@kuriositylol i was NOT sober when I wrote that. song hella grew on me tbh im so sorry

pda (kirian , okari)

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i missed your call i know i'm sorry i was up late
i know your friends they let you down i know that's frustrating
feel like i'm trapped inside my mind and i'm stuck waiting
all my friends they took they separate paths and now i'm on my own
where were you my love my second half you left and broke my bones
spent my savings on the drugs and now im left out in the cold
i can't find meaning in this body think im better as a ghost

i'm mistaken
i've been waiting
you hurt me and now i'm jaded
complicated
i'm frustrated
i went ghost and now im faded
i know you can't ignore it bothered by my troubled past
you built this bridge to cross it well i built this bridge to last
apparitions in the night my memories stay in a flash
i'm a lost lonely spirit would be better if i passed

all my friends they took they separate paths and now i'm on my own
where were you my love my second half you left and broke my bones
spent my savings on the drugs and now im left out in the cold
i can't find meaning in this body think im better as a ghost

ghost

she jus wanna fuck she told me "highkey"
she like "how u dress so nice? my ex man only wore nike"
"and i love how u treat me right, my ex man was always fighting"
she wanna shoot a movie w me ima have to turn 2 spike lee
push2start the whip, we jus left w no keys
smokin cookie baby smokin cookie og
told me "when i get 2 high i start 2 get anxiety"
told her i dont think shes bought 2 have that problem by me

money come n go, bitches come n go 2
if u go where money go then the money come 2
and if i go where yo bitch go then she gonna cum 2

offa upper n a downer like i'm in a theme park
white hoe on my line said she miss when i make her scream aw
i walk in the party n the party love me aw
6 shots down i cant evn fuckin see ya

high outta my body i put smoke up in the air
got these hoes all on my body but she do not seem 2 care
when i hit it from the back she want me pull back on her hair
issa rich mf zone u cannot be here
on the move, in the sky, it's like every other month
i'm in high demand around the country, they love me a bunch
smokin ice cream cake witta thottie she from russia
and when i see cake i cant help it ima buss it

she jus wanna fuck she told me "highkey"
she like "how u dress so nice? my ex man only wore nike"
"and i love how u treat me right, my ex man was always fighting"
she wanna shoot a movie w me ima have to turn 2 spike lee
push2start the whip, we jus left w no keys
smokin cookie baby smokin cookie og
told me "when i get 2 high i start 2 get anxiety"
told her i dont think shes bought 2 have that problem by me

come n go (prod. shvde)

https://open.spotify.com/album/5OLPJ6C75VJSpk2oDL4WUw?si=1c2fwJxFRxOixvrJpXRG0Q
lyrics:

evan marzz:
i sent a text i’m just hopin that u call back
this ain’t a flex baby tell me where ur heart at
think that i’m next but i’m not the one to call that
head on my desk and i think i need it all back

bitch ain’t giving no fucks 
tell me did i glow up
i’m a fuckin G u better watch bout how u step bruh
said to hit my line and now she acting like a hoe bruh
yea she tell me no duh 
i’m finna forget ya
i heard u impatient uh uh
waiting 
imma boss up make u think bout what u sayin 
u be on talkin shit but be chillin to my face man
u act like a bitch and i’ll put u in ur place man

this ain’t a joke make me mad like why u lyin
i feel alone ain’t nobody i can vibe with
i cop a wip windows down when im not ridin 
she take a sip and she askin if we tied in

yurms:
they said lil bitch like a drug it’s like a virus
up wakin get up offa my chest
tell me u want me u can feel it in ur eyelids
i cant ever get enough u need to try it

shot in my brain i can’t get it outta my head
blunt in my face i can’t get it outta my hand
up it ain’t stuck stand on shit until i dive in
blunt on my face had to get it above here 
we not on the same page i feel like u don’t care
everything i say hey i cant even go there
always say the same thing this ain’t goin nowhere
u act like u hate me i cant take u nowhere 

evan marzz:
bitch ain’t giving no fucks 
tell me did i glow up
i’m a fuckin g u better watch bout how u step bruh
said to hit my line and now she acting like a hoe bruh
yea she tell me no duh 
i’m finna forget ya

