krishzhitz

lyrics:

If I die first
Ill guide u from the dirt
Id watch u grow out of us and it hurts
But id be glad u found someone else to hold u tight while im gone

Rose red cheeks damp with salt water tears when u cry
No one helped me so ill be sure to catch ur fall when u try
But u aint try at all
Oh no
I could tell cause u aint try to save me
Welcome to the wall
Of the end
Suck it up sit tight just breath
The pressure laid upon soaks in leaving me terrified
Locked in a body I swear I could barely recognize
Lost in the moment right here id live a thousand lives
And that’s exactly what ill do im stuck in paradise

If I die first
Ill guide u from the dirt
Id watch u grow out of us and it hurts
But id be glad u found someone else to hold u tight while im gone

10 (sorrow bringer)

lyrics:

Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take
Ocean tide Separates
Revealing victims in its gate
water logged old open arms
comfort me while swept astray
Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take

Back in his birthplace
Everything change so fast when u miss it all
And all of it in the worst way
We cannot have nice things all because of y’all
I could tell it wouldn’t stop eating ya
She good now but u dont really mean it ya
Sickle shape words keep bleeding ya
Gimme that pain I need it ya
Split my head I felt my body kick under the armour
Every time I felt the damage made it so it dont hurt
Pull me closer
Show me how u comfort
Its a front I know Its a cover
Big ol bag in the bank but a cool stack with me in my jeans when walking around
I dont have time to be friends but she hit me 12:30 on some what are u doing right now
This sight make anybody cry could u see into the hole in the brick wall right around 9 light rips thru the air space everybody wiped from the earth when hopeless Life still grows from the dirt
Were back by tomorrow and hell bent yea
The earth will wipe the sorrow from my head yea
Crack me open 
Could u Break the crust
I need real emotion
I need someone I could trust

Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take
Ocean tide Separates
Revealing victims in its gate
water logged old open arms
comfort me while swept astray
Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take
Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take
Ocean tide Separates
Revealing victims in its gate
water logged old open arms
comfort me while swept astray
Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take

5 (sorrow bringer)

lyrics:

Everything u know
At least everything u thought
She’s yelling thru the phone
Like shes tryna reach god
I am not the one that is capable of saving u
This bottle inside my hand let me know im ok
They tell me ill live a short live so I sit here and wait
On the east side I succumb to my fate
Some days I feel like im not worth this impact ive made
The worst day of ur life for some is a regular day

Girl to see u this way
its breaking my heart
I was supposed to provide
But Im lost in the dark
And I know ur at home
And I know im still away
But If u just hold on
I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself 
Out the sunken place
I know got to be strong
But my tears hold weight
So my heart teflon
And my vice in my veins
And if the pains not gone
Ill just wipe it from my face

Even though we all die
Im ok with dying young
Long as my words get heard
And my stance stay strong
Cause baby the last thing id do is
Try to hurt someone
But we’ve all been there
And it feels so wrong
With this winter approaching
I been heavy in my heart
Cause I could feel me dying
As I type the song
Im been focused on trying
To focus more on love
But the night comes faster
And I miss the sun
Scraps of my body in the body bag 
He was so loved by everyone but him
Cause they dont know me for my character
And oh my god ur a monster
If this was want they wanted I will deliver no doubt
This turmoil I face I convert to word of mouth
Walk thru the night and my shadow my only friend
But I been seeing figures by my bed like him

Girl to see u this way
its breaking my heart
I was supposed to provide
But Im lost in the dark
And I know ur at home
And I know im still away
But If u just hold on
I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself 
Out the sunken place
I know got to be strong
But my tears hold weight
So my heart teflon
And my vice in my veins
And if the pains not gone
Ill just wipe it from my face

11 (eric godlow)

lyrics:

In this house thats not a home its my hell
If ur so smart than why do u need my help
Were not one the same it took u long enough to figure out
But still u remain my life line

I said im cold in the heart
She said she aint scared of the dark uh
I hit 220 at night on the 401 gripping her thigh in the car
We get to close in the back seat
I need some time to myself 
Im getting scared im becoming dependent on u if u leave I dont got no one else huh
I pour up potion im stuck ya im frozen I pop me this pill and replenish my health
Life get too crazy I need me a break so I bust up these drugs and I do em myself
I feel ashamed getting high at this rate at this point when im geeked no one I know could tell
I been so talkative during this function but im barely here still they talk to my shell
 
December lights reveal me in this white snow
Peel me and wear my skin if u get cold
Why when we die it’s different from animals
Just use my body to warm u up while u get close 
I met this bitch from Chicago she taught me some lessons I never would need ok
Yea I was fucking but she wasn’t loving on me she was getting her nut this way
Now I put a pill in this soda I need me a guard when im grinding my teeth ok
I was a junkie and broke now I stack up my money but still its no sober days
Everybody holds pain
Deep in this sonder I swear I relate
Uh
When all this love for u fades
What will u think of the time u wasted now
Truthfully im ok
But its the truth for me and not they
Deep inside of my brain
I wonder if ive become what I hate
Taste what ive made for us two after going out late 
All these drugs we abused make me scared of my fate
Im too deep to be saved
Im too drunk to be shamed
Some random fucked me and I pretended they had your face

