featuring @psychtoast

Summon up the energy to see the bleak inside of me
Intrinsic in nature the future shapes in spite of me

I see the space but can't escape from immolation 
Hear the screams of discontent with hate between the nations 

Shout my fear tears streaming left without my honor
Fight the fate I see before it manifests for longer

The cycle will continue whether impacted or not 
But it's the gaze within your eyes that brings my stomach up in knots

I'm finna stumble on the subtle shit
Not one to pick up quickly
The nuance turns to splitting branches tearing up my psyche 

I plant the seeds forseeing leaving just beyond the now 
Internalizing every sign that she's withholding from avow 

(Fooled again) I thought that maybe I was better 
The patterns never breaking only slipping through my- (Fooled again)

Maybe I'm a victim to coincidence and every single one was just unfortunate in circumstance yet (I've been fooled again)

Okay now taking it back 
Pushing the pen no rewriting the past
Circling thoughts to the ring of my neck
It's a choke on my throat that I can't unattach
Collared by fate can't restore what I lost 
The love that we had is a glimmer but tossed
Fleeting in hope just the words to be crossed
What do they mean?
What do they mean?
What do they mean...

[toast]
My mindscape is irate, I find hate when I align fate.
Who am I, great? 
Sine waves through hot takes, that's my heart rate when you stop the tape.

Lost in space, caught a case, better lock the gate.
You're coming through in waves, need a lot to wake.

Staring at the screen I might scream, we don't need to meet, but that's bologna 
Hieroglyphics, got the cold cuts, but all I'm seeing is emojis

[kuzu]
Left read white check got me feeling right blue
Double down, triple text, feeling like a damn fool
Tried to get the point across stream in a wood canoe
Breaking down glass walls with a grass horseshoe

[toast]
No reply that's fine, at least I tried, I'm like,
A little tired at times, I bled a line outside
Just so you could walk the red carpet
Eating all my compliments just to get fed off em

Summon up the energy to see the bleak inside of me
Intrinsic in nature the future shapes in spite of me

I see the space but can't escape from immolation 
Hear the screams of discontent with hate between the nations 

Shout my fears tears streaming left without my honor
Fight the fate I see before it manifests for longer

Can't look back to the end of the track it's something I lack
I'm making it last for nothing is different but weaving the past I hope for the best

no price for love (ft. toast)

nothinbutathangchickenwang

who can I run to?

im so tired (lazy flip)

apple sauce (may 2023)

bandcamp: olsc.bandcamp.com/album/engram-s
(streaming) side a: https://album.link/s/44U8L6rAa2RVou8Mgh6MmA
(streaming) side b: https://album.link/s/6PONf111OS4YPO9h2B14Qc

the idea behind this project, to me at least, is that each song was originally a piece of existing stimuli, that was then formed into a memory, and finally translated into musical terms - this is a representation of engrams.

"a unit of cognitive information imprinted in a physical substance, theorized to be the means by which memories are stored as biophysical or biochemical changes in the brain or other biological tissue, in response to external stimuli."

each song title also has a specific meaning to me, whether it be a reference to an experience from my life, a reference to something from some kind of media that i've enjoyed, a song used to create a song, or something that the song itself reminds me of, etc.

i encourage you to think about what colors or ideas or patterns or connections or thoughts come to you while it's playing.

thank you so much for listening.

bandcamp

engram(s)

Tears Of God

produced with hardware and software  (MPC Studio + Renaissance, Ronald SP-555 & P6 + FL Studio 2024)

tracklist:
9x - 0:00
CDi - 1:26
genesis - 2:09
haterz - 3:12
headspaceRMF - 5:10
i accidentally fill countach with diesel - 6:18
JVC - 7:27
late night - 8:25
make up your mind - 9:36
nobody can change me besides God - 11:22
pure - 12:16
random access memory - 13:13
salena - 14:59
skrawberrie sunrise - 16:12
task - 16:58
who cares - 18:37

genesis sampled from boy2000
https://soundcloud.com/user-562061993

Bandcamp

PATTERNS

https://soundcloud.com/gaspipe/now-and-then
https://soundcloud.com/greenechomusic/once-in-a-while

now n then chop

Dariacore

go white girl go

go white enby go

「ｌｏ－ｆｉ」な
「ハーフ」
俺はゴミです。私は歪みゴミを作ります。

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urs

kuzukigami

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