co prod @maknae

i kno its wrong cause theres some things that i lied about
i cant explain the way i feel when u not around
but its fine because im fine when im all by myself
 maybe thats a lie cause i cant even lie

i dont kno how to feel 
when im feeling like this
take a look at my heart
i dont need to explain it
yea luv too dangerous 

mayb im the 1 thats wrong
cause im not used to feeling luv
u think its right 4 u 
but its not right 4 us
i need some time alone
sometimes thats not enough
i wouldnt lie to u
cuz i just feel like 

i dont luv u like i shld
cuz i cant evn luv myself
but i still hope u would

instrumental

self luv pt 2‎ / Re: </3 (막내, kurai)

i cant do anything right
wish i just could put 
everything to the side
what u know abt my life
they say pain heals with time

i aint even gonna lie
ive been feeln down bad
i dont feel like doing much
with the energy i have

,,,,, TT

im jst tryna move on
but i really cant

whatdididowrong.....??????

spotify

眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い(kurai)

you dont understand its alright
this aint me this a whole different vibe 
spend a day in my shoes  you wont survive 
all this pain in my heart you wont realise

all this pain in my heart you wouldnt even kno
all this fake luv in the air and it really shows
i dont wanna go through that anymore

idontwannagoback...

苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ(kurai)

aint feel like this in a while
only like me when im high
angel asked if im scared to die
nothing else to lose what do i hide

i couldnt love u so i moved on
i couldnt hold u had to let u go
drugs in my body giving me hope

敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北(kurai)

i could go my whole life without loving
broken since a child its the reason that im stubborn
i cant see the pain only scars and i love it
i wont be the same anymore but i love it

this not luck this survival
used to fake love and being lied 2
said i wasnt hurt that was a lie too
you dont know pain but i do

not a lover
i still suffer
try make things work
blood stained t shirt

壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた__kurai__

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u take things like way too far
cant love you with this cold heart
watch everything fall apart

i cant finish what i started
all these emotions i hold in regardless
dont kno the reason why i feel so heartless
dont kno the reason why i try the hardest
would i be the same if my whole life restarted

冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心(kurai)

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i cant trust u one more time
already heard all those lies
cant take back what you said i 
already knew i was right

u dont know why im like this
when im alone i get the highest
u dont evn know what sacrifice is
u know the truth but still hide it

sacrifice??? 犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠(kurai)

SOULZZZ ##2021mixx (kurai)

@x9p @yurigoofy my bruddaS4 life my day onezzz

LOVVV SPELLL +katai&yurionline(kurai)

助けて助けて助けて 助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて(kurai)

pUrPle HaZe ##🙄💅##MauriOramixx (kurai)

prod me & @x9p
drums i used r in my new drumkit cop it if u want 

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im gettn high in the afterlife
i cant trust a soul even angels lie
yea im powered up with my blud red eyez
i dont even know where my heart residez...

& i know im not strong
but i still try hold on 
why does pain last so long...

afterlife (katai, kurai)

updating traktrain again soon tapin 
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they wont know my name if i die rn...
theres nothing i would change if i die rn...
i dont have no love in my heart rn... 

i dont know why i cant love...
i try keep my guard up...
i cant make my mind up...
my soul feels divided...
i hold on regardless...

@@

lovelessSS: the beginning of the end...(kurai)

‎‎‎‎prod&&mixbyme
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i cant hold on...
i see it in ur eyez..
u cant let go...
im hurt inside...
cant take control..
some nightz i cry...
cant heal this soul...
in my head im wrong...
now my hearts so cold...

foreveRr: healing?... (kurai)

why does it feel like my heart aint here...
i wish i could  disappear..
no one told me life aint fair..

try 2 be strong but really im scared...
memories keep replaying in my head..
i dont ever listen i dont care..
i hope no one cries when im dead..

i dont have no love in my heart..
only hatred in my eyes..

let me: disappear...

everything by me sampled steve lacy 
#Maoricore #Aotearoaontop  #Hori4lyfe

i wish i knew u wanted me
one thought of u and i cant breathe
i wish i knew u wanted me
i wish i knew u wanted me

i cant do anything right
what u know about my life 
they say pain heals with time

i dont have no time left
locked inside of my head
all of this is real not pretend

i, wish i knew... (kurai)

prod and mix me
sample & cover art from Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicle 

know i have a purpose, im not thankful
didnt know the truth could be hurtful
i dont have nobody i can turn to
u dont understand what ive been through

i would k*** m***** if i had to
scars on my wrist look like tattoos
i wont eva change cause i stay true
true religion on my jeans cause i stay true

i cant change myself for nobody
got too many scars on my body
i dont wanna change for nobody
got too many scars on my body

傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡     (kurai)

prod &mix by me the main melody preset is from let me take a selfie 


i dont wanna stay where i cant hide
see the fake love with my third eye
dont wanna feel a thing so i stay high
i dont have a soul i don't deserve mine..

can u tell me why im hurtin inside 
i just want ur body right next to mine
take a look at my soul tell me what u find..

霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂

@u8u

aroha mai, aroha atu (love received, love returned)

aroha mai, aroha atu... ft. katai (SwagMāori4twenty) #Aotearoa'z realest

official  Māoricore drumkit > https://payhip.com/b/t6iXe

 
1. katai/https://soundcloud.com/u8u  - love bites instrumental 
2. random interlude with 30 melody layers
4. 2:18 with katai/https://soundcloud.com/u8u
5. 3:01 aaliyah - miss u
7. 4:14 chris brown & aaliyah - dont think they know
8. 5:17  chris brown - dont judge me
9. 6:03 with katai/https://soundcloud.com/u8u
10. 6:52 with katai/https://soundcloud.com/u8u
12. 8:49 justin timberlake - mirrors
16. 12:28 pnd - come and see 
23. 20:46 paramore - my heart
24. 22:13 deftones - beauty school with katai/https://soundcloud.com/u8u

2022 Māoricore clips with katai//@ezq #Ngāpuhi x Ngāi Tahu #Aroha Nui

prod & mix me
#2023

cant take my eyes off u
take my time with u
heart cold but not when im with u

and u know u the baddest
earth angel u belong on a canvas
from my understanding
this love that we have they wont understand it

girl u my drug im addict
void getting bigger damn what happened
im still the same couldnt change my habits

me&u forever... (kurai)

#2023
drums r from katai new kit go cop ts  
@u8u @kurai

eyez red from my tears not from the loud
smokin up yeah im smoking pounds
i feel like im nothing when nobody around
i wanna feel something but idk how

in the cut throwing cz up
i remember they wanted 2 be us
cant wait to tell bro that we up

i dont wanna suffer
i know i really love her did i stutter
i know i really love her did i stutter 
i really love gas im a stoner

katai - da feeling remix:

rip my bro stacey 
i rmb we was young man shit was crzy
now im really getting older and i really hate me
i dont need guidance i really need saving
listen 2 the pain can u hear it in this song 
im not myself till i hit the bong

cant get enough i want more
yea this AOTEAROA

iwannafeelsomethinggg/rip stacey (kurai) #whg

Soul Ties (kurai)

these were specifically made for my daughter i want her to know that no matter what happens or where i may end up she'll have this to listen to so she can feel safe and special.

dm me to buy my lullaby midi kit that I'm selling exclusively or u can buy a smaller cheaper version with less midis on my payhip https://payhip.com/b/XbQrL

track list:
1. Everything will be okay
2. My ahere/ my angel
3. My heart in ur hands
4. Safe in my arms
5. Terinas lullaby
6. Watching sunsets with you

2024 lullaby samples (composed by kurai)

aroha mai for the wait i will try record some music soon i love all my fans and supporters. e aroha ana ahau ki a koe katoa!!!

1, te rina cover by faysstarstruck
3, corey lingo - Call On You "drowning"
5, alvedon - retire (final)
6, chris brown - new flame
7, nujabes flip
9, with @u8u
13, bryson tiller filp with @u8u
14, with @u8u
15, Tekken 4 OST - Authentic Sky
16, sticky fingers - how to fly
18, with @u8u
20, Haere Rā e Tua - NWŌ Waiata

2024AfterLife#pt5pack @kurai @katai

fairytale (kurai) .WAIORA MIXX.

treaturite (kurai mh gustavio)

art/mix by katai and prod by yours truly sorry for my absence I'm going to start working on my first album soon much luv

howcanilivewithoutyou...??? ft. katai (kurai)

baby you can come my way
i wont let you fall
only hope you feel the same 
ill be there if you call

i would never ever push you away 
only give you my love
i always have a lot to say
in my head its too much 

who am i to judge though
tryna find an answer
but i wasn't even close
look into the mirror 
thats the man i hate the most

i cant see
im blinded by pain
is this my destiny

imma real swag maori
i love getting shtoney
real swag maori
i love getting shtoney

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