Люблю и это тру

Featuring 1080p dreams
https://soundcloud.com/1080pdreams

Produced by
https://soundcloud.com/curtainss

art by emotionalbuu @emotionalbuu
https://twitter.com/emotionalbuu

(king theta)
Theta's gonna be a fuckin lame
These words were written in stone
My family's gonna be ashamed of me
and I'm probly gonna die alone
But I walk in the room and everybody knows me
All my people are doomed but together were free
and if I'm gonna be a piece of shit, 
I'm gonna be the best piece of shit that the world has ever seen

I'm a fuck up 
But I'm the king of the fuck ups
(things didn't go my way)
I didn't turn out well
but Ima sing for all my burn-outs
(to help sooth the pain)
I can't fight
Cause I can't see the light
At the end of the tunnel
Every night when I sleep I pretend
I overcame the struggle

My heart at 22 hz
I'm stuck and nothing new works
But every loser
Knows I'm a mover

(1080p dreams)
Yeah, you tryin' to allocate the blame
as if I got to choose how much matter is in my brain
it doesn't matter anyway 
if my failures are my fault or just happenstance of fate
cause in the end it's all the same
confined like an animal rattling its cage
and now I'm battling the pain
it's kinda fuckin hard cause I'm drowning in this shame
I'm just a punk kid with more issues than alt press
It's either really late abortion or early euthanasia when I put this all to rest

(king theta)
I'm a fuck up 
But I'm the king of the fuck ups
(things didn't go my way)
I didn't turn out well
but Ima sing for all my burn-outs
(to help sooth the pain)
I can't fight
Cause I can't see the light
At the end of the tunnel
Every night when I sleep I pretend
I overcame the struggle

My heart at 22 hz
I'm stuck and nothing new works
But every loser
Knows I'm a mover

22hz ft. 1080p dreams (prod. curtains)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVSVkzlR03I
(listen everywhere) http://smarturl.it/globaldanpoison
Global Dan X AzN
Prod. Dee b
Mixed by Dell Mac
Cover art by Playboitommy

AzN - https://soundcloud.com/1globalazn
Dee b - https://soundcloud.com/officialdee_b
Dell Mac - https://soundcloud.com/dell-ngonga
Playboitommy - https://www.instagram.com/playboitommy/?hl=en

Global Dan - poison ft. AzN (prod. Dee b) - VIDEO LINK IN DESCRIPTION -

Art by murdertoysmatt

Darkness shines through the cracks
of the walls I'm in and the air get's heavy
As I'm trying to shine brighter
I'm drinking from the glass that was handed down
by a fallen angel
Could the poison takes me higher

Got 10 Demons I swear that they want me dead
Now I'm in my feelings when I should be chasin bread
Thoughts deceiving us, this should be like a game
I'm racing you to the grave, cause every day is the same

Lock and load it's a battle zone in my fuckin life
Every enemy's a vice, if a demon's tryna fight
Drop his body on sight, semi auto is my light
I'm the target and the night, whole fight
Cause the conflict is only in my head
Try to stay strong while I wanna be dead
I pull up to the gravestone and the dates wrong
Scratch a new engraving I'm here to fight long

10 D3M0NS

Another amazing song by lil skele and lullabyboy!

Support lil skele:
https://www.soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://www.twitter.com/lilskele
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJJS...
https://www.instagram.com/ripskele/?h...

Support lullabyboy:
https://www.soundcloud.com/lullabyboy
https://www.instagram.com/lullabyboi/...
https://www.twitter.com/lullabyboi

Produced by Discent:
https://www.soundcloud.com/discent2
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYqK...

