prod. me :)

lyrics:
I took what you said to me, to the chin
I feel your presence right in my skin
Trapped inside this forage, now the blood is on your hands
Maybe I could breathe again
Maybe I could breathe again
I couldn't live without you, but I like to play pretend
Wish I could get you right out my head
But since you been gone, I really just been a mess
I miss your lips, pressed on my skin
I'm scared to be alone, man I'm scared to be alone
I'm scared to be at home, trapped inside foam
Never really felt like I was known
I tried to make it out, I should've known
If I wasn't clear, I couldn't make it out that hole
I was trying, trying, trying, backpedal, all the way back, no
It doesn't count
I guess the end is near, I'm in my drought
Lost in translation, there's no doubt
I'm feeling like myself, is that okay
Lost consciousness, blood dripping down my face
I just want to love you, confidently out of shape
Haven't felt like myself, back since I made Outta State
It's a shame
I miss the way I lived, and felt so great
Want to swallow my pride, I feel like choking every gulp I take
Now I got no more energy, I've sealed my fate
I would let you in, I'm scared I'd be screwing up my own haste

lost in translation

grass in the field of flowers (interlude)

drums by me
prod by @psiloci

lyrics:
It's getting hard to breathe
Hardly finding peace
Letting all my inner thoughts, start taking over me
For you, I'd run away
Told myself everyday
I'll fuck all up my days just to see your smile fade away
It's getting hard to breathe
Hardly finding peace
Letting all my inner thoughts, start taking over me
For you, I'd run away
Told myself everyday
I'll fuck all up my days just to see your smile fade away

Help me, I cant escape
The thought of everyday
Listening to myself, ponder all of my mistakes
I don't wanna go, people always in the way
I been going through all these emotions, I feel so estranged
Now I'm up, up and away
All these nightmares seem to stay
I don't want to talk to you, get the fuck out my face
My emotions made of clay, all these teardrops fall in the rain
Just another fucking day, 'till I decide to fade away, fade away, fade away

It's getting hard to breathe
Hardly finding peace
Letting all my inner thoughts, start taking over me
For you, I'd run away
Told myself everyday
I'll fuck all up my days just to see your smile fade away
It's getting hard to breathe
Hardly finding peace
Letting all my inner thoughts, start taking over me
For you, I'd run away
Told myself everyday
I'll fuck all up my days just to see your smile fade away
It's getting hard to breathe
Hardly finding peace
Letting all my inner thoughts, start taking over me
For you, I'd run away
Told myself everyday
I'll fuck all up my days just to see your smile fade away
It's getting hard to breathe
Hardly finding peace
Letting all my inner thoughts, start taking over me
For you, I'd run away
Told myself everyday
I'll fuck all up my days just to see your smile fade away

even if i could tell you about it, you wouldn't care

this ones for u.

lyrics:
Now I'm alone once again
Tried to rekidle the end
But, missing all the pieces in the end
I couldn't live without you, but I like to play pretend
I, walk along this lonely road, the days they seem to pass me by
Knew you were my favorite, 'till you upped and left, and now I'm shy
Mention all my worst mistakes, I caught you off just by surprise
Wish we could've made amends
I swear
I swear to you that this'll be the end
I swear that I won't reach for you again
But, you could've stopped along, right by
Feelings upped, and they're all tied
I knew I couldn't live this lie
I swear
I swear to you that this'll be the end
I swear that I won't reach for you again
But, you could've stopped along, right by
Feelings upped, and they're all tied
I knew I couldn't live this lie
I swear

i swear

track 1 of journal entries.

You made it clear to me, that I was just a phase
The perfect image of the one you want, but I was in the way
Contradicted all the things you said, but I'm tryna save face
Now I'm sitting in my room, alone, with no one else to save
You made it clear to me, that I was just a phase
The perfect image of the one you want, but I was in the way
Contradicted all the things you said, but I'm tryna save face
Now I'm sitting in my room, alone, with no one else to save

I keep all of these memories of us locked away
A broken record player with the perfect tape
I let the air breathe a bit there's nothing left to say
Dont keep me guessing
Don't keep me guessing, it's okay
The writing on the wall was less mysterious than your face
Limbo, I'm trapped in while I watch you run away
I'm screaming, pleading, and now my voice just starts to fade
Don't keep me guessing
Don't keep me guessing, it's okay

You made it clear to me, that I was just a phase
The perfect image of the one you want, but I was in the way
Contradicted all the things you said, but I'm tryna save face
Now I'm sitting in my room, alone, with no one else to save
You made it clear to me, that I was just a phase
The perfect image of the one you want, but I was in the way
Contradicted all the things you said, but I'm tryna save face
Now I'm sitting in my room, alone, with no one else to save

phase

TW/CW: Lyrics contains ideations to Suicide & Over-dosing

Original by @junebugflorum
Produced by junebug florum & seraphh
Mixed by seraphh and lightt
Performed by seraphh

Original: https://soundcloud.com/junebugflorum/you-dont-know-what-you-do-to-me

walking while im thinking about you
im talking to all my friends about you
cuz u got such large of a grip on my heart
you dont know what you do to me

friday, i take all the pills that i can
my parents try and wake me up as im
foaming out of my mouth
you dont know what you do to me

i cant wait to see you one day
hold you in my arms on a date
its like you were here but ur so far away
i dont know what u did to me

friday, i take all the pills that i can
my parents try and wake me up as im
foaming out of my mouth
you dont know what you do to me

you dont know what u do to me (Originally by junebug florum)

Osamason - 1300 (leaked by DEO demons)

sorry kid, ride's closed

trying to look at the stars but all i see is you

thx for 200K monthly on spotify!!

I don’t really like to talk unless it’s worth my while
don’t feel right anytime I smile
jaw been locked for a gawdamn while
u changed up the way I change my sound
I’m too RAW, hittin like smackdown
punch-in like Rock (Lee), drunken fist style
in due time they’ll give me flowers

better put some respect on me
try to catch up, u gon need a whole damn team
the way I drop now I don’t even let them breathe
not a single mf who could play in my league

thought I told you tell me your regrets
the greed you hold inside ur chest
don’t self destruct I’m not against you
I’m tryna get inside ur head

it don’t even make sense to me
they don’t even wanna talk to me
won’t even acknowledge me
(no they won’t, no they won’t now)

I’ve been fighting tooth and nail
til my skin is running pale
til I’m on my last inhale
til I got nothing left to share

drunken fist style

profound sound designer ⸸
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phase

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