U told me u thought I was an angel . I don't think angels should be able to cry but I believe I am who u say I am. I am seen in ur eyes . 

we climbed on the roof to look at the fireworks. I tell u that if one day we can't make it anymore in this city I'll be on the lookout- somewhere new for us both. We laugh and spit our thickest lougies on peoples heads like little kids&run down the stairs. We don't get caught bc of how fast we are and it is remarkable 

I love u with my entire existence soul and being. I dont know how important that conversation will be to me until the next two years pass by. 

I never said goodbye. 

I think you will still be there in 5 years, 
I'm somewhere else now wondering if you are waiting for me or if u have moved on 

And I wonder how you are. 

What will we speak of then? 
Love is eternal & that is all i wish to give u 

I wish I could talk to u with the same openness I did before. 

But I dont know how to SPEAK anymore . Maybe the things i want to say will break ur heart even more . So i dont

I WONT LET U DOWN ( I WILL ) // for 7

WATCH U SLEEP ft loud neighbors/pool party

Handshakes with carbon monoxide

This song with all the energy I have left

when humanity loses itself in burning cities i will sing.m4a

to all those i love before I go .m4a

In sf, he pointed to my 2015 chest and said that's when I last felt normal.

Dear Teresa (bad singing just listen to lyrics)

paul i fucked up

praying to constellation satellite stations

half the world away full cover shitty

DARKNESS CANNOT REPLICATE LIGHT

Original 

Full poem/lyrics on earthangelpress.substack.com  ANOREXIC LOVE pt13

U DONT OWN ME (original rough draft)

I WONT LET U DICTATE MY FUTURE STEPS AND HOW I FEEL ABOUT THEM IM NOT AFRAID ANYMORE OF ANYTHING OR THE MEMORIES OF THOSE TRIPS WE MADE HIDING EACH OTHERS SMOKE AND HIGHS WE HAD EACH OTHERS BACK WELL U HAD MINE SOMETIMES 

MY FAVORITE COLOR WAS YELLOW BEFORE I BECAME DEPRESSED AND MY FAVORITE PRINCESS WAS BELLE CUZ SHE LOVED BOOKS HER FAMILY N SAW BEAUTY IN THE BEAST  MAYBE EVEN HER OWN PAIN I WORE THAT ITCHY DISNEY DRESS EVERYDAY AROUND THAT BROKEN DOWN APT COMPLEX PRETENDING I WAS A PRETTY PRINCESS AND 

U USED TO ONLY LEAVE ME TO GO TO THE STORE I GUESS AT LEAST THATS WHAT U SAID N BEGGED FOR ME TO KNOW THE DOOR WAS ALWAYS OPEN FOR ME I KNEW THE CODE IF I DECIDED TO GROW TIRESOME OF THE BACK N FORTH N THE WAY U WOULD BREAK ME APART LOOK I KNOW 

WE ATE CHULETAS ON THE FLOOR OF UR APT WHEN IT STILL SMELLED LIKE PAINT BUT 
I MISS CHULETAS AND PASTA BUT NO I WONT PHONE YA ANYMORE THE DOOR IS CLOSED 
(EARTHANGELPRESS.SUBSTACK.COM)

IM NOT AFRAID ANYMORE. (RENRYUNCHANG/MOTHER THERESE)

WHAT PROPELS ME TO GO ON IS THIS INDESCRIBABLE DESIRE TO LIVE

STOP SMOKING I DID

FUCK POETRY

WHO'S THE REAL MAN? (FREESTYLE AMY AUTO TUNE)

ALWAYS AND FOREVER, REN (I fuked up)

DRIVE BY (produced by GUCCIFLIPS)

CR@ckh3@d (if u like blow,puff,ube mochi stuff)

THE LORD'S PRAYER

I CANT STOP LOVING U

FOR U I HOLD MY BREATH

UR SOOOOO LUCKY 🍀

KISS MY A$$ (start at 0:30) revised 💋 🍑

FOR SKYLER

MUSIC VIDEO OUT https://youtu.be/fZW0EPMkng0?si=jlbA-Q1wMpEM5PRG

ANIMAL NOISES🦖🖤💔

GHOST MOTHERS MACHINE DAUGHTERS take 1 will revise be nice

WE ATE CHULETAS ON THE FLOOR OF UR APT

DO U STILL HEAR THE MICE?🐁 (siren sounds) take 1

MK ULTRA (ft. FiftyZeros)

MY BONES IN UR TEETH

🦖”ANIMAL NOISES” MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW!!!!🖤

https://youtu.be/fZW0EPMkng0?si=EXkP3sK2SF_LDLpl

🎵MOTHER THÉRÉSÉ ❤️
writer x loser x romantic x lover x dumbass 
IG: @renryunchang 🪽 🌟 
(old @alwaysandforever_ren) 
https://substack.com/@earthangelpress
https://renryunchang.wordpress.com/2025/02/05/renryunchang-wordpress-com/

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