Waiting For Death

When No One Is Around

Burning

Meadowlark

I'll see you in my dreams and that's as close I'll get to what you meant to me. 
I'll follow your lead and disappear for good, I knew you would. 

I don't know why it gets so f'd up sometimes even if you try
and I don't think I even want a resolution. I just want to seek myster-mystery

He said plant a garden where strange plants grow and mystery blooms. 
Stop for a second and death is surely coming for you. 
Don't stop dreamin, even if you're tired of seekin, even if your mind's not feelin up to it.

Mr. Mystery

Spread the word tell the others
I'm not playin' nice
Cause nice got me lost in a daydream 
when I could've been taking lives

& if you got a problem
there ain't nothing that don't fade with time
except the innocence lost and the weight of it all
you'll get yours and surely get mine

i put a spell on you and 
poof
you're mine
& i'll take you out every once in awhile
to make sure you're doing fine

when all of the the color 
and the light has left your eyes 
i'll pull ya off of my shelf
leave you with no sense of self
we'll all say you lost your mind

and as the years are rollin by
you'll never love the same way twice
and every time you're burned you learn
to reignite, i can't tell you why

Spread The Word

Oh night, I stand in your mirrored light.
You got all the space I need
I watched the colors fade away, turned towards the ground, 
and prayed for the day. 
Take my life if you won't stay. 

The bricks in the wall still hold your scent, 
so I press my cheek to the cement and
trace my way back to you
This night leaves me thoughtless, covered in dew. 

Now I'm a hollow tree, rot in the roots, 
I'm combing the breeze and no, 
My heart is no longer green and it don't mean anything. 
I'm home to the honey bees. 
Yeah, the sun still shines on me.

Oh Night

You never had to leave to find what you need. 
If you long for the sea, you could've found her in me. 

Stand still, you'll see.
You'll become like the trees, unafraid of the seasons yet to come. 

Even when you're gone I still feel you and
every drop of rain I still hear your name. 
Every dying flower, every waking hour
it's all the same

The world dies and comes back to life every year. 
So I guess I shouldn't expect we're any different, my dear. 

Even now you're gone I still feel you and
every drop of rain I still hear your name. 
Every open flower, in every golden hour
it's all the same

And I guess I'm better off if I am being completely honest with myself.
And I'm happy just to know that you're existing somewhere, 
anywhere else. 

But even when we're gone I'll still feel you
And every drop of rain is gonna scream our names.
In every budding flower
In every midnight hour
it's all the same

All The Same

Suck it up, darlin
I can't take your shit
He said your tears keep falling and it makes me sick, 
but i can't quit

Just a drop in a bucket doesn't feel like much, 
but easy does it
we're all sums of what was and what wasn't

Might take you some time to find
we all choose our truth
well he's got rage and i got my cigarettes
so what's killing you?

The shape of leaving never looked so good
new horizons taking form
standing where you once stood
oh where you once stood

And if I seem a little gone it's cause I was never here at all
just a song in the night and sparkle in an eye
are the only things in life I know

Kristen Taylor