Lyrics:
*lullabyboy*
all black fit
when i walk out
you know shawty want some more
bitch im loved now

you know i'm bad
heart attack
what i cause now
one tear down your face
when i walk out
when i walk out
feelin like i'm talkin to nothin
you only love me when it's dark out

feelin like it's somethin
but nothin
u hate me now 
now it's all gone

*lil skele*
i said I like her nails and her platforms 
she says she wish I was around more
I don’t about that 
she don’t know about that 
Black nails black jean black coat 
passed out from the white in her nose 
eyes dead my my wrist on froze 
faded in the bathroom you know it goes 

we’re like Romeo and Juliet but gothic 
no castle but we got hot topic 
fell in love at my show in the moshpit 
Shawty Cinderella w an all black outfit

She got black painted all on her eyelids
rockstar might join twenty one pilots
I don’t know about you but I’m dumb lit 
whipping 95 got me feeling like I’m sonic

*lullabyboy*
all black fit
when i walk out
you know shawty want some more
bitch im loved now

you know i'm bad
heart attack
what i cause now
one tear down your face
when i walk out
when i walk out
feelin like i'm talkin to nothin
you only love me when it's dark out

feelin like it's somethin
but nothin
u hate me now 
now it's all gone

(Early Release)

lil skele - walk out (ft. lullabyboy)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/hiitshmwav
art by https://soundcloud.com/xam

[King Theta]
Who's King Theta? You should figure that out
She said see you later yeah yeah yeah yeah
Movin to the city tryna see what I'm about but
You know you knew better than I do
Mover and a shaker I got so much shit to prove
Show I'm not a failure no no no no
I'm a crusader to be better than the group
But who knew life moves faster than I do

I've never much cared for goodbyes
But it's crazy how the time flies
I'm losing sight of you as the fog rolls in

They ask me "where have you been?"
Blowin around like a leaf in the wind
Wonder if I'll ever see you again
I just keep tellin myself to pretend that it's clear up ahead
Where did I go?
Winter will cover my tracks under snow
Wonder if I'll ever see you again
I just keep tellin myself to pretend that it's clear up ahead

[hm.wav]
There’s fog in my head
I forget what you said

See you told me I was nothing but a reject
& you made me want nothing but a paycheck
I don’t wanna talk, I can’t take all your whining 
Baby only calls me when I start climbing
I think I’m addicted to making you beg
Never look back cause it’s written in pen
Use blood as the ink when I write about you
Maybe one day I’ll forget the abuse

[King Theta]
I've never much cared for goodbyes
But it's crazy how the time flies
I'm losing sight of you as the fog rolls in

They ask me "where have you been?"
Blowin around like a leaf in the wind
Wonder if I'll ever see you again
I just keep tellin myself to pretend that it's clear up ahead
Where did I go?
Winter will cover my tracks under snow
Wonder if I'll ever see you again
I just keep tellin myself to pretend that it's clear up ahead

From the apex of all that I've done
I can see clearly
I know you hear me
From the balcony I see the sun
I can see clearly
I know you hear me

The Fog ft. hm.wav

(Prod. By Irby)
https://soundcloud.com/deadbrokeofficial
Never Thought She'd Run Away...

IF YOU NEED A FRIEND - ERISU X DEAD BROKE (Prod. By Irby)

[PROD. WELLFED]
https://soundcloud.com/lullabyboy
A very important song to me with lullabyboy! Hopefully it can help someone on this very lonely Christmas day. Thank you! I love you all!

Lyics:

  Tear my heart out! Am I really alive? 
I’ve been good; I’ve been doing just fine.
And when you ask me if I’m feeling alright,
You know the scars bleed bright tonight!

So if I asked you if you’d dance around 9,
Would lay me down and stab me with a knife?
Or would you leave me lost in the pale
moonlight?
Forever lost in forever moonlight!

The blackest hearts shine brighter than lights,
I love the way you’ve been doing alright.
You don’t seem to struggle even if you tried,
I cant be happy but the dread I’ll fight! 

I guess you never really were mine!
I guess that everything you said was a lie!
But can I really say that I’m surprised?
You only seemed to really care when you’re high!
The pain has killed me about a thousand times!
And all this repetitions eating me inside! 
I wanna die don’t wanna be alive!
And if I had the choice I’d end it tonight!

