onmygoonshit!

Credits:
threedimensionsapart
kurtains 
heavn


ive been calling up your phone cuz i messed up
then you hit me really clear with the pressure
all that shit you really said made me act up
ive been doing good since the last one

im stressed out now
cant talk out loud
they cant find out
if you talk too loud

you wanna lie down
i really think you need a timeout
everything is good in the hideout
wanna take a walk but its lights out
i know you wanna act out
i dont really think thats good right now
talk a lot of shit while eyes out
i dont really care better pipe down

im stressed out now
cant talk out loud
they cant find out
if you talk too loud
yeah i really got some shit
i dont even wanna talk about
and i dont even wanna talk out loud
you said you really wanna go right now
i cant even find the best way out right now
keep on talkin bout another one
keep on that it was for fun
and im tryna find the best way out for us
ive been dealing with this shit but its too much

talk

paradise

(@prodnomu)
comic art by https://www.instagram.com/jigglytofu.art/
sample is 'adventure spirit' by yvette young 

always love u guys for all da support
//
Ill admit it im a little jealous 
When were together  
theres no problem no not whatsoever
But when im texting 
u i feel a stupid fucking pressure
My fucking head hurts 
Desperate times just call for desperate measures
Were both depressed and
Lately it feels like a lack of effort
In our affection
Lately it feels like there's been a sever
in our connection
Wish that you and me dint have this distance
So we’d feel better
cuz it all comes back when were together
Like hell to heaven 

dam hate how im selfish and full of myself
Manipulation’s not good for your health
I keep my mind off this sht but its always right there when im wishing that im someone else
someone that always jus knew how u felt
That way id take care of u by myself
I hate the feeling of helplessness tired of being a burden thats useless as hell
Stay by ur side
You say ur good but i still see u crying
You say its fine
Break out a smile
But i see through it i see that ur dying inside every time
But “its o kayyyy”
Thats what u say
But the fact that i know that ur hurting
Is the worst thing
Please jus go away
Cuz this feeling of familiar heartaches
It destroys me
But its okay
Buts its okay
Tell me its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay

yvette

spotify

Credits:||
@hereisalden

Data Log:||
>i dont think that ill ever even find my way
>step 200 paces

pain +aldn

im back baby

lyrics:
 im worth a penny in the gutter smellin ycha to u
if u wud tell me what u want then i wud give it to u
its not my fault im no magician could u- 

ya
now they fuckin w me 
i made a couple lil payments now they fuckin w me
thought i was gone but now im back its pretty funny me 
cuz i was down abt someone that wasnt fuckin w me

u came out the woodworks like a lil tool 
acting like someone that i been should have knew
when ur off the gas u act a lil fool
im the only lil welshman in the fuckin room

but no one ever told me i could feel like this
i went clubbin in miluakee cuz i feel like it
im havin fun in the sun and i really like it
no i never felt better n i feel like this:

like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 
like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 

ya
now they fuckin w me 
i made a couple lil payments now they fuckin w me
thought i was gone but now im back its pretty funny me 
cuz i was down abt someone that wasnt fuckin w me

so yea i fucked it up
i was flyin thru the skies goin to new york
so now here i am
ive been moving round doing what i want

i fucked it up
i fucked it up again like u said i would
so now here i am
sitting at the start cuz im not enough
no its never enough
i wish i was special to u
im worth a penny in the gutter smellin ycha to u
if u wud tell me what u want then i wud give it to u
its not my fault im no magician could u understand?

i been feeling happy for the first time in a long time thats progress
i woke up so i could see the sunshine in the outside its been a process
yea we was on the roof
cuz we didnt wana smell of gas all up in the room
and ross was lookin hella trash on the tv too
but i know ur there for me so im there for u
aww

yea they fuckin w me 
i made a couple lil payments now they fuckin w me
thought i was gone but now im back its pretty funny me 
cuz i was down abt someone that wasnt fuckin w me
 
but no one ever told me i could feel like this
i went clubbin in miluakee cuz i feel like it
im havin fun in the sun and i really like it
no i never felt better n i feel like this:

like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 
like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 
u came out the woodworks like a lil tool 
acting like someone that i been should have knew
when ur off the gas u act a lil fool
im the only lil welshman in the fuckin room

no its never enough
i wish i was special to u
im worth a penny in the gutter smellin ycha to u
if u wud tell me what u want then i wud give it to u
its not my fault im no magician could u understand?

no magician

i am a big https://soundcloud.com/1glaive fan 
man named crowbars: scared

LYRICS

(chorus)
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

aint no chance of survival,
20 shots to your spinal,
and if u wanna go cry boi,
we gon pull up wid that rifle,

where u at then ?
sed u wanna fite real hard,
but u madeleine,
keep a lil click like a guard ,
bringa sylo men,
givin me that lip,
then i dip em wid a mini skeng,

(chorus)
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

I was sipping soda! (h-h-hi dopa)
fucked up off sum liquor idk her 8)
crazy!
how u turned into a hoe ya
boring like da state of north dakota 
walk in to the club like im 18 
its crazy!
fake id n da police gonna chase me
i just threw up in da back
they gon hate me
now i got a cop on my ass tryna taze me
im a soldier (j-j-john)
ima walk into tha spot like im its owner
and my bros packing heat 
just like its sonar!
i been posted up i been smoking kosher
i been posted up i been smoking

"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

crowbars w/ glaive

photo by 50Landing

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

heartache comes in many forms
one day opens any door but
i’ve never seen this distant
what success? my eyes are on a screen
if you’re hurting call my line and if you’re doing good, it’s not like i don’t care
i wanna see the world
this shit ain’t the same if i can’t breath your air

