they cant go like 5 mins without making it worse, i fucking hate it here

midwxst + dltzk - ##GraveedUp (prod. dltzk)

[@3dssucks + @0k1ro + @lei] 
{i did the other drums and strings @ the end lol}

les go
scared of ur love
les go
scared of ur love i-
ugh ugh scared i-
scared

and i dont need ur love 
dont need ur love
and i cant omg
blood in my cuts now
and i could never run
i cant move yea im stuck 
surrounded by drugs
i think i had enough

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again
i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

i feel alive
all this energy, i could never die
upon the hills i can see what i cant find
i found beauty with my very own eyes
i think i love her and i dont, and im scared
and my words all in my throat
ur love's my fear i-
drop a tear ugh cry
why me why, all i do is try

i made it thru it on my own 
he talking tough ill cut his throat
we push to start like go go go
like u cant talk u stole my flow
break calcium all in my bones
and love engraved all in my code
i still see you as my own
i still see you as my bro
talk to the mirror--like i know
but i dont want u anymore
slamming the door, im running out
and i aint looking back no more
waking up on the floor
its like a been here before
love u i love u more--then i said

and i dont need ur love 
dont need ur love
and i cant omg
blood in my cuts now
and i could never run
i cant move yea im stuck 
surrounded by drugs
i think i had enough

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again
i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

scared
again
scared of ur love yea scared-
again
scared i-
again
scared
again

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

and i dont need ur love

i see again

spotify

[prod : me]
[mastered by : @threedimensionsapart]

[text]
feelings crawl, thru my skin
and there's blood all on my fist
i feel so alone i really hate it
and i just wake up feeling sick
i cant change the way i feel
i can't feel i cant feel no
it doesn't matter anyway
i cant see my face
and i cant do this by myself
yea im too scared, and know u wont help
and i hadda get up cause it hurt when i fell

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

i woke up on the ground
i sit up, stand up, brush myself off then i look around
it's the simplicity of nature i recently found
the beauty dancing in the leaves i forget to breath out
inhale the air into ur chest and then let out a sound
it doesn't matter if it's quiet or it's really loud
just gotta know that ur living
take a second and feel it
[e]motional healing
my heart is still bleeding, ugh
and i still face it
i wake up everyday i hate it
i cant think at all, i feel brainless
im new to bleeding but it's painless
dont remember what i look like, i must be faceless
dont know who i am, i feel nameless
i found my love, i found my oasis
ugh damn ah
i feel amazing

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love
i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

and ive been stuck in my ways
i cant get up i hope the feeling randomly goes away
and it replays in my brain every time that i think of u
idk what say
and im sorry for everything ive done
i feel so useless, feel so dumb
and i dont know u anymore
at least not well
and idc u can go to hell

and idc u can leave me now
they dont wanna see me win they wanna keep me down
i swear that no one can stop me they better keep me out
cause when im in im finna go
i keep on dropping bangers like damn, im dropping gold
it's [@co-opp] wit no opps so ima keep on upping polls
and we gon be good i put that on my soul
oh

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oasis

tropes - ceazy w/ quannnic + dolly (prod elxnce)

i am a big https://soundcloud.com/1glaive fan 
man named crowbars: scared

LYRICS

(chorus)
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

aint no chance of survival,
20 shots to your spinal,
and if u wanna go cry boi,
we gon pull up wid that rifle,

where u at then ?
sed u wanna fite real hard,
but u madeleine,
keep a lil click like a guard ,
bringa sylo men,
givin me that lip,
then i dip em wid a mini skeng,

(chorus)
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

I was sipping soda! (h-h-hi dopa)
fucked up off sum liquor idk her 8)
crazy!
how u turned into a hoe ya
boring like da state of north dakota 
walk in to the club like im 18 
its crazy!
fake id n da police gonna chase me
i just threw up in da back
they gon hate me
now i got a cop on my ass tryna taze me
im a soldier (j-j-john)
ima walk into tha spot like im its owner
and my bros packing heat 
just like its sonar!
i been posted up i been smoking kosher
i been posted up i been smoking

"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

crowbars w/ glaive

RUN ME UP ON TWITTER I JUS MADE DIS SHIT
https://twitter.com/likurtains


too many john tags
https://soundcloud.com/prodpitfall

prod me

LYRICS

(chorus)
big guns ye u know we bring artillery 
dressed up wid da boys like the millitary 
back- back of the club smokin hella tree !
im- im in your yard spillin cranberry !
x2

(kurtains)
scope on me 
awp n the money ohhh
talkin bad on me
i don rlly care at all :|
u a bitch 
and u posted of the adderall 
im a sylo soulju 
money lookin very tal-