Spill the pills up on the counter Alright!
Drown my sorrow with the liquor or a light!
I'mma make sure I won’t wake up tonight!
So i can haunt you in the pale moonlight!

Tear my heart out! Am I really alive? 
I’ve been good; I’ve been doing just fine.
And when you ask me if I’m feeling alright,
You know the scars bleed bright tonight!

So if I asked you if you’d dance around 9,
Would lay me down and stab me with a knife?
Or would you leave me lost in the pale
moonlight?
Forever lost in forever moonlight!

Tear my heart out am I really alive?!
I’ve been dead the old me dying inside!
You wanted him but wanted me tonight?!
What the fuck you must’ve lost your mind!!!
Get a grip and fucking look at your life!
You’ve turned me to this,
You’re a monster inside!
So i'll be damned if I would take my life!
I fell in love BUT I have lost my mind!!!

The blackest hearts shine brighter than lights,
I love the way you’ve been doing alright.
You don’t seem to struggle even if you tried,
I cant be happy but the dread I’ll fight! 

But can I really say that I’m surprised?
You only really seem to care when you're high.
But I won’t cry or shed tear for your life;
Cus i'mma find the happiness Inside!
And maybe I can find a girl who’s right, or maybe she will leave me scarred and blind!
All I know is i'mma leave you tonight!
Forever lost in forever moonlight!

FOREVER MOONLIGHT - ERISU X LULLABYBOY [PROD. WELLFED]

idek i sampled ke$ha tho lmao

bad bitch
new tits
my place
fuck her face
swear to god i can’t replace

omg i think i need another hit 
omg i just nut inside the bitch

dicked down
after last call i text n send 
know she love me but she go leave me there on read
i give up i just wanna go the fuck to bed 
forget bout this night ya don’t bring it up ever again 

i’m like i’m going nowhere
and u say i don’t care bout you now about you
i’m there is anyone else there
ya figure that out
ya figure that out when i’m not here  

shoulda let her know shoulda let her know shoulda let know whoa
shoulda called her back shoulda called her back but u know i don’t whoa

i graduate 
from the girls who gonna play me here once again
think i forgot all your games but i be 5 steps ahead 
i don’t wanna live this way i be feelin really stressed
now shit so fucking lame but i’m making all these bands ya bands ya
fuckin up my plans ya
look at the mess we made like whoa
what the fuck like whoaaa 
no one be 10 toes 
down on me like no 
fuck the fakes just go
made this on my own whoa 

i’m like i’m going nowhere
and you say i don’t care bout you now about you
i’m there is anyone else there
ya figure that out
ya figure that out when i’m not here

I'm going nowhere

Cold Soul Club -
@llogansux
@soundcloud.com/arcadialane
@sloppyoxyscum
(PROD. hxrxkiller)

Lyrics:
Sloppy Oxy Scum-

Depression in decisions.
Ungrateful for what I'm given.
Beauty in our collision.
My personal addiction.

Tv on mute, 
Static in the back.
We fuck,
And I relapse.

No silver lining.
Nails I'm biting.
Not perfect timing.
Now your crying.

I miss the stupid cliches
Of all the shit that we'd say.
Spending every single day
To attached to fuckin stray.

Running to your house,
I thought youd make it out.
I still call your phone in doubt.
Your all I think about.

Standing at your door,
But No ones there.
For what it's worth I truly cared.

