LYRICS:

[hook]
looking out the window
waiting for you 
look around the room
been feeling the blues
these days
i don’t make friends
i’m loner 
keepsake 
i look at the ring
that i bought ya
i been staying up 
all night 
wanna call ya
the pain of remembering
nothing be the same
why you change
i pretend 
the ways that i’m fazed
by the words that you say
kill me inside
imma die in my bed

[verse 1]
momma thought of suicide
when i was a kid
when dad got a new bitch
felt so sick
felt ashamed being his kid
with a couple slit wrists
kicked from the district
he could never fix it
really couldn’t tell ya what the fuck i been feeling
dispensary weed got me staring at the ceiling
his son had a sickness that he could not deal with 

oh my, 
i can hear my ex in the next room 
marijuana stench from the vent in the bathroom 
sex with another fuckboy 
he a cashew 
the fuck i didn’t ask you?

locked eyes and he turned to a statue
thot wives yeah i’m never gonna catch you 
i’m fine but i feel like a poor corpse 
apocalypse man i feel like a four horseman 
fuck christ imma kill all four whores 
take em to the cabin in the woods 
under the floor boards
shut the fuck up and let me sleep 
let me dig deep, 
into your dreams
cause right now it seems
that you’re falling asleep 

they ask “krypt king why you so different?”
“do you even wanna know what the fuck you been missing?”
fuck no 

[hook]
looking out the window
waiting for you 
look around the room
been feeling the blues
these days
i don’t make friends
i’m loner 
keepsake 
i look at the ring
that i bought ya
i been staying up 
all night 
wanna call ya
the pain of remembering
nothing be the same
why you change
i pretend 
the ways that i’m fazed
by the words that you say
kill me inside
imma die in my bed

[verse 2]
life goes on yeah i get it
but i hurt
stressing this depression 
anxiety getting worse
when i dream vivid
i’m always prone in the dirt
now i fucking ditched three weeks worth of work
and i ain’t got nobody here to let me fucking vent
soon enough i’ll struggle just to pay the fucking rent
and i’ll be goddamned if i’ll never see jeff again 
Joe too, back with the whole crew
to you, i’m a bum, yeah it’s no news
stand tall, for really i have no clue
what the fuck am i supposed to do?

[hook]
looking out the window
waiting for you 
look around the room
been feeling the blues
these days
i don’t make friends
i’m loner 
keepsake 
i look at the ring
that i bought ya
i been staying up 
all night 
wanna call ya
the pain of remembering
nothing be the same
why you change
i pretend 
the ways that i’m fazed
by the words that you say
kill me inside
imma die in my bed

apartment 25

Hate Me

[hook]
i keep my circle small
shoutout the few
that no matter what 
always answer calls
i used to dwell on rejection 
now i don’t give a fuck
you always open the message
so why can’t you respond?
in about a week i’ll regret it
proceed to carry on
at least reply with a sentence 
did i do something wrong?
shit i got so used to rejection 
so everyday i fall 
deeper in the same old depression
i swear it’s gotten old
and sadly i’m not getting younger

[verse]
my whole adolescence 
carried a lot of lessons 
so many broken bonds
i was left to clean up messes
they told me imma peasant
and fuck, i still don’t get it
why can’t you leave me be 
let me fucking dress how i’m dressing
i always hated home
until my father sold the house
that’s where i learned to crawl
always cried within them walls 
i say i hate my father
but inside i wish he’d call 
and yeah i hate to bother
you won’t see me anymore

[bridge]
live a day 
in my shoes
i admire everything
you do 
never gave 
the time of day 
cause you
i self medicate
i’d lose 
just to find away
to you
maybe someday 
yeah you’ll choose me
but right now i stay broken

[repeat hook]

