZFFEJ:]

Girl, you're the one that makes me happy!
Every time I'm with you-
I feel a little bit whacky!
And I couldn't feel any better!
Can't wait until I receive your next letter!

It's impossible to tell you how much better I feel!
There's no way this isn't real!!
Girl, everything you do- 
You make it look so flawless!
I hope you know that you're my solace!

[KONIX999:]

(Ooh!)
(Ooh!)
(Ooh!)

My Solace (w/ hiroshimal & zffeJ)

GOD IS GOOD!!!

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TikTok: shadowxfn_

**LYRICS BELOW**

Ooh, you know I want you!-
Into my arms!
My arms.
Do you want me too?-
Or am I just a friend?
A friend.

Thinkin' 'bout you!- Yeah, you're in my mind!
When I'm with you!- Yeah, we intertwine!
Girl, your touch makes me shine!
Girl, so glad that you're mine!

Don't let me go!
Don't let me go!
Hold on to me!

Yeah…

When I first saw you across the street-
(Yeah, yeah)
I felt my heart skip a beat!
(Yeah, yeah)
Just like a movie!
(Yeah, yeah)
Yeah, you moved me!
(Yeah, yeah)

Took my breath away!
When you came my way!
I didn't know-
What to say!

Thinkin' 'bout you!- Yeah, you're in my mind!
When I'm with you!- Yeah, we intertwine!
Girl, your touch makes me shine!
Girl, so glad that you're mine!

Don't let me go!
Don't let me go!
Hold on to me!

Thinkin' 'bout you!- Yeah, you're in my mind!
When I'm with you!- Yeah, we intertwine!
Girl, your touch makes me shine!
Girl, so glad that you're mine!

Don't let me go!
Don't let me go!
Hold on to me!

Intertwine

PRAISE THE LORD!!!

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TikTok: shadowxfn_

**LYRICS BELOW**

3AM and I'm staring at the ceiling fan.
All these demons talking to me-
I think they really understand.
Texting her, but I know-
She won't ever hit me back.
Left me isolated… Don't wanna be alone…

So I pop these pills!
To fill the hole in my heart!
You torn me apart!
Got no real friends!
Is this the end?
The end!?

Yeah, lookin' in the mirror-
Don't know who I see!
The best you'll ever know-
Is the worst me!
Used to dream of you-
Now I barely sleep!
Can barely breathe!

Yeah, yeah…
Girl, you did me so wrong.
Had me thinking we last long.
Now, I'm over here writing these sad songs.
Just tryna find where I belong… 

“Men don't cry”
Well, I guess I'm just a boy.
All your lies got me losing my mind…

So I pop these pills!
To fill the hole in my heart!
You torn me apart!
Got no real friends!
Is this the end?
The end!?

Huh, huh…
This can't be real!
Huh, huh…
I can't seem to heal!
Huh, huh…
Don't know what to feel!
Huh, huh…
My love won't conceal!

All these tears!-
Won't come out!
Screaming!-
But I can't make a sound!
Hennessy in my cup!
Jealousy is fuckin' me up!

Pick up the phone!
Feel so alone!
From your home!

So I pop these pills!
To fill the hole in my heart!
You torn me apart!
So I pop these pills!
To fill the hole in my heart!
You torn me apart!
Got no real friends!
Is this the end?
The end!?

txrn me apxrt

JESUS IS OUR SAVIOR!!!

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TikTok: shadowxfn_

**LYRICS BELOW**

Romanticize your demise!
Sing a lullaby!-
While you watch me die!
Pull me closer in your lies!
No goodbyes!

You're my worst sin…!
And I'll do it again…!
Let me into your skin…!

Break me!
Kill me!
Burn me into your loathe!

Love the way you taste…
When you're covered in…
BLOOD!

Romanticize your demise!
Sing a lullaby!-
While you watch me die!
Pull me closer in your lies!
No goodbye!
(2x)

rOmAnTiCiZeR

JESUS IS KING!!!

YouTube: Konix999

**LYRICS BELOW**

When you and I talked-
For the first time!
You looked like-
Heaven dressed in sin!

