Up And Down

Take A Photo Of Tonight

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kqrp49tUbLM

NLN ''No love november'' (prod. loverboy x ll lk)

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XT9WWgyF0CI
prod by loverboy x 80root

Lyrics :
68*3873 I'm going far
Baby i don't know where you are
On my heart you left me a scar
You left so quick it felt bizarre
Now i just wanna get in my car
Drive to your place and play my guitar
Tell you that i love you and maybe restart
Baby you know that you've got my heart

What are you doing while I'm writing these songs
How do you feel when you don't take my calls
I loved you with all of your flaws
But you can't live with some of my wrongs

Tell me that you love me still
Then for you I'll climb that hill
We can start now and rebuild
I can love you, you know i will

(If you think that you're saving my by not calling me 
and stuff like that then you're wrong, that's not what i want at all)

68*3873 I'm going far
Baby i don't know where you are
On my heart you left me a scar
You left so quick it felt bizarre
Now i just wanna get in my car
Drive to your place and play my guitar
Tell you that i love you and maybe restart
Baby you know that you've got my heart

(Maybe like answer my phone call, like and maybe you will find out
that something is different, like each night I'm thinking about you
I don't know why)

68*3873 I'm going far
Baby i don't know where you are
On my heart you left me a scar
You left so quick it felt bizarre
Now i just wanna get in my car
Drive to your place and play my guitar
Tell you that i love you and maybe restart
Baby you know that you've got my heart

68*3873

Halo (prod. Yuuta x chris marek)

jealous of my hoodie cause it at your place
Baby all i want to do is see your face
After all of this i just can't replace
How i felt, in your warm embrace
The line is busy, I'm calling your phone still
Baby I can't forget what we built
How are you not dying from guilt
Even after all of this i forgive

I'm in flames I'm in flames
Heart torn apart for the mistakes
Gave my heart to you in full
Baby I feel like I'm such a fool
Even though still call your phone
Somedays I hope that you will come
Without you baby i feel numb
A perfect man i could become
I don't wanna give up on this true love I've found
Baby you've been digging me deeper than the ground
Even after all I've said i feel like a clown
If only you were around i wouldn't have to frown

jealous of my hoodie cause it at your place
Baby all i want to do is see your face
After all of this i just can't replace
How i felt, in your warm embrace
The line is busy, I'm calling your phone still
Baby I can't forget what we built
How are you not dying from guilt
Even after all of this i forgive

Talking to the moon he told me all about the sun
Talking to the moon i tell him i have found the one
that one took the gun then telling me that we're done
But I've just begun
Telling me how i keep breaking your heart
Telling me how i keep playing these games
I've been living on the love that remains
Your love Is burning me I'm in flames
You took the blade
Made me afraid
I wish that you stayed
I feel betrayed
I hope you love me still
I won't give up unless I am killed

jealous of my hoodie cause it at your place
Baby all i want to do is see your face
After all of this i just can't replace
How i felt, in your warm embrace
The line is busy, I'm calling your phone still
Baby I can't forget what we built
How are you not dying from guilt
Even after all of this i forgive







Jealous of my hoodie (prod. onceunveiled)

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HY5PONCAKQY
Prod : (producedbydomi x TriazoOnDaTrack)

I can't lie i feel bad
I feel pain deep inside
I just wanna live my life
And baby you just waste my time
We used to fight you used to cry
But we made up every time
I guess for you It's easier to give up
Than to say that you were wrong

You won't cry you won't cry
When that bottle sees the sky
Gulp it down feel alright
Baby i just wish you'd try
Erase that day how you felt
Yeah i made your heart melt
Drove so far kissed you long
Baby you don't know you're wrong

Yeah I'll be the only one who wrote you songs
Yeah I'll be the only one who tries so hard
Baby why can't you just love me like when you are here

I can't lie i feel bad
I feel pain deep inside
I just wanna live my life
And baby you just waste my time
We used to fight you used to cry
But we made up every time
I guess for you It's easier to give up
Than to say that you were wrong

Yeah tell me why you used to cry
Maybe because i was the one
You used to see the truth so clear
You've got nothing left to fear
how you act how you talk
One day you will regret that
I just wished to give love
But baby I am feeling done

I can't lie i feel bad
I feel pain deep inside
I just wanna live my life
And baby you just waste my time
We used to fight you used to cry
But we made up every time
I guess for you It's easier to give up
Than to say that you were wrong

We can try but you have to try
Baby I won't wait for your reply
If you want things in life you have to try until you die
If its love that you need
Baby my messages just read
If it's fun that you seek baby i can give the lead
But if its them that you want baby then i will concede
Baby how can you not see, the truth.

