always strive to be better. don't do it for others, do it for yourself, because at the end of the day. when they're gone, and you're the only one left, it's up to you if you want to keep fighting.

somewhere in the middle (prod. by Taha)

Temper Like A Lion (Prod. by Taha)

College Station (Prod. by Taha)

Schizo Day (Prod. by Taha)

Queen Of The King Sized Bed (Prod. by Taha)

Ill Change Again (Prod. by Taha)

Questioning reality? Create a new one. Only you can change your life and what you choose will be on you. Sometimes you gotta give certain things up in order to create that new reality you wish for..

Check out the wonderful person who made this song possible
https://www.youtube.com/c/prodchibi

Lyrics:
You said you miss me
Said you like it when I stay
Never easy
When you have to go away
I've been trying
Trying to get a better stage
Started crying
You don't like it when I change

I really love you but it's getting hard to chase
Sometimes I wonder if you even like my face
Take is slow because I know were out of time
I need affection so I need you by my side

You wanna go you wanna ride changing the pace
Gimme a show switching the tide I'm in the race
They're gonna break ya
Come around radiant the fake love
Make a sound then you're gonna wake up
Spit it out know you wanna say sum

Bending and breaking
I wanna know if we're cool
Shimmy and shaking
Thinking I might be a fool
How do I take it
I gotta follow the rules
(rules, rules)

Breaking through I'm making progress
All the lucy got me feeling nauseous
You're so lovely sitting in a sun dress
I still love you when you're speaking nonsense
In the shade
On the beach I'm watching waves 
I don't really like the taste
Recently I like to hate
Hiding in a cage
Filling up with rage

Bending and breaking
I wanna know if we're cool
Shimmy and shaking
Thinking I might be a fool
How do I take it
I gotta follow the rules
(rules, rules)

You said you miss me
Said you like it when I stay
Never easy
When you have to go away
I've been trying
Trying to get a better stage
Started crying
You don't like it when I change (x2)

Bending and breaking
I wanna know if we're cool
Shimmy and shaking
Thinking I might be a fool
How do I take it
I gotta follow the rules
(rules, rules)

You said you miss me
Said you like it when I stay
Never easy
When you have to go away
I've been trying
Trying to get a better stage
Started crying
You don't like it when I change 

I really love you but it's getting hard to chase
(Bending and breaking)
Sometimes I wonder if you even like my face
(I wanna know if we're cool)
(Shimmy and shaking)
Take is slow cause I know were out of time
(Thinking I might be a fool)
(How do I take it)
I need affection so I need you by my side
(I gotta follow the rules)

Shimmy & Shaking (Prod. Chibi) (2019)

Music is my only way to vent. Nobody really gets it. Lyrics down below.

Check out wetgropes
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sfm2Mj5a-aw&t=55s

Lyrics:
Imma a free trial
If ya need hug
Hit me speed dial
Low on funds 
But we kick it in style
Give my love 
Only for a short while
I wont budge 
When you say I'm sorry
I wont budge 
If you miss my party

Just make sure
That you cancel
The due date
If you don't want this
For the long way

I got issues
Yeah I know it
Darling I'll miss you
I won't show it
How can I fix you
When I'm broken
Now I'm lost
On the interstate

And I need you
Yeah I know it
How do I please you
When I'm hurting
Thinking I'm see through
I'm worthless
Lose my mind
In another place

I'm so down
Baby I'm bound
Will you feel me now
Or are we falling apart

Cause I'm doing what I can
Can't you see that I try
Only wanna hold your hand
When we rise to the sky
Tried to be a different man
Be the love of her life
Should've stayed the way I was
Am I starting the fight?
I ain't blaming anybody
It's fault of our youth
I want forever
But a trials all I get 
What's the use?
Getting sad
Didn't last
Why do I always lose?

Imma a free trial
If ya need hug
Hit me speed dial
Low funds yeah
But we kick it in style
Give my love 
Only for a short while
I wont budge 
When you say I'm sorry
I wont budge 
If you miss my party

Just make sure
That you cancel
The due date
If you don't want this
For the long way

I got issues
Yeah I know it
Darling I'll miss you
I won't show it
How can I fix you
When I'm broken
Now I'm lost
On the interstate

And I need you
Yeah I know it
How do I please you
When I'm hurting
Thinking I'm see through
I'm worthless
Lose my mind
In another place

free trial (prod. by wetgropes)

i think they're out to get me 

Check out Pacific
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZdOFFoAifGKG-8NOlcm7Ow

(Lyrics)
Cold face
My brain knows pain
Shade my flame
I like the rain
We play our game
Who wins the shame
Sleep for days
I hit the grain
To carve up a rule
In my arm
I cover the scar
Make it a new
Piece of art
Fucking around at the start
Then I'm a star
They wanna meet me tomorrow 

I think
My friends wanna kill me
And I think
My Friends really hate me
What I see
Is faces all around me 
They want to see me drown

They wanna see me
Drown drown drown
Stir me all around 
Mix me with the water
Till I’m sticking to the ground
Make me drown drown drown
I don’t hear a sound
They don’t really need me
I’m the one who gained a crown