Self Medicate

Tattoo Over All My Scars

LYRICS:
baby i’m confused
these are words you’d never say to me
light a cigarette 
while you tell me that you hate me 
all the the shit you say 
killing me like you the plague 
i envisioned us so different 
guess you don’t feel the same
on my way from work
i got everything you wanted
dr pepper cream soda
take 5, and some loving
in the honeymoon phase
gotta bun up in the oven 
you say we were a mistake
getting high, thinking fuck it


hello(x4) dear
miss elegant 
you now irrelevant 
gave you my heart 
now don’t be selling it
took me out of my element
fuck
i hate you 
but i love the way it feels
worlds away, a world of grey 
is why i’m skipping meals

take me to before i ever had a drink or smoked
before i tried to die
before i cried because no hope 
before i held regrets 
and before i could even know
that i would self harm, cut my arms
end up watching all the blood flow

baby i’m confused
these are words you’d never say to me
light a cigarette 
while you tell me that you hate me 
all the the shit you say 
killing me like you the plague 
i envisioned us so different 
guess you don’t feel the same
on my way from work
i got everything you wanted
dr pepper cream soda
take 5, and some loving
in the honeymoon phase
gotta bun up in the oven 
you say we were a mistake
getting high, thinking fuck it

worlds away (prod. RXHFF)

LYRICS:
i said ma “what do you call this?”
typed letter said you gotta be out by august 
i said fuck
cant believe i just read all this
i remember when Lil Wayne he got the audit 
i can’t remember when the pain really started, regardless 
dark room, no lights
dim lit closet 
not a Migo
but i used to bump Offset
all set, i wreck, and i pause it 

imma long lost cause
ya’ll foggin
up the windshield 
of my homemade coffin 
i’m gross yeah i hear that shit often 
take another breath, inhale, now i’m coughing

head hurts way too often, 
skully had that seizure 
and i swear i thought we lost him 
a couple dead lilies that we ended up tossing 
i was born, in the hospital, that i’ll fall in 
i wish i made it down to to charlotte
Utah, Madison Square Garden 

look at all the dead trees
dead like me
fell in love i swear i did
on that South 9th street 
let me be deceased 
save me from myself
i need bout 300 me’s
to relieve me from this hell 
could you tell
these eyes, are blood shot 
these eyes, are prone to swell
i’m beginning to think that i’m living in hell

columbia (prod. HXL)

LYRICS:
i didn’t come for retribution 
all the weed
i’m supposedly abusing
the fuck that even mean?
i’m smoking, i’m feeling lucid
another dream,
hell’s scheme 
to keep me losing 
already have anxiety 
fuck i hate that shit the most 
undiagnosed 
or at least i thought i was
got weed in my container
my mental illness on the sheet paper
i taper out think i hate her, 
i guess i’ll take a new route

when suicide is present 
i tend to say a lot of shit that i end up regretting 
just think of how a life could be gone, in just a second
the new dawn, it leads to a whole long, beginning 
get on both knees, tried to seek, some forgiveness 

i struck out my whole life
now i begin the ninth inning
i feel my family drifting
i feel my parents start to look down
shake their heads they grinning
my brother don’t reach out,
my father probably dead
and my friend’s always out 
so i lay home in this bed
and i, 
listen to songs
that will get me out my head
and i,
smoke by myself,
till my soul stares death 
in the eyes
hate everything
never meant to be a hero 
a working class, taxi driver 
i’m Robert Di Niro 

smoking that west coast cure
is the cure to my pain 
addicted to the feeling
or am i going insane?
i got, another month 
till i’m kicked to the road
yeah a dick to the throat 
is all these hoes know
and know, this no joke
i wished for something genuine
they, left me on read again 
i give up, i give up, i break down
i ease up, i try to free up,
some room, for good thoughts 
but my mind is in the freezer
i’m here to meet the grim reaper

sometimes 
i don’t leave my room for days
i’m looking for a sign
or a familiar face
i say, fuck all religion
don’t pray, fuck saying grace 
surely i date every race
and race to every date
cause i never seem to get away
die alone a castaway 
buy a home another state
maybe that’s the secret to people feeling so goddamn great 

i fade away, and turn my blood into a stain 
i been deranged, when things changed in eighth grade
i love watching the world, burn and turn grey 
everybody been scared, but i live with no care
i swear this past year was nothing other than tears
i lost a few homies, and gained a few fears 
i’d be lying if i said it wasn’t music to my ears 
i hear, the people living 
so ar-guably livid 
i hop, out the Civic 
proceed to see vivid 
another dimension
is it the tenth or am i just guessing?

