cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @detsuakarai
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced / composed by @detsuakarai

~ lyrics ~
always have my heart on my sleeve
i wish i didn’t cause it always bleeds
make it easy for those that wanna stab me
i tend to think of others, but nobody thinks of me

i know i shouldn’t complain
but i really do feel the pain
of being all alone
i wish somebody would let me know

how to feel alright
how to stand up and fight
how to think right
how to see the light
but instead i’m the one doing this for them
i know they won't think of it until i’m dead

should i be grateful? that no one thinks i’m struggling enough for them to check on me?
or should i feel abandoned? since nobody cares enough to see how i really am

my thoughts are valid
shouldn’t be disregarded
just because others have it worse
doesn’t mean (not) i’m hurting

mental health is personal
and i feel emotional 
no, it’s not seasonal
can someone let me know

how to feel alright
how to stand up and fight
how to think right
how to see the light
but instead i’m the one doing this for them
i know they won't think of it until i’m dead

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

forgotten ghost (prod. detsu akarai)

prod me

lyrics

i might pull up
pour a four in soda
pull up wit green on me, they think im yoda
uh yuh, li bitch im boutta blow up!
if i had a funeral right now, i doubt youd show up
i might die broke thats a real possibility
fuck a 30 now, it was 15s that was killing me
bitch im dirty now and im never ever coming clean
and im rollin with my team now

fuck a bitch, bitch im tryna get a bussdown
i used to have no clout, but now im up now
i used to have a doubt that id be up now
lifes a game of work and i think im boutta call out
and i know that you see me
grinding every day, bitch ill be on the tv
blonde bitch got me thinking that she phoebe

i might pull up
pour a four in soda
pull up wit green on me, they think im yoda
uh yuh, li bitch im boutta blow up!
if i had a funeral right now, i doubt youd show up
i might die broke thats a real possibility
fuck a 30 now, it was 15s that was killing me
bitch im dirty now and im never ever coming clean
and im rollin with my team now

i might die broke

i might die broke (prod. kardia26)

Ghost (feat. honeymoon)

https://soundcloud.com/hipnotikbeats
(Prod. Hipnotik)

Take Me or Leave Me (Prod. Hipnotik)

first song of 2023, that's pretty cool

thanks for listening <3

baudelaire [prod. stoic]

No One Could Ever Love Someone Like Me feat. Arcuti

Another self produced song for you all <3

Boy With The Green Sweater

Where I belong (Prod.TheSoundClown)

Red Lullaby (Prod. LoverBoyBeats)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: @idealismus
Mixed & Mastered by: @angelsofsorrows 
Artwork by: Kurama SD & angelsofsorrows 

[Verse 1]
Didn't think I'd be making this song 
Till I found out u were gone 
So much things I wanted to tell u 
That now I'll never get the chance too

[Bridge]
You made me feel like I belonged 
Now all I can do is sing along 
To your old songs

[Verse 2]
It feels like a part of me shattered 
And I haven't found the pieces 
That had scattered across my mind 
The memories hit so hard 
That I can't get out of my own head
I hope you'll rest easy
Up there in heaven

[Chorus]
Sleeping won't make this heartbreak 
Break away from my chest 
Wish I could tell u this again
You inspired me bro
Your impact will last for a long time

[Verse 3]
So much time I wasted 
Now I want those days back 
But the rain always falls down 
Mind races more than a car on a race track

[Chorus 2]
I remember last Febuary 
Like it was yesterday
We would talk in vc all day
Me, You, & Hira
(Fuck I miss it man, I wish you were still here) 
& everyone else
But now that you've passed 
It will never be the same

[Sample from: Kurama SD: sleepwater home reaction]
"I need you in my life
I wants you here with me 
I'm not losing my mind 
I just need you here 
To make everything clear" 

[Outro]
Ya know it's crazy
To think that a year ago
We were all together 
We were having the best times of our lives
But now I'm sitting here 
On a fucking June day
But now you're gone
& it's too late to turn back time 
So goodbye my friend 
Sleepwater or also known as Jude

Ghost (feat. honeymoon)

Łucid Dreamer

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