i cant do anything right
wish i just could put 
everything to the side
what u know abt my life
they say pain heals with time

i aint even gonna lie
ive been feeln down bad
i dont feel like doing much
with the energy i have

,,,,, TT

im jst tryna move on
but i really cant

whatdididowrong.....??????

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you dont understand its alright
this aint me this a whole different vibe 
spend a day in my shoes  you wont survive 
all this pain in my heart you wont realise

all this pain in my heart you wouldnt even kno
all this fake luv in the air and it really shows
i dont wanna go through that anymore

idontwannagoback...

苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ(kurai)

mix by me



gave up once i aint givin up twice
if i was blind id still see the lies
u cant take away my soul i already tried
18 years old but i still cry
help wont work id still feel the same
7 grams in my lungs i cant feel a thing
hurt me all you want im used 2 the pain
always worried about the things i cant change

kuru:
plz dnt come close my hearts still made of plastic
dont get wats js goin thru yr head no its so drastic
n i dnt understand a single word u say
n these thoughts js keep rollin thru my head like im a spastic
i h8 it  i h8 i miss ur fragrance i 
dnt undertstand a single motive in my brain i dnt have patience
i cnt laugh it off they all stare @ me surveillance 
i swear tht u js keep right thru my mind i aint courageous 
im still weak n i dnt kno wat 2 do u need me

eighteen ft. kuru (kurai, ku)

aint feel like this in a while
only like me when im high
angel asked if im scared to die
nothing else to lose what do i hide

i couldnt love u so i moved on
i couldnt hold u had to let u go
drugs in my body giving me hope

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i could go my whole life without loving
broken since a child its the reason that im stubborn
i cant see the pain only scars and i love it
i wont be the same anymore but i love it

this not luck this survival
used to fake love and being lied 2
said i wasnt hurt that was a lie too
you dont know pain but i do

not a lover
i still suffer
try make things work
blood stained t shirt

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u take things like way too far
cant love you with this cold heart
watch everything fall apart

i cant finish what i started
all these emotions i hold in regardless
dont kno the reason why i feel so heartless
dont kno the reason why i try the hardest
would i be the same if my whole life restarted

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i cant hold on...
i see it in ur eyez..
u cant let go...
im hurt inside...
cant take control..
some nightz i cry...
cant heal this soul...
in my head im wrong...
now my hearts so cold...

foreveRr: healing?... (kurai)

why does it feel like my heart aint here...
i wish i could  disappear..
no one told me life aint fair..

try 2 be strong but really im scared...
memories keep replaying in my head..
i dont ever listen i dont care..
i hope no one cries when im dead..

i dont have no love in my heart..
only hatred in my eyes..

let me: disappear...

prod &mixd byy urs trulyy @u8u 

rather be alone, lonely
i cant even lie, lying
girl theres nothing wrong you wyling
you wouldnt be here if i was dying

where was you when i was down and i was crying
i aint had no money my shit was declining
i look at his stats i see he declining
she is not my hoe play her like a violin

she say we soulmates i dont got no soul
she say its all fate she aint in control
i say its all fake have i ever been wrong

vvvulnerable; do you love me??왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금

prod &mix by me the main melody preset is from let me take a selfie 


i dont wanna stay where i cant hide
see the fake love with my third eye
dont wanna feel a thing so i stay high
i dont have a soul i don't deserve mine..

can u tell me why im hurtin inside 
i just want ur body right next to mine
take a look at my soul tell me what u find..

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