I’ll drown
Then I’m up
And I’ll fill another cup
With the liquor 
Buzz is hitting quicker
Lost inside my mirror
Wont dance
My chance
Is dead before a glance
Got a picture in my mind
That I won’t make it 
To the plan
Cause

I think
My friends wanna kill me
And I think
My Friends really hate me
What I see
Is faces all around me 
They want to see me drown

They wanna see me
Drown drown drown
Stir me all around 
Mix me with the water
Till I’m sticking to the ground
Make me drown drown drown
I don’t hear a sound
They don’t really need me
I’m the one who gained a crown

I’ll drown drown drown
I don’t mean to frown
Throw me to the depths 
I don’t think I can get up now
We’ll drown drown drown
When they kick me out
Then you stay so stagnant 
Dirty water in your mouth
We drown

Drown (Prod. by Pacific x DLAY)

unless you hate me. imma keep trying to be better for you as well as myself. once you do.. imma still keep growing.

Check out the wonderful person who made this song possible
https://www.youtube.com/@iambobbyblaze

Inside Out (Prod. by Bobby Blaze)

People are gonna do shit to ya. They say you can forgive but don't forget. I say forgive and forget. Keep moving and showing love to your enemies, people who hate you, your friends, family and strangers. Keep it moving.

Check out Bobby: https://www.youtube.com/@iambobbyblaze

Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mkK4d3AtEiU

Keep It Moving (Prod. by Bobby Blaze)

Even if they have to be a certain way to you. Always be happy with the memories and if they need help. do what's within your power to help them.
Love everyone and keep smiling.

Make sure to check out Rio Enzo
https://www.youtube.com/@prodrioenzo

The Day After Tomorrow (Prod. By Rio Enzo)

Trillions of decisions. Only one life.

Check out the wonderful person who helped made this song possible
https://www.youtube.com/@rafayel.wav1

Lyric video here.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=se6jWEsRm5A

New Roads (Prod. by rafayelwav)

You hurt people and people hurt you. Don't let the pain control you and be better than you were before.

Check out nathan p https://www.youtube.com/@1nathanp1738

Mistakes (Prod. by nathan p)

Enjoy. I do not own the artwork 

https://soundcloud.com/shiloh-dynasty
https://twitter.com/DnstyShiloh
https://www.instagram.com/shilohdynasty/

Come Thru (feat. Shiloh Dynasty)

they happen. Go check out @ilwesto to hear more awesome songs.
Also check out @redpestbeats to hear even more good music.

I do not own the artwork 

Lyrics 

(Kuzu)
so cock it back and put the gun
of love up to my brain
i can't get enough
start to think i'll go insane
cause everytime you
say you love me
I get a little blushy
words don't ever form
right cause it makes
my brain all mushy
I'm hoping that you
understand
i will be your superman
through thick and thin
and sickness 
I will always have plan
cause sometimes we
start blastin off again
but that wont ever stop 
me from holdin your hand 
check it
shoot your love into my veins
now i start to feel addicted
i think  i'll overdose
cause it's comin so consistent
afraid it may be
too much
cause it's takin
all my life away
but how can i say no 
when your askin me to stay
I've heard it all before
I think its time to let you go
one more hit before the
road

(il Westo)
At times you makes me hurt so bad
At times seeing you makes me feel so glad
feeling like I just can't pull away
ya dealing pain pills to my heart
without you I'm insane
I can't explain why
do I need to try
It's a human reaction,
without you I'm split like a fraction
Conflicted factions in my heart
and it just feels so hard
You're the light in my dark
You're the fuel I need
for my engine to start
Sweetheart mend my scars
or dig them deeper in
either or love habits
imbalance the balance
of my bliss and pain
At times I ask myself
Why I play these games

Love Habits ft. il Westo (Prod. by Redpest)

be cool.

Go check out @korouu cause they're amazing at making music <3

I do not own the artwork 

Lyrics

(verse 1)
we've been dancing for so long
under the stars
i feel as the grass will
cut through my skin
all the pills we take
have seem to prolong
our existence but i 
don't feel alright
I would rather be alone
than have you
everytime I speak I feel
myself fall
do you wish to find
the truth in my
lies
sorry darlin theres
no truth here
no

(verse 2)
it just the two of us my dear
listen to me don't you hear
i only fell for you
i only fell for you baby
don't you let them see your fear
promise not to shed a tear
i only fell for you
i only fell for you baby

sunflower feelings (prod. by korou)

Yo! Go check out @1-ab not only did they produce this amazing beat
with their vocals and amazing guitar skills they also mixed it! 