You Won't Cry

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CzoKMChxqo8
Beat prod : (producedbydomi x dorea555)

Music video : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xHZtFhPvw9Y

When you meet your next mans parents do you think you'll think of me
Baby it is kind of tragic without you my life's incomplete
I just wish we could have been what you always said we'd be
baby I'm deep into this tunnel there is no light left to see

Yeah we went through so many firsts
how will you live without me
Yeah you feel good in the moment but i hope that you will see
That these friends are just not worth it 
what are you trying to be
Try to fit yourself to their lifestyle
but baby you're losing me

Is it easier to try, to try swallow down my pride
I have done all this before and i don't know if i did right
Yeah're acting weird because of them
try to tell me that its fine
I can't trust you any more my dear and you're running out of time

Will you feel alone on new years of will it just be me
I will celebrate my birthday all alone don't you agree
But you will have tons of people around you who you love to see
While I'm not talking to anyone and that I guarantee

Your Next Man's Parents (Music video)

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=on4XTSXbTbc
Beat prod : SHVRS

Right now I'm making a song about you
I'm scared to think what you do
I'm thinking of you but you might be out and about
Drinking, living your life without doubt
I look out the window I'm feeling alone
And i think about what you're doing now
Are you home, or are you out with the friends that are the reason we are done

Baby what do you do when thoughts of me fill your mind
how does it feel to fill your schedule so you don't think of me
And if that's how you feel, baby tell me why don't you try
If only we talked eye to eye i know that we could be

Yeah how does it feel to open another mans car door
I was the first you know
Baby you begged me for attention now you get it but you're scared
Girl I'm making your life miserable, is that what you wanna say

I'm lost
And I'm hurting for what you have done
But I'm fine I'll know that I will love
I just want to live my life

Right now I'm making a song about you
I'm scared to think what you do
I'm thinking of you but you might be out and about
Drinking, living your life without doubt

The always promised bride
Would you just swallow down your pride
Remember and tell me why you've cried
I was the one, you said you would end your life if i died
I was the one
I was the one
Do you remember why you told me I was the one?
Do you remember why?

I'm Making A Song About You

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d60M4gbH9o4
Beat prod : (prod. by trabbey)

Merry merry Christmas
Yeah girl you're on my wish list
For a long time I've really missed us
You won't get no more forgiveness
Yeah the season of giving
And we're back at the beginning 
For you our love went missing
But the puzzle just isn't fitting

Tell me why do you listen
When you're the reason we're in this position
Tons of love for you i had given
Yeah you left me that was your decision
Tell my why
Let the tough guy act just go
You love me and you know i know
Baby you've been dragged so low
But my love for you just doesn't slow

Merry merry Christmas
Yeah girl you're on my wish list
For a long time I've really missed us
You won't get no more forgiveness
Yeah the season of giving
And we're back at the beginning 
For you our love went missing
But the puzzle just isn't fitting

Yeah under the mistletoe
Baby i wish i could just kiss you slow
This Christmas i have no place to go
I go outside and i hate the snow
Yeah wishing on a Christmas miracle
You coming back seems difficult
If only my love was visible
If only we were way less digital

My love for you could never end
My love for you could never end

Merry merry Christmas
Yeah girl you're on my wish list
For a long time I've really missed us
You won't get no more forgiveness
Yeah the season of giving
And we're back at the beginning 
For you our love went missing
But the puzzle just isn't fitting

Merry Christmas

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTPaE_nIjSs
Beat prod : [prod. sidshit] (prod. gusuck too)

You're screaming but nobody is around
You're smoking till you are down
You're drinking cause you're allowed
Yeah the shit people surround
When you are looking me and your heart just pounds
Yeah you could see me amongst all of the crowds

