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Hell Is A Teenage Girl (hallow)

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comic art by https://www.instagram.com/jigglytofu.art/
sample is 'adventure spirit' by yvette young 

always love u guys for all da support
//
Ill admit it im a little jealous 
When were together  
theres no problem no not whatsoever
But when im texting 
u i feel a stupid fucking pressure
My fucking head hurts 
Desperate times just call for desperate measures
Were both depressed and
Lately it feels like a lack of effort
In our affection
Lately it feels like there's been a sever
in our connection
Wish that you and me dint have this distance
So we’d feel better
cuz it all comes back when were together
Like hell to heaven 

dam hate how im selfish and full of myself
Manipulation’s not good for your health
I keep my mind off this sht but its always right there when im wishing that im someone else
someone that always jus knew how u felt
That way id take care of u by myself
I hate the feeling of helplessness tired of being a burden thats useless as hell
Stay by ur side
You say ur good but i still see u crying
You say its fine
Break out a smile
But i see through it i see that ur dying inside every time
But “its o kayyyy”
Thats what u say
But the fact that i know that ur hurting
Is the worst thing
Please jus go away
Cuz this feeling of familiar heartaches
It destroys me
But its okay
Buts its okay
Tell me its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay

yvette

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unforgettable ft. glaive ( skress & yokazwtf )

welcome to the backrooms 
have fun !!
notes:// first song i've ever been proud of :) its prolly gone flop but i love it :3
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life is pain

this song shud explain my mumbling 
ok last one i promise next song will be more happy
prod and peformed by me

upside down

produced by bossman @whethan
performed by yours truly 
lyrics:

i dont wanna be here 
i want to hide away
n im not even nervous 
i could die today
or like i could dissapear 
wont happen either way
n theres this girl named astrid 
with a time n date :(

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

theres this rich, white girl
that works inside a department store
i guess that she aint rich no more
her mom and dad got a divorce
she say thats shes fine
she sits alone and cries to paramore
and if im being honest with the process 
i dont care no more

n the trees dont grow
where the sun low
let me tell u a lil story
abt where we dont go

n theres this forest on the east side
where all the evil beasts lie
n i dont cannot deny
that my brain buzzing like a beehive
to move out to the sea side
omg it must be nice
n i met this girl named persephone 
i think shell be mine

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

arsenic

waking up early taking naps
no i can’t feel it anymore
laying on my back in the grass
wonder why i feel sore
said she wanna take a step back
but i’ve heard it all before
but i’ve heard it all before
empty only wanting more

she’s a devil
she’s a two timer
she’s a snake
she’s a fucking liar
kiss your neck 
because i’m not a biter
when she left my place i couldn’t find my lighter

i’m still down for you i’m doing my part 
but i can’t fill this gap inside of my heart
and nothing in this world can satisfy me
and i feel so selfish i want your body

but i don’t wanna fuck just wanna kiss you
i just need somebody to continue
crushed up addys placed inside my bedroom
honestly i just don’t see the issue 
just a little blood inside the tissue
i don’t wanna think because i’ll miss you
so i still i got my vices i submit to

selfish

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

all of a sudden they wanna text me
i feel like the outcast yea they dont get me
everyday an overcast, its getting windy
and ive been down u feel me

damn

cross my fingers and i hold my breath
my anxiety still chilling wit her thoughts in my head
and honestly sometimes it feel like im just better off dead
cause im so scared of losing u i dont wanna again
dont wanna disappoint my family and all of my friends
im the problem and i know it i just wish it would end
and i tell u that i love u dont ever forget
cause i remember what you told me i aint ever forget

and my head hurts yea i need to get up
all of the voices i hear need to shut up
i swear that ur perfect u dont need no makeup
she said its not working yea she wanna break up
baby u can go
baby u can leave me
but there's something in u only i can see
im addicted to her cause she's what i need
i cant feel nothing if i cant bleed

damn

cross my fingers and i hold my breath
my anxiety still chilling wit her thoughts in my head
and honestly sometimes it feel like im just better off dead
cause im so scared of losing u i dont wanna again
dont wanna disappoint my family and all of my friends
im the problem and i know it i just wish it would end
and i tell u that i love u dont ever forget
cause i remember what you told me i aint ever forget

cross my fingers and i hold my breath
my anxiety still chilling wit her thoughts in my head
and honestly sometimes it feel like im just better off dead
cause im so scared of losing u i dont wanna again

upside down

kurtains

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