shattered window to help
im falling down to my knees
cant pick myself up 
im tripping all in the trees
what do they want more from me
its enough i cant give more
just let me be me (x2)
my heart is so damn torn
just let me be me (x2)

they told me get a grip 
yea im really fucking over it
they told me get this gone
yea im sick of all the fame trips
and i just wanted on but 
i guess im not the A-list
it all feels wrong yea 
they keep me on a wait list
black box white list
cut it out im done with this
detox just walk can you get a fucking grip
yea ill walk yea ill walk yea ill walk
away from it
they told me to get over it
just grow the fuck up

get over it
and get this gone
im sick of all the fame trips
i just want to get on
you will not play me for a fool
not another pawn
let me be me i want on

get this gone (p. dercept)

all platforms - https://idm.fm/greed
prod, mix + master @xona

lyrics
it takes a while to meet your needs
and i cant say that i regret having this greed
but it’s getting too dangerous out there
so don’t open your mouth, just feel the air

as it blows, away
i don’t care
if you know a way
can we share?
it’ll go away
be aware

(chorus)
you don’t know what comes out
and i can tell you that i’ll be right there
not knowing what comes out
and i don’t know if we’ll be safe or not, i won’t protect you cuz i don’t care, oh
i know it’s different when your not paired
but i’m not giving second chances baby, say it’s not fair
play dead, im approaching
i know you need me right now, im opposing

“i can see the light, i cant even type
when i stop and stare up at your eyes it makes me wanna die
know my friends all got me
but i don’t wanna copy
looks like it’s done for baby, i know you cant even stop me”

(chorus)

all platforms

greed, xona

prod yungspolier
follow me: https://twitter.com/ghostsocia1

In a dream, and I can't wake up
And I've been stuck in the middle, I've been stuck in a rut
And I've been fucked up, but you already know that
Talking about that let me tell you bout that

In a nightmare, got a lot of friends in the end they won't be there
Demons in my head want me dead, they don't play fair
Why you never play fair?
Why you call me back just to tell me that you don't care?

All my friends, I think they're in my head
All my friends, I think I'm better off dead

Maybe I'm dramatic, just another kid that's too sporadic
And I talk to myself, and I put myself through hell
But I'm too emphatic
And I've been messed up, thinking bout the past I've been messed up
Tell me bout' that, let me tell you right back
Let me fall right back again

Cause time's in a loop, but I'm stuck in a crease
And I've been bitching till' I'm dead and deceased
And I'm eighteen, throw my life in a drain
Cause when the new year comes, No I'll still be the same

In a dream, and I can't wake up
And I've been stuck in the middle, I’'ve been stuck in a rut
And I've been fucked up, but you already know that
Talking about that let me tell you bout that

In a nightmare, got a lot of friends in the end they won't be there
Demons in my head want me dead, they don't play fair
Why you never play fair?
Why you call me back just to tell me that you don't care?

All my friends, I think they're in my head
All my friends, I think I'm better off dead
All my friends, I think they're in my head
All my friends, I think I'm better off dead

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nightmare (yungspoiler)

fren

obsessed w/ ulovely (p. johnnyfriend)

we all have problems. prod https://soundcloud.com/simonpopdiva
https://open.spotify.com/album/3ZXPBAw3sxstB5kgEGrj3c?si=HVQ5GdfET4e8EN7-snsNdA
<3

Problems I know, but we can try to solve them
Problems I know, but we can try to solve them
Three, two, one, go

Problems, what you running from
Snapchat when I hit my plug
Too bad, I just hit a dub
Bullshit, what you always on

Louie bag, where I keep my drugs
Yeah, loud pack when I'm rolling up
Yeah, you talk shit, you never pulling up
Full clip shoot 'em down like ducks

They be like "Gabby, you talk too much"
Can't get no rest
I'm in the back taking hits off this dab till I'm throwing up
Can't get no love
Lately I been out of time
Lately I been out of fucks
I've been out shits
I know that karma's a bitch
Said fuck it, and burn me a bridge

Problems I know, but we can try to solve them
And if I'm being honest, i don't even really wana start shit
Problems I know, but we can try to solve them
And if I'm being honest, i don't even really wana start shit

Problems, what I'm running from
Lately I been out of love
I feel so out of touch
I know that I'm not enough
Problems, what I'm running from
Lately I been out of love
I feel so out of touch
I know that I'm not enough

Problems I know, but we can try to solve them
Problems I know, but we can try to solve them

Problems, what you running from
Snapchat when I hit my plug
Too bad, I just hit a dub
Bullshit, what you always on

Louie bag, where I keep my drugs
Yeah, loud pack when I'm rolling up
Yeah, you talk shit, you never pulling up
Full clip shoot 'em down like ducks

Problems I know, but we can try to solve them
And if I'm being honest, i don't even really wana start shit

