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//LYRICS

(scruff)
im tryna get it all back, oh i
(ellie)
i keep searching for something that i will never find
(scruff)
lost all my interest i dont know why
(ellie)
everytime i think about you i wanna die
(scruff)
you keep me running and i wanna run away
(ellie)
just want me dead, what did you say. its way too sad
(scruff)
wanna change my identity I wanna go back
(ellie)
i wanna go back, gotta toolie on me and a gat
if you talk down get whacked
lil nigga nah he aint built like that (wrote by ellie I copy pasted)
(scruff)
he aint built like that
she got something i aint have
put it in the past
im  so sad
im so done
(scruff)
im tryna get it all back, dont know why
(ellie)
i keep searching for something that i will never find
(scruff)
lost all my interest i dont know why
(ellie)
everytime i think about you i wanna die

ty :)

Scruff

lost and found w/ gela

honest

expression

clock out just to be unsatisfied
i hate how they act when their not around me
i think that they care but its synthesized
now all i can trust is this synthesizer

so what do you expect from me
i can only do so much
having trouble keeping it all going
itll never be the same as it was

take it all theres nothing left
take it all theres nothing
their hands they pull me off my bed
its fine i guess, their not a threat

digesting all the things you said x2 
ill hate their guts until im dead
thats what i get, gave you my best

and its not even like im over anything
maybe can we resume
come back in, ill freak out, my actions
breed catastrophe
don't care anymore im done, dont care anymore i won
dont care anymore, dont care like before i was

so upset, with myself, i regret everything, everything, everything
that ive done
tried my best every time, im depressed every night, every night, every night

threat

prod. towa pasmurno

we
were written in the stars
always believed we'd get this far
the sky, it grieves when we're apart

can't stop the rain
can't stop the rain 

it's unreasonable, however
i need you to hold us tethered
think we should be close together
not freezin with no umbrella

my knees i'll fall to
only one & that's all you i swear
drops fall through the air
just don't leave me there

i can't see you when it rains
it's like every day's the same since you left me
pray you don't forget me
you filled my heart & filled my time
now i'm just feelin empty & i'm

stuck up in the mess i made
drugged up every breath i take
& sorry for the stress i gave
nobody goin MIA

you push & pull 1000 times, i swear i'm here to stay
no you can't keep me away
i'll be back another day

just like the rain
can't stop the rain

it's unreasonable, however
i need you to hold us tethered
think we should be close together
not freezin with no umbrella

my knees i'll fall to
only one & that's all you i swear
drops fall through the air
just don't leave me there

i can't see you when it rains
it's like every day's the s-

i need you to hold us tethered
think we should be close together
not freezin with no umbrella

can't stop the r-

RAIN

helper - original w/ chanelfather

helper - in my mind

p. peril

"i still love you though, have a great day and a great life"

6.10.25

Heavy alternative/nu-metal song in first person about a father’s unseen sacrifices and love. Quiet, emotional verses build into explosive screams over dark guitars and pounding drums.

The Light You Never Saw

vocals : flesh, slp talk, hottub johny
guitar/instrumental : hottub johny
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3emuOcpVG68UMHjorgPGKx?si=ee39739b94b74cc4
apple 🍏: https://music.apple.com/us/album/sore-skull/1834736364?i=1834736365

Instagram @ravesaboutmandy

raves about mandy - sore skull

Riot

rip skel

former member of gothangelz (10/10/24 - 10/10/24)
i archive lots of tracks - if you're lucky, maybe i'll upload some

helper - in my mind

sami

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