i care for you more than i ever could for myself

prod typpo (bro hit me up i wanna drop on all plats
remixed by the goat LONESTAR
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i couldn't mix the vocals good enough and i was too tired to rerecord the lines i lost breath on bc i wouldn't record in chopped segments so ... idk. wtv. cringey lyrics anywys

[vm]

no one could have me around 
i know the end is nearing now
i watch the final sunrise set
i wait to die, am i dead yet?

i think ill throw up first
they said it doesn’t have to hurt
they said it won’t be that bad
they said it cant get any worse

living was too much
i couldn’t love i couldn’t trust…
u didn’t know the real myself
you thought of me as someone else

you thought the good outweighed the bad
but i know where you stand now…
i cant wait to …get out…
i cant wait to get… outtt..

hold ur arms and then ill pout
do you love me, even now?
will you love me when you see my coffin
flowers, dying down..

will you love me once i make sure all the bad parts disappear
but i know that it stems from me so i wont let myself stay near…

furiously vomiting my guts
body rattles, wont shut up
i gasp for air
gargle on bile
even yet, can’t help but smile

even yet, cant help but smile
more happy than i’ve been —  a while
more happy than i’ve been —  a while….
…a while more
and ill be gone
ill never do anyone wrong
i left my debts — all unpaid
sorry, what i didn’t say
i just wanna get away
i am doing you the favor,

(should’ve rerecorded here)

you’re a coward, just like me
so ill finally set u free..

(4 bars…)
aahhhh…..

you dont care?
that’s my fault
i know what im worth
just shut up
is that god
no one will save you
i just wanted
to be loved too….


neverending (prod. traumaticbonds & ‪@onyxx.3990)

mix and master @g0re4ngel & @holdmetillicry

(lyrics)
@g0re4ngel
oh bb ya yk that ur so cool :D
i been seein u walk around all the halls at school
i be getting so nervous when i talk 2 u
u be saying u not pretty but that’s not the truth

u be all up on my mind :/ shawty take another line
on the dance floor see my cryin :,( tears w blood they look like wine
bae yk you so fine ^o^ i jus wanna make u mine
molly keep me up at night XP no i am not alright

no i am not alright ^,,^
cutting down my wrist ya i rlly wanna die
laying down fuck ts ya i rlly hate my life
the way u could been it but you picked the other side

thinking you can run away but you can’t behind those lies ‘0’
i can see what you say ya it’s all behind ur eyes
wishin that we could meet but im texting you online
do u think im really fine bae ya i jus wanna

@holdmetillicry
bae im on da drugs ^ _ ^
do-do you wanna fuck ? : 3
im taking molly in the club wit a Little slut !
and i can feel u baby know we going crazy < 3
and i been thinking bout u as of lately oh
i cant hold my heart together : (
do u wanna hold my sweater ah ?
its the worst day of my life : /
its the worst day of my life

@g0re4ngel
oh bb ya yk that ur so cool :D
i been seein u walk around all the halls at school
i be getting so nervous when i talk 2 u
u be saying u not pretty but that’s not the truth

u be all up on my mind :/ shawty take another line
on the dance floor see my cryin :,( tears w blood they look like wine
bae yk you so fine ^o^ i jus wanna make u mine
thinkin abt suicide :( lately i jus wanna die..

so kewl (holdmetillicry)

pleaseeedontcry - girlfriend

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