Original Soundtrack for "Meet Me in Meatspace" 
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Script by Ciara Hergott and Alicia Lovelace
Music by Kristen Leigh
Based on "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind"

Meatspace Original Soundtrack

Vacation Is Far Away

I burned a photograph of you last week
JUST KIDDING

As the walls cave in I start to think
THIS IS SHITTY

And everything's ok
Life is just mundane
So I guess I can't complain
Why don't you TELL THAT TO MY FUCKING BRAIN

And everything's alright
I guess I'm just uptight
If I keep you out of mind and out of sight
Then maybe I can get to sleep tonight

oh shit
What can you do?
Can you fall asleep forever?
Can you melt into yourself?
Do you call someone for help?

AHA I'm having a dog nap baby
When I dream my legs they kick like crazy
I wake up drenched in sweat and drool
Now I am forever lazy

My brittle bones won't break
Even if I start to shake
Even if I get irate
Even when I'm filled with hate AHHH

(SKA)

The darkness cannot last
Even if it fades to black
When the curtains fall I'll be
Laughing from the balcony

The picture fades to ash
The loneliness will pass
My heart may weigh a ton
But I know I'm not the only one

Oh hold out til the end
Please hold out til the end
I want to see you hold out til the end
Please hold out til the end

Hold Out Til The End (early demo)

My friends call me the indie queen and before I vocalize my anxiety 
I just want to say that I want to scream because my parents they don't understand me
And school sucks
I don't like it!

SHUT THE FUCK UP
LIFE'S NOT THAT CRUEL

SHUT THE FUCK UP 
YOU'RE NOT THAT COOL

HEY HEY HEY

Everybody's going down to the so and so whatever indie music festival
Everybody's wearing Urban Outfitter clothes 
We all got hats that say some shit like
I'm depressed 
I'm anxious 
Avocado 
Fucking kill me
OH MY GOD

SHUT THE FUCK UP
LIFE'S NOT THAT CRUEL 

SHUT THE FUCK UP 
YOU'RE NOT THAT COOL

Next time you're feeling down and everything is not going your way
Your way
Don't tell me that your shit's clinical until its lasted for 14 days
14 days

Otherwise

SHUT THE FUCK UP
LIFE'S NOT THAT CRUEL

SHUT THE FUCK UP
YOU'RE NOT THAT COOL

Avocado Dependency (early demo)

You're risking your life every day you're alive
So you might as well risk it now
Make that illegal U-turn and get home two minutes earlier 
You're a bulldozer 
And you'll topple the world as it gets in your way
With no regard for life or death or longevity
It's all about the now 

And if you want to change the world just change it
Rearrange the molecules that make it up
And if you want to change the world don't change it
Chances are you'll just go and fuck things up
And if you think the world should change for you 
Get off your high-horse, what are you smoking dude?
And if you think the world was made for you
You must be fucking kidding

And one day you'll find that the meaning of life doesn't exist in capitalistic greed
You can't reach nirvana from the top of a stack of Benjamins 
You're a bloodsucker 
And you'll suck that shit dry just to fill your cup
With no regard for me or him or anybody 
It's all about the one

And if you want to change the world just change it
Rearrange the molecules that make it up
And if you want to change the world don't change it
Chances are you'll just go and fuck things up
And if you think the world should change for you 
Get off your high-horse, what are you smoking dude?
And if you think the world was made for you
You must be fucking kidding

Bulldozer (single)

this is what a toxic relationship feels like original

this is what a toxic relationship feels like

free him
(Headphones or surround sound or something recommended)
Also, this has been reposted so many fucking times that it's redundant to even ask at this point but consider not reposting my shit thanks?

Jacksepticeye But He's Trapped In A Tornado

ghost of you by 5sos, but it's from the perspective of the girl who left
alt pov / sung / played by me
lyrics:
here i am waking up, dreamt you were by my side
left my coffee cup at your place, i almost cried
cause i dreamed long enough, without you i'll never be fine
i won't be just fine

i can't drown this out, like i always do
when i close my eyes, i see the ghost of you
it's like you're by my side, too good to be true
dancing through my house, with the ghost of you

thought of you today and that old zeppelin shirt
i wore when i went away, so you wouldn't see me hurt
was too young, too dumb to know that was love
but i know better now, better now

i can't drown this out like i always do
when i close my eyes, i feel the ghost of you
but i'm by myself, i wonder "are you too?"
dancing through your house like i'm a ghost with you

too young, too dumb
to know that was love
too young, too dumb

try to drown you out, but it's hard to do
crying in my house with the ghost of you
and i wish you knew that i love you too
and my heart won't beat like it did with you

ghost of you - rewritten

i sing and stuff
also ps i have like, two other soundclouds that i accidentally made, but this is the one imma use for real

Vacation Is Far Away

Kristen Leigh

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