Arcadia lane - 

baby, can you feel my heart?
It’s been falling apart
pick it up off the shelf, dust it off, please save me from this hell
but I think I lost myself, I’m just a reject that you can’t help
now that I’m layin in my bed, stuck in my head
I found the solace in sadness
I’m sorry for all this
Depression in December, like 
All those fucking sleepless nights
but all I can see is the hell you put me through 
in every reflection, you know it’s true
and now I don’t know what to do.

llogansux - 

what do I do? 
I'm stuck on you
we saw this through
a time or two
I never knew
Itd hurt this bad
fuck yeah I'm sad
fuck yeah I'm sad

I know you're right
all we do is fight
and there's not a night
everything's alright 
that's just our plight
I think I might
I think I might

try to find myself
try to find what's wrong
try to live my life
and just move on
but it's not the same
everyday just rain
every day I drain
every fucking vein 
to feel the pain
to feel distain
and i feel insane 

I guess I give up
is that what
you wanted, us to break up
but I'm done now
that's my vow
you'll never see me around

Cold Soul Club ~ Solace In Sadness

I fall in love when I'm not supposed to
I fall in love when I'm not supposed to
I found it all now I will go ghost too
I fall in love when I'm not supposed to
be mine for a while, that's all I hoped to
who could resist those eyes?
that's what I need in my life
who could resist those eyes?
that's what I need in my life
and I drop a bag to my boy
serving all this pack give me joy
she wanna hold my glock aint a toy
I dump all these shells I destroy
and I drop a bag to my boy
serving all this pack give me joy
she wanna hold my glock aint a toy
I dump all these shells I destroy
I run up 40 tucked you done fucked up
gotta beam I wont miss, get your luck up
I run up 40 tucked you done fucked up
gotta beam I wont miss, get your luck up
she done ran off with my heart
she done had it from the start
and I only seen a part
you're a fucking work of art
she done ran off with my heart
she done had it from the start
and I only seen a part
you're a fucking work of art
she done ran off with my heart
she done had it from the start
and I only seen a part
you're a fucking work of art

Ran Off With My Heart (prod. jorffy)

tired of trying..
linktr.ee/mlshgh

Prod. Jody
mixed&mastered by mileshigh

Lyrics:

[hook]
i gotta say
i'm tired of trying
i'll let you know
before i go away
i'm done
living a life i hate
fucked up 
wasting my life away

oh i feel so lost
tell me why i shouldn't give up

cuz everything i love
is gone fallen apart
i cant go back now
living with a broken heart

[verse]
i love the dreams where i die
oh i'd love to make it end
this feeling that i have
so deep inside my head
oh its so deep and i cant crawl out 

i'm so tired
i don't wanna try

i don't wanna try
no i don't wanna try
just wanna die
yeah, yeah
i don't wanna try
no i just wanna die
no i just wanna die
no i don't wanna try 
no i don't wanna try
yeah i do wanna die (die, die, die)

[hook]
i gotta say
i'm tired of trying
i'll let you know
before i go away
i'm done
living a life i hate
fucked up 
wasting my life away

oh i feel so lost
tell me why i shouldn't give up

cuz everything i love
is gone fallen apart
i cant go back now
living with a broken heart

TIRED

Lyrics

[lullabyboy]

Blood drips on the floor from my skin
Yeah i know yeah i'm hollow till the end
You kept my heart inside your hands
You held too tightly and now it's dead

Blood on the floor you walked all over it
Grin on your face but i'm not over it (x2)

Blood drips on the floor from my skin
Yeah i know yeah i'm hollow till the end
You kept my heart inside your hands
You held too tightly and now it's dead (x2)

[Spaceman Zack]

Blood drips on the floor from my skin
I've been livin life full of sin
I got hundreds still rollin in
Pockets not big enough they don't fit

Well I still think about the time you told me I was nothin girl
Bleed me out but that wasn't good enough
Now I get high every night to fight the cold
I don't need anybody else it's fuck the world

[lullabyboy]

Blood on the floor you walked all over it
Grin on your face but i'm not over it (x2)

Blood drips on the floor from my skin
Yeah i know yeah i'm hollow till the end
You kept my heart inside your hands
You held too tightly and now it's dead (x2)

Blood Drip

SPOTIFY

Blood Drip w/ SpaceMan Zack (prod. nevrfall) [OUT ON SPOTIFY]

i don't need you w/ Brady Amour (prod.heartscars)

