goff as freck....

spies - thumbtacks for my lover

oh, bug
there's a bug
and he hates you
like it does
there's a gun
where you walk
And its making what you know and love
is it really? i think its kind of why
you're inept, and off the web, I'm eating butterflies
call me paranoid, im crying all the time
if it happens, then it happens, i will let him die

bug song

he was cool
he was my friend
don't ask that question to me
cuz I don't know when it'll end
i know the summer, the suffer
you know that
i don't know the gunner, but he told me that he's not coming back
i mean it
wish and hope it all goes away
or sadly staying the same
do really you wanna go about that way
or do you wanna stay and hurt
you can stay and hurt
but I'm not coming back to her, so
oh, oh
will it work?
head down my face in the dirt
i've been thinking out of my head
is it words to say
i'm like probably, honestly world keeps turning on
i don't care for all what all you care
you see me, I'm not scared
get out of bed i hate my head
i'm like probably, honestly world keeps turning on

industrial cranes

ya
where were u at when i needed u?
run down when i run to u
you wanna call when i come thru
fuckin wit u is a bad move
the top down on the sunroof
cant fuck wit no one out my circle
ur a cancer in my lungs

nigga talk shit get shit like yuh
my niggas run in yo bitch like yuh
nigga talk shit get hit like yuh
if he talk down we gon runem

oh you slidin wit yo k?
run em down and hit his face
i dont even know a place
i dont even need yo
i dont even know my place here :(
we gon run em down aint no saving him
i feel sick when i see yo name babe
run down we gon fade away
i saw when you changed, shit
ya
niggas think im here type shit
im putting on like shit
ion really wanna go and blow that shit like ya

fucking up my lungs but.. tell myself im coolin :)
bitch i dont feel human. the way u move inhumane
where were u at when i needed u?

spotify

lungs

yen - nurse
yen - blind in agony
skeleton - i didnt ask to be this way
mandy - weird
yen - my fault we forget
mandy - mascara
sydneymillsrunner - industrial cranes
sydneymillsrunner - bug song
spies - postman

thank you @ydeathy for liking my music i made this cause i liked ur mix and wanted to make something like it but with songs i listen 2 a lot a lot and these are all the songs i like listening to when im sad so im sorry if you think im copying you or something. if you want me to take this down i gladly will :)

10 minute mix to cry to #crybaby

right now? ft yen!!! prod imsg

Ouu x9

There’s blood on the wall 
I made a mistake 
Don’t draw ur gun
I’ll run away from you

Try to say anything 
I will find you
Taking planes
No mistakes
I won’t try to

i made a big mistake

im super sick but i still wanted to get  a new mix out :) 
ik its short but enjoy <3

tracklist
☆aeter - kill me sarah (@aeter)
☆mandy - skin (@72kisses)
☆kushbabykeys - i made a big mistake (@kushbabykeys)
☆skeleton - your not so secret admirer (@menthol100s)
☆ghoulyard - cheater (@ghoulyard)
☆keepsecrets - dog food (@keepsecrets)
☆ijack-o-lantern  - now youre gone (@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later)

deathy DRUNK ASF mix 3 #goth

make me feel so numb
make it last an eternity 
think i killed someone
there’s blood all over me

Im So Numb Lol

feels like greaf ft jaydes

faithful (solo)

@aeter song
dm @aetervault on ig for removal

lyrics:
and she a sex fiend
i never intervene
i want your body girl
whats the fee?
i think she into me, so into me
i want you bar to bar, so into me
represent a common enemy
i wanted you, i wanted you
i needed you, so whats the move
so whats the move, oh

aeter - sex

pretend

slowjamgod

THIS IS NOT MY SONG NOR THAT I CLAIM THIS TO BE MY SONG *ARTISTS IN TITLE*

JUS REUPLOADING FOR PPL TO ENJOY

imsg text ft yen

bipolar

take you away

Never Faced the Light
The Miracle Syndicate

You arrived
like something I had almost forgotten
Your body
never quite faced the light
The air stayed still
long after you
went away

(If you’d asked…)
I wouldn’t have answered
(If you’d stayed…)
I wouldn’t have known

We left no mark,
only the flame
where breath
almost became a name.
Your coat still hangs,
but the body it knew
refused to be warm again.

No sound,
just a rhythm in the floor.
I think I heard you once,
or was that just the door?

(If you’d asked…)
I would’ve vanished,
vanished.
(If you’d stayed…)
I would have lied.

We had to part,
you left on a plane.
The death of us became my pain.

Your scent remains
from your body I knew.
I fade into your space
again.

Can you hear my
cry in the silent night?
Your quiet voice
never made it to the light.
My mind stayed still
long after you
went away.

(If you’d asked…)

My blind faith will
long after you
went away.

(If you’d asked…)
I wouldn’t answer.
(If you had stayed…)
I wouldn’t be here.

Credits:
Written and performed by Nayeli Astra Xóchitl, Elena Morgenstern, and Brad Astra
Produced by The Miracle Syndicate
Mixed and mastered by Brad Astra at Nude Studio · Calgary · Canada
Label: Painful Records © 2026

Special Thanks:
To the ravens who guided our melodies, the universe for its endless inspiration, and to everyone who has been part of this journey. This music collection is dedicated to those who dream with their eyes open.

In Loving Memory:
To Rio, who always listened. 🐾 🖤✨

i made a big mistake

kushbabykeys

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