loru/lucy is one of my biggest inspos in music so please dont call me a dick rider too much.
this is my best self prod and probably my favorite one so far.
this beat came from a place of passion and i hope my feelings will be understood.
im releasing this beat on my birthday but i will make a song with this at a later date so keep an eye out.

i cant tell what this is.

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CUTITOFF/TELLMEWHY3

TRACK 1
<< i AM THE BLACKSHEEP >>
———

LYRiCS:
—-
(HOOK:)

Having the worst day of my life, 
(you’d never know)
It’s harder for me to cry
(Can’t let it go)
Can’t never control my life 
(Mind of its’ own)
When will I ever make it right
(Losing my hope)
Having the worst day of my life, 
(you’d never know)
It’s harder for me to cry
(Can’t let it go)
Can’t never control my life 
(Mind of its’ own)
When will I ever make it right
(Losing my hope)
———-
(VERSE:)

You think you’re so clever so don’t never say “never”
Who am i? I’m better, Bonds I can never sever
Sayonara to ya’, have you ever regretted? Knowing I’m such a Klutz, I don’t know where I’m headed, 

I’m just really a fool
Wish everything was cool
Arms everywhere, they pull in every direction
My mind, it never moves
Im making money moves
I cannot get a clue 
Finna stop in the middle of flexing yea 
——-

(HOOK:)

Having the worst day of my life, 
(you’d never know)
It’s harder for me to cry
(Can’t let it go)
Can’t never control my life 
(Mind of its’ own)
When will I ever make it right
(Losing my hope)
Having the worst day of my life, 
(you’d never know)
It’s harder for me to cry
(Can’t let it go)
Can’t never control my life 
(Mind of its’ own)
When will I ever make it right
(Losing my hope)

1. WORST DAY OF MY LIFE  (PROD. JAZU)

need a bitch to come beat up on my meat like Mayweather
big boss like naked snake yo bitch gon fuck on me whenever
i been wit my same crew that followed my endeavors
cuz i love them boys to death yk im wit them forever

you be wit them fake boys you be wit them yes men
im feelin so fly nigga feel like im on bespin
i dont want yo opens boy ill throw that shit in a trash bin
had to let you know nigga you can leave my dms
most these niggas stank niggas smellin like some B.M
hit you wit that tec nigga i aint talkin IBM
niggas tryna backdoor they dont kno i see them

we gon catch these niggas like we playin ape escape boy
you was in the dirt i was readin big nate boy
you still in the dirt and now you see me doin great boy
i was makin beats since i was in 8th grade boy

shoot this bitch and im aimin at yo nape boy
said you hot? i dont even kno yo name boy
niggas wanna sing they wanna be like drake boy
niggas wanna be hard they wanna swing that drac boy

8. ape escape (wavegeek)

you a bitch nigga stand down you dont wanna see me whip this glock out
nigga you like all of them what makes you stand out?
nigga k-u-l-a the big man now
call the rhythm rogues tell em pop out
pop up out the spaceship we gon hop out
nigga call up ulala tell her pop out
we gon beat a nigga down get the mop out
get em molliwhopped these niggas sweet like lollipop
i was on yo block cuz you said u gon get it hot

said you wish a nigga would with a monkey's paw
imma kick a bitch nigga like im marshall law
you be wit them weird niggas they yo day ones
and when niggas call em out you gon say sum
then when niggas blow it up you gon play dumb
said you cant fw weird niggas you the same one

hate when niggas play dumb
hate when fuck niggas wanna play dumb

4. shenmue (wavegeek)

nigga space channel 5
we gon tell that boy to come outside
say u got them racks no i dont know why you lied
u aint really love me hoe i dont know why you cryn
bullets in his body got him ventilated
im up on my old shit you can love or hate it
nigga tried to take a shot but you hesitated
im too high up off this green now im meditated

don't forget that, where yo bitch at?
walkin zig zags cuz im on this geek pack
now im up and these niggas can't believe that
bitch im countin green countin munny countin zorak

count the green countin munny countin zorak
bitch im countin green countin munny countin zorak
bitch yea we got green we got gas we got allat
we gon hit yo nigga then we tell you get his soul back

nigga i got trueromance steppin in this bitch
nigga i got t-t//a steppin in this bitch
got my niggas VF steppin in this bitch
and you know i got the elves steppin in this bitch