I said im cold in the heart
She said she aint scared of the dark uh
I hit 220 at night on the 401 gripping her thigh in the car
We get to close in the back seat
I need some time to myself 
Im getting scared im becoming dependent on u if u leave I dont got no one else huh
I pour up potion im stuck ya im frozen I pop me this pill and replenish my health
Life get too crazy I need me a break so I bust up these drugs and I do em myself
I feel ashamed getting high at this rate at this point when im geeked no one I know could tell
I been so talkative during this function but im barely here still they talk to my shell

9 (twentytwo)

lyrics:

* captain Phillips dialogue sh - (goated movie) *

Mickey in the night stand
I been deep inside my grind that means im deep inside the cans
I switched to the bottle
I switched to the orange
Opening these scripts while I been booted up since morning
I spend my life soaring
I just Hit my level up
Will u partake
I swear I been getting high longer than I could think
I still miss you plenty
I smoke to dodge the memory of you
I dont drink Henry
Cause I reminisce my feelings for u

When I do
And I do
If ur friends are reaching can I bring sum of mine is that cool
Can I text them baby is that is that cordial
I just pulled this blunt inside my mouth and I went orbital
I will toss and turn tonight
In my bed
In my own heart I 
Know its only my
Fault regarding my faster life

Somehow I still work under this pressure somehow
And somehow I still hold myself together somehow
I know I cant control it all regardless of my
Willpower 
But still I work the hours
Now that I know
The real plan
I cant help but think
She’s a psycho
I guess im not
A real man
Because I won’t stand
For this bullshit

Mickey in the night stand
I been deep inside my grind that means im deep inside the cans
I switched to the bottle
I switched to the orange
Opening these scripts while I been booted up since morning
I spend my life soaring
I just Hit my level up
Will u partake
I swear I been getting high longer than I could think
I still miss you plenty
I smoke to dodge the memory of you
I dont drink Henry
Cause I reminisce my feelings for u

8 (sorrowbringer)

lyrics:

Anyone that fucks with me I thought they would get me
I been Holding my head im trying pull out the memories
Deep in this bottle I see the language refracted
I take what I want then take the rest and subtract it
She blow powder at my face like she was doing some magic
Ive reached my newest high and im just thinking in static
How could drugs take my life if I never had had it
I hope these drugs will take my life because I already haven’t
I think im cheating this psychosis if I dont already have it
I pray they listen but they seem to be deaf
They think its only music they dont see the regret
Oh my oh my god oh my
oh my god oh my
oh my god oh my
oh my god oh my
Minor problems are ignored untill they get worse
Tiny parts turn to bigger parts with clockwork
Im never me
Lately Ive been someone else love
I broke my mold and I became what I was once was
Please let my mind rest
I dont need guidance I need someone to do me off to get me gone
To get me gone

2 (twentytwo)

lyrics:

That old garage was more of a home than the broken one it stood next to
These power tools provide more defence than these souls u claim to be special
Let go of me find your feet again and come back to us when ur standing
This world was weaker when in defence now we face the creatures of ending
 take hold of me and fight when I cant I need bleach applied to my memory
Why wish of knight when this peasant life is what most of noblemen envy
God bless the night where I find my rest too many times I grow weary
I love the quiet but this all the time when I pass away the thought scares me
Bodies
Painted up with the red shot
Join the army and
Go to war or Take a headshot
Zombies
I see them rise again like mummies
Smell the brain rot
Movies
Couldn’t capture what I think about
Fuck I if could either no way to explain it ah
Its too windy at the top but its amazing ya
It took years for me to exit out my caging ah
I was soaked to the bone in the waterhole
See my injuries and suddenly they hear me now
All the sympathy was faked i know its terrible
But the words even the balance by a small amount
Bleed the cherry and blow my smoke into the sky
U cant find a way of ruining my high
Look at the fire red pulsing in my eyes
U won’t find a way of ruining my night
What’s it worth
What’s the cost
In the void u will not find god
Anti Universe
Everything ever felt all at once
Too based
Too loud
Wait wait 
Fuck it right now
What’s left of the planet we found
No plants no life on the ground

That old garage was more of a home than the broken one it stood next to
These power tools provide more defence than these souls u claim to be special
Let go of me find your feet again and come back to us when ur standing
This world was weaker when in defence now we face the creatures of ending

1 (nevrfall X Branwen)

lyrics:

Life in this position get too crazy
She know all the words to the whole set
But I cant love u back u aint my baby
I dont fuck with fans like Steve lacy

Fuck it
Hotel balcony in cancun
I cant see the ocean thru the gas fumes
I roll up the blunt in the bathroom
This shit bout send u to the backrooms
Baby girl im sorry im a bad dude 
All the guys around me in a bad mood
I fucked my wifey then we took a bath too

Its a vibe
High key
I just met her friends and they gon tell me that they like me
U need new friends
No no baby not me
Im the blueprint
Im just getting inky
Bathroom break I know u doing Whitney in there
With tequila there just bound to be a nose bleed
Big sneeze then she tongue her front teeth
Not me im just blowing pine leaf
I know ive been away but its not new
Im just tryna treat u how im spose to
Masked up
Only 2am when we run amuck
Credit cards
That aint no sale we had just swiped up
I just met this vibe with a big butt
I been on them drugs I will not nut
Goth bitches tryna get me short shorts
Preppy bitches tryna make me play sports

Fuck it
Hotel balcony in cancun
I cant see the ocean thru the gas fumes
I roll up the blunt in the bathroom
This shit bout send u to the backrooms
Baby girl im sorry im a bad dude 
All the guys around me in a bad mood
I fucked my wifey then we took a bath too

6 (jabarionthebeat X Nico X Cubeatz)

lyrics:

I don’t even dream no
I dont even get sleep
I done hopped enough that now its nightmares that excite me
I seen dietys and floored em with a high knee
My shoulders carry weight she should be certified to ride me
Even when shit heavy I can breath im like a tech fleece
I spit out my thoughts and move the crowd just like a chess piece
I let the tag play then I proceed
I known plenty folks who could’ve grabbed screens
Last I would expect would have to be me
But here I am in 4k display hd
Tryna make my mama proud that she had me
Its in my DNA I told y’all that in 22
Im a different mind im angry and all I see is blue
U might be nasty but I promise no one smelling you
If you aint gon tell urself then who the fuck is telling you

Rain cements the last of my coffin
Droplets trickle down to my body
Green leaves sprout anew from my mummy
Longing
When will the dice fall to my hand
Love 
Power is rough and I like it 
lust
Chasing the most uninviting
Dust
The rich die before they role tyrant
Nowadays the back burner seem warmer than it was
Enemies once guised as friends run amuck
I learned how to mask it with smiles and it stuck
Im the clown that’s given up

16 (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

Never Had I Thought Id be Hiding you
Inside the garden my true love dismembered

Pieced together heart just out of what he had left
Shot apart when words she wrote explode thru his chest
Lonely nights
Inside this cabin we had spent
Where Torn apart
Filling all of life with this dread

This poltergeist
Had tapped my shoulder while I wept
Told me dont u cry
When u could feel her last breath
Strapping up my boots
I Had em tight like a noose
Bury her in water
Shell be turned into fish food

Life had left me reaching for time I know you feel the same
With every thing we had promised each other floating away

Never once
Never once had I second thought
Never once
I was happy when her body dropped
Gladly numb
I hear sirens coming but I love the
Ambiance
Take my body but my mind is gone

Life had left me reaching for time I know you feel the same
With every thing we had promised each other floating away
Life had left me reaching for time I know you feel the same
With every thing we had promised each other floating away

15 (Eric Godlow)

lyrics:


Brought the stoney in the club its 30 plus but damn my heart cold
I could make u mine but first u gotta be a side hoe
Baby take time she gon hit me with the eye roll
We could fuck high then settle down with some prosecco 

I got too high now im talking with my eyes closed
Shit im still alright but I might use that as a scape goat
Sipping all night during day I keep my eyes low
Playing with my life I think I need to talk with gieco
21 u prime my baby girl u need to let go
He not just a friend he not a bro he broke the guy code
She call me the chef she give me bread I get her baked hoe
I pull out my piece and then I shove in her pie hole
Im in here with rezzy Bari and nah and shah and Charles
I hit up reserved to get em gone he got em vaminos
If he tryna smoke us then we turn em to a Marlboro
Take one look at neck you’d think its screaming out like cannon ball
Its too bright in here my baby im tryna feel the vibe
Im tryna get so fucked up I can tell if im alive
Rolling big blunts by the Hudson for the drive
U can tell me anything unless u lived my life

Brought the stoney in the club its 30 plus but damn my heart cold
I could make u mine but first u gotta be a side hoe
Baby take time she gon hit me with the eye roll
We could fuck high then settle down with some prosecco

4 (jabarionthebeat X Shahmajor x Gramps)

lyrics:

All around
Night falls down upon me
I would cower
But now I let myself drown in it
The past has shaped
This fear of the now I hold down
A product of the way in which 
I was raised 
I cant hear them say that ive helped
When im still the same
Ive taken it too far with my health
To be deemed a saint an inspiration