I let you in!
That's when it all begin!
I promised…!
I wouldn't let you break me!

I still taste your name in my mouth!
Don't know why I can't just spit it out!
Your voice is a loaded gun!
Yeah, every bullet hits!
Right in my chest!

Baby, let me drink those tears!
With you, there's no fears!

When you and I talked-
For the first time!
You looked like-
Heaven dressed in sin!

I let you in…
That's when it all begin…
I promised…
I wouldn't let you break me…

Again!
No more!

Your love is a terminal illness!
But-
But you kiss like a cure!

When you and I talked-
For the first time!
You looked like-
Heaven dressed in sin!

I let you in!
That's when it all begin!
I promised…!
I wouldn't let you break me!

HeAvEn DrEsSeD iN sIn

JESUS IS KING!!!

Shoutout to my boy zffeJ for a recommendation lol

YouTube: Konix999

**LYRICS BELOW**

FUCK!!!

I'd die again!-
Just to taste your breath!
Don't ever cry again!
Bathe me in your death!
Loved me like heaven!-
But called out my sins!

If you were to die-
Please haunt me!
If I made you cry-
Don't hate me!
Have you ever lied-
Just for me?

Ooh…

I still sleep in the clothes you tore!
Lay where you left me-
Face to the floor!
Wished you never went through the door!

Yeah, yeah,
'Cause girl-
I want-
—MORE!!

I'd die again!-
Just to taste your breath!
Don't ever cry again!
Bathe me in your death!
Loved me like heaven!-
But called out-
MY SINS!!

FUCK!!!

Ooh…

If you leave-
Take me too!
Tear my heart out-
Split me in two!
Drag me down-
Where no one sees you and me!

leave… the lights… on.
like… you… never… left.
please… stay… 
you take all of my…
pain… away.
don't break a-

-Away!

I'd die again!-
Just to taste your breath!
Don't ever cry again!
Bathe me in your death!
Loved me like heaven!-
But called out my sins!
(2x)

TaStE yOuR bReAtH

JESUS IS KING!!!

YouTube: Konix999

**LYRICS BELOW**

I pour it up!-Then I put it down!
Tryna quit!-But the pain comes around!
Thought I was done!-But it all crashes down!
Losing myself!-I'm lost, not found!
Can't heal the agony!-So I drown it out!
Can't hear!-With a bunch of demons making a sound!
Used to love myself!-Now I don't know how!
Wish I can change!-Who I am now!

Huh…

Only thing that's promised…
Promises break!
Flushed the pills once…
But they found their way!

“I feel okay” is what I say to myself!
But it don't give me any help!
Just a false hope!
There's no hope for me!-
In the end.

Why, why, why?-
Is what I ask all the time.
Cry, cry, cry-
Is what I do sometimes.

I pour it up!-Then I put it down!
Tryna quit!-But the pain comes around!
Thought I was done!-But it all crashes down!
Losing myself!-I'm lost, not found!
Can't heal the agony!-So I drown it out!
Can't hear!-With a bunch of demons making a sound!
Used to love myself!-Now I don't know how!
Wish I can change!-Who I am now!

We live to die!
We die to live!
So tell me!- 
What's the point of life?

Closest thing to cupid-Is the pills!
My heart is a hole I can't refill!
My body just won't stay still!
Shaking from the gnawing that I tried to kill!

My life really went downhill!
Fuck what you say!
I'm not gon' chill!

So…

I pour it up!-Then I put it down!
Tryna quit!-But the pain comes around!
Thought I was done!-But it all crashes down!
Losing myself!-I'm lost, not found!

(Can't heal the agony!-So I drown it out!)
(Can't hear!-With a bunch of demons making a sound!)
(Used to love myself!-Now I don't know how!)
(Wish I can change!-Who I am now!)

who i am now

✞God 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐬✞
✞God 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬✞
✞God 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬✞
✞God 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐬✞
✞God 𝐃𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬✞
✞𝐆𝐨𝐝 𝐈𝐬 𝐆𝐨𝐨𝐝✞

Konix999

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