2. zorak /+ dr3ampassport (wavegeek)

walk by when you see me nigga
walk by when you see me betta-
we gon cook that nigga cook his ass up like some fettuccine 
tip toe in his crib and take his shit that boy aint even see me
doin magic tricks im doing shit that you would see on tv
you wont be successful in yo life you gonna need a genie
niggas be so bummy yet they say they want a Lamborghini
how you think you're owed that nigga you wont get no type of freebie

tryna get my pockets fat like bo rai cho
how you comin in here flexin this is my show
and my shawty like to fight she know kikosho
no these niggas aint gon pull up they a no-show

i jus love to hit em wit some shit they dont kno
i jus love to hit em wit some shit they dont kno
you wanna keep him on yo team? you know he gon throw
spirit gun up on my finger imma let it blo

3. kikosho (wavegeek)

rachyl- xxxxxxxxx [prod. da11as10k]

s/o kuromi (@db-senpai) for the help on the prod
s/o juneofive (@juneofive) for his verse

#EnixWake


Yap sesh:
trying new shit nd actually being more consistent cause ik i been saying that i would nd just haven't been. this time tho i dead have like hella song lined up was gonna drop them as like an ep but decided that it was just better to drop them individually. i've been working on trying to story tell in these songs i've been making recently bc idk the idea of kinda building a whole world w the music is so fye to me. im kinda ass at it rn ngl but obv as time goes on as w anything i'll get better at it. if anyone asks for lyrics i'll add them but ye thats bout it. song out on all plats btw except spotify idky but aye.

"Ashamed" x Juneofive (Eise x Flexxican Princess) #EnixWake

[Intro]
You thought silence was safety, thought your shame was buried deep.
You thought you could sleep while we bled.
No more. The night’s awake — and we remember.

[Verse 1]
You moved like a shadow, smiling like a saint,
Tucked your hands in pockets while you taught us pain.
Thought your secrets were stone, thought your name was safe,
Built your kingdom on stolen nights and lies you draped.
We kept the wounds quiet, swallowed the screams,
You fed on our fear and sold our dreams.
But the ledger’s open now, receipts in my fist,
I’m speaking the names — I won’t be dismissed.

[Pre-Chorus]
You wanted hush. You wanted peace.
We wanted truth. You got release.
No more cover, no more lies,
We pull the curtain, we light the skies.

[Chorus]
Your heart will know the weight of truth tonight,
No hiding in the darkness, no running from the light.
You stole our nights — we’ll claim the dawn,
We shout your name till your cover’s gone.
The heartbeat of reckoning pounds in the street,
We bring the proof, we won’t retreat.
You thought you’d win — thought you’d be free,
Now face the day — now face what we see.

[Verse 2]
Your alibis crack, your stories fall,
We stack the witness statements, we show them all.
Every lie you told becomes a rope,
We drag it into daylight, we take the hope.
You’ll sleep for now — but not in peace,
Truth is a shadow that never cease.
We’re the noise you tried to smother with gold,
We’re the names on the lips of the young and old.

[Pre-Chorus]
You built your walls with other people’s bones,
We tear them down and we take back home.
No more silence, no more shame,
We turn your lies to ash and flame.

[Chorus]
Your heart will know the weight of truth tonight,
No hiding in the darkness, no running from the light.
You stole our nights — we’ll claim the dawn,
We shout your name till your cover’s gone.
The heartbeat of reckoning pounds in the street,
We bring the proof, we won’t retreat.
You thought you’d win — thought you’d be free,
Now face the day — now face what we see.

[Bridge]
We are the voices you tried to mute.
We are the files, the photos, the truth.
We call the cops, we call the court, we call your name,
We make the public square remember your shame.
No more hush money, no quiet deals,
We’re the force that rips off your seals.
You took what wasn’t yours — you’ll answer the cost,
We resurrect the lost and count what you lost.

[Breakdown]
Call the names! Light the proof!
No more corners — no more roof!
Expose! Report! Demand the law!
We’re done covering up what you saw!

[Final Chorus]
Your heart will know the weight of truth tonight,
No hiding in the darkness, no running from the light.
You stole our nights — we’ll claim the dawn,
We shout your name till your cover’s gone.
The heartbeat of reckoning pounds in the street,
We bring the proof — we won’t retreat.
You thought you’d win — thought you’d be free,
Now face the day — now face what we see.

[Outro]
You don’t get to sleep while we remember.
You don’t get to lie while we speak.
We are the storm you made — we are the reckoning.
We will not be silenced.

Heartbeat of Reckoning

Not Evil (Nu Metal edit)

studio soon
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4. shenmue (wavegeek)

kulaphantasy #tartarus

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