this exist cuz the person who made the original playlist didn't update it with the new songs they uploaded

helper archive

honest

1 year old lil trap remix i fouhnd on the old files iykyk :3 derp

i wish you were here

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/presence

religious lament

sometimes i wish i never saw u
cos u make it too easy to fall down
shaking up all of my fabrics
ur antics got me stuck in the lost and found

dont even know what the story is
so much to tell but so little to say
and i keep running round in circles
i do so much just to keep me sane

i miss those days sitting by my piano
where i just played
n didnt cry myself to sleep 
or the simpler times
having a best friend in the sky
n now we can't even greet
but ur presence, it felt so timely
felt my body opening up
same questions asked
but they're not just for fun
anymore

take a trip to the waters
looking for a true reflection
and i know im not so loving
when it comes to living it begs the question

so much pressure to keep the peace
the things i say just to save my face
and i keep running round in circles
i do so much just to keep me sane

i miss those days sitting by my piano
where i just played
n didnt cry myself to sleep 
or the simpler times
having a best friend in the sky
n now we can't even greet
but ur presence, it felt so timely
felt my body opening up
same questions asked
but they're not just for fun
anymore

break

i miss those days sitting by my piano
where i just played
n didnt cry myself to sleep 
or the simpler times
having a best friend in the sky
n now we can't even greet
but ur presence, it felt so timely
felt my body opening up
same questions asked
but they're not just for fun

anymore

sometimes i wish i never saw u
cos u make it too easy to fall down
shaking up all of my fabrics
ur antics got me stuck in the lost and found
repeat

presence

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS

p. mitsa and young cobain

breath like cigarette smoke
staring out my window
im waiting for a text back
are we even official?
im overthinking all the time
i cant get you off my mind
im texting “can we hangout”
i just wanna see your eyes
darlin its a little bit to cold outside
your nose is gettin red 
please lets just go inside
oh i can warm your hands up
do you want all my love?
you say that your leaving
and going back to your house

oh why
did you lie?
oh you made me hate myself
so much more back then
oh why
did you lie?
oh you dont know right from wrong
baby just give it up

snow right on ur windshield
smoke coming from your car 
kissing in the back seat
scared of getting addicted
are we moving to fast for you?
do you like the things that i do?

i walk past your house
see your bedroom light on
my hearts beating so fast
please dont tell me its true
i see another guy in the bed
where im supposed to be 
it should be me in the same room with you
laying next to me 

oh why
did you lie?
oh you made me hate myself
so much more back then
oh why
did you lie?
oh you dont know right from wrong
baby just give it up
(x2)

why did you lie

//lyrics
the minute i pull up, got your lips on lock
you meant it when i stopped and you called me love
my mind sayin "dont get involved"
oh shit you let me know
that you give me your all
and you never do me wrong just like my last one did
oh shit i brought my past into it
and now you dont think id give you up
you dont think id show you off
when i see you in my arms
everything else turns off

but its too easy, too easy babe
i start to aleviate
its my fault you dont see me lately
one call just to hear you maybe
i need you baby
they all think im faded
go ahead, call them crazy
i made it but i think you could tell that i need you by me
i know you too well not to treat you like we
havent grown out of our shells i cant see you siding
with no one else
with no one else because
the minute i pull up, got your lips on lock
you meant it when i stopped and you called me love
my mind sayin "dont get involved"
oh shit you let me know
that you give me your all
and you never do me wrong just like my last one did
oh shit i brought my past into it
and now you dont think id give you up
you dont think id show you off
when i see you in my arms
everything else turns off
i want you to see me, just see me babe
want you to see me babe
want you to see me babe
want you to see me
just see me
just see me babe
i want you to see me babe

minute [p sai]

helper - original w/ chanelfather

helper - kill you

helper - boxer

helper - fangs w/ gunk

helper - trust

helper - last seconds alive

helper - artificial eloquence

helper - psc

helper - hollywood

https://open.spotify.com/album/7toKZ0sSCFyT4P28Sa3cSY?si=6RAyBCLiSuKiQvUwxC_d7w

i cant seem to help the fact
that i want you more than just a friend
i cant seem to handle this 
cause i want you all to myself

put that on my gravestone
that we're more than just some friends
baby if it starts it'll come to an end 
if this ever stops i wont call you again

if we're more than friends 
you would 
tell me that you love me back
i dont mean to harm you 
baby
i might go and hurt you bad
i dont wanna kill myself 
baby i dont wanna hurt you back
youre the reason im not dead 
baby im not sure you even care

put that on my gravestone 
that we're more than just some friends
baby if it starts it'll come to an end
if this ever stops i wont call you again
i cant seem to help the fact
that i want you more than just a friend
i cant seem to handle this
cause i want you all to myself

if the world was ending
could we still be more than friends
put that on my gravestone 
we'll be together till the end

if im gonna die
im gonna take a look in your eyes one last time
im scared you wont try again 
im sorry if im not  good enough in the end

if the world was ending 
would we still be more than friends
i hate that you love me
cause i really dont understand
and i know that im not enough
just know that im trying my best
im scared you wont try again 
because i would always try again

put that on my gravestone
that we're more than just some friends
baby if it starts it'll come to an end
if this ever stops i wont call you again

i cant seem to help the fact 
that i want you more than just a friend 
i cant seem to handle this 
cause i want you all to myself
baby i got caught thinking about you again 
i dont think i can handle someone leaving again
i might fall asleep when youre laying with me 
i cannot believe that youre not in a dream

put me on a gravestone
cause im dead inside my room 
i dont wanna kill myself 
cause im in love with you
i dont wanna lose you 
cause i might not get you back
but if the world was ending 
would you still be more than friends

more than friends

Esta Noche es de los Dos

rip skel

former member of gothangelz (10/10/24 - 10/10/24)
i archive lots of tracks - if you're lucky, maybe i'll upload some

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helper - original w/ chanelfather

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