Art by: https://luxjii.deviantart.com/gallery/  (They have amazing art owo)

(verse 1)
i can tell you now
that you were so
damn hard to find
everytime i see you
babe i think you
look so divine
i don't wanna take you 
home tonight
but just treat you right
i know you must be
thinking of the
bad intentions in my mind
and i know 
that you feel
like its hard just to deal
but we talk
then we walk
lets just keep it real
and you tell me the things
that you don't 
tell your friends
so i'll tell you the truth
this is how i feel

(Hook wannabe & kuzu)
baby you should know that
they got nothin on you
baby you should know that
they got nothin on you
baby you should know that
they got nothin on you
baby you should know that
they got
baby you should know that
they got

(verse 2)
now you've been acting like
all i wanna do is hurt
lemme tell ya darlin 
i would put myself
inside the dirt
you're the only one a boy
like me could ever need
all these other dudes are
on their knees begging 
you and sayin please
i'm not messin with these
other girls
you're the only 
one i'm with
i'll say it one more time
again you make me feel so
much bliss
look me in eyes this is 
love now isn't it?
let me tell the world that 
you're amazing

(Hook wannabe & kuzu)
baby you should know that
they got nothin on you
baby you should know that
they got nothin on you
baby you should know that
they got nothin on you
baby you should know that
they got
baby you should know that
they got (x2)

Pettersson X Kuzu Mellow - They Got Nothin On You

I don't own this art

Yo.  Go follow my boy @sweet_guri he made this dope ass beat. Show him some love! 

(Lyrics)

(hook)
to him i'm just a little boy
crying out for attention
i just want to feel the joy
when he calls my name
to him i'm just a little boy
crying out for attention
i just want to feel the joy
when he calls my name

(verse)
i've had too many sleepless
nights 
thinking of the things he
said
even if he's by my side
horrid thoughts inside my 
head
say the things i wanna hear
for a smile 
maybe he will stick around
for awhile
start to comtemplate myself
inside my mind
try to be the things he wants
but it's never right
we can speed on down highway
tonight
maybe things with go my way
tonight

(chorus)
and i just want to be
the best you've ever had
be a pretty boy for you
is that so bad 
you're so mean
but i'm fine
my mental
is alright

(verse 2)
suffocation in my dreams
pull my heart out the 
seams
honestly you never change
i don't either and its sad
hard to trust the words you
say
only keep me for escape
you don't understand my pain
and i think i'm fine with 
that
you don't care
and i don't mind
i just wanna share my time
only trying to survive
wont you hold me through
the night
whisper words into my ear
make me feel like
i mean something to you

(hook)
to him i'm just a little boy
crying out for attention
i just want to feel the joy
when he calls my name

Kuzu x Guri - Little Boy

I do not own the artwork

Switched up my flow for this song! I hope you all enjoy. Thank you all so much for 900 followers. Let's shoot for 1,000!!!

Please go check out @sunshineohmy they made this wonderful beat
and are so damn talented!!! <3

(Lyrics)

(Verse 1)
I don't drive a foreign
I'm also kinda cute
And I think I'm not that boring
Try to be the one that can
Make you feel
Tell you that it's somethin real
We can hop up on my 2 wheeler 
And be hella chill
Maybe smoke a little
Maybe we'll be fine
Wake you up at 2am to see
If you're alright 
Feelin like a peice a shit
Everytime you cry
Even if it's not my fault
I'll tell you that I'm sorry babe

(Bridge)
Take you out to lunch today 
Maybe get to hear you say
That you love me like yesterday
Guess I'm actually afraid
I don't know what else to say
When I see your pretty face
Start to stutter I'm hella lame
Wish I could be so much better

(hook)
I just wanna make this shit
for you
Show you all the things that 
I can do 
Bring you something that is new
That is new 
Baby (x2)

(Chorus)
You should know I'd do anything for you
(for you)
Baby wont you say that you love me too
(love me too)
You should know I'd do anything for you
(for you)
Please tell me that you love me

(Verse 2)
I just wanna see you smile 
It sounds a little cheesy
But it's true I'm feelin wild
Spin  me round your room
As we stay up past our bedtime
Love you so damn much it should 
Probably be a crime
Looking at the past 
And I crave for you to say it back
Crumbled into peices
And I'll fall between your floor cracks
I don't know the answers
And I'm feelin like I'm left behind
Tell me baby girl
Am I floating inside your mind?

(Bridge)
I know it's hard to stay awake
Got my mind feelin like a game
Only you could ever play
Say you love me I'll be okay
Get me twisted every day
Do anything just to make you stay
I've been acting kinda crazed
For you girl.

(hook)
I just wanna make this shit
for you
Show you all the things that 
I can do 
Bring you something that is new
That is new 
Baby (x2)

(Chorus)
You should know I'd do anything for you
(for you)
Baby wont you say that you love me too
(love me too)
You should know I'd do anything for you
(for you)
Please tell me that you love me

4 U (Prod. by ｓｕｎｓｈｉｎｅ ツ)(Thank you for 900!!!<3)

Back at it again with the @redpestbeats vibes. Go show them some support as well! <3

Thank you all so much for 1,000 followers. I'm almost 100 followers late but I managed to get a track out! I love you all so much <3

Lyrics

(Hook)
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
Thinking bout it just makes me feel sad
And I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you
About you
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
Thinking bout it just makes me feel bad
And I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you
About you