Lost yourself for all the wrong reasons
Baby i feel obsessed don't know if I'm right
I'm dying to find out
don't want me a new girl
But baby I'm feeling hurt
Yeah how do you feel when you wear my shirt

When you're out on the floor
Do you think you need more
Yeah how do you feel when you think of before
When you walked out the door
Did you lock it no
Yeah how does it feel when my calls you ignored
I won't call anymore
You don't want to restore
You don't trust yourself
But you listen to them
You don't want our love no more
But the liqueur you pour
We'd be together you swore
Yeah my clothes you still wore

Lost yourself for all the wrong reasons
Baby i feel obsessed don't know if I'm right
I'm dying to find out
don't want me a new girl
But baby I'm feeling hurt
Yeah how do you feel when you wear my shirt

Is life quiet enough
Now that I'm nowhere around
Everything that i said you used to put it all down
Now how do you live when everything is allowed
Yeah how do you feel when you're alone in your house

You're screaming but nobody is around
You're smoking till you are down
You're drinking cause you're allowed
Yeah the shit people surround
When you are looking me and your heart just pounds
Yeah you could see me amongst all of the crowds

Lost yourself for all the wrong reasons
Baby i feel obsessed don't know if I'm right
I'm dying to find out
don't want me a new girl
But baby I'm feeling hurt
Yeah how do you feel when you wear my shirt

Lost Yourself

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lWOK6T1oHd0
Beat prod : (prod by Dazay x MLKN)

Music Video : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6hUYa1TIqPg

Living right now with a fake smile
I've been sad for quite a while
Yeah towards me you're so hostile

I know you're almost alright ,because of the songs that i write
If you think that I'm fine you must be losing your mind
But you are fine cause that i try
If you text and ignore me can you tell me why
I'm in a shitty position
if i try you don't try
If i write these songs i don't hear from you
if i don't try then your heart splits in two
I might kill myself if you get someone new

I said I'll take a month but i think I'll need more
I saw you on my phone and i think of us before
Yeah these two years were perfect what do we fight for
tell me if i was at your place would you open the door
Do you love to hear my voice sing that i love you
I know that you regret all that you do
You scared to tell me your actions i know that true
I won't shame you for all that you do
If you like to hear me talk about you
I will talk all day if I need to
Baby your sweet lips I just want to view
I'm a quiet guy maybe you want somebody new

I know you're almost alright ,because of the songs that i write
If you think that I'm fine you must be losing your mind
But you are fine cause that i try
If you text and ignore me can you tell me why
I'm in a shitty position
if i try you don't try
If i write these songs i don't hear from you
if i don't try then your heart splits in two
I might kill myself if you get someone new

Can we be happy for once
We have been fighting for multiple months
I can forgive you for all of your blunts
I will forgive you hanging out with those drunks

I know you're almost alright ,because of the songs that i write
If you think that I'm fine you must be losing your mind
But you are fine cause that i try
If you text and ignore me can you tell me why
I'm in a shitty position
if i try you don't try
If i write these songs i don't hear from you
if i don't try then your heart splits in two
I might kill myself if you get someone new

Living right now with a fake smile (music video)

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=awe0C7unK8I
Beat prod : SHVRS


Can you call me on the fifth
Your voice will be my gift
I hope that I am missed
When i slit my wrists dear

I know its not that deep
But you I couldn't keep
I try so hard to sleep
It has only been a week
I guess I am that weak
To me you're so unique
You I won't critique
When love is what you seek

If you still have my love letter, ask yourself why
If you really love me still, why don't you look me in my eyes
If you're alone in your house and you're thinking of me
Baby girl maybe we're meant to be
I tried to move slow but you can't see
What you're saying is making me flee

But i miss seeing your face on my phone
This morning your name I was shown
Baby your heart is feeling the unknown
But your love towards me has grown

Don't lie to yourself so they think of you well
I know you love me you know I can tell
When i first saw you in love I fell
Release me please from my cell

The time is almost up I'm about to give up
January 8th i hope it never comes
Cause that is the date when i give up
All alone with my feelings I'll be stuck

Call Me On The Fifth

Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/track/0fHpCElreu2fwdvZNmM2h4?si=edc7c7f2b2fe489c

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t7BRzsLBevo
Beat prod : prod.Eskimos x Wertos