bitch ain’t giving no fucks 
tell me did i glow up
i’m a fuckin G u better watch bout how u step bruh
said to hit my line and now she acting like a hoe bruh
yea she tell me no duh 
i’m finna forget ya
i heard u impatient uh uh uh
waiting 
imma boss up make u think bout what u sayin 
u be on talkin shit but be chillin to my face man
u act like a bitch and i’ll put u in ur place man

glow up w/ yurms (p. xtasane)

cry is a story inspired and mostly based upon a past relationship speaking on the lies, promises, and false sense of comfort most highschool relationships are built around. kuriosity struggles with letting go. he can’t fathom the decision made by his ex partner after the consistent struggle and issues he’s endured and guided her through. cry dives into kuriosity’s emotional dependency and the struggles of overcoming.

lyrics:
bye 
bye 
goodbye 
bye 
I don’t need help
but god I can’t stand up 
don’t need ur help 
don’t call I won’t answer 
do u have my jacket I left in December 
said you’ll never leave me oh do u remember?
do u re- 
I don’t wanna know the time 
I don’t wanna know the time oh
tell me if I’m on ur mind
tell me if I’m on ur mind oh
promise u I wouldn’t cry 
promise u I wouldn’t cry bro 
feel like I lost my mind 
I lost my mind oh 
ran outta time 
ran outta time oh 
this love wont die 
this love wont die no 
wrong when im right 
wrong when im right tho 
wrong when she cries 
cuz she’s suicidal 

I don’t wanna make her cry 
I just wanna make her mine 
baby u don’t gotta lie 
back sippin on tht wine 
I don’t wanna say goodbye
goodbye:(

ive lost all intention.

im sick of ur selfishness 
don’t call me ur friend 
u wont come back from this.
do u want me dead 
bitch where’s my actavis?

I don’t need help
but god I can’t stand up 
don’t need ur help 
don’t call I won’t answer 
do u have my jacket I left in December 
said you’ll never leave me oh do u remember
do u re- 
I don’t wanna know the time 
I don’t wanna know the time no 
tell me if I’m on ur mind
tell me if I’m on ur mind oh 
promise u I wouldn’t cry 
promise u I wouldn’t cry bro 
feel like I lost my mind 
I lost my mind oh 
ran outta time 
ran outta time oh 
this love wont die 
this love wont die no 
wrong when im right 
wrong when im right tho 
wrong when she cries 
cuz she’s suicidal 

oh my god

oh my god 

oh my god

oh my god

oh my god

oh my god

oh my god

bye.

cry (reset)

MIXED + MASTERED BY @trapperyoggy

PROD @rochambeaubeats + 1amorii

Lyrics:

My bitch rock tiffany

That shit only from me

Stu sound like a symphony

Lil hoe are you listening?

Lil hoe say she missing me

Phone stay locked DND

Thumbin c notes in the back of the V

New balencies these shi look pretty pink

Making guala like way too easily

Getting antsy i feel like ima fiend

Walkout grabbin my mink

Walkout im clutching my heat

Christmas colors when i flip on da beam

Pants too baggy wrapped around double C

Im at the top of the podium bitch, your looking right up to me

Bitch i smoke out the ozone

Shi comin in, straight outta soho

Try to talk shit, dont fw lowblows

Fuck co-op rollin solo

You just a pussy stoopin so low

Im blocking ur ass fuck ur promo

Spinnin the block, like a joke bro

Up in the line doin photos

Bitch in the back going loco

Pausing this shit, gotta show bro

Roll up on me i keep chrome, did i mention?

Run in circles, feel like im on ascension

I got a pack from a different dimension

I will not fuck with a bitch in my mentions

Hoe slimey, she dont get my attention

Come find me, i keep me an extension

My bitch rock tiffany

That shit only from me

Stu sound like a symphony

Lil hoe are you listening?

