Successful Living - Thoughts - c r u m i u s - r e m i x
Recorded in the 1990s on 4 track recording machine and a hardware sequenzer. 
©1995 m: H. Krumm / t: & vocals: E.
For the remix I sampled the vocals and parts of the guitar of the original 4 track cassette, the rest I played later to it in modern DAW times.
Remixed 2022 by c r u m i u s m u s i c

Thoughts - c r u m i u s  r e m i x

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Thoughts

Admiral Krank discovers the neck pickup mid-stroll. 


Admiral Krank and His Mighty Band of Spacemen 

All Sprites Revered

Yakuza Golden Age

09/13/2025 I pulled this track out of circulation for a while until I had some time to wrap my head around how to handle some of the older mixes I had.  I read through all of these amazing comments and I was like this is unreal.  Fellow soundclouders have been so generous with their compliments and praise that I hardly feel worthy of this. Thank you again and again!!!! But alas, I never work completely alone and this track had a lot of my usual friends helping me. 

Also...I think I'll just have a playlist for now called Brenda Archives and not bombard folks with too many of my old tracks too frequently. There was a time when you bought one album of around 11 tunes from an artist and that was it until they made another album maybe at the very least a year later. This is not the case in the music business anymore but for me,  I would prefer to do things a little at a time. ;-)


©  Lyrics and Music By Brenda Doss

"Have you heard
There’s a new god
The old one’s been resigned
But don’t be disappointed 
We’ve just hired Frankenstein
We think that he’ll be perfect
For the position
He brings to us a world of knowledge
Did you need another life?"

I’d like three please
Three of me is what I need
Nobody knows me like I do
Three would be just great
For work for love and one to play with
If I can’t have three, I’ll take two
If I can’t have three, I’ll take two

Am I
Nothing but a yahoo in the mud
Have I cleverly convinced myself
A diamond’s not a rock
So good we replicate it
While thinking nothing of it
What the hell...did you want my credit card
Or will you bill me through the mail
Cause

I’d like three please
Three of me is what I need
Nobody knows me like I do
Three would be just great
For work for love and one to play with
If I can’t have three, I’ll take two
If I can’t have three, I’ll take two

“You can add to your collection
Order from our catalog
Give them all away as presents
To the friends you think you’ve got
You can have them clean your kitchen
You can tell them what to do
You can  beat them when they misbehave
After all they’re only you”

I’d like three please
Three of me is what I need
Nobody knows me like I do
Three would be just great
For work for love and one to play with
If  I can’t have three, I’ll take two

I’d like three please
Three of me is what I need
Nobody knows me like I do
Three would be just great
For work for love and one to play with
If  I can’t have three, I’ll take two
(Outro bits...)

Three

Admiral Krank and His Mighty Band of Spacemen 
Drums by Mo Sheen

Public Toilet Evangelism

There was a time I thought my little songs could actually "change the world"; that perhaps music could make us all more kind, compassionate, tolerant, empathic, less violent, less greedy, or at a minimum, happier. 

I have always hoped we could navigate our differences with words rather than weapons and that humanity could as a whole, truly practice reverence for the planet and all the living creatures who share it with us. 

But, I see now how absolutely naive I was. The despair, suffering, destruction, and apathy that continues now, many years after I wrote this song, has not changed. Some things, are better but many things, are not; however, I remain hopeful that humanity will eventually work things out and I, in any way that I can, will keep trying to make things better. And so I decided, I would finish producing this song and include it in my first album; an album which on many days might be the continuation of a journey, or on other days, the end of a journey.

Track 5 from my album. I hope you enjoy it.