Yeah behind this smile
I see your pain inside
I wanna free you from this life
I wanna give you something right

Yeah behind this smile
I see your pain inside
I wanna free you from this life
I wanna give you something right
Another kiss you stole
Another apology you owe
I won't ask you for it no
Leaving me starstruck in this snow

Is there another just like you
Or am i really fucking screwed
I've been searching for you in others girl
I don't know what the numbers add to
But we're lost But we're lost 
Way too long we haven't talked
Everyday still counting up
Everyday still fucking up
Yeah we have to play these games to stay safe
I don't know if I'm going to break
But one day you'll see me on top of the stage
And you will pray that I'm okay

Yeah behind this smile
I see your pain inside
I wanna free you from this life
I wanna give you something right
Another kiss you stole
Another apology you owe
I won't ask you for it no
Leaving me starstruck in this snow

Put blame on me yeah you know how to do that
Behind your smile it is true love
I know that i will find if i dig deep
Baby i don't know if you see me now
I'm the one and only for you
Yeah you said that to my face
But that girl that broke my heart
I just wish she goes away
And if I'm getting lost
god put me on your way
Cause i will be okay
As long as i just pray

Yeah behind this smile
I see your pain inside
I wanna free you from this life
I wanna give you something right
Another kiss you stole
Another apology you owe
I won't ask you for it no
Leaving me starstruck in this snow

Free You (NOW ON SPOTIFY)

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C8JLiGsMYtA
Youtube : https://youtu.be/cf-A7pgrsIY?si=p5z0hrqQ9Ftb9gZ-

smile for the camera say cheese
I'm in your city but i'm gonna leave soon
dont get attatched yet
you don't even know my name
but you're screaming and you're calling me daddy everyday
why you getting in my face why you getting kinda mad 
everything you do i can't fuck with that
yeah you're saying shit that you don't mean to say
and you're say that you're sorry getting naked again
 

Hello what i aint hear what you say
I've been taking these pills and they are getting to my face
cant you tell that im lost that im getting lost again
i've been going through this shit i will never love again
Go go shake shake shake i can't fake these pills are going to my face face
I am losing control
I'm not the guy that will make you love
youŗe not the type of girl that i will ever fall in love with yeah

smile for the camera say cheese
I'm in your city but i'm gonna leave soon
dont get attatched yet
you don't even know my name
but you're screaming and you're calling me daddy everyday
why you getting in my face why you getting kinda mad 
everything you do i can't fuck with that
yeah you're saying shit that you don't mean to say
and you're say that you're sorry getting naked again

Deleting all these pictures off my hardrive
Baby i don't know but im just gonna drive in a tree
maybe not maybe we'll see oh me i just love you like we're meant to me
okay okay im lost you don't know that i can't find myself
Yeah you just think that you're the best but you can't do this shit
And yeah you will find yourself lost and you will regret it
How do i not care

smile for the camera say cheese
I'm in your city but i'm gonna leave soon
dont get attatched yet
you don't even know my name
but you're screaming and you're calling me daddy everyday
why you getting in my face why you getting kinda mad 
everything you do i can't fuck with that
yeah you're saying shit that you don't mean to say
and you're say that you're sorry getting naked again

Smile For The Camera

Youtube  : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aX4AZkNhzqY
Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j5ZV8F2--GQ


Tell me why you hide inside
I could give you all my life
I could give you so much more

Can you tell me why you hide away
Tell me why you couldn't stay
Everyday i sit and pray
That you, that you come my way
Can you tell me why you stayed
Why you never went away
Now you're gone i am afraid
Yeah I'm gonna go insane

Can i can confess, I wanted to spend my life with you
Can i say that that you're the person, that I wanted to kiss and hug every day
Every night, I wish you would have stayed, I wish you would had fight
But its alright because you are hurting inside
But now I'm in pain and you're leaving me here
I'm bleeding out
Baby I'm bleeding out
My heart is full doubt
Don't know what this pain is about
No, oh
Lost soul
You know
Can you tell me why

Can you tell me why you hide away
Tell me why you couldn't stay
Everyday i sit and pray
That you, that you come my way
Can you tell me why you stayed
Why you never went away
Now you're gone i am afraid
Yeah I'm gonna go insane

