May 19th marks the day of my childhood best friends passing. Losing him at such a young age was a tragedy. We shared so many wild adventures and new experiences, he was like a brother. After I moved to LA, flying home for Christmas was the only time I got to see him. You never know when it’s the last time your going to see someone so enjoy every moment with those you love. Rest well my friend you are still by my side! This track features the amazing violin work of the incredibly talented Joylin and my JCB brother Dean playing bass and making everything sound like magic in a speaker. Can’t thank them enough!

Jeff's Song

Most of my songs come to me just before I fall asleep or just after I wake up. My brain's in a place of peace, quiet and clear headedness at that time, I guess

Dream Come True


In a dream
she came to me
Claimed my heart
so easily

Sent me reeling
Barely breathing
Bedazzled me

Swept me up
in loving arms
with a dash of
magic charms

Helpless feeling
with no ceiling
God's majesty

I can't find
the words to say
to explain
that fateful day

The thunder rolled
All doubts did fold
Might seem a bit cliche

I was taken for a ride
I got to glimpse
the other side

A place of wonder
Unencumbered

It's true

Love came that day

You have made me happy Baby
Everything you freely gave me

Opened up my eyes
What a sweet surprise
You've blown me away

I will start this very day
to show you
in every way

All my love for you
For my whole life through

You're my dream come true

I love you!

You're the one. I always knew
I love everything you do

With you time just flies
Never cloudy skies

You're my dream come true

I am yours from this day on
We have found a magic bond

that no one here can take
A bond that will not break

You're my dream come true

You and I we got it all
River wide and mountain tall

We will find our way
and cherish every day

You're my dream come true

 All I know is
you have made me happy Baby
Everything you freely gave me

opened up my eyes
What a sweet surprise

You're my dream come true

I love you!

Dream Come True

We are in the process of recording When You Walked In, so decided to release a live version first. It was recorded at the Con Club in Lewes using a TASCAM DR-05X on 19th April 25.

When You Walked In (Live) 250419

Complete re build of this started. Just Vox, Acoustic and drums at the mo. Trying to get that vocal drive right for this as the most important part of the song... I think I improved it an ickle

Fuck you Orange Sith!
Fuck you kgb coward!
We'll all learn loads from your darkness in our soon to be written history books. Then you become light you fucking evil pricks! Unfortunately you'll both be dead so, by natural causes for both of you, bring on that day. I'll happily become a teacher and spread that beautiful history!

Lyrics

Where does the fire really cease?
Where does the pain turn to peace?
Who can see borders sane?
Who can help our friend Ukraine?

Not unilaterally stupid powered
Not putin time
That time says coward

Where does the fire cease?
Where does the pain turn to peace?

The Moscow madman
The king fear hack
What costs from his cruel run?
& orange sith got his back....

Where does the fire cease?
Where does the pain turn to peace?

This Peace has your face
Fire ceased by our grace
Our grace for each other
Brace exists as mother
Embrace like no other
Built to resist no further
As friendship takes over
Like English and Irish rovers
The same corner
Friends with the same end
Earths' infinite blend

Where does the fire cease?
Where does the pain turn to peace?

Where does the fire really cease?
Where does the pain turn to peace?

Where does the fire really cease?
make your peace
When does the fire really cease?
When does our pain become peace?
The fire?
Cease...
Meaningfully

Peace or Pain

As usually, a song about me and I... A bit more powerful than usual, maybe

All was there

Desecration of Mankind  - Symbols of the end of civilization

Celebrate Love

Lyrics:
There was trauma when you woke in the night
There was chaos when you started the fight
There were no winners or losers
Just plasters on bruises
And angry neighbours who turned on their lights

And no one can afford to go out
But you don’t have to shout so loud
We’ll get some cheap wine from Aldi and sit on the hill
And watch the sky as the bombers fly out

I’m just a little bit wiser just a little bit older
Just a little bit sadder just a little bit colder
You and me and trauma

You put the trauma in a box
And stored it in the loft
And then told me off
Because I’m either too sad 
Or not sad enough

We’ll take the lock down dog for a walk
Throw it snacks and throw it bones
Give it different pet names to make it confused
Will it be living with me or will it be living with you?

I’m just a little bit wiser and a little bit older
A little bitter sadder a little bit colder
You and me and trauma

You and me and trauma
I’m just a little bit wiser and a little bit older
I’m just a little bit wiser and a little bit older

You and me and the trauma

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vexations ,

My take on Eric Satie's composition ,which he never played live or published ,

It was written for a very slow tempo so this piece is at 50bpm ,. In the notes above the music sheet it's written to be played in a cycle of 840 times but maybe Satie is having a little joke with us in a Samuel Beckett way .

Its worth reading the Wiki page to read the full story behind the piece .

Eric Satie's music is wonderful ,thank you to his genius .

Crá Croí  (Vexations Interepation at 50 bpm )

voices - Chloe Asunder and Sparky Bonehead

Sunburst Bliss

Oss-NostroS

Singer, Songwriter, Composer

About Me
I am a Songwriter, Musician, Singer  and Composer who has been writing original Songs since the Age of 14. Over the Years, I have developed my own Sound and now produce my Music independently. For me, Music is a powerful Force — A Way to express, connect, and create something that resonates beyond Words.

All Songs written and composed by Kurt Arndt 
All Cover-Artworks by Kurt Arndt 

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