Forget Me Not_Intro (still Vanishing)

lyrics:

Algonquin cabin fever smoke burns thru both my eyes 
If u asked me 4 years prior id say Id have died
By now Oh my
Like Oh my god Oh my
My Tears ferment into wine
And drain into the coastline

Nova Scotia took my soul
When I had drowned in these high tides I cry
Fluid into the waters in which that I had died
But Dont writhe For me
Just know I had picked the grave site
Where I passed Lonely
In the same way I had lived my life

Thru Crash and burn
I thought id never learn
When life would hit these curbs
So now I blindly swerve to my right
And hope that
I dont die 
But since I
Have learned that
My own faith
Is hopeless
I will grit my teeth
And get by
Live not and leave well
Vs live life and see hell
I cannot make up my mind
Though Nova Scotia had took mine
Red sky by the sea belt
I feel safe in this ghost town
Where I can see myself
As the human I have become now

Nova Scotia took my soul
When I had drowned in these high tides I cry
Fluid into the waters in which that I had died
But Dont writhe For me
Just know I had picked the grave site
Where I passed Lonely
In the same way I had lived my life

7 (still Vanishing)

aLLy _ outro (eric Godlow)

this isn't my song, just simply uploading because it's not on soundcloud.

9TAILS - never change

9tails - I Cant See Anything (prod GHXST)

12 (tommy ice x presto)

lyrics:

im so misunderstood i dont get it
im ok im alright im pretending
open the wash i got puke on my linens
drink is good but tomorrow unforgiving
u aint mean to send it whyd you write it
u couldve been so clean without replying
mixing up drugs i like to feel like im dying
stand back watch me fuck this up without even trying

i cannot lose my rules dont follow rules that you would follow
i cannot break my heart my love my bad my heart is hollow
i am not tryna argue with u why u goin full auto
even though im just ice with u i feel more like gelato
what is this place my love i feel were being followed
plenty people u know i know turn up in the grotto
im not tryna be one of them  man im barely good with potholes
this route we should not go she want to ok
i guess we could check it out
i wonder what well see
how far it go down
im kickin out debris
what is that light did u make it down safe
lantern fire running up the propane 
blown back i feel the heat from  the flames
ill come back whenever it looks like it is safe
ill come back i promise u gon be ok
said and done i barely recognized the face

im so misunderstood i dont get it
im ok im alright im pretending
open the wash i got puke on my linens
drink is good but tomorrow unforgiving
u aint mean to send it whyd you write it
u couldve been so clean without replying
mixing up drugs i like to feel like im dying
stand back watch me fuck this up without even trying

3 (eric godlow)

lyrics:

ill carry out
carry out fate
just help me out
and send me down baby
were all alone out on the wing
help me out and push me off baby

sap pumping its way thru my veins
from hell spawn this renders u safe
its weakened the longer we take
and this time were running too late
no sound to the rain hit on my window
a crescendo out of nowhere
full of voices saying nonsense
and i dont know how to stop it
in the worm hole bending objects
for the public for the profit
in my own head i reject it
but my muscles do the opposite
i cant even sit i gotta get up
this the worst ive felt in ever
even though we strangers read the letter
girl i really hope u doing better
who am i again i cant remember
no matter what its always been a pleasure
let me know if u free whenever
i hope we could get together

ill carry out
carry out fate
just help me out
and send me down baby
were all alone out on the wing
help me out and push me off baby

14 (eric godlow)

lyrics:

trees rot and flowers start to curl
baby what happened to the world
winds rip away at the walls of my home
whats the matter oh i never know
baseball hail hittin cars in the road
were hopeless if we rally let alone on our own
save the good thoughts for your mind to unfurl
welcome to the end of the world

touch
touch my body
id been left alone too long im starving
dont you run away for too long stick by me
baby what hes got that i dont be honest
i can do it better gimme time and i promise
guess u never know what u had got when u got it
please dont build impressions off the habits i adopted
har to solve the problem when u dont know what caused it
i lay up
for two nights
my eyes stained red
in sunlight
they got u now
its too late
my door breaks down
and i die
but somethings changed
im alright
my blood slows down and turns ice
the blade breaks down from frostbite
getting up now im ghost white
power up 
recharge oh im recharged
double up
had triple up i put one more
eat it up
i might eat it up im in feast mode
fuck it up i might fuck it up im in beast mode
people 
u not special u just like all the other people
i dont need to try that hard cause i dont have an equal
u not bad u just rude u just evil
she a fraud she a fake she deceitful

trees rot and flowers start to curl
baby what happened to the world
winds rip away at the walls of my home
whats the matter oh i never know
baseball hail hittin cars in the road
were hopeless if we rally let alone on our own
save the good thoughts for your mind to unfurl
welcome to the end of the world

krishzhitz

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