@jackieplatinum on instagram :) something nice to hold everyone over until the project comes. Sending love alwasys

LYRICS:
I don’t gotta be polite for no one 
Yo Andy coes , you’re a ho,
So’s you’re son
See Soto
And the Glock gon fold em 
I already said fuck manners
I told them 
All of these feelings 
Of hatred
I hold them 
Cuz the time taken
Has left me broken 
So don’t get busted up
Like Joel nem 
Still smoking cigarettes
I always tote them 
Heartbroken from rumors, the grapevine
Baby hate me but she luv at the same time
And i ain’t taking no credit if it ain’t mine 
Been a while since they call me on a FaceTime 
But fuck that
I don’t care really to answer
So i bust back 
All of my prayers were canceled 
I don’t want that 
Double down 
Competition foul
They don’t call that
So i gotta come back harder
And i dunk that 
Female, details 
Send assasinations
Straight through the emails 
Seashells, seashells, 
A wolf never cares how a sheep feels 
And i ain’t taking ladies shopping 
Fuck a retail 
Please, baby breath,  your know i just got know
If you’re gonna lay with me 
Or if you’re gonna hit the road 
Oslo the land of the love that i need to know 
Drive slow
I got cases babe
I told you this before

I’m the sultan 
I don’t give a fuck about husband 
I’m busting all in your eye
And them I’m rubbing 
Cuz i don’t give a fuck
I don’t influence nothing 
Except for my cousins
And they know i love them 
Oh shit son
Baby gimme Brain 
like crimson
When i Fix one of my friends problems 
I get one, i can’t run 
From the choice in regretting 
But we can’t hide from life 
baby want me to be justin bieber
jesus!
if i had willpower I would leave her
all these diamonds on my chain go
Beep Beep!
I dont give a fuck if your sis wanna meet me 
(yeaaaa yeaaa angelic syren voice)
im alone now
im gone now
and I dont need your love

oslo

convolk: https://soundcloud.com/convolk

lyrics:
walking through my hometown
everything has changed up
used to be gunshots
now i see teslas
you don't want smoke
i'm a head shot
i don't want jokes
i want answers
walking through my hometown
everything has changed up
i was on the road
you was out doing lame stuff
you don't want smoke
i'm a head shot
you don't want smoke
i'm a head shot

everyday i feel the same
it's like why'm i not okay
why can't i just be happy for once
i'm always stuck in place
i don't think i can be saved
i have always been this way
i am dying in my room
and it's the middle of the day oh
feel my body die slow
i been feeling so low
i should help myself
but i don't even wanna try though
feelings don't sway me
everybody hates me
think i'm going crazy
feel like this on the daily

wasted my youth

listen on Spotify <3

benedixhion x convolk - wasted my youth [prod. curtains]

jakkyboi advance EP available on apple music and will be on spotify ASAP!! love yall 💖💖💖

Prod pretty boy ron and house of commons
Mixed jakkyboiiiiiii

save it 
don’t u waste my time i'm
okay
fuck it if i’m lying 
don’t tell me it’s okay
u want my heart but it never fuckin showed bae


ya u were saying goodbye
you were saying goodbye
you were saying goodbye so don’t come back to me

i’m fine now
I'm in cali here for life now
never goin back unless i’m paid to fly out 

i don’t feel ashamed ya no regret 
all my friends left and u never meant shit like
imma fuck it up ya  write another hit
i got a new bitch cuz u never meant what u said no
what u said no
said no

u never meant shit 
ya u fucking garbage
what u did was permanent
did was permanent
now she see the views and she want me like the rest like

save it
just save it 
ya why u even trying

Save It (Prod. Prettyboyron & Hoc)

PONY

My disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined - reviewbrah

Art by @suicideoutside
Mastered by Channel Fuse Media http://www.channelfusemedia.com/
Produced and mixed by King Theta

