my eighteen reason </3

lyrics:
im a loser,
im retarded
i just ruin everything

you show me love
i dont deserve it
im a worthless human being

stab me 80 times and drop my body in the lake
id probably blow my brains if you escape and run away

im a loser
im so selfish
i want you all to me

i have the keys
to your house
and ill come in while you sleep

you cant change me
ive already gone crazy
its amazing
you sticking with me
even though im lazy
and stupid
and clueless
and maybe im too wreckless
ill buy you any necklace
ill do the things you tell me
and probably its gon kill me
youll bring out all the real me
and the real me is crazy
crazy, crazy, crazy

well im crazy now i guess

instrumental by my bro @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

ive been a ghost for a while
she saw the blood on the tiles
i blew my head off my neck
i tend to get sad past ten

my friends all think that im dumb
i want molly and a gun
youre stuck with me, you cant run
i dont know what i have done

nice to
meet you
youre my
soulmate

i know
i stalk you
its how i
show love

i know im
way too
clingy
im weird too

im weird too
im weird too
youre weird too
we're weird too

im such a failure i cant even tie a noose

instrumental by my boy @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

really really thought she wouldnt stab me
snuck a tag into my car and tracked me
looked in thru my windows when im napping
why shes always there when im lacking

she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
i want her out of my head

shell probably come track me down
shes probably here in my town
shell probably take me away
ill probably never be found
she really need to calm down
she need some lean or some loud
she such a queen, need a crown
i know ill never be found

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

maybe im the crazy one idk

prod @prodpishogue dont sleep

lyrics:

please tell me if i ever hurt you
please kill me if i ever try 
youre my soulmate, im tryna tell you
i know it when i look in your eyes girl
i know it when i feel all the love girl
i know it when you push and i shove girl
i know it when you pulled a knife out
i know it when you cut my heart out

i promise that my minds not right
i promise that ur minds not right too
you need to eat food, cause youre in a mood
your words cut deep they leave a wound

we'll both be dead before twenty two
i hate you, i love you, my feelings move
i left you, i miss you, im dumb dude

we'll both be dead before 22

@prodpishogue on the instrumental show him love

lyrics:
the leaves are falling from the trees, the month of halloween
i've been wearing a mask though, i'm always hiding me
you should not lie to me, you always come and cry to me
but when i cry to you, you say there's something wrong with me

changes, wasted time
wasted lover of mine
zoned out, here in my mind
thinking of the girl that i like

tell me that you love me, i know you dont girl
tell me that you hate me, i know you wont though
cause we're so toxic, your eyes are hypnotic
your words cure my sickness, never boring topics
i feel like im blocked in, i dont see the logic
im an alcoholic, popping narcotics
youre so gothic, youre so exotic
all this is ironic, heal me with this chronic

changes...

@aeter @iidropkickbabies

My girl my girl she's so abusive I think I'm a loser
My girl my girl, she's so abusive I think I'm a loser
I think I'm a loser

Come on wait I can't I can't It'll take like two Seconds
The boss will have my ass for this it's illegal

My girl
My girl
She jus so fuckin  abusive
My body is covered in bruises
You made me feel so stupid
My girl is so abusive i think i'm a fuckin loser
Baby bleed a bloody river
I wish i didnt fuckin miss her
She's jus is so abusive
My body is covered in bruises

Are you ever going to ask that girl out
My girl my girl she's so abusive i think i'm a loser
My girl my girl she's such a loser I think I'm a loser
So stupid
I know what you did last summer baby put me Six feet under baby bleed a bloody river i wish I didn't fucking miss her
Loser

skul n aeter mygirl  @fuckaeter @iidropkickbabies

i could never count all the hours i spent just telling myself that you never existed
buzzin like a radio, my mind keeps buzzing like its never alone

like i really need a medal all the times i tried
you should really get a bucket all the times youve cried
get knocked down yet i still survive
@menthol100s angel cover

im always alone and always will be (rip wifi)

spotify

hysteric jaydes cover

1. not sure how u like me over discord 
2. dont know what my life has become w prodii 
3. my family hates me w proddii and creepies
4. just know this song aint abt u w gussi
5. ik its christmas but why are u a bitch


i tired to off myself at the family function

these songs r complete ass btw compared to what ima post on main soon ion even consider these me anymore

track 1: u were right there demo
check for your text on my phone
its okay youre probably busy to me you can do no wrong
when we talked next to each other did you think i'd make a song?
cosmo wanda u did spells to me -me and her were on the cosmo and wanda ride together at nick-
you invoke just the best in me
my friends say that im cooking really i dont know the recipe
just talkin to you and your friend's enough to break a sweat for me
it's so hard to get it out my brain you were sitting next to me
you were sitting next to me
next to me especially
i wake up and i check my phone
one swipe to check if youre there
you probably think that im awkward when im really really really scared
thanking all my friends because they knew why i was really there
i could write for hours cuz a minute isn't really fair
i put my time aside to watch things that you recommend me
and im asking you for help cuz conversations always end me
and you helped me with my hair wish there was time that you could spend with me
my friends say that im cooking really i dont know the recipe
my friends say that im cooking really i dont know the recipe
i blocked a buncha girls because youd always be the best to me
i dont think i need help because your text to me is therapy
and you were sitting next to me
next to me especially
i wake up and i check my phone
one swipe to check if youre there
you probably think that im awkward when im really really really scared
thanking all my friends because they knew why i was really there
i could write for hours cuz a minute isn't really fair

track 2: just sum thoughts demo
mixed by @holdmetillicry
we both swear that it's nothing
but something that's deep inside me
besides me just tells me like something
is guiding, hiding from feelings i got
maybe it's real and we not
you got me blushin and running home
is that feelings or not
that date ill swear i forgot
my friends get away with it scott free
you smilin when you see me but you frown when it's not me
them two classes on my schedule are when im at peace 
but when i walk up to you suddenly i can't speak or breathe, leave, i got to
all up on ya conscious like pokemon, ive caught you
i ain finna lie, you on mine, i want you
sometimes when we talkin online, i stalk you (just a little bit.)

and just a little bit
but sometimes i get sick of it
and sometimes i just wanna fucking tell you how i feel and shit
and kill this shit
i been waitin to go on some villain shi
and you can be the excuse i need
to fuckin kill and shit (cry)

stories about retired talking stage

doesn't matter when u dont fit in w/ i miss our memories

https://open.spotify.com/track/0EAnmdEsqLnNDT8DU6ctH8?si=9557a022505c4cb0

prod me

@menthol100s

skating on the block
i dont really wanna do shit
im never getting a job
cause i know im gonna lose it
i just wanna play cod
and listen to music
dont make me get up
im gonna start puking

i saw your story
but now im seeing red
just like a bandaid
im wrapped around your flesh
like morning coffee
i thought of you in bed
if i had a gun id use it
if i had the balls to do it
why are girls so fucking stupid?
bitch your friends arent fucking human
by the time you know im touring
maybe then you wont ignore me
but if you dont get the message
ill just kill you when were 40

skating on the block
i dont really wanna do shit
im never getting a job
cause i know im gonna lose it
i just wanna play cod
and listen to music
dont make me get up
im gonna start puking

365 days and i still never forgot ur password - curseaugust

kouilleman

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