Hide Away

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qQ4MDi48Pyo

Baby I'm an idiot For writing these songs
I was all alone while you were in his arms
Took that photo smiling from ear to ear
Baby i want to disappear
Each night i can't go to sleep
Thinking if you talk to him
Baby i know you understand the bad that do
Baby i don't wanna know you

Yeah I'm mad but you don't care about that
Girl I'm sad and you couldn't care less
Yeah I'm suicidal what is next
Baby I don't wanna take the
Yeah that look up in your eyes
You can tell me I'm the one
Yeah you were sitting in my bed kissing me upon my lips
And you're saying that you never wanna go away
Now where the fuck are you, are you inside his bed
Tell me that I'm not the one that you just want to love forever
So why do you listen to this is song
Why did you press play, why did you write my name into google
And try to play these games, like no no no no no
I can't take it anymore I don't wanna go
But I'm playing these games with you
If you'd call I would drive, but I don't want to

Baby I'm an idiot For writing these songs
I was all alone while you were in his arms
Took that photo smiling from ear to ear
Baby i want to disappear
Each night i can't go to sleep
Thinking if you talk to him
Baby i know you understand the bad that do
Baby i don't wanna know you

How the fuck am I always wrong
How the fuck are they always better than me
But I'm the one that is always driving
To your place and then your hugging me and kissing me
That they're so bad around you people they're just fake
You cant get, you can't live, you can't live your fucking lie
Your life is a fucking mess

Baby I'm an idiot For writing these songs
I was all alone while you were in his arms
Took that photo smiling from ear to ear
Baby i want to disappear
Each night i can't go to sleep
Thinking if you talk to him
Baby i know you understand the bad that do
Baby i don't wanna know you

Thinking If You Talk To Him

Youtube channel : https://youtu.be/jnGnKcB3sqk
Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kaIjaB__i-A

There is nothing meaningful left to say
I bet to you these songs all sound the same
But baby if you called i came
i never get treated that way

There is nothing meaningful left to say
I bet to you these songs all sound the same
But baby if you called i came
i never get treated that way

If i was lying on the floor thinking about ending it all
If i picked up the phone and YOUR NUMBER i called
I wouldn't get an answer
And that is of course cause you hurt me cause you love me
You were the one supposed to pick me up when i fall
but you're kicking me down
Do you feel so big, when you ignore all my calls
Do you remember who broke down all your walls it was Meee
Baby what are you fighting for
Is this the life you can afford
Yeah i can give you much more

There is nothing meaningful left to say
I bet to you these songs all sound the same
But baby if you called i came
i never get treated that way

There is nothing meaningful left to say
I bet to you these songs all sound the same
But baby if you called i came
i never get treated that way

And yeah that smile that you had when i came home from school
You will never find that happiness with somebody new
If you look at our love from the side you know it's true
But if you listen to others then we're through
Yeah I'm tired of putting up these walls
Cause you hurt me
Baby can you see what I'm trying to be
Your husband eternally
Put a ring on that hand
kiss you long kiss, kiss you lovingly

These Songs All Sound The Same

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r7W4mc-XiRc

How far can i go to make another song about you
And i would never find myself 
And you're just finding someone new
I know that we've been going far to long
I just wish that you would love me like you always said you do

(I know you're scared)

That you do this shit on purpose 
I know that I'm not worth It to you
But I keep on fighting
I keep on getting killed
You keep on just smiling with him
Can you tell me when how his hands feel
I know you threw my letters in the trash I'm not worth It

How far can i go to make another song about you
And i would never find myself 
And you're just finding someone new
I know that we've been going far to long
I just wish that you would love me like you always said you do

(I know you're scared)

Of being in love with me
Yeah I hurt you
But better I'm trying to be to you
Yeah you left me alone with a hole in my heart
I'm trying to open it up

(You know I'm scared)


How far can i go

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4yy7wrSeIQw

Yeah they help me when I'm down
I tell them my problems they listen
Baby what is the issue with you
I couldn't care less now
When you call my phone I will not pick it up i swear to you

