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heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
a fuckin second with you
without just playin pretend
a fuckin second with you where I’m not stuck in my head

again I fall into this hole
I hate this shit but it’s all that I know

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
another day with you, I don’t care what it takes
know I would fuck up my life throw it all away

just if I could see you today
I still know it wouldn’t change a thing
while you’re walking all over me
bitch I know you won’t get over me
I been holding on for life
I been holding onto lies
I don’t think I’m gonna make it out this time

cigarettes are cheaper when you’re blacked out drunk
passed out on the floor, in youre bed I’m waking up
like what the fuck?
seems like this happens all the time
but it’s not my fault no it’s not mine
(It’s not mine, swear you did me wrong all the time, no it was never mine, you were never mine)

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend another second with you

spotify link<3

narcissist (yungspoiler)

Track 1 "rainy summer"
prod. heydium

lyrics: 

go ahead and say the things
i know that youve been thinking all along
i dont wanna hear it all 
when you come crawling right back
when he lets you down
i know you never come around like anymore
thats okay cuz i never arranged for all of this to last
the way you thought it would, yeah...yeah...

damn you really thought that you were something
how's it make you feel to know it was all for nothin'?
damn you make me laugh, woah ho wo, yeah
and i been trying hard to figure out
how to turn this all around
but i think im giving up now
ima go and let my hair down, yeah...

damn you're so fucking deluded 
yeah you never take the blame at all
but we all know that its all ur fault, yeh
and when he fucks you up
i wont be there
to pick you back up...no, no no no no

i wont be there to pick u up
i dont care i dont give a fuck, no

ima go and let my hair down now
things are much better without you around...

yeah...

Spotify

eh, i give up

@rouri404

(maxime)
you left me open cut me open like a surgeon
cut so fucking deep now its got me hurting
yeah i didnt deserve this always lookin at it wrong
like did you deserve this?
yeah im uncertain get the money
then you know im fuckin splurgin
on a never ending cycle self destruction
blow it up escape this rut and then im running
now i fuckin run shit

(rouri404)
cut 2 deep blood puddled 2 my ankles
constant state of panic
Know id do it if u say so
anxious throwin up always say we goin up
know I used 2 give a fuck 
now I just want on that payroll 
clawing out my eyes at the sight of seein u with him
sun will never rise if I don’t admit 
2 myself that I need 2 get over this shit

self destruction w/ rouri404 (p. jolst)

lyrics

watch the green fade out
watch the brown fade in

u say u lie but what abt?
i dunt wanna run around :/

its so hard when u dont talk :/
ya ur going thru alot
im at ur door but its still locked.

hi whats good its bea again!
they claim tht ur not a friend!
when i start 2 shake
they tell take another ativan :/
im a hopeless junkie
they say i wont make it far :(
when i moved out 2 LA
i offered a seat in my car
u denied all my help..
u say u want someone else
i mean thts fair but im still mad
im still hyped up i jus got sad
u said i fell off after backrooms XD
but tht shit was rlly ass

ya fell apart but whats new
i never know what i do
u said its not me its u
the oldest lie u cud use

stream

fatiguée

@dercept & @prodmichael

(::

you put a hole straight thru my chest
tearing flesh from the bone been prepared for the end
nonetheless ur my home u know i cannot pretend
gastrail set 2 flames making sure ill be ur end

you know i tried my best not 2 lose it
been hanging on the edge for so long and my grip is not improving
tried my best not 2 lose it
been thru all this shit before you know i dont wanna do it again

i always lose in the end ur thoughts live deep in my head
arm thru the chest watch my heart beat in ur hands
you thought you'd fool me again, but i wont give you the chance
armed to the tip watch ur blood leak in the sand

hold my head in between ur hands
we been stuck in this loop i cant see the end
no sunlight just been stuck in my head
 i watched the moon rise so many times 
wish we could do it again

no sleep i need substance i need somewhere to hide
you trusted me, broke that shit ended all in one night
shattered face tears of blood i cant look in ur eyes 
gastrail set 2 flames end it all in one night

gastrail (dercept x michaelwarren)

@reesooo & @user-856514666
owie

I don't wanna know the things you do without me by your side
Your side
And you said that this shit would last a lifetime hah
Hanging on a thread you were my lifeline
Constant state of doom i'll end it all this time hah
Out for blood bitch please don't apologize
All the burdens you left on me grow slowly like cancer
I told you the truth, still said you don't know the answer
White lines mixed with cheap wine
Hold my breath up until my head bursts
I don't wanna go back please do not remind me
Open wounds exposed ill decompose in perfect timing
There's a ghost in the mirror always coming back to find me
Say you knew me then, but I won't let my past define me
Said that this shit would last a lifetime hah
Hanging on a thread you were my lifeline
Constant state of doom i'll end it all this time hah
Out for blood bitch please don't apologize
Say you knew me then but I won't let my past define me
Say you knew me then but I won't let my past define me
Say you knew me then but I won't let my past define me
Say you knew me then but I won't let my past define me

dissect (reesoo x yungspoiler)

your soft breaths remind me that i still love you.

