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helper - cigarette smoke p. typhoon

helper - holy

helper - fangs w/ gunk

helper - ghosts

helper - bpd

helper - blush

helper - in my mind

demo track (lost original project file n only had this demo version)
logo in cover art by @myrosaryblade
produced by andriano haeckel
mixed and mastered by me
lyrics by me



You say that I’m dumb, (You say that I’m dumb)
You said it could never be and I’m worthless 
You’re ruining the fun, (Do I deserve it?)
Falling from out the sky, to the surface
Couldn’t get it right, get it by to you
You’ve been on my mind, every night, for the past week
Just set a time, anytime, I wanna see you
(I’m terrified)
And if I, (If I)

If I found you
Inside of a coffin, then I’d choose 
To stand there and sob, girl, 'cause I’d lose
Everything inside this world that meant to me
(You’re my everything and anything)

Well, god damn
I’m falling apart, girl, but you don’t care
You leave in a month, girl, it’s not fair
So why would I waste my time with anything you do?
Oh, why don’t you tell me like all you know?
I can tell you’re the center piece to everything that holds
My future and everything, girl, you’re all I want
But you’re switching sides
(All my life, couldn’t help but think)

You say that I’m dumb, (You say that I’m dumb)
You said it could never be and I’m worthless, (I’m worthless)
You’re ruining the fun, (Do I deserve it?)
(Falling from out the sky, to the surface)

If I found you, (Found you)
Inside of a coffin, then I’d choose, (I’d choose)
To stand there and sob, girl, 'cause I’d lose, (I’d lose)
Everything inside this world that meant to me
(You’re my everything and anything)

(If I found you)
(Inside of a coffin, then I’d choose)
(To stand there and sob, girl, 'cause I’d lose)
(Everything inside this world that meant to me)
(You’re my everything-)

dumb - demo [p. andriano haeckel]

ascending (self prod)

(meanty song wars) :)

(LYRICS)
inside to long never sun on my skin
write new songs tell me god will i win
had a thought in my head now its gone with the wind

dont wna go out wna show my face
on tha gram act like i dont know my place

write new songs will i bomb it again
had a thought in my head now its gone with the wind

hate myself gotta burn my trace
cigerette stain stuck up on my lace
i dont want lie but i fucked up again
had a thought in my head now its gone with the wind

i dont wna break it
but if money on the line imma take it
tellin everyone im fine but i fake it
asking what be on my mind but its vacant
had a thought now its gone with the wind 
2 pills imma vomit again
cheap thrills tell the trauma to spin
g chill i been off it again

venomous drip im tha bomb they dont know my name chasing money and fame
yah yuh

brother made a promise to mom
i wont stay this way
no more bringing us shame yah yuh
say im done livin this way yah yuh
now they got nothing to say yah yuh
write new songs tell me like god will i win
had a thought in my head now its gone with the wiiiiinddd

inside to long never sun on my skin
write new songs tell me god will i win
had a thought in my head now its gone with the wind

dont wna go out wna show my face
on tha gram act like i dont know my place

write new songs will i bomb it again
had a thought in my head now its gone with the wind

over&over

get back up put your shoes on
the job ain't finished make a new song
and watch like everyone around you get a move on
so get a move on
i smoke another bowl
i wanna be alone
i've seen like everyone surpass me
oh god i miss my family
i'll make it where you can be
just throw me a lifeline or something i can hold
and it's only september how'd it get so cold
do you remember the winter on the phone
it's getting close to december so you know where to go

don't go yet i love you my darling
i feel it rush through my skin and my bones
is it that hard to tell that i've lost it
don't go

helper - holy

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