Baby tell me that you're worth it
I won't listen to you
Baby I just know what i need to do
I got people around me I want to keep
They pick me up when i fall down
That is something to keep
Yeah These people around me I wanna just be with them
Cause they make me feel good
And I hope you never call my phone
Cause i won't pick it up
Anyways you know that i won't
After everything you do
I would rather go home
Not think about what you do when I'm alone

Yeah they help me when I'm down
I tell them my problems they listen
Baby what is the issue with you
I couldn't care less now
When you call my phone I will not pick it up i swear to you

They pick me up

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J5Ef9ZFnar0

Give me your love and I'll fix your life
I'm bob the builder i tried to heal you but i had no time
I loved you with all my heart is that a fucking crime
You put me down but i still climb, and i still rhyme

Give me your love and I'll fix your life
I'm bob the builder i tried to heal you but i had no time
I loved you with all my heart is that a fucking crime
You put me down but i still climb, and i still rhyme

Can i tell you a secret
I never thought that we would ever get this far
But now i wanna keep it
Another day I'm alone
Another day I just cope
Everyday i feel cold
When you are you not in my home

Give me your love and I'll fix your life
I'm bob the builder i tried to heal you but i had no time
I loved you with all my heart is that a fucking crime
You put me down but i still climb, and i still rhyme

Was there a reason for all of your lies
Were you just trying to hiding from me
Trying to keep me from the pain
But now i know that everything is gone
And i just wanna go into a deep hole
And never come out
and never hold your hold your hand
and never see you again
and never kiss you again

Give me your love and I'll fix your life
I'm bob the builder i tried to heal you but i had no time
I loved you with all my heart is that a fucking crime
You put me down but i still climb, and i still rhyme

bob the builder

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=laYUSKmDphw

Tell me that you're right
Tell me that I'm wrong
Telling me everything you want
Tell me that you're right
Tell me that I'm wrong
Tell me what is on your fucking mind

Tell me that you're right
Tell me that I'm wrong
Tell me that you want him by your side
Tell me that you're right
Tell me that I'm wrong
Tell me that i never get it right

You wake up from a dream, you're sweating
Baby I don't know what I'm getting at
I'm trying, I'm at the end of the road
Baby we both explored that hole
I don't wanna go to your place
So don't call my phone
I'm gonna go yeah I'm going in a Benz
Yeah I crashed the whip cause i was busy thinking of you
Do i be smart do i be stupid
Do i find another girl to break
I don't know if i wanna go that way
Yeah I'm gonna wait it through
For the right girl to kiss me true

Tell me that you lie
Tell me that everything is fine
Tell me that you lie
Tell me that it's fine
Tell me that you want to save my life

Tell me that you're right
Tell me that I'm wrong
Tell me that you want him by your side
Tell me that you're right
Tell me that I'm wrong
Tell me that i never get it right
Tell me that you're right
Tell me that I'm wrong
Tell me that you want him by your side
Tell me that you're right
Tell me that I'm wrong
Tell me that i never get it right




Tell me

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UCnNJwvrkBE

It's been a while since i tried
But you don't mind
I get deja vu when i think of you
Oh yeah i need to go away from you
Cause you cause me pain
I don't want to stay
I can't keep living my life this way
You just cause me pain
I don't wanna play these games with you

Oh sweet nostalgia
Filling up my heart
Oh sweet nostalgia
I can't get enough

You say that you love
You lie to my face
I don't get why you have to live your life
this way
You know that you're wrongs
And you know that I'm right again
Yeah
I could give you my love
You don't deserve the way I'm feeling now

Oh sweet nostalgia
Filling up my heart
Oh sweet nostalgia
I can't get enough

I just wanted you
I just wanted you to stay
In my arms
I just wanted you
I just wanted you to
Stay for a while

Nostalgia

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qMO64xwj-Zs

You put me down lie to my face
You had me wondering why you could never stay
You put me down lie to my face
After everything we've done you couldn't stay

Stop the tears stop the fighting
I don't know why you are lying to my face
Is that alright, do you wanna live your life that way
I think i can love I think i can fly
I think everyday about our life
I don't wanna go but i might
Yeah I'll die with a smile
Yeah I'll be here for a while
Yeah I'm at my grave
Yeah I put the flowers by it
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna see what you need
Or what you will be when I'm gone
I don't wanna know but I'm waiting for you to come one
Yeah lie to my face everyday and you hope that it's okay
You don't know what you do is breaking my heart
And you don't give a damn
Yeah could you care less
Could care more
I don't know what I'm doing anymore
I'm feeling lost but you don't know
I don't why you have to do this