LYRICS:
i’m so stressed out 
feel it in my chest now
smoking cigarettes
tryna fit with the depressed crowd 
can’t settle for less now

no money in my pocket 
gotta watch when i’m upset now
i feel so defeated when i look at my regrets 
face it like a man, they said i’d gain upmost respect 
but i lack the subtle feeling when i’m faced with the neglect 
i hate it, so i smoke till i’m yay high out of my head 

i speak of such dread
these dreams of lying dead
they seem to be a sign
a poet’s line of my own death 
i was trying just to find
where the time had been afflicted
used to say i’m sober
now i smoke like i’m addicted 
i swore that i was finished
to all the girls who came before 
here’s all the love i rented
all the love i meant it 
i don’t hold grudges
never take life for granted 

wish i had time to speak to some of those who have descended 
i get to feeling weak, blurry eyed, high and destined,
now i feel a bit more confident in what i dressed in 
a little less stressed and, 
bullet proof vest in, 
i don’t trust these pussies, 
jordan belfort i’m invested

as a child i was reckless
anger was no stranger 
punching holes and breaking dressers
i’m often used to falling apart sorry for making messes 
ship me off maybe a calm, Jamaican setting 
i let this mess undress it
i’m sorry

was i the reason that you left?
i was on my emo shit
being all sorts of depressed
i admit i should’ve kept it in 
locked it in my head
i have my insecurities
and they currently hurting me
i deserve it preferably 
if you’d just let it be
Paul McCartney with the Höfner let the music speak 
Meechy Darko i took over while my demons weep 
you mention enemies, 
yeah i got plenty see,
keep my circle real small i don’t fuck with many,
never stood tall always considered a deadbeat,
yeah i cry real shit, 
while i sink real deep 
if only half these people knew what i wanted to be
maybe they’d be more hype about the music that i release 
i repeat, yelling FTP
laying low with Skully 
smoking weed watching MTV
i hate it 
hope we make it
shake it off
i overthink
but i don’t have an ounce of doubt
i swim until i sink

loneliness has followed me my whole life, everywhere

midnight television (krypt king mashup)

Good Mourning and Melancholy

What I Want (Ft. DeXtourious) Prod. Bricks On Da Beat

Romeo & Juliet (prod. Highself)

honestly (part I)

Sad Universe

Love Kinda Hurts

PARANOID (Prod. mathiastyner)

M3DICINE (Feat. DeadBoiDex) Prod. Haaga x !llmind

Living Decay

Fatality (Prod. Morteh)

Getting Groceries (freestyle)

love is murder

JJ Castor - https://soundcloud.com/jj_castor000

Dark Culture - https://soundcloud.com/dark-culture

Recovery (DND) [feat. NVKWB$T] Prod. TROYVIXIOUS

iWannaGoHome

Friends Become Strangers

KRYPTIC

Boring World

Dreams Will Only Take You So Far

In Lieu Of Emotion

LYRICS:
i will die by suicide
burn up all the money i’ll let you decide
it’s all good and funny till your mind dies 
stepping on nails
it’s a fine line
between it 

burn a cigarette 
suffocate, 
you got high eyes
red, smoke fades
shot veins
replicate Pennywise 

got the fucking red balloon 
cocking back the twenty two 
Georgie in the fucking room 
got a motherfucker cornered
krypt king had slaughtered the herd 
how the fuck haven’t you heard
you know i summoned the curse
no i don’t stumble on words

sold my soul for fashion
section eight up on my head 
every hoe i’m passing 
they keep asking if i’m dead
FTP a statement i will say until my grave 
all these fags original, yeah they all stay the same

if i were to say hello 
would you never let me go?
i been so lonely 
i just wanna be at home

loved her but she cut me off
cheated with a lesbian 
no i wasn’t fazed 
but tonight i’m gonna end it all