We shoot through the city like
Cells in a bloodstream
And go to sleep, now
The trees get taller every day!
Watch light dive head first
Down into the skyline
And fight time, now
But you can't change it anyway
And that's me
Just a part of this machine
Tryna chase dreams and dopamine
It doesn't matter if you like it
But I can tell you wanna fight it
And that's you
Everything you say so true
Everything you do so new
But you don't really win shit
Talkin big is your addiction

I'll wait here for you
To realize your own lies
You're so high, you don't try

Hate on the way the wind blows
And see if it makes any difference
I promise it won't
You think you're so damn special
Let's see if entitlement gets you
The things that you want

You can't tell
How I shut it down so well
Sitting in a trashed hotel
We see you're only acting
Your empathy is lacking
I can't hear
You already lost my faith
You already lost my ears
They said that you were toxic
But now you're out of pocket

So I'll wait here for you
To realize your own lies
You're so high, you don't try

Hate on the way the wind blows
And see if it makes any difference
I promise it won't
You think you're fucking special
Let's see if entitlement gets you
The things that you want

Entitled

bitch i stay golden ✨🏆
lyrics:

imma get that gold 
imma get her over 
imma get her overrrr ya 
imma get that gold
imma stay gold ya
bitch i stay golden ya 

lookin at me like i gotta out my way
i don’t wanna fuckin stay the entire day
lookin at my face like i mean something
but i don’t and u don’t we just go and fade away 

imma shine imma bling i aint rent this
imma fuckin star see me thru ur eye lids 
imma play guitar till i'm shredding like i’m from kiss 
u can’t go and break my heart it’s a fucking rock bitch 

whoaa
don’t fucking test 
no 
better not second guess me 
go
leave the check at the desk plz
i’m not 2nd best jheeze
watching all my racks bleed

imma get that gold
imma ger her over
diamonds on my neck
watch em shine ya i’m loaded
u all go an fold in 
don’t get paid u mold in 
i don’t give a fuck bitch ya i stay golden 

imma get that gold 
imma get her over 
imma get her overrrr ya 
imma get that gold
imma stay gold ya
bitch i stay golden ya 

i don’t care u don’t mean that much to me
i don’t care i just wanna stack this green
when i’m gone will i still mean everything 
when ur gone it don’t mean like anything 

cuz imma take all like a bad deal
no one cares bout u baby go chill
i’ll lose u in the end ya it always happens 
i just fucked it up then i hit it back like magic  

whoaa
don’t fucking test 
no 
better not second guess me 
go
leave the check at the desk plz
i’m not 2nd best jheeze
watching all my racks bleed

imma get that gold
imma ger her over
diamonds on my neck
watch em shine ya i’m loaded
u all go an fold in 
don’t get paid u mold in 
i don’t give a fuck bitch ya i stay golden 

imma get that gold 
imma get her over 
imma get her overrrr ya 
imma get that gold
imma stay gold ya
bitch i stay golden ya 

(stay golden)

Golden (prod. jakkyboi & omega)

~lyrics~

I'm so sorry I upset you,
Oh No!
Tell me you don't want me back,
And I'll just go,
Took your pain you never show,

I just wish that you could see all this through my view,
Always saying omg you should figure out your problems,

I'm so sorry I upset you,
Oh No!
Tell me you don't want me back,
And I'll just go,
Took your pain you never show,

All my insecurities say "who is that dude" 
Is this real or am I wrong, why u playin all my songs,

I'm so sorry I upset you,
Oh No!
Tell me you don't want me back,
And I'll just go,
Took your pain you never show,

I'm doin you wrong if i can't help my own,
Now I'm all alone in the corner,  (x4)

I'm so sorry I upset you,
Oh No!
Tell me you don't want me back,
And I'll just go,
Took your pain you never show,

I just wish that you could see all this through my view,
Always saying omg you should figure out your problems,

I'm so sorry I upset you,
Oh No!
Tell me you don't want me back,
And I'll just go,
Took your pain you never show, (x2)

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