(Verse 1)
You've been scheming
But I feel like I ain't had enough
Losing interest is something
But you can see my bluff
Start to question the seasons
Beacause I'm losing trust
I can lie to you saying that
I'm not giving up

(Bridge)
I know
We've got
All these questions
Bout love
End it

(Verse 2)
There's no sympathy
Baby I'm showing empathy
Taking all of my energy
I can no longer feel the rain
Losing the sense of mental pain
Tell me what is it that you gain
I've been under the pressure
Feelin under the wheather
Thinking that I'll get better
Giving you all the answers
I'm down
And I'll drown
So I'll say it now

(Hook)
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
Thinking bout it just makes me feel sad
And I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you
About you
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
Thinking bout it just makes me feel bad
And I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you
About you

(Outro)
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you

About You (Prod. by redpest)(Thanks for 1,000! <3)

Been awhile since I posted a track. Here's a shitty space love track.

Go check out @hentaidesuka cause they got some hella smooth beats.

I do not own the artwork

Lyrics

(Verse 1)
I built a rocketship
So I could find my way to you
I'd leave a little early so I'd
Get there right before it's noon
so we can look up at the sun
Where there it might be different too
I felt a little crazy
When you said it was the color blue

And we can run away together
She looked me in my eyes
And said our love is interstellar
Take my hand and we can go to
Jupiter forever
Pick whatever planet
It don't matter
It's all right

(Hook)
Saving everything I had
So I could see you face
Your eyes are like the stars
With a galaxy embrace
I know I sound generic but
Thats how I truly feel
Even if I touch you I still 
Don't believe it's real

(Verse 2)
And you can teach me your philosophies
Tell me all the things you are
That people wouldn't let you be
Walk along the contstellations
Write your name on everything
Just in case I'm lost so
I can find you on the shiny rings

Of Saturn
Now were on the latter
I don't wanna end
I'm afraid that you might shatter
Cause space is bending both of us
we'll change our state of matter
I'm losing oxygen, I don't know
If I'll be fine 

(Outro)
We can live on the moon
That's where we'll spend our time
We can travel trough space
See the galaxys shine
Now I have to go home
Promise you're on my mind
I'm on Earth all alone
Dreaming of you at night

Interstellar (Prod. by hentaidesu)

Don't get too lit out there kiddies UwU

Big thanks to @ssunndae for this dope beat

(I do not own the artwork)

Lyrics

(Verse 1)
I'm at this party
I think it's too much
People are screaming
I threw up my lunch
It got in her face 
It's a swing and a miss
Sorry for vomiting 
On your new kicks
And the room is
Getting kinda hazy
I start feeling
Kinda lazy
Everybodys doing coke
I tell myself
I'm not that crazy
Fuck that shit
I'm smoking weed
They say that I'm
hella weak
I would rather be at home 
Than hear these people
Fuckin sneeze

So I'll go sleep inside
Your parents bed
Turns out there are people
here that are already having sex 
I'd ask if I could join but
I don't wanna catch an STD
Also when I walked in they
Both started being really mean

(Hook)
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine

(Verse 2)
It's 6AM
Past my bedtime
I drank too much
I think I might die
Tonight 
Got sadder thoughts
I don't feel right
My ride is gone
Guess I'll stay here
Tonight

I don't wanna dance
Where the hell are all my friends
Throwing up again ain't fun
Cops are here were on the run
We think that we own the night
Tell a girl I met goodbye
Now I'm walking all alone
Maybe my mom will be home and

I've been down this road before
I would like to think I'm fine
Last I checked I felt  sore
More or less I'll be alright
  
(Outro) 
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine

I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine

i'll be fine (prod. by trapcard.)

You'll be okay... probably

Check out @imyourlovergirl <3

The sample the girl next door  used: https://soundcloud.com/elijahwho/imtiredoffeelingthisway

(I do not own the artwork)

Lyrics

(verse 1)
Back when we were too young
I thought that I was grown up
Treated you like a little kid
And I think that you hated it
You said I wasn't the one
I felt my heart jump out my throat
I wish I could be your boy
I wish I could tell you good-

(verse 2)
I can change again
Take you on those dates again
Give you roses
Do the poses
Show me to your friends again
Post me on your instagram
Love me
Teach me
Everything you know
Darlin we can take it slow

Girl I wanna give you everything
Chick-fil-A and diamond rings
Always get excited when you text so 
I can hear the ding
Tell me do you feel the same?
I love you

(outro)
You don't love me back 
And it's alright

it's alright
bum bum bum
it's okay
bum bum bum
i don't mind
bum bum bum
it's alright
bum bum bum
it's okay
bum bum bum
i don't mind
bum bum bum

bum bum bum

bum bum

again.. (prod. by the girl next door)

Even in death we'll be together

Go check out @imedda for more chill beats like this! <3

Art by: https://pinkypromiseinpastel.tumblr.com/

Lyrics

(Verse 1)
We  made all these roses
Her friends
I think that I've been here 
Hoping all the pain she has will end
It makes her mind less clear