Virtual Fuck Up [prod. sunny goldz]

deadboy

LYRICS:
cocaine, 
anything you say darling,
I've been through so much that I can't stand,
Look at the clouds while I hold your hand,
Is it bad if I'm not just like all your friends?
insecure f*ck, put me to rest,
I don't deserve you thoughts I have,
been so lonely, craving skin,
go to sleep hoping it's the--

cocaine,
anything you say darling,
I've been through so much that I can't stand,
always overthink it makes no sense,
wonder if you'll like the way I dress,
wonder if you'll care that I smoke cigarettes,
no I'm not special, no not at all,
wonder if you'll accept all my flaws,
smile on my face when I see you've called

I'm insecure,
I'm breaking down,
I'm scared that you'll,
never come around.

cocaine,
anything you say darling,
I've been through so much that I can't stand,
look at the clouds while I hold your hand,
is it bad if I'm not just like all your friends?

insecure

Don't Take Me For Granted [Remastered Version]

LYRICS:
i told her bitch 
i don’t give a fuck 
bout your money 
bout your stuff
i cut
i like feeling numb
i black out from all the blood
okay, throwing the grenade 
Hiroshima, masquerade
i throw myself over a bridge
just to mask the pain 
clasping on her fucking veins 
if i get a second
ill kill god to make it rain
red drops, killing cops
cause the shit we felt 
put my middle finger high
then i kill myself


i told her bitch 
i don’t give a fuck 
bout your money 
bout your stuff
i cut
i like feeling numb
i black out from all the blood
okay, throwing the grenade 
Hiroshima, masquerade
i throw myself over a bridge 
just to mask the pain 


i am ashamed
so i immigrate 
my fist up on her face 
fuck everyday 
take a few pills 
now i’m feeling 
quite the daze
take me away 
bitch i need some shade
saw your face, i look away
i gazed at all the weight you gained 
i hate that all you are is fake

but i don’t want nothing you throwing 
i’m used to them coming and going
so i don’t ever get my hopes up 
cause in the end im lone and broken yuh

yeah 
i wouldnt change a thing
fuck 
i know that my parents ashamed
slicing my veins 
i run away 
lock my fucking ass up in a cage


i told her bitch 
i don’t give a fuck 
bout your money 
bout your stuff
i cut
i like feeling numb
i black out from all the blood
okay, throwing the grenade 
Hiroshima, masquerade
i throw myself over a bridge
just to mask the pain

IDGAF [prod. GREY]

LYRICS:
whatchu know about 
thinking till your mind go numb
whatchu know about 
fessing up to what you’ve done
whatchu know about
hating all the fucking human beings
don’t believe nothing i’m seeing 
tryna get back to a place

another disappointment 
but this time i brush it off
shit is getting boring
so this time i’m checking out
sit up in my bed
first thought to kill myself
receding health
i know i’ll die a fucking failure
also my heart 
digging dirt from the start 
you are a foe
hoe i’m edgar allen poe
but watchu know?
placing cuts up on my arm 
then that is when i’ll hit nirvana
find a hole for me to rest 
i get undressed im hopping in 
and there aint no stopping me 
yeah, suicide has toppled me

whatchu know about 
thinking till your mind go numb 
whatchu know about 
fessing up to what you’ve done
whatchu know about
hating all the fucking human beings
don’t believe nothing i’m seeing 
tryna get to a better place

krypt king

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