© 2024 Lyrics, Music, Content By Brenda Doss

I should be happy  
With all of my life
I should be satisfied 
But I’m not
Why do I carry 
The weight of the world on my back
Why should I care
When no one else does

I am a slave 
To the thoughts that I have
I need to change the world
With these tired hands 
Don’t turn me off 
Don’t turn me down
Don’t shut me in 
Don’t throw me out
And I might go crazy
But you might come around
       
At the back door 
You will find me
And I might never leave
At the back door 
You will find me
These tired hands are bleeding
 
Should I worry
If it all goes to hell
Can I live my life in apathy
Like everybody else
Why am I here 
What can I change
These reckless times  
I’m not to blame
Isn’t anybody out there
Isn’t anyone afraid

At the back door 
You will find me
And I might never leave
At the back door 
You will find me
Begging on my knees
At the back door 
You will find me
These tired hands are bleeding

I’m your disease
I’m  your despair
I’m like a flea
I’m in your hair
I’m breeding in your conscience
When you don’t want me there

At the back door 
You will find me
And I might never leave
At the back door 
You will find me
Begging on my knees
At the back door 
You will find me
A wounded heart grieves
At the back door 
You will find me yeah yeah yeah

At the back door 
You will find me
And I might never leave
At the back door 
You will find me
Cause I'm begging on my knees
At the back door 
You will find me
A wounded heart grieves
At the back door 
You will find me
These tired hands are reaching

Debut

Back Door

This song is a collab with my longtime friend "Dehaas". It was recorded partly in Delft (NL) and partly in Berlin (D).

Composer: Dehaas
Lyrics & vocals: Dehaas
Additional instruments & production: c r u m i u s
Cover: Dehaas

NEW HELLO

Deep in deeper layers there the plot contains a twist 
Where are you, where are you now?
Could be the exception that so many others missed 
Where are you, where are you now?

One could think that he does not care 
Make it fizz like a new affair 
Must be that every time they meet again feels like a new hello 
Hello hello, a new hello
Hello hello
 
Feel the new sun 
Feel the morning moon 
Feel the new sun 
Feel the morning moon  
Feel the morning moon  

Absurd thoughts come stumbling from the edges of his mind
Where are you, where are you now?
Quoting miss Alonso that a copy can’t be kind 
Where are you, where are you now?

It is not to be not today 
Still, it always is anyway 

Must be that every time they meet again feels like a new hello 
Hello hello, a new hello 
Hello hello 

Can he strengthen the connection with a paper and a pen
Where are you, where are you now?
Can he bring himself to madness replicating ends 
Where are you, where are you now?

Just a fling to hang on to 
Like a thing that you ought to do 
Must be that every time they meet again feels like a new hello 
Hello hello, a new hello 
Hello hello 

Like a fling to hang on to 
Like a thing that you ought to do 
Like a fling to hang on to 
Like a thing that you ought to do
Like a fling to hang on to 
Like a thing that you ought to do
Like a fling to hang on to 
Like a thing that you ought to do

© all rights reserved

New Hello

New Hello  -  Dehaas

Glass Jaw, Gold Voice is Willa’s origin story told in bruises, ballads, and battle cries. Across ten genre-blending tracks, she turns vulnerability into voltage—singing through heartbreak, betrayal, and survival with a voice that’s equal parts velvet and venom. The album is a cinematic journey through dimly lit clubs, rooftop confessions, and emotional warzones, where every lyric feels lived-in and every beat hits like a memory.
Willa doesn’t ask for sympathy—she demands recognition. Her verses are bar-heavy and sung with precision, weaving trap snares with orchestral swells, gospel echoes with industrial grit. From the defiant anthem “Velvet Glock” to the haunting closer “She Sang It First,” this album isn’t just a debut—it’s a declaration.
She’s not here to be saved. She’s here to be heard.


She Sang It First

This track is an immersive journey through ambient electronic music, downtempo beats, and shimmering synthpop melodies. Blending the dreamy haze of chillwave with the haunting textures of gothic dark wave and dark ambient soundscapes, it creates a cinematic and emotional atmosphere that drifts between light and shadow.

Built on layered synths, deep pads, and evolving rhythms, the soundscape is both ethereal and introspective. Perfect for late-night listening, studying, relaxation, meditation, or creative focus, this track is designed to transport you into another state of mind.

Fans of ambient electronic, chillwave vibes, gothic wave, and atmospheric synthpop will feel right at home. Whether you’re searching for dreamy electronic music, moody soundscapes, or immersive dark ambient textures, this piece was crafted for you.

🎧 Turn it up, close your eyes, and let the atmosphere take over.
If the vibe connects with you, don’t forget to like, repost, and follow — your support helps independent artists bring more music to life. 🌙


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