lyrics vvv
yeah
money, materialism 
got the whole world corrupt
the state we live in
the shit we give in
its only profiting them
shit here we go again..

money, materialism 
got the whole world corrupt
the state we live in
the shit we give in
its only profiting them
shit here we go again..

its a cycle that i cant break
but i love it when u call me ur girl
its sad to say but i think ive lost my memories
but you still mean so much to me..
im sorry that its hard..
i think im in love, yeah
sleepless nights and adderall
miss you more than i think i ever have
your soft breaths remind me that i still love you

materialism (wisssery x lavendertxwn)

Project: Neon Inferno

Cover art: Spookygang 

Socials: 

(Neon)
https://www.thoughtformwi.com/neondion

(Carlby)
https://www.thoughtformwi.com/carlby

BUILD ME UP W/ Carlby (Prod. Kai Boo)

BATCLIQUE
prod. xmichaelwarren
https://linktr.ee/scareseezenz

sunnday sad day

shattered window to help
im falling down to my knees
cant pick myself up 
im tripping all in the trees
what do they want more from me
its enough i cant give more
just let me be me (x2)
my heart is so damn torn
just let me be me (x2)

they told me get a grip 
yea im really fucking over it
they told me get this gone
yea im sick of all the fame trips
and i just wanted on but 
i guess im not the A-list
it all feels wrong yea 
they keep me on a wait list
black box white list
cut it out im done with this
detox just walk can you get a fucking grip
yea ill walk yea ill walk yea ill walk
away from it
they told me to get over it
just grow the fuck up

get over it
and get this gone
im sick of all the fame trips
i just want to get on
you will not play me for a fool
not another pawn
let me be me i want on

get this gone (p. dercept)

@prodbyjoshwa 
this song is named after vic fuentes first album


falling off from the top of the world and I 
wonder why I cannot go a single night
without just contemplating
wonder if you found another person 
sending texts to no reply

kill things when I get bored
now I hear the devil knockin at my door
spill my guts out on the floor
tear my flesh off yea I’m cuttin life short

no more goodbyes, no more good nights 
I said my peace, I said my mind
no going home 
invert my knees rip out my spine 

sometimes good things end way worse than they started
if I knew the outcome would I still want this
running round my room feeling heartless
love you still regardless

cut the shit I’m a prick, real dirt bag
know that I’m a living piece of shit 
wanna hit the fuckin hey 
but I be busy burning up another bridge 
swimmin in the deep end 
water fillin up my lungs 
this time I’m giving in

you say you fucked up 
wanna go back now 
well guess ur lucks up 
karma come back around

celebration of an ending (joshwa)

I can't see no evil
don't know why i should keep it on
i can't see my people
the evil lurks inside them all
everyone tests me they watch like a hawk
really wanna best me i do not give a fuck
im not gon be yo bestie im ready to count up
everyones resting you'll see me when im up 
i read the lies that you been sent to my inbox
im so impatient sick of watching the damn clock

Im ten feet under water drown me out
dont count me out
my mind tends to wander im losing now
im in over my head
reconcile with past i cant get out
just let me out
when will you see me for me and not the things i did

art by moosekleenex on deviantart

don't drown me out (p. blvnkface x yeezo)

Thank you for listening <3 
Legend @alainite prod @tnvr555! 

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6YKqxdc713A4GiHvcEMzIl
Also up on iTunes and Apple Music!

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Alainite
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Twitter: twitter.com/alainite

Lyrics:
Well, March comes in like a lion, yuh 
Still sad but I’m trying
Lights off when I’m crying, I stay strong when I’m dying, yeah
I’ll figure it out, heads been lost in the clouds
Can’t find myself in the crowd

But I’m Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

Yeah cut the lights when I'm flying, yeah
Psilocybin I'm tryin, yeah
See all the colours now, yeah we're not coming down
I guess I'll figure it out, heads been lost in the clouds
Can't find myself, I just can't find myself in the crowd
I feel like I'm walking alone down this empty road 
And you come down for only a moment to sell yourself 

But I’m, staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace
But I’m, staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