"I will give you everything"
"I can fix your broken knees"
"Lift you with some knots and string
For me"

We'll put on a classy show 
And all your friends and family know
That you left and came back
From all of this

You're just fine
You'll stay inside
And I'll help you
Figure out how you survived

(Verse 2)
Please stay awake
Your eyes are bright like the lake
We've almost passed through the gate
But then I lost my eyes
And I've been thristy for years
I hear your words in my ears
You'll say you'll give me all of you just
For this

We've got our withered souls
We'll go out for a stroll

I miss the brighter days
Take me so far away

Sunsets are making me
Blush when I see your face

Learning to carry on
I think we'll be alright

(Outro)
And 
We'll dance around the graves
There's no reason to stay
We can go anywhere
You
Changed me to something more
With you I never get bored
Hoping we never get older
And if we do
I'll have you

Ghost Stories (Prod. by Medda)

Bringing you a new track right before the EP oof.

Go check out @draffish  and @sadboyprolific cause they are awesome and helped me make this nice track. uwu

Lyrics

(Verse 1)
I'm a demon
She's an angel
She don't know that much
Taught her bout the head
Spread her legs
Then I eat my lunch
Buy a couple pizzas
We can chill and watch some anime
Lovin what we have 
Holdin hands
Waste the day away
They say forbidden lust
Sayin that we're not the same
Good and evil
Our love isn't feeble
I won't run away
God has had enough
Called  his homies
Just to smite me down
Lucifer is pissed too
I can see it in his shitty frown

Between the both of us
I'm sure we could escape
Make a whole new universe
Were both of us are safe
Have some tiny people
Give em everything they need
Show em how to love 
Not a single bit of greed
So

They'll talk about us
In their texts books
The ones that got away
Leaving everything behind
Girl you lookin so divine
Not a single minute that
She isn't on my mind
I can tell ya that's the truth
Every single time

(Verse 2)
Shes a work of art 
I'm smashin on the easel
They say were polar opposites 
Our connection is feeble
Her sweet smell is heavenly 
I'm comin form the depths of hell
Lives feeling like prison
I'll break us out of this cell
Hop up in the star ship 
And whip up out the galaxy
She haphazardly captured my heart casually
Opposite etiquette still have a connection its
Too strong for anybody to sever it
Feel alive together 
Without you i just want death
You're the reason i wake up 
And my lungs conjure breath
Id cross the universe 
Just so i could be with you
Love you to infinity and back 
And way past the moon
So screw the people that's tryna keep us apart
Cause you're the one i love 
And ill give you all of my heart

Forbidden Lust (Ft. SadBoyProlific) (Prod. by Draffish)

Some scum shit I been feeling ya dig??

Check out @naniimo cause he my best friend <3

I do not own the artwork.

 Lyrics 

(Verse 1)
Oh baby get back
Gotta keep walkin
And cover my tracks
Man I feel stupid
I'm losing my shit
Where do I go
Where do I go?
Damn
Aye
I got a reason to stay
Yeah
Hoping to start a new wave
Whoa
Looking for reasons to change
Aye
Oh it's a hit in the face
Yeah

Aye
Wishing that we could be somethin new
Babe you got me feelin really blue
How can I go and be next to you
Next to you
Stop

Oh I'm thinking that it's never fair
Thoughts pouring out into the air
How am I supposed to deal with fear
Deal with fear
Hey

Think about it on the regular
Oh Oh
Man I'm feelin like another one
Oh Oh
How long am I gonna wait again?
Oh Oh 
Just so I can go and hold your hand

(Hook)
Ouu
Girl you got me in a ruse
I don't know what else to do
No I shouldn't have to choose
I don't know  
You
Got me lookin like a fool
Never should've fell for you
Honestly I should'a caught it
And I never would've had to go and lose
No

(Verse 2)
Baby boo on the instagram
Couple likes from a couple friends
Damn I'm feelin like the man again
The man again
Yeah
Taking dick like she never did
Call me daddy, ask her did she miss
Now I'm thinking what the fuck is this
Switch
Damn now it's all about to end
Man fuck, gotta do it all again
Oh shit really thought it was a win
She's gone, chillin with another man
Again oh
I don't wanna have to wait
Oh no
Just to see your pretty face
Oh no
Gotta try to get away
Oh no
I will never be the same

off and on (Prod. by Naniimo)

I’ll cheat death till someone’s proud 

Please go check out @illuidhaller

I do not own the artwork 

Lyrics:

(Hook)
Reaper 
Call me a cheater
Down to the heater 
I'm doing life 
Yeah
Constant repeater 
Went past my meter
In my two-seater
It's not my time

(Verse 1)
And my
Beneficiaries
Are inclined
To take everything I own
When I'm gone
I hope they remember me
With every single thing
That I had
That's too bad 
I'll be glad
Just to see them in their dreams
Oh no

I missed the right of passage
Can you take a message
Am I out of chances now
Oh

(Verse 2)
Feeling down 
And I need a change of scenery
Needing love 
But I gotta 
Start with loving me 
Catch up on my feelings
Maybe catch up on some rest
I've been studying my life
That shit be feeling like a test

Honestly I started being thankful
For my breathes
Every second is a chance that I
Might have to fuck with death
But I keep thinking
I'm gonna turn my mind around
Wanna have the people that I
Love tell me they're proud...

