So I just revamped " Don't Tell The World" On Garageband and made it sound gritty because it is a bit of a gritty song and added some harmonies. For those who are not on my fb, it sounds way different than my video so this will be new lol. I am still getting a feel for the audio software but you get the idea . Enjoy!

"Dont Tell The World  I Am In Love With You" Original

Another new one for you guys and gals! This is kind of a bizarre love song. More to come from me and also new guitar skills! I am very excited!

Lyrics :
I once knew of a lad
who lived day to day on his voice
he sang like a lark 
flying from tree to tree
flying from tree to tree

I once knew of a lad
he didn’t care who to love
he asked for nothing in return
only a moment to just escape
only a moment to be erased

Then one day this lad met a lass
she tore the scab that was on his chest
He felt real pain for the first time
It was the first time he felt alive

I once knew of a man
who was no longer a lad 
for the lad died inside my arms
as his heart bled within my hands.

"I Once Knew Of A Lad" Original

Here is a " quick" draft of this song. It was just one of those one nighter creations. As flawed as it is, I figured I would show you guys my work in progress 
Enjoy !
Lyrics :
I guess
you’re right
I am always putting up a fight

Wanting 
Mr. Right
Never looking for the brighter side

Always quick
to judge 
Always saying that I had enough

Because I had
I didn’t want to make other plans

Cause guess what
no one compares to you
You warned me“ Baby I’ll ruin you”
And I knew it from the start
before it all fell apart

Cause guess what
no one compares to you
You warned me“ Baby I’ll ruin you”
And you knew it from the start
You knew it from the start
but you never cared

So what’s next
for me
and the baggage that I’m carrying

Because you 
seem to think
that I’d be fine on my own

I guess you’re 
half right
if you call what I do “ functional”
I’ll keep faking that’s what I do best
and try to find some sick happiness 

Cause guess what
no one compares to you
You warned me“ Baby I’ll ruin you”
And I knew it from the start
before it fell apart

Guess what
no one compares to you
You warned me“ Baby I’ll ruin you”
And you knew it from the start
You knew that from the start
but you never cared

"No One Compares To You" Original

 HEY !!! It has been FOREVER since I posted on SoundCloud! I posted a lot of music on my private FB Page and I will soon have my musician Page when Grad school doesn't kill me lol. Enjoy this song I created after my dry spell. It is still a bit in the works . Made it purposely sound raw.  It is gritty and  grrr hehe!

Lyrics :

When I first saw you 
I knew you were the one....for something

I know it sound so cliche to say
my heart felt at peace ....even though I hated it

We were so young 
and so self assured... to not get too close

But of course 
the heart never lies....to me at least


Go on and lie to me
that you were never in love
even after all these years
Go and confirm my fears
I was your therapy

I knew in the end I could never win
but I guess I’m a glutton for pain

Addicted to sin, I always gave in 
found another excuse to love you more


So what’s your excuse to push away
after you said that you would never leave


 I know that I’m sick with the Hell I live in
but lord knows I try compared to that bitch

Go on and lie to me
that you were never in love
even after all these years
Go and confirm my fears
I was your therapy


" Your Therapy"

This is a remake of a song I composed a while back that is posted on my Soundcloud. HUGE difference if you heard my original on hear ( which is no longer because I had to make room) and it has harmonies / no awkward guitar lol. What a difference 3 years makes! It is sort of messy ( and I have no clue what is going on with the audio with a huge gap/ balance) but you get the idea lol.) Enjoy!

Lyrics :

I am sick and tired of your shit
Am I really getting under your skin?
Oh I see it in your eyes ready to fight.

You know, I am getting really bored of playing nice.
But I debating whether you are worth my time.
You’ll learn to fail when you continue to whine.

Yes, you should be worried
Yes, you should be scared
I am like the Boy Scouts 
I am well prepared
Keep playing the “victim”
You know that part so well
I don’t need to insult you
to send you straight to Hell.

