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give it a month or two, i’ll break my shoes in
cross my hands, it’s so confusing
just tell me how to do it right
just tell me how to do it
don’t you act like i’m clueless
in a month i’ll be cooling
gotta get it for my brothers cause my brothers show me love
you put my head inside the dirt uhh
tell them that i’ll die for them
got me wishing on the stars on them
it’s in my best interest you’re safe and not crying
say hi to my momma, don’t know that i’m fighting
should’ve texted you back, didn’t have the words to reply and
i’m stuck up on things i should’ve forgot like years ago
it’s fuck it though

months

wishes

official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MHobHG2OXfE
stream: fordis.lnk.to/wishes

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i wont take you back since
i hate to remember that all of this shits my fault
left it in the past tense
when it hits september i feel like im on my own

i was so wrong
i wont ever take you back
left your phone blocked
got fake friends
dont trust them too
got some cuts up on my shirt
shit you put me through

wasted all my time and
ruining my past and
cheated on the race but you still finished up on last place
fuck that
you dont know me too
hope they're always looking up to me
cause i wont look at you

sometimes i wish and i pray
that you'd call my phone
and you'd tell me its okay
now you killed a part of myself
put a pillow to my head and i'd
cry the pain away

i've been trying so hard (damn)
i've been trying so hard
i've been trying so hard
damn

damn
damn
damn

i was so wrong
and i haven't felt this lost in like so long (so long)
put it on god
he ain't care about my struggle in like so long

so i act like i ain't numb and im so strong
and am i a waste of time cause you moved on?
closing both my eyes hope i respawn
left me on my own had to sit and write a new song

i was so wrong
i wont ever take you back
left your phone blocked
got fake friends
dont trust them too
got some cuts up on my shirt
shit you put me through

wasted all my time and
ruining my past and
cheated on the race but you still finished up on last place
fuck that
you dont know me too
hope they're always looking up to me
cause i wont look at you

sometimes i wish and i pray
that you'd call my phone
and you'd tell me its okay
now you killed a part of myself
put a pillow to my head and i'd
cry the pain away

i've been trying so hard (damn)
i've been trying so hard
i've been trying so hard
damn

damn
damn
damn

i was so wrong
and i haven't felt this lost in like so long (it's not worth it)
put it on god
he ain't care about my struggle in like so long

i wont take you back since
i hate to remember that all of this shits my fault
left you in the past tense
when it hits september i feel like im on my own
—

wishes

helper - isn't it odd?

helper - cigarette smoke p. typhoon

helper - out

helper - in my mind

helper - trust

helper - last seconds alive

helper - artificial eloquence

helper - psc

helper - hollywood

i wasted all my time on you
i moved to a new city its big out here all alone
(alone)
you said youll be back in a month
i guess i got my hopes up for nothing
i feel so disgusted
cant believe your lying to me 
why were you the one i trusted
why did i put all my love in you?
you said everything i wanna hear
you said that its my fault i been chasing
i love the complacence 
my heart i left vacant all for you
all for you 
love your smile
its been awhile

i see you standing there next to another guy
happier then you and i
i can see it in your eyes
under the city sky 
standing with another guy
happier then you and i 
i can see it in your eyes
under the city sky
sky
sky
under the city sky
sky
sky
happier then you and i

its been a year now
i still think about you there and here now
i wonder if your doing okay
i wonder if you remember my face
i wonder if you call out my name 
while your laying in bed
next to the man of yours dreams
hes prollly wishing i was dead
but hey atleast im in your head
up all night
i cant sleep
insomnia killing me
i cant stop thinking about 

you next to another guy
happier then you and i
i can see it in your eyes
under the city sky
you next to another guy
happier then you and i
i can see it in your eyes
under the city sky
sky 
sky
happier then you and i
i
i
under the city sky.

city sky

cover of "justin bieber, nicki minaj - beauty and the beat"

beauty and the beat [ cover ]

The Devil Won’t Reach Me

[Intro]
Yeah…
This ain’t no bandage for the soul…
This pain don’t dry, it takes its toll.
I’m bleeding out where no one sees —
Inside scars, inside disease.

[Verse 1]
I’m bleeding ‘cause my inner cuts are deep,
Silent wounds no one wants to keep.
I smile in public, but at night I break,
Every breath feels like a mistake.
They don’t see the war in my veins,
They don’t hear my quiet screams of pain.
I’m drowning slow, but still upright,
Every day feels like another fight.

[Pre-Chorus]
You can’t heal what you can’t see,
This cage inside keeps choking me.
My skin’s intact but my heart’s in shreds,
Every word they said plays in my head.

[Chorus]
I’m bleeding ‘cause my inner cuts are deep,
The scars inside won’t let me sleep.
I fight the dark, it fights me back,
It claws my chest, turns my soul black.
I’m bleeding ‘cause my inner cuts are deep,
And still I’m standing on my feet.
They think I’m fine but I’m torn apart,
I’m bleeding out from a broken heart.

[Verse 2]
Every day’s a warzone in my chest,
I hide the blood, I fake my best.
They think I’m strong, they think I’m steel,
But they don’t know the wounds I feel.
This mask is heavy, it’s crushing bone,
I’ve never felt so lost, alone.
Still I claw, still I rise,
Even bleeding out from a thousand lies.

[Pre-Chorus]
You can’t stitch pain that’s built from shame,
You can’t kill fire without the flame.
I’m screaming loud but they don’t hear,
Inside my skin it’s crystal clear.

[Chorus]
I’m bleeding ‘cause my inner cuts are deep,
No mercy left, no time to weep.
I fight the dark, it fights me back,
It claws my chest, turns my soul black.
I’m bleeding ‘cause my inner cuts are deep,
But I won’t fall, I won’t retreat.
They think I’m gone but I’m still here,
Bleeding out but killing fear.

[Bridge]
Every drop is rage, every drop is fight,
Every wound’s a spark in the dead of night.
I’m my own war, I’m my own blade,
Carving through the pain I made.
You’ll never know how deep it goes,
You’ll never see the blood that flows.
But I’m still moving, fists still tight —
Bleeding inside but ready to strike.

[Final Chorus]
I’m bleeding ‘cause my inner cuts are deep,
But I’m not theirs, my soul’s to keep.
I’ll burn their lies, I’ll kill my shame,
I’ll rise up screaming out my name.
I’m bleeding ‘cause my inner cuts are deep,
But even broken, I won’t retreat.
I’m still alive, I’m still in this fight —
Bleeding out but clawing to the light.

[Outro]
Yeah…
Inside scars, inside disease…
But I’m still here.
Still bleeding… still breathing…
Still me.

Bleeding From the Inside

Shatter the Night

rip skel

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