Problems, what you running from
Snapchat when I hit my plug
Too bad, I just hit a dub
Bullshit, what you always on

Louie bag, where I keep my drugs
Yeah, loud pack when I'm rolling up
Yeah, you talk shit, you never pulling up
Full clip shoot 'em down like ducks

problems (simon)

“rest” is a single revolved around kuriosity and a new girl (shocker) and revolves around kuriosity’s dread and confusion within this friendship. feeling as if he can’t run and has no where to go due to his extreme affection kuriosity again follows route and hurts himself in the process. a prelude to the “aphrodite” series on “kuri” 

(drmabeats + johnny friend)

u make me wonder, where’d the time go?
bed-ridden eyes glued on my iphone i-
feel like im walking on a tight rope 
no text no calls so vile
i cant go to bed
“hush”
with you in my head
god i need some rest
god i need your hand.

and imma fuck up
running on no love 
ur so stuck up
im too deep and i cant run
yea i feel like u know what i want
(and she wont text me back so im lighting a blunt)

ik sorry friends ive been working on myself 
ive been fighting my purpose 
ive been focused on my health 
and i hope you’re all fine i hope you’re doing well
there’s only one on my mind but would she even help? 

u make me wonder, where’d the time go?
bed-ridden eyes glued on my iphone i-
feel like im walking on a tight rope 
no text no calls so vile
i cant go to bed
“hush”
with you in my head
god i need some rest
god i need your hand.

im going nowhere, and they all know
this shits unfair, ive got a lot to show 
how could i make a impact if ive got no home
(and how the fuck could i proceed if ive got no road)

fuck friends fuck her, bitch im on my own
guess ill just be another junkie laying on the road
and i can see it in your eyes that you u hate my soul
and i can see it in their eyes that they want me below

(fuck friends fuck her bitch im on my own
guess ill just be another junkie laying on the road
and i can see it in your eyes that you u hate my soul
and i can see it in their eyes that they- hush

the pretty ass hook repeats again i love it so much (:

rest

left me (drmabeats)

w/ @t1gerstar
cover art by @aithuia
prod: me & @aithuia

lyrics:
(polar)
you think im perfect, im not perfect
you think it hurts, but on the surface
its not bad

try and lie and say its worth it
close your doors do i deserve this
its not bad

you love to play
you love to play
and i can tell that
you hate the way
you hate the way
you recognize my
every mistake that i make
its amplified by every word that you say
and im feeling the weight

its not bad

(tigerstar)
tell me all the things you want and i'll try to be that
get rid of and scrap the shit that has no meaning
promise im alright
i'll be good for awhile
until i become someone who you would wanna
save a seat and space for and more cus u want me here
everybody wants that one person they know they can't have
but its really not bad
its just that i made it up in my head and you dont see it

even if the surface says a different thing
if i was really suffering i'd suck it up and say
it's not bad

Im trying not to freak out even though its the worst pain
I can hold your hand and bleed out and i would still say its not bad

surface w/ tigerstar

uh oh (bipxlar)

Ft. @reefuh
@poisonedcheeto

Lyrics:
[kurtis]
But she been fuckin wit my health
Takin fluoxetine to help 
Im a shadow of a person 
that I once knew pretty well

Shes a figure of my mind
Fuck that bitch dont got the time
Cause I dont wanna care about you
But im still deep in decline

Bitch shut the fuck up let me talk
Dont check the clock
Im losing hours everyday 
Im sinkin deeper than I thought

Cause I got drugs up in my pocket
You gotta stop it
Now im getting angry everyday
Could tell you didnt wanna save it

[reef]
save it, left my heart out on the pavement
yeaaa 50% of my luv was the payment
thinking u could be w me, girl ur off ur medication
stuck in the past, shriveled me up and threw me in the grass
like how u move on so fast, spent forever tryna get like that
so dont pat me down, maybe u had me then but u dont have me now
so just shut me out, and don't act like that cuz u know how
(i give up)
im drowning in this bot- in this bottle
lost my peace of mind to all these thirsty models
like bitch who you think you are?
if your a shooting star then ima shoot the stars
fake shit rlly dont get far
wanna match better raise the bar
dont race me boy race a car
i been in and out of love i swear im trying hard
oh, ohh, ohh ohhh, oh ohh, oh ohh

[kurtis]
But she been fuckin wit my health
Takin fluoxetine to help 
Im a shadow of a person 
that I once knew pretty well

Shes a figure of my mind
Fuck that bitch dont got the time
Cause I dont wanna care about you
But im still deep in decline

Bitch shut the fuck up let me talk
Dont check the clock
Im losing hours everyday 
Im sinkin deeper than I thought

Cause I got drugs up in my pocket
You gotta stop it
Now im getting angry everyday
Could tell you didnt wanna save it

rest

kuriosity

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