Lil hoe say she missing me

Phone stay locked DND

Thumbin c notes in the back of the V

New balencies these shi look pretty pink

symphony (rochambeau & 1amorii)

watch the official music video for wishes: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MHobHG2OXfE

lyrics:

i wont take you back since
i hate to remember that all of this shits my fault
left it in the past tense
when it hits september i feel like im on my own

i was so wrong
i wont ever take you back
left your phone blocked
got fake friends
dont trust them too
got some cuts up on my shirt
shit you put me through

wasted all my time and
ruining my past and
cheated on the race but you still finished up on last place
fuck that
you dont know me too
hope they're always looking up to me
cause i wont look at you

sometimes i wish and i pray
that you'd call my phone
and you'd tell me its okay
now you killed a part of myself
put a pillow to my head and i'd
cry the pain away

i've been trying so hard (damn)
i've been trying so hard
i've been trying so hard
damn

damn
damn
damn

i was so wrong
and i haven't felt this lost in like so long (so long)
put it on god
he ain't care about my struggle in like so long

so i act like i ain't numb and im so strong
and am i a waste of time cause you moved on?
closing both my eyes hope i respawn
left me on my own had to sit and write a new song

i was so wrong
i wont ever take you back
left your phone blocked
got fake friends
dont trust them too
got some cuts up on my shirt
shit you put me through

wasted all my time and
ruining my past and
cheated on the race but you still finished up on last place
fuck that
you dont know me too
hope they're always looking up to me
cause i wont look at you

sometimes i wish and i pray
that you'd call my phone
and you'd tell me its okay
now you killed a part of myself
put a pillow to my head and i'd
cry the pain away

i've been trying so hard (damn)
i've been trying so hard
i've been trying so hard
damn

damn
damn
damn

i was so wrong
and i haven't felt this lost in like so long (it's not worth it)
put it on god
he ain't care about my struggle in like so long

i wont take you back since
i hate to remember that all of this shits my fault
left you in the past tense
when it hits september i feel like im on my own
—

song credits:
produced by @prodelxnce and @cymricxo
mastered by @1falc

video credits:

directed by me
co-directed: ricardospdp
creative director: nevefilms
cinematographer: thomas hall
gaffer: zak fenning
steadicam operator: corey milo
steadicam assistant: luc vrhovnik
make up: emily rayner-airey
vhs: zakari hosein
drivers: jarek brdak + paul barbra
editor: nevefilms
colourist: anri adler
graphic design: sblngr
studio: visual line ltd
rental: onestopfilms + haze films ltd
process & scan: on8mil
model: amber sharkey

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wishes

prod aftrr and dsi @luv-zhou
all plats: https://ffm.to/pn6eznw

baby are u alright
u aint sleeping at night
got no reason to tease u
its easy to fight
baby are u alright
say the word ill take a flight
is it treason to seek u
i need u tonight

im not one for talking
but i might just talk to u
caught ur eye soon as i walked in
play it off i keep my cool
all ur problems i could solve em
baby its just me and u
u to me my remedy
this feeling, tell me is it true

she some pressure
she dont need nobody
nobody can catch her
baby come to me
we know that man just lesser
falling
sometimes i wish i never met her
tell me where to rendezvous
grab a table just for two
te deseo tanto
tell me what u wanna do
at the club wit yo crew
fk it up, out til noon
camera flash, flashing lights
but im focused on u

(i just wanna talk, i wanna see u)
(see u, see u again)
(this feeling, feeling certain, is it real)

baby are u alright
u aint sleeping at night
got no reason to tease u
its easy to fight
baby are u alright
say the word ill take a flight
is it treason to seek u
i need u tonight

im not one for talking
but i might just talk to u
caught ur eye soon as i walked in
play it off i keep my cool
all ur problems i could solve em
baby its just me and u
u to me my remedy
this feeling, tell me is it true

-

i try to tell u one thing
u only hear another
cant catch my breath im running
the flower blooms by summer
i try to pick up the pieces
dont know where to go
this medicine what im taking
got me moving so slow

im not one for talking
but i might just talk to u
caught ur eye soon as i walked in
play it off i keep my cool
all ur problems i could solve em
baby its just me and u
u to me my remedy
this feeling, tell me is it true

cry (reset)

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