I've been trying so hard
I've been living so wrong

Ever since a youngin' I was set
Music was the thing I made to get 
Myself out of the darkness 
I was faced with all these hardships
I could never seem to find a way to end
I just wanna feel like I'm okay
Drinking down the bottle numb the pain 
I know it's time for changing, my brothers are always prayin'
but I always seem to find my way again

(Walls, then Sky)
I've been trying so hard
I've been living so wrong

-slowed- 
People come and go it's the typical way
My pain rushes over me like a tidal wave
All the people that I have left behind
Are coming back to haunt me, got me thinking that it's my time.

moonlight (throwaway) w/ Walls the Ghost

Mixing by: @sendflowrs

Lyrics:
I been mobbin' with the crew
Tell you just what I'mma do
I'mma spool it to the moon
Hoon all night until it's 2
Baby tell me what's the move
Baby tell me what's the move
(x2)

I been, fucked up with ya
Down bad with ya
120 and a photo on the dash with ya
Got a feelin' this shit really gonna last with ya
Hopin' things ain't ever goin' bad with us

I been, making moves
So the fuck we gonna do?
Copped a coupe, follow up and hit the crew
hit the city catch some views
Baby you can come too 
Sun dress so pink it kinda look like Majin Buu

Sun roof pushed back and we feelin' pretty cool 
Got the homies comin' through
and I'm ridin' round with you
Nothing really matters when I'm here with you yeah
Nothing really matters when I'm here with you

Burn the clutch while I'm shiftin'
Do the dash like I'm Kenshin
Why you all in my mentions?
So fresh it isn't even a question

I been mobbin' with the crew
Tell you just what I'mma do
I'mma spool it to the moon
Hoon all night until it's 2
Baby tell me what's the move
Baby tell me what's the move
(x2)

with u (Prod. mathiastyner)

Produced by Jolst
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@chxrryrxzla
I don’t wanna play these games
I don't wanna talk to the friends that you’ve made
I don't even wanna speak down on your name
Cause I'm not like you in any way

& I won’t send my friends to your families door
& I won’t even burn my hoodies that you wore
'Cause I don't really ever wanna start a war
That’s not what I was in this for

Love letters from past months
Are threats to my sanity
You gave me your heart
& then you ripped mine right out of me

Its been a year since I saw you last I'm still hurting
Every week that the time goes past
Nothing's working
Every time that I picture your face you’re smirking
But I shouldn’t be surprised
It was staring me right in the eyes

'Cause I'm so naïve
Couldn’t even see
I meant less than half as much to you
As you then did to me

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@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

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starsbeforesunrise: Love Letters From Past Months (jolst)

Produced by Hazenova
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@hazenova
Self-conscious
Looking in the mirror
Every day see clearer & clearer
Everyday feeling weaker & weaker
Playing Svnam on the speaker

Hate the way I look & I feel
Tell me is it
Tell me is it real

I wake up disgusted with my own body
I don't wanna talk
I don't feel like talking
I've seen way too much
I bleed way too much
I sleep way too much
Go back to bed
'Cause why even wake up?

@brokekeeps
'Cause why even wake up?
I just put a couple beans in my red cup
I just spent two weeks in my bedroom
And I can't even think of all the times
That I had you by my side
When I lost you I lost myself
& I lost my self-esteem
'Cause you meant the world to me
How did I end up like this?

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@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

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Hazenova & Broke Keeps: Overwhelmed (hazenova)

Produced by irby
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@hazenova
Hate feeling like I'm not enough
'Cause I've had enough & I'm fucking done here
Hate feeling like I'm not enough
'Cause I've had enough & I cannot see clear
Guess I couldn't hide it, I'm trying
Overthinking all the time & I'm crying
Bloodstains on my hands & I'm dying

Ohh..
I'm not enough

What's wrong with me?
I don't know
I sit outside all on my own
What's wrong with me?
I don't know
I sit outside all on my own

I'm not like you
& that's alright
I'm the odd one out
Always sitting on the sidelines

Oh-woah..
Oh-woah-oh..