You only give back what’s expected of you
Easily upset when it’s not your way too.
You didn’t expect that I come out of the blue.

I place the nail and hammer into your hand
You made the choice to seal the coffin with your plans
And yet you cry because you don’t understand

Yes, you should be worried
Yes, you should be scared
I am like the Boy Scouts
I am well prepared
Keep playing the “victim”
You know that part so well
I don't need to insult you
to send you straight to Hell

Cat Fight

 This is a MUCH updated version of the song. Faster and lyric change to make it a bit personal. Enjoy!

Proclamation ( Updated Version)

 This is a love song that is a work in progress. Hope you enjoy what I have so far. It has been awhile since I've  been on this site! This a raw recording. :)

 Lyrics:
Maybe you’re just a bit crazy
To put up with me
This long like do you

Maybe you feel a tad sorry
To see all my broken parts
Piece them together
To make them anew
Forever

I’ve bones in my closet
And so do you
You put my skull back 
so it wont come loose

Oh God do I hope
That my moveable part 
can move
With you.


Maybe you are a carpenter
Who sees trees for what they are
a project like me

Or Maybe you are a Doctor
That can’t cure this sickness
Of my humanity

I’ve bones in my closet
And so do you
You put my skull back 
so it wont come loose

Oh I was tired of waiting for God
When I found you

Nothing in this world make sense
Its so nice that we cannot pretend
We are making things up as we go
Our team of two

And I came alive
And I learned to love
And I love you.



Draft Of  "Puppeteer"

Yay new songs. Enjoy!
Lyrics :
 How did we grow 
Very old
Living our boring busy life
9 to 5
5 to midnight
We went zero to decades old

We “own “  a house
In separate lives
I have a husband
You have a wife
Our children have four legs
Running around
Millennium family is our pronoun

What happened to our promise
Of our love
We’re busy chasing facades
Of being adults

I’m growing grey
You swear that you’re going blond
We’re talking some mortgages and some bonds
But we are too poor 
And not poor enough
Paying our dues that we abused

 You’re a business man
And I sing to kids
Oh I miss making music with our lips
But things run its course
And we got old
I wish you could sing to me once more


What happened to our promise
Of our love
We’re busy chasing facades
Of being adults

Being adults
 
Oh just being adults 
Being adults….
I know that you are happy
I know that I am happy too
We are just happy
Just …happy.
 Just…
just….


What happened to our promise
Of our love
We’re busy chasing facades
Of being adults




Being Adults original

 Hey it has been awhile and here is a raw track that I am working on called "Divorce". I would love to record it with a true belter that has a better voice than I lol.  My voice is also going through many reconstructions so it will sound different.  Enjoy!


 Lyrics :

 I think it is my fault
I know that it is

And I know walking out hurts
But that’s how healing begins

My gut seems so unsettled
 You’re tired of me

Funny how these times change
I was the thing that kept you happy

But I would be ungrateful
You did save my life
But I cant say the same
As I watch you drift away

Wishing on a pipe dream
Burning candles at both ends
And I quit pretending
We were ever more than friends


 What happened to our vows
Was it a promise made to late

You’re crying out for help
but don’t wanna be saved

There’s nothing left for me
So will leave on “civil” terms

“Irreconcilable”?
is a term to ease the burn

But I would be ungrateful
You did save my life
But I cant say the same
As I watch you drift away

Wishing on a pipe dream
Burning candles at both ends
And I quit pretending
We were ever more than friends

I’m tired of crying
You’re tired of screaming
We’re tired of all this 
Because we are “right”
You have wandering eyes
And my eyes always wonder
You’re always “busy”
I’m always “busy”
We are just…. “busy”
You are just…dead.


But I would be ungrateful
You did save my life
But I cant say the same
As I watch you drift away

Wishing on a pipe dream
Burning candles at both ends
And I quit pretending
We were ever more than friends


Divorce

Save Us From Ourselves ( Original)

Games  (Original)

 I write music in order to live. Music is my life.

krozo86

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