(pitfall)
put u inna hospital do u rlly wanna die
heard u wanna fite then better come n fuckin try 
take the barrel stuff it to ur head now u wanna cry
say it to my face ur getting tounge tied
haha you better duck down
yea im off of dese drugs feel the comedown
green beam on ur forehead ima countdown
big money bitch im stacking green inna compound
tell myself i will kidnap today
i say it everyday
if u see me u better pray
dis shit a game i luv to play

(chorus)
big guns ye u know we bring artillery 
dressed up wid da boys like the millitary 
back- back of the club smokin hella tree !
im- im in your yard spillin cranberry !
x2

BEAT SWITCH :000000

artillery w/ pitfall

prod me
s/o pitfall
the song has no layout it represents the confusion in my brain pain

LYRICS

talkin on da bros, u movin dangerous
french hoes sound like angelus
bonjour, oui oui!
thats him wowee
talkin on da bros, u movin dangerous
welsh hoes like im humpherous
bore da, shwd i chi? beth ti'n eisiau??
thats him wowee

welcome to da heavy rain
big money wid a heavy chain
u cud never make it hear u a fuckin lame
make me wana screa ea e a ea eam
sendin bullets at yo tea ea ea ea eam
fuck it ! ima do it anyway
beat u up like anyday
how u 40 and u still aint gettin pay
ima bea ea ea ea eat 
da fuck into your tee ee ee ee eeth

talkin on da bros, u movin dangerous
french hoes like im angelus
bonjour, oui oui!
thats him wowee
talkin on da bros, u movin dangerous
welsh hoes like im humpherous
bore da, shwd i chi? beth ti'n eisiau??
thats him wowee

i jus wana feel like someone takes and interest
feel like someone fuckin cares
but i sit here feelin worthless
feelin joy is gettin rare
and i know that i sound stupid 
and i know that i sound dumb
but this feelin is so constant
and it weighs a fucking ton

welcome to da heavy rain
big money wid a heavy chain
u cud never make it hear u a fuckin lame
make me wana screa ea e a ea eam
sendin bullets at yo tea ea ea ea eam
fuck it ! ima do it anyway
beat u up like anyday
how u 40 and u still aint gettin pay
ima bea ea ea ea eat 
da fuck into your tee ee ee ee eeth

rain

prod me

a message to myself

time and time again i tried
to get your heart back to me, oh
why did i even try?
cause you are with another guy
thought it was worth it but its worthless
i fucked up and now im hurting
sometimes i think i deserve it,
do i deserve it?
cant write songs i cant write verses
in real life i feel unnerving
in person i feel uncertain
if im worth living

fuck
aye the clock is ticking
cant waste no time
the world is spinning
dont leave me now
let me come with you
let me come with you
let me come with you

time and time again i tried
kill me now and do it right
fucked up once wont do it twice
my biggest mistake was being nice
i fucked up and im feeling gone
i fucked up and im feeling wrong
let me sing you this song
before you go home

time and time again i tried
to get your heart back to me, oh
why did i even try?
cause you are with another guy
thought it was worth it but its worthless
i fucked up and now im hurting
sometimes i think i deserve it,
do i deserve it?
cant write songs i cant write verses
in real life i feel unnerving
in person i feel uncertain

if im worth living

message to myself

produced by me <3
(at first it was a cover to 'heiswe - i wouldnt mind' but i made my own thing out of it lol)

*merrily we fall out of line out of line
i'd fall anywhere with you im by your side
swinging in the rain humming melodies
we not going anywhere until we're free*

its hard to make my mind up
what can i say?
ur messing with my head girl
i cant think straight

i sit down and think about all the things that you say
its fucking up my mentality but ill think ill be okay
just know that i care for you and ill be here
if you dont want me i wont interfere
so goodbye

i sit down and think about all the things that you say
its fucking up my mentality but ill think ill be okay
just know that i care for you and ill be here
if you dont want me i wont interfere
so goodbye

i sit down and think about all the things that you say
its fucking up my mentality but ill think ill be okay
just know that i care for you and ill be here
if you dont want me i wont interfere.


so goodbye...

won't interfere

tbh i dont like being social

boss (ceo)

should i even keep going?

didntwanthis +dolly

life be hella fucking tough
i know
that im not really enough
i know
that im always fucking up
i know
that you think im fucking dumb
im a psycho

you dont even hear from me
what the fuck you want from me?
i need fucking energy
please dont fucking play with me
you say that you chose to stay
please dont fucking go away
actually...
get the fuck outta here
YOU FUCKING CUNT!!!

life be hella fucking tough
i know
that im not really enough
i know
that im always fucking up
i know
that you think im fucking dumb
im a psycho
(x2)

boss (ceo)

kurtains

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