(Hook)
Reaper 
Call me a keeper 
Down to the heater 
I'm doing life 
Yeah
Constant repeater 
Went past my meter
In my two-seater
It's not my time

Here Comes The Reaper (Prod. by ILLUID HALLER)

Ride or die.

Go check out Kofi, they have some other good beats yo.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCRasSgtg1f19OUApitcJdRQ

Art by: https://www.instagram.com/lovreii/

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Let me take your hand
We can dance
We're inside your room
Trippin with your friends
In the benz
Till the afternoon
Parents on the edge
Are we dead?
Guess it's overdue
Girl you got your fans
And your brands
But I'm here for you

(Verse 1)
Her friends are fake
And they only wanna roll
I got my sense 
And I'll never let her go
She playin hard and I'm
The only one who knows
I'll say it now that 
I might just go for broke

You and I 
Spent to many times
Being high
I don't really mind
We decide
Leave it all behind
We're alone
Stuck inside a lie

(Pre-Chorus)
And she don't realize
That I've been by her side
I'm not that great 
But baby I'll apologize
The only thing I want
Is for you to be mine
I'll treat you right
So

(Chorus)
Let me take your hand
We can dance
We're inside your room
Trippin with your friends
In the benz
Till the afternoon
Parents on the edge
Are we dead?
Guess it's overdue
Girl you got your fans
And your brands
But I'm here for you

(Verse 2)
You don't mind staying inside
Then you cry while saying you're fine
I can see the pain in your eyes
You don't like when I'm in disguise

And I 
Just want to see your face
But you keep
Playing all these games
I miss
When we were all okay
But time has caused us
Both to change

(Pre-Chorus)
And she don't realize
That I've been by her side
I'm not that great 
But baby I'll apologize
The only thing I want
Is for you to be mine
I'll treat you right
So

(Chorus)
Let me take your hand
We can dance
We're inside your room
Trippin with your friends
In the benz
Till the afternoon
Parents on the edge
Are we dead?
Guess it's overdue
Girl you got your fans
And your brands
But I'm here for you

💖Here For You💖 (Prod. by Kofi bæ)

Some stuff on my mind

Please go check out abby
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQhvc2E3mMjGA2dRF19UzFA

I do not own the artwork!

Lyrics:

(Intro)
Now I'm lying on the floor again
And I'm thinking that I'm bored of this
Tell me how am I supposed to live?
If I barely feel alive
But they tell me to get over it
And I'm reaching for another sip
Another puff, and I wait for it to hit
Then I feel like I'm alive

(Verse 1)
Boom Boom Boom
3 shots down the hatch
I'll carry a torch 
And I'll never look back
I think I should stop
Forgot what I said
I don't think I'll make it 
Outta my bed
But I'll carry on
Carry on
Carry on
Try to carry on
Said I'll carry on

While I'm looking at the past me
And I'm sitting in the front seat

Where did I go wrong?
I keep putting all of it
Inside these songs
But it's not enough
Not enough
To keep me floating up
Floating up

I'm such a pessimist
Fuck your entitlement
I'm running from this shit
I know I wont make it
But I gotta grow up
Yeah I gotta grow up

(Bridge)
Still don't know where I gotta go
Need a voice just to let me know
Fuck a voice I can take it slow
I have a road I can follow home

(Hook)
I been stressed
Hella depressed
And I been feeling
It inside my chest
Gotta roll
Fill the hole
It's a void 
Swallowing up my soul

Cause I been stressed
Hella depressed
And I been feeling
It inside my chest
Gotta roll
Fill the hole
It's a void 
Swallowing up my soul

(Verse 2)
Running from the rage
Turn another page
I know I can change
If I switch my ways
Now I know where I should go
Playing on my phone
I'll forget about the day
And I missed the rain

Started drowning in my sea
I forgot who I should be
Is it all dream?
(Upside down)
I can't see in front of me
(Please don't frown)
Tell me if I'm doing fine
(You're doing great)
Am I getting outta line?
(It's not that way)

Now I'm sitting in my chair
I'm not asking for a share
I just wanna feel at home

in the blue (prod. by abby)

Don't be sorry for who you are, you're great.. (Single from my EP)

Check out Roko: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCHcxCZQS1SZf103NIp0ndwg

Art by: https://www.instagram.com/lovreii/

Lyrics :
(Verse 1)
I keep thinking this is love
But I know I'm not enough
You keep coming back for more
Knowing I wont tell you no
Then you'll leave when you find
Someone better down the line
I just wish you wouldn't lie
Say you love me while you cry

(Chorus)
I'm sorry that I'm me...
I know I'm incomplete...

(Verse 2)
I'll lay in
Every single garden you make
I'll try to
Trust you and hold on to good faith
I failed you
How could I let them take my place?
I'll change
I'll change 
Trust me darling I'll change

(Bridge)
I don't know
I don't know
I'm alone

Where'd you go?
Can I see you one more time?