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@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

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Hazenova: Not Enough (irby)

Produced by irby
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@kanashisadface
I been feeling so damn down about this
& I never thought you'd do this to me
& I thought I had my last heartbeat
I thought I had my last heartbeat
Yeah, I thought you were the last one
But it turns out you were the wrong one
Now I got my hand up on this gun
Middle finger to the world
As I spill this blood

Yeah, i'ma fuckin spill it
Sick of every night  staring at the ceiling
I been fucking staring..

@chxrryrxzla
I been staring at the ceiling in my bedroom
I don't care, but I think back to when I met you
I can't stand another set to beat myself up
Hope you're feeling better than I get to
& I let myself get this worn out
Am I someone you still talk about
Or recently thought about
I can never forget our falling out
& if I died today you wouldn't notice
I try to motivate myself, but I keep losing focus
I wanna disappear like magic
Shouting hocus pocus
Sometimes I miss you like crazy & you won't ever know it
I hit backspace on your DM on my Motorola
I gamble way too much with this shit like I'm playing poker

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@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

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Kanashi & starsbeforesunrise: Staring At The Ceiling (irby)

Produced by 5head
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@onlyfriendyeah
Girl your eyes are shining bright
& they're cocaine white
You're runnin' through the night
Done a whole 8 lines & it's almost light
Runnin' out of time
I can see in your eyes, that they're cocaine white

I don't wanna know how fast you're livin'
Or who's been throwin' rocks outside your window
'Cause I don't fuck with your tone
You'd better run home
Better go home
Better run home

& I been sippin' on JD
& I been feelin' so jaded
When I found you in the bathtub
With your pupils dilated

@kanashisadface
Yeah, with your pupils dilated
I never got to say goodbye & I fuckin' hate it
I been feelin' so alone & frustrated

I been feelin' so alone & frustrated
All alone in this room & I fuckin' hate this
I can't take this
Every fuckin' thing replays inside my head
It's like I'm watchin' movies inside my bed
I don't wanna take it back
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I still feel you inside my heart

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@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

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Onlyfriend & Kanashi: Fcku (5head)

Produced by Immortal
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@birdbay
I’m passionate
I act as if that I can’t fucking help it
I tried to breathe
Now I’m too deep & I just feel so helpless
Take the wrong turn at the crossroads
Now baby, I feel selfish
I wish I could take you home
& baby show you where yourself is

I was holding onto the map that would show me where the treasure is
I tried to fly our plane, but baby yeah it’s such a detriment
The weather is getting better
I don’t know who’s side are you on
I will grab a pistol
Grab on my gun
I don’t miss you
But I know that you want
Everything, everything I got
Aim it and I’ll blow it at the sun

@chxrryrxzla
I don’t know which side to choose
Sick of being used
You want everything I got, but I haven’t got a clue
I got a feeling we're screwed
They want me to fly this plane, but the engine's ruined

I turned on the news & the weather is stormy
I made it home, but the seas are choppy
I wish somebody had warned me
I'ma find the treasure
You can’t stop me

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@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

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Birdbay & starsbeforesunrise: Holstered (immortal)

Produced by Pekarot
Remixed by Jolst
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@nevermadeithome
'Cause I am lost
Been sailing these choppy seas that feel forever
'Cause I'm caught up in my life
& I trip over what really matters

I'm scared to lose my life
I'm scared to lose my time
I'm falling to the ground
From a high place I considered fine
If you were to leave my side
I promise I will die
I'm not tryna blackmail you, my darling
Just so you can be my bride

I swear it won't get better
I always wished for you, Heather
Constantly feel like I’m tethered
& now I'm just hoping on for better weather

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@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

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Nevermadeithome: Choppy Sea - Jolst remix (pekarot)

Song originally by Noah2000
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@sendflowrs
How can I think of her
She never smells like cigarettes
So I'll just think of all the ways she'd leave if she wanted to
If I was her then I would leave
There's really not much more to see
She'll be another memory
And I'll be a worry in my head

Now I don't know what to think
Cause I think you should of stayed
When I asked if you're alright
You had promised you're okay
I should've known you never cared
But love is complicated
When you look into my eyes you can see our love has faded

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@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

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moonlight (throwaway) w/ Walls the Ghost

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