Forget About That

Give me some time,
Relax my mind,
No drugs, no thugs, so I let out a sigh,
Inhale the air,
Venerable stare,
Across from me, look at me, look at me, mirror
Folding my hands,
Tears drip down my pants,
Psychotic embodiment, who am I here,
Where am I there,
Why do I care so much, why am I never enough
How do I fare against all of my peers?

Thoughts like a pear, hourglass, roller coaster,
I’m coasting a wave I cant possibly steer,
I’m bearing the weight of my posthumous heir, 
I’m hearing them say that it’s time I be buried,
I buried a lot of my soul deep in childhood and never realized till the gravedigger dared,
To tell me I’m tossing and turning my casket but what I would find is just gravely unfair,

A kid in a casket covered in a mask, hidden how did this happen, 
I solemnly swear,
Happiness happens in habits so I bet the habits I happened on sharpened my spear,
Hardened my core,
Parental assault is perennial war,
Down deep in my forehead I fought it before, 
But if I fall in battle what good is my sword?

I swore I’d support it but suppose there is more to it, 
Maybe my death wasn’t caused by a person, 
No maybe my death wasn’t caused by my worsening health,
Maybe heaven decides when I’m living or hell decides why I be living imprisoned,
Maybe the people perpetrating my conscience that constantly comment, commanding my causes in all actuality cradle with care

The comets that constantly flame on my head,
Igniting my hair,
Maybe they extinguish with guardian air,
Regardless if I know one thing it’s ultimately the world is random and rounded like bingo,
Cause people don’t do what they do cause they feel it,
The people they do what they do cause they follow the pattern of people like sheep follow evil
Who follow the pattern of people before them who follow the pattern of people and so on,
I say this to say that the people you blame are just people of people who played in this game,
But the people who made me were made by the people who made them, who made, who made them, infinity
Time may be linear,
But you cant follow it linearly

As a young boy I lost all my faith,
Dying inside from the pain,
Given to me in a way,
That I could project all my rage,
Squarely at those that I blamed,
With physical evidence stained,
But day and by day and by day,
Intelligence showed me the way,
And the blame that I placed finally started to wain,

Realizations impatient in nature came racing, displacing my imagination,
Reality struck and an emptiness sunk deep inside of my soul, 
Now more like a black hole,
The people that I blamed,
Are the people that felt pain
Before I laid blame,
Before I felt pain,
They played the blame game,
The exact same thing,

They, feigned away, fading away,
Praying to the same saviour, that’s my saint,
Falling prey to the same anguished anger, hankering the pain,
Finding the way,
Fighting in vein,
Slicing a vein to feel some type of way, releasing the strain,
So when they tell me they’re blaming another I reply come again..
Nobody’s at fault,
And all’s not lost,
There’ll always be tomorrow to fight for our cause..

So give me some time,
Relax my mind,
No drugs, no thugs, so I let out a sigh
Inhale the air
Venerable stare
Across from me, look at me, look at me, mirror
Folding my hands
Tears drip down my pants
Psychotic embodiment, watching the audience,
Where am I there
Who do I care about, why don’t I hear ‘em out
Why do I fear, not being here..
Who do I fear, not being here

mirror, pt. I (salvation)

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calm your mind

I made this song last year. I love this song. It's not the best I've made but it is special for me.
Last year was very bad. Lots of problems, lots of work but not enough money to feel safe.

But I won two virtual instruments from @Ample-Sound, one of my favorite VI makers. It was like light in the darkness of my life.

I use Ample Sound Super Jumbo (AGSJ) at the end of the song.

2020 seems to be worse than 2019! But I wish the best for all of us.
This song helps me to be calm but strong enough to handle everything

Elysée

Serenity

Remastered version out now: https://soundcloud.com/auralcognizance/an-unknowable-truth-remastered

Youtube: https://youtu.be/kPMyfF1qFeg

Image: https://wallpaperaccess.com/desert-at-night

An Unknowable Truth

paper-cuts

one more paper-cut

Hallo
New song 2020
AdmassD meets Rekha (vocals) and jorxworx on saxophone

Canada/Germany production

Rekha (vocals)
AdmassD ( producer)
Joerxworx (Saxophone)



rekhamilkyocean.com & YouTube CH: REKHA IYERN

@rekha-iyern-fe

@admassd

@joerxworx

BANG BANG_ Rekha meets AdmassD feat. joerxworx

Walking On Alone

title for a band never created but still , the music sound great  for me .
the improvisation was a challenge every time i played it (does it sound good to you ? let me know on the comments)since the chords and the speed doens't help for that , but i like the challenge of it..
you say what you like

titre pour un group de ouf que j'ai jamais reussi a faire tourner , mais bon pas grave , j'aime le coté fast du morceau (très dur a improviser )
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Boxe

There's Always the Waiting

Watch this video with the sound turned on or off while listening to this song in loop mode:

4K Golden Hour in Paradise (No Music) 1 HR of Sunrises & Sunsets - Nature Relaxation Signature Film: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zC5RkeEptNI

Photo: Tanzania Safari Sunset Giraffe by photographer Tom Archer on https://www.tom-archer.com/wildlife-photography-in-the-serengeti-africa/tanzania-safari-sunset-giraffe/. Tom Archer's main page: https://www.tom-archer.com/.

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