(Verse 3)
I don't wanna fight
(wanna fight)
But I'll try
To drop you from my mind
(from my mind)
But you keep 
Getting in my head
(in my head)
I can't sleep
I feel you in my bed
(in my bed)

(Chorus)
I'm sorry that I'm me...
I know I'm incomplete...

(Outro)
I'm sorry that I'm me
I let you down
I know I'm incomplete
I'll fix myself
I'm sorry that I'm me
I knew you'd leave
I know I'm incomplete
Wont get on my knees

(Chorus)
I'm sorry that I'm me...
I know I'm incomplete...

Incomplete (Prod. by Roko Tensei)

Check out Roko: www.youtube.com/channel/UCHcxCZQS1SZf103NIp0ndwg

Art by: www.instagram.com/lovreii/

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
I'll stay running from myself
Every time
Put my heart inside a dirty jar
I'll survive
I don't need my eyes to see 
The failure I've become
Expose my bones 
A fragile stone
I wanted to feel numb 

I tried to live without
The warmth inside my soul
I thought if I was cold enough
I'd be fine alone
I never thought the pain
Of coming home would be so harsh
Split in two
Get me through
The nightmares in my room

(Hook)
Tell me something
I can feel
Tell me something
I want to hear

(Verse 2)
I don't wanna die
But I don't feel alive
I've heard it once before
It's easier to cry
Asking who am I
Told another lie
(That's not who I am)
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die

(Chorus) 
Play the role
Of another individual
Put a smile on my face for them
Gotta go the extra mile for them

(Verse 3)
And I do it every time
Every night
Gotta tell myself to fight
To feel alright
Smoking up so I don't think
Of suicide
We're the same and I can see
It in your mind
And we always say

(Hook)
Tell me something
I can feel
Tell me something
I want to hear

(Verse 4)
Don't let go
I won't wont fall
Please hold on
Wait on the wall
Trust me I
Don't want it all
Cause I can't take it
When death calls

And its bound to happen
Maybe now or later then
But I won't try to fight it
When it comes around..

Me(Prod. by Roko Tensei)

Check out Roko: www.youtube.com/channel/UCHcxCZQS1SZf103NIp0ndwg

Art by: www.instagram.com/lovreii/

Lyrics:

(Intro)
I know that I'm lame
But I'm gonna do it anyways
I don't know your name
All I had to do was see your face
Friends say I'm insane
Had a couple drinks I'm feeling great
Hoping that you'll stay
Just so I can

(Verse 1)
Lose all my courage
Gotta get back
Thinking bout the words that I'll say
Will I get slapped?
What if I fuck up?
Guess these people get a good laugh
Can I turn around 
Can I turn around
Oh caught her eye
It's a bear trap
Now I gotta talk
As she walks
I don't feel bad
Butterflies are gone
As my song starts play now
Reaching out my arm

(Hook)
Can I dance with
You You You
Love the way you
Move Move Move
Girl you got that
Groove Groove 
Can I dance with
You You You 

(Verse 2)
Oh girl I know you don't need a man
But maybe I can have this dance oh
We don't even have to hold hands
And I just wanna do this right
Yeah, grooving out into the night
Oh I don't want fuck
I just wanna love
Show me how you move

(Chorus)
Show me what to do
Girl just me and you 
There's nothing to lose
No more feeling blue
Yeah I'm coming through
I'm telling the truth
Build a kissing booth
Mmm
Girl this isn't lust
No No No
Girl this isn't lust
No No No

(Verse 3)
Yeah Yeah
And she picks me up when I fall
Yeah Yeah
She don't need my funds she standing tall
Oh Oh
Girl you're better than those other pawns
I just wanna know

(Hook)
Can I dance with
You You You 
Love the way you
Move Move Move
Girl you got that
Groove Groove Groove
Can I dance with
You You You

(Verse 4)
Placements
Try this
Learning
Things from you
Lifeless
Old shit
I wish
I could do
Everything for you 
Yeah 
Cause
Baby looking bad
Know I like that
Forget about my ex
I wont fight back
 
(Outro)
Can I dance with you 
Love the way you
Move Move Move Move
Girl you got that groove
Can I dance with
You You You You

Can I dance with you..
Love the way you move...
Yeah..
Girl you got that grove...
Can I dance with you...
Yeah..