No one ever stays
These days can’t even speak what’s on my mind
Can I tell you how I feel inside?
No one ever stays
Didn’t expect you to leave, but it’s fine I’m sick of searching for the reason why,
I’m always faded, you’re always jaded
I don’t want to say goodbye, want you stay the night
I’m always faded, you’re always jaded
I don’t want to say goodbye, want you stay the night

But I’m, staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

Staying on Pace w/ Alainite [Reimagined] (Prod. TNVR)

Pretend again like you love it
Pretend again like you love it
Pretend again like you love it
Lay me down let me rest I deserve it 
Let me guess you just saw me as a person 
Under stress easy next then a burden 
Maybe let's let it scar let worsen 

Go ahead and tell yourself what you need to 
Know the weekend it's the only time I see you 
Wouldn't wanna get in the way or go and say too much 
Know if I let it fade then we'll just lose touch 
I think I'm a pessimist 
Tell me lies tell me lies let me make a list 
Put on you disguise so I never get 
Any solid part of you don't let me in 
            
I don't know how to say this 
I think we're overplayed when
Have you check the temperature baby 
It's 32 where we at lately 
I don't know how to say this 
I think we're overplayed when
Have you check the temperature baby 
It's 32 where we at lately

You say you'll make adjustments one day 
Say you don't want this okay  
Pack all your things and just wait 

Lay me down let me rest I deserve it 
Let me guess you just saw me as a person 
Under stress easy next then a burden 
Maybe let's let it scar let worsen 
Lay me down let me rest I deserve it 
Let me guess you just saw me as a person 
Under stress easy next then a burden 
Maybe let's let it scar let worsen 
Pretend again like you love it 
Late nights fake highs no fun when
Hears split like this cuz nothing
Other than we had it coming
I don't know how to say this 
I think we're overplayed when
Have you check the temperature baby 
It's 32 where we at lately 
I don't know how to say this 
I think we're overplayed when
Have you check the temperature baby 
It's 32 where we at lately

32° (prod. splashgvng & ayoleybeats)

2021 NEW NEW

obvs.

prod. me and soundcloud.com/cay2o

<3

lyrics:
sleepy eyes
and a tired face
u cant tell that its worth it thats why u spit in my face
I dont care what u think
I was there, probably
but that really doesnt matter
I know that I was better than him

why the fuck u hate me
why cant u feel me baby
im strugglin to be honest
wanna knock myself unconscious for u

sleepy eyes
and a tired face
I don't care if you hate me you could spit in my face
I dont care, I'll be fine
I know I say that all the time
but that really doesnt matter
I know that I was better than him

sleepy eyes

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lyrics:

killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

oooo
only need like one shot for the gun
pussy, make him stun
motherfucker, hate him
*bleep*fucker, break him

with the gun
made a fucker run
killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

(relish)

killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

take him
snake him

barrel of the gun
enough to make him run
fuck it do him dirty
i won't let you hurt me

sit down
too late now
under my skin
no that shit not allowed

and we know
you not bold
and you know
we not close

one shot for the gun
pussy, make him stun
motherfucker, hate him
*bleep*fucker, break him

with the gun
made a fucker run
killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

take him
snake him

and i tried
fuck im tired
no time, you in my mind

your breath
hold your breath
it's DEATH
i smell DEATH

sit down
too late now
under my skin
no that shit not allowed

and we know
you not bold
and you know
we not close

oooo
only need like one shot for the gun
pussy, make him stun
motherfucker, hate him
shoot that fucker, break him

with the gun
made a fucker run
killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

take him
snake him

presave

death

i guess there's no second chances (hibleach)

i wish i could tell you i need you (+lilac heart + jolst)

hows it feel..?
v v v
oh my god..
hows it feel to be pronounced as dead?
hows it feel to be shot in the head?
hows it feel to be ten grand in debt?
hows it feel to know your grandmas dead?

hows it feel to be pronounced as dead?
hows it feel to be shot in the head?
hows it feel to be ten grand in debt?
hows it feel to know ur grandmas dead?

hows it feel when ur six feet deep
no one to call but ur known in the streets
said ur not in love but boy i know ur lying
yeah u use to have ten grand, on grand, on grand
but now ur trying.
trying
trying
trying
trying...

(funny little da da da break)

oh my god..
hows it feel to be pronounced as dead?
hows it feel to be shot in the head?
hows it feel to be ten grand in debt?
hows it feel to know your grandmas dead?

hows it feel to be pronounced as dead?
hows it feel to be shot in the head?
hows it feel to be ten grand in debt?
hows it feel to know ur grandmas dead?

hows it feel when ur six feet deep
no one to call but ur known in the streets
said ur not in love but boy i know ur lying
yeah u use to have ten grand, on grand, on grand
but now ur trying.
trying
trying
trying
trying...

... <3

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