rkive

lyrics:

i been waiting 
waiting it thru 
alone in my room 
so i can get up 
and get to uuuuuuUuuUu 

i been re learning close contact 
and someday i'll b studying u 

a foreign language is laying naked next 2 u 
uuUuuuuu
but i cant say it yet, so i'll have to paint it  b near u 

cuz im under weather still, barely holding together still
but give it a few more years, and i swear, i'll b outta here
and i'll sign up for rosetta stone 
just to make u feel at home
and just so u can talk to me 
and so ur comfortable 

i been thinking
bout when i was young 
and back tracking to where it all begun
going thru my words 
one by one 
and making room for ur mother tongue 

a foreign language 
is waking up next to u 
uuuuuuUuuuuu
but i cant say it yet
so i'll have to paint it to b near u , uuu

cuz im under weather still, barely holding together still
give it a few more years, i swear, ill b outta here 
and ill sign up for rosetta stone
just to make u feel at home 
and just so u can talk to me 
and so ur comfortable

foreign language (voice memo)

"Lighter" by xhulooo
produced by Maajins (@heartkartel)
@SoundCloud exclusive #SCFirst

Instagram:
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Twitter:
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Lighter

Lighter (prod. Maajins)

ONE WAY - AUTUMN! BEST VERSION

veins (prod. greaf)

love letter (prod. charlie shuffler)

stop the car w/ horse head (prod. smokeasac)

MILLIONAIRE (cover)

August - Chase Atlantic (unreleased)

Skip - Tańcz sama

5-21-19
a relapse of emotion
i've been breaking down with constant anxiety attacks the past week, and only make stuff when im feeling low. so heres this
i hope u feel something
-hayden

i hope u understand

inconsequential, im letting go tonight.

doing all the things i used to do with people, cover 2

a one take
i've been wanting to make this song for a while, but have been putting it off because i know ill never be fully satisfied with single a take of it.
hope u all enjoy this, summer is coming so i'll be posting a lot more :)
lyrics:
We never sleep
We never fight 
And I can’t see 
Why
I still
Lay alone in bed at night
Stuck in my dread my light is dead
There’s nothing left
For me here
Hold me close hold me tight
Promise you’ll stay another night
Hold my hand 
We’ll stay inside and dance
To 80’s shit that no one cares about

And i dont know if this is love
But i’d never put anyne above
You

I can’t sleep when i’m not 
In your bed
And i can’t sleep when your
In my head
When i’m with you i feel alright
When i’m with you i swear im fine
I adore u
I adore u
You never let me down
You never let me frown
I no longer care how this ends
I will forever be your frind

i adore u (demo)

Angel Dust - Lil Peep (prod. Mysticphonk)

8/9/2020
i haven't felt like this is months.

im tired of not being enough
to feel the feeling of self love
i found love last year
taught me to swallow my tears
and that i still hate myself
and i think you're starting to find out 

and my sheets are getting redder
and i don't care if i get better
i don't want to be remembered

i've been holding shit in
god im getting bad again
all the scars on my skin
all the pointless arguments
god i never fucking win
tell me, is love really worth it?

god im getting bad again
right now i cant feel my skin
cigarettes and cough medicine

cigarettes and cough medicine

@1maddmax on ig
Remixed by Maxo999 (travis verse is a mashup)
inovashun

DIOR REMIX W/ TRAVIS SCOTT (prod. swirl)

i walk down to the creek
longing for your company
i jump, but im so heavy 
that I fall and break the street 

mud on my knees
I wonder if you miss me
blood in my teeth
I can’t stop biting my cheeks 

oh its hard for me not to fall
there’s a rush to my head
its hard for me not to fall
there’s a rush in my head

i buried myself in denial
and got so comfortable that I stayed awhile
how foolish
how juvile 
to journey over pretty smile 

its so hard for me not to fall 
there’s rush to my head 
its hard for me not to fall
there’s a rush to my head
A rush to my head 
A rush to my head

rkive

kueri