i want something like neo and trin </3
sample is from The Matrix

intimacy

i composed this piece a little more than a year and a half ago and i dont remember how to play whatsoever, so i just ripped the audio off of my youtube channel so thats why it sounds like that, but lowkey adds to the song.
original video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iEVOLuwVdt4

estrellas

reflection on my face 
make it race down 
a commonplace hold 
on tightly or you might 
just find yourself there

i cant wait to see your face 
warm embrace 
make me stay 
away from all the evil things that do wrong
that do wrong
that do wrong

mosaic

First Album, all songs written by Ceili Spaulding, except "Gentle Most of All" by David Spaulding and "Man in the Moon" words by Ceili Spaulding, Music by Ira Sterling.  (2015 ©Ceili Spaulding) 

Sweet Blue

@tomppabeats

but whatever tho

(also these hats are coming soon)

isn't here (prod. tomppabeats)

when it all falls apart like a house made of cards
i will shuffle this deck 'til i fall asleep
gentle touch, brittle bones, when we talk on the phone
i exist for you, you have all of me

i'm a small speck of dust, an inanimite husk
of my former self, they are vanishing
there's a ghost in my room and it wears the perfume
that you used to wear; it's like you're next to me

but nothing's ever real enough (x2)

you're a voice in my head, at the foot of my bed
like a poltergeist, drifting hauntingly
and my mind is a void, for the broken, destroyed
little parts of me, an infinity

this ache in my head makes me quake in my bed
i fixate on it, i can't fall asleep
with this whine in my ears when the silence appears
it is deafining, it is everything

but nothing's ever real enough (x2)

real enough

hi sorry this is really sad

get drunk to forget that i could jump
sober up and wanna do it twice as much
drink more, but it’s never quite enough
think morbid thoughts to feel more stuck

pass out in the morning when the light
floods over the empty void of night
and this sickness i can't fight
will constantly ruin my life

'til i pass out
on the floor again
and feel the air under my feet
i’m always falling in my dreams
but they aren’t nightmares
i think they’re omens
of what’s coming for me
i see demons in my sleep
then i wake up

get high to forget how much it hurts
come down, just to end up feeling worse
six years of therapy reversed
by every line in every verse

used to write poems just to cope
so ironic, now the rope
around my neck’s entwined
with every letter, every line

my writing
is getting better
but i’m certainly not
put me in the ground to rot
and don’t remember
please forget me
‘cause every memory you keep
will be more pain on you from me
than i can take

sickness (8th floor blues)

Juultide Carol (Origami Angel)

lyrics:

where did you go, angelina?
why did you take my foolish heart?
i should've known, angelina
i was never right for that part

i could've sworn, angelina
we would get hitched and you'd be a bitch about
getting us there on time
i'd thank the lord for angelina
oh, so i guess the wedding
i'll never be getting
will live in the back of my mind

i never loved you more than when you said goodbye
cause maybe i knew that love wasn't honest if you had to lie
i never loved you more than when you walked away
cause maybe i knew, angelina, you'd never stay

* trumpet solo ;) *

are you coming home, angelina?
i think i'm done trying to hold on to you
i think you should know, angelina
that i'd probably fall again if you wanted me to
and she said i love you so i said it back but i
wished she was you

angelina (demo)

[Chorus] 0:24-0:50
go let me go
go go let me fuckin go
let me go oh let me go
oh no let me fuckin go
let me go oh let me go
go go let me fuckin go
let me 

[Verse 1] 0:51-1:58
trapped inside my mind 
with no place to hide
i been gettin high 
just to close my eyes
and i keep em tight
oh i keep em tight
so i cant see the side
i cant leave behind
this anxiety inside of me
does everything in spite of me
cuz everything i try to be
just seems like it aint right for me
and when i finally sleep
i dont get no peace
i just feel relieved
cuz im finally free
from all of the things
that depression brings 
and my inner me 
is filled with enemies
that i cant see but i can feel
so believe me when i tell you that these demons are real
yeah im keepin it real 
these demons are real
i know how you feel
i feel how you feel
[Interlude with no words] 1:32-1:42

[Chorus] 1:59-2:24
go let me go
go go let me fuckin go
let me go oh let me go
oh no let me fuckin go
let me go oh let me go
go go let me fuckin go
let me

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