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
hope you find someone who can be invested
i’m not over you that’s not my objective
so obsessed with my mistakes i gotta accept them
so i’m not gonna listen to him

he always wants a little more
lost in his fake love and subliminals
won’t stay true if it’s difficult 
a lie’s a lie won’t hide the real to waste your time
that’s just being honest
shouldn’t fall in love and i shouldn’t go to college
gotta fight off all the pain he made in august

i’m not who you think i am

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
i won’t put no filler or no dud in my setlist
you should up your standards for what i can be impressed with
out your metric
i’m alive and i need help
hit concrete bottom you could say i learned my lesson

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

fuckboy

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money mixing dope and lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

life don’t have directions
and i’ve been tryna quarantine the thought of heaven
in the meantime
i realized ive been there before
all the doors i’ve closed wanting so much more
now it’s nice to know
there’s no inner me or a victory
it’s all costumes, funny dances to play my mind

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money mixing dope and lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

i love my momma don’t wanna be apart man
but my brother sajes gon get an apartment
flipping pages to get into the garden
by now the mara taller, climb it with a god damn
feelings rolled up and it’s bout time
exhale and the ninth cloud cloud nine
i got money i’ll expand on itp
cancel your plans authority couldn’t handle us
this the type shit make my hands fall asleep
low blood sugar and some more caffeine i don’t
need loving but i want that cheap
so much luck that i laugh to peices
looked inside for some consolation
i found a bi dime and some pride embraced it
and learned it was never complicated
you are who you are don’t keep you waiting

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money buying 1-P lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

dropout

@1glaive ft @ericdoa produced by me :) Enjoy

Glaive - Pissed Off ft. Ericdoa (p. wishteks)

ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭*
prod @blackwinterwells + @notlieu
notes://
hope u guys like dis song
i think the lyrics r cool
my fav song ive made 
prolly gone flopski but im simply bossed up !!
cover art is ma yard
lyrics :)
so much bullshit 
i cant stand it
i been crazy lately
i been going manic
ask me how do it 
baby idk i manage
wastin all my time n 
im wastin all the bandwidth

im sick !
n im overstimulated
neurons in my brain 
filled with information
she do cheap drugs
n cheap vacations
i do fake friends 
cant hold conversations 

i try hard to sleep at night
n i try so hard to make things right
n i struggle everyday just to close my eyes
i been shaking 
i been nervous
think im sleep deprived 

endorphins 
man u look so gorgeous
n u try so hard to ignore it
n u say u hate me
adore it
then the next u know
its the morning

im way to tired for dis
yeah i been way to tired 4 shit
n i try my hardest just to make things click
but it never works out so i think 

im sick !
n im overstimulated
neurons in my brain 
filled with information
she do cheap drugs
n cheap vacations
i do fake friends 
cant hold conversations

sick (p. blackwinterwells + lieu)

attitude w/ blackwinterwells, wido, grandee, osquinn, kurtains, glaive and chach

this song shud explain my mumbling 
ok last one i promise next song will be more happy
prod and peformed by me

upside down

happy bday 2 me lol 
prod alice gas

lyrics:
im finally doin what i want to
bitch you must be stupid if you thinking that i want you
people hit me up
its not shit i should respond to
boy im on you
show me that i can trust you
if you hatin on me then fuck you x2

i got eyes everywhere baby you  know that im watching
if that boy he step to me guarantee that we gon wash him
basically im saying theres no way that you gon stop me
im sippin henny coke
been drinking movin like a zombie (smh)

slide on em
hammer on me pussy put the fye on em
rapid fire hoping that his mans don't die on em
going crazy
7 in this .45 like im dylan brady
off the deep end you can't save me
took off wit his lady
rockin hamcus
p-p-pull up wit a mallet get his hand crushed
put ya hands up
im laugin at these pussies like its stand up
come at me right
b-b-blade on my hip i don't like to fight
take off inna whip now im outta sight

meet me outside
its gon be alright
ay, ay ,ay

im finally doin what i want to
bitch you must be stupid if you thinking that i want you
people hit me up
its not shit i should respond to
boy im on you
show me that i can trust you
if you hatin on me then fuck you x2

on2u

on2u>;) (alice gas)

prod me 
i hope u likey

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

(verse)
and its hard 2 hide
so i hardly try
yes i wonder why
that i try 2 lie
about the way i feel
about the way i feel
about the way i feel
about the way i 

(bridge)
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
i dont care. at all.

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

INSTRUMENTAL BREAK !!!!!!! OMG GUITARS!!!!!!!

(bridge)
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
i dont care. at all.

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

pessimist

guitar by @ayyitsryo
mixed by me & @nathan_dagum
prod & performed by me:p

lyrics:

〔verse〕
recommended on twitter y u follow my friend
every step i take u always end up haunting my head
we can't even have a conversation
leaving me to think in bed this contemplation

stupid little small boy won't suffice
he jus busy thinking over suicide
and he's watched the sun rise too many times and it's about that time that he'd end his life

〔hook〕
10 bars in his mouth and muffled words
couldn't stop him from getting worse
he lifts his body right from this curse i wish he didn't make it hurt
it's all okay

〔verse〕
and she kiss me the next day ignore for the season
and we go back 2 texting ignore all the reasons
but it never ends up in my favor
i really only hope that u would see me later

sunlight gray skies touch on my head
i would rather spend all of today in bed
why u keep buzzing my phone
i'm busy falling asleep
pretend that nobody home
i'm crying under the sheets

dw abt me
i promise u i'm cool
i'm busy picking debris
i'm leaving u & school
i live inside my head
ur pants beside my bed
hold this glock to my head i go ahead n pull the trigger

〔hook〕
10 bars in his mouth and muffled words
couldn't stop him from getting worse
he lifts his body right from this curse i wish he didn't make it hurt
it's all okay

upside down

kurtains

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