You put me down lie to my face
You had me wondering why you could never stay
You put me down lie to my face
After everything we've done you couldn't stay

Yeah when you look at me baby what do you see
I want an apology 
Bloodline what am i trying to be
Outside i don't feel free
Pretty face pretty eyes
I don't know if it's lies
That you say to my face everyday
Yeah you said that you loved what were those promises for
I don't know anymore
I don't know anymore 

PUT ME DOWN

Music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YtW4aZFALwY

Baby I got high hopes singing all these high notes
Lets end on a high note I'm just tryna lie though
You don't even know my name but I'm tryna get laid
I'm tired of playing these games
Yeah look into my eyes can you see the truth inside
I don't know why you have to cry
We've been fighting for a long ass time

You It's always you want do you want to do with me
Yeah you looked into my heart what do you see
I want an apology
I don't know what I'm trying to be
Look into my eyes you see the bad
Can you not think of our past

Baby it's a different world you're from
Baby it's a different world you're from

Baby I got high hopes singing all these high notes
Lets end on a high note I'm just tryna lie though
You don't even know my name but I'm tryna get laid
I'm tired of playing these games
Yeah look into my eyes can you see the truth inside
I don't know why you have to cry
We've been fighting for a long ass time

long ass time that I know that I was not prepared the jealousy just builds leaving you not the same but it's probably why I have got  a lot of enemies cause every time I try it goes the wrong way
but oh Not again I aint never failing out of love again Trust me if it happens you should just let go 
Follow me I aint never falling short of trust again trust me if it happens you should just  let go

Anxiety just keeps killing me I know this aint fair 
Intentions are not wrong it's just the luck aint in my way
Im sorry if I hurt you trust me that's not how I was raised 
Im sorry if I hurt you trust me that's not how I was raised 
and Now it's just a chase 
a chase to my demise 
tryna run from it and hide
may not see myself alive
on the other side
cuz I've been getting wronged 
this route left me alone
i'm too scared Imma lose myself in the thought of losing you
I'm too scared Imma hurt myself in the process of saving you
I want you back till I think of the past of all those times with you
I thought I was bulletproof till I saw the size of the bullet wounds

Baby I got high hopes singing all these high notes
Lets end on a high note I'm just tryna lie though
You don't even know my name but I'm tryna get laid
I'm tired of playing these games
Yeah look into my eyes can you see the truth inside
I don't know why you have to cry
We've been fighting for a long ass time

High hopes (feat. Jollee Dupp) (MUSIC VIDEO)

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uRZSRhczzPc

But i keep wasting your love
I can't get enough girl
I feel like a falling angel
I been out of luck girl
maybe you're my drug girl
I'm a different world but 
I don't want to know

Baby girl yeah you took me home
and you broke me down i can never call you
Apology all i want to see your smile towards me
It's fault you keep telling that to my face
Empty again and you left it that way
You're naughty baby you don't know what you're doing again
I fell into despair again
Pills going down again
Angels they saved my friend

But i keep wasting your love
I can't get enough girl
I feel like a falling angel
I been out of luck girl
maybe you're my drug girl
I'm a different world but 
I don't want to know

Do me that way
Everyday you try to make me break
You're from another time
you think that it's okay to do me this way
okay insane
No, and the last kiss I'll ask from you
It's been a bad day but what about you
I don't wanna know if you're with him
cause i know that it's true



girl

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_hPX5ZZ_T_k

Something magical

https://open.spotify.com/track/1e0VCPYjG7goPvoUA97qPk?si=63a47e38c66940da

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PAE2oQTKxaU

Yeah all of your flaws and your lies
And all those looks in your eyes
I wanna give you my life
Are you home when you're crying
I'm no longer lying
I wanna be there
When you understand your wrongs

And from time to time I still think of what we could be
But now I'm thinking that i should leave and yeah I'm doing that quickly
Yeah I'm running away from you and I'm never calling your phone
I'm gonna go and you're gonna cry alone in your home and then you'll know
How bad it was for me when you didn't pick up when i called
Yeah you couldn't care less now but you will see

Yeah all of your flaws and your lies
And all those looks in your eyes
I wanna give you my life
Are you home when you're crying
I'm no longer lying
I wanna be there
When you understand your wrongs

Can i make a new life 
Can i make a new smile
Can i get a new wife
Yeah I've been wondering for a while but i will go and I'll be fine yeah
I'm tired of all this drama in my life
I'm trying to figure it all out
I tiptoe on my feet i don't know why I'm doing it
In my dreams i don't see you
I see better life ahead
I'm getting better with this time
When is the last time you've truly smiled

Yeah all of your flaws and your lies
And all those looks in your eyes
I wanna give you my life
Are you home when you're crying
I'm no longer lying
I wanna be there
When you understand your wrongs


flaws (out on spotify)

Music video : https://youtu.be/tc6wvbHjb2M

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h7TQYu2cQhQ

Hidden scars yeah you hid them well
Hid-hid-hidden scars
Yeah you hid-hid-hid

In your arms
I can't find why i try
we're torn apart
Yeah i feel gone
The truth hurts so much
know you miss my touch
My heart had to crush

We had to waste our time
I wanna be alive
You made me cry that night but
But 2 am i can't go to sleep
You wanna be with him
Days gone
You say that I'm wrong but I'm lonely

In your arms
I can't find why i try
we're torn apart
Yeah i feel gone
The truth hurts so much
know you miss my touch
My heart had to crush
Yeah i tried to rush

Yeah the walk home seems so difficult
Looking back upon this road
Where i went and where I'll go
Hidden scars yeah you hid them well
I feel so dumb for loving

In your arms
I can't find why i try
we're torn apart
Yeah i feel gone
The truth hurts so much
know you miss my touch
My heart had to crush
Yeah i tried to rush

torn apart ( music video )

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AI3GzPCvSTA

Woah, Woah, Woah
I know all that i need to know

Bring another bottle to those lips
Baby make me feel sick
Everything i look at you
Your eyes hide the devils sins
falling down every day i get up
Look into your beautiful eyes
I can't see your

Lies, your lies
Can you call me when it's over
Can you tell me that you want to be with me
Kissing under the tree
Why can't we be
Soulmates more than once a day
I wish you'd stay

But it's never quite that easy
Life comes and goes It's crazy
The choices that you made 
You won't make them like yesterday
And the pain comes and goes
but we live with it either way
and i know that we had our differences
But i know and i hope that you'll stay

Lies, your lies
Can you call me when it's over
Can you tell me that you want to be with me
Kissing under the tree
Why can't we be
Soulmates more than once a day
I wish you'd stay

and these days never end
I want to play pretend
Like everything is fine
Like demons aren't in my mind
But I'll be fine
cause of that look in our eyes
that we share baby that we share


Lies

Falling down

She doesn't need a man with emotions

Watch the stars collide

Falling star 2

Girls make boys think of ending it

Why do you cry at night

My greatest fear

Do you think about me often

Forever means forever

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=seX0nR_pQ7A

Oh hey future me yeah i wrote you a song
maybe the mixing is bad but i hope you sing along
I hope that the words mean the same after they've been sung
I hope that i never regret all that i have done

And the choices never go away
every day they've been holding me
I hope you never let go of me
I hope that I'm easy to love

It's not the same to say we're done
Go away and then never talk
Call me phone and I'll pick it up
I've been hurt but I'll lift you up

Oh dear future me i hope that you have a smile
I hope you have a girl that will stay very long
I hope you plan you future with that right girl
I hope you tell her that you love her everyday
Every night spend with her all your life
Tell her that she's the most beautiful girl you've ever seen

And the choices never go away
every day they've been holding me
I hope you never let go of me
I hope that I'm easy to love

Forever means forever yeah you told me you'd stay
I didn't waste my time so you could go away
Didn't know you long but it was a blast
Is it my fault that it didn't last

It's not the same to say we're done
Go away and then never talk
Call me phone and I'll pick it up
I've been hurt but I'll lift you up

To future me

https://krozem.weebly.com - a site where i publish poems I've written

Krozem

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