Can I Dance With You? (Prod. by Roko Tensei)

this wont last so it's time to drop it.. 

check out pandrs: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCjJc4rovUkuhojdVJKEd5Nw

I do not own the artwork

Lyrics:


I said I'd wait forever
But I think that's too long
There's no point even trying
All my love for you is gone

I wasted time for you
But you never came through
I gave you many tries
You'd fuck with other guys
(oh my)

Oooh
I don't wanna see your face
All you do is put me down
Whats the point of this
Oooh
I'd rather do anything else
Than be with you

You only call me when you're sad
I do my best to not feel bad
It kills my heart to take you back
I know that this will never last

We'll watch the stars outside my room
I know that you'll be leaving soon
Turn on your song and set the mood
I'll play it off like I'm too cool

Now it's time I realized
This isn't love 
But a way
To feel alive
I need it all

Don't talk to me
I don't wanna be friends
Not being mean
I still wish you the best

I tried way too much
Thought it was enough
You still broke my trust
Now I don't give a fuck

We gave it our all
My feelings dissolved
I don't wanna talk
Now I don't feel the love

You only call me when you're sad
I do my best to not feel bad
It kills my heart to take you back
I know that this will never last

never last (prod. by pandrs)

Take a highway tour... see what you find. Might even find yourself..

Seriously yo, check out Luca. He's a real MVP: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCP3j4MzPXiOpEg7NsO4rDWA

I DO NOT OWN THE ARTWORK

Lyrics:

(Intro)
We can take a highway tour
Highway
We can take a highway tour 
High way tour
We can take a highway tour
Highway
We can take a highway tour 
High way tour

(Verse 1)
we can take a highway tour
started blasting off
pull my teeth because I'm bored
i don't feel enough

Told my friends my mind is broke
Sadness on and off
Getting up from mental slugs can be
Pretty rough 

I'll stay down, and drown, the bounds
Go round and round
Don't make another sound, their frown, is underground
It's getting loud, I really hate this broken town
Several glitches make me different I can't seem
To work them out

(Pre-Chorus)
I keep looking back
(Slow down)
At my blurry past
(Don't ask)
And it's making me feel bad
(Oh well)

(Chorus)
All these memories I have
I can't run cause they're too fast
The good ones always come out last
But all the bad ones way out class

I still don't know
Where I should go
I'm going home
I'm not alone
Still on my own
I wish I was
More than who I am

(Bridge)
We can take a highway tour
Everyone is keeping score
Hold my hands outside the door
So I can feel what I've explored

(Verse 2)
Timeless so timeless anxiety
Climbing still falling don't cry for me
Counterfeit my smile walk around like a machine
Robotic hearts keep me alive when we drive 
Past a scene

I'll explode just pull the pin
Take my heart out for a spin
I don't even wanna drive
Feel my fears fly with the wind
Sometimes life is like a cage
It's really hard to act my age
Wheres the time go when we drive?

Highway Tour (Prod. by Luca Malaspina)

where'd you go...? My soul...

Pilgrim is a beast, check em out!: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCDlc0Nw29RmqOs2jQPEX6A

Lyrics:

I lost my soul inside my closet
I have no clue where it would go
My room is getting dark I'm nauseous
The sun still shines outside
I'm so confused

Don't make me worry
Don't make cry
Wake me up early
A quarter past five

Let's pick some flowers
You're growing eyes
Are you a person?
Made from my life

Wheres my soul?
Wheres my soul?
I'm looking for it
Never wanted to split

Wheres my soul?
Wheres my soul?
I'm looking for it
Never wanted to split

Every time I survived
The night 
I looked past all the
Planets in the sky
I'll waste away
Watch myself breathe and thrive
Accept it all
Take the fall 

There's no one else to call
Breaking down the walls
I wont trust nobody else
Hocus pocus magic words just never help
Overdosing on drug that's made in hell
Look at me I'll start to walk
Lost my mind my soul can't talk
Yet I'm chasing after something 
I don't know where I'll end up

Wheres my soul?
Wheres my soul?
I'm looking for it
Never wanted to split

Wheres my soul?
Wheres my soul?
I'm looking for it
Never wanted to split

My Soul (Prod. by Pilgrim)

Whatever you wanna do.. as long as we're in my room..

Go check outhomeonanisland: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCk8VBRDeCaR6-P7HdazSbjg/featured

I DO NOT OWN THE ARTWORK

Lyrics:
Palm trees in my bedroom when we stay up
Late at night
Baby when I'm with you I'd prefer if we don't fight
But if you want to..
Only if you want to..
And shorty if you stay right by my side
I promise that I'll get you every star up in the sky
If you want them
Only if you want them girl

Run back
You and me
Like a love track
Back and forth
Thats a straight fact
Need a hug
I don't wanna own that

What's the point of going down again
Honestly I wanna try
Really thinking you're my only friend
Babygirl it's you and I 
Right?

Scared to death that what we have is always going bad
I don't tell you how I feel because I'm always dead
But I would rather die for this
Wont you show me what I missed
I will only speak the truth
And I'm so in love with you

Oh I'm so in love with you
I don't know what else to do
Got me locked up but it's cool
Let's just stay up in my room

Oh I'm so in love with you
I don't know what else to do
Got me locked up but it's cool
Let's just stay up in my

Palm trees in my bedroom when we stay up
Late at night
Baby when I'm with you I'd prefer if we don't fight
But if you want to..
Only if you want to..
And shorty if you stay right by my side
I promise that I'll get you every star up in the sky
If you want them
Only if you want them girl

Baby we can stay up in my room
I don't care
I don't care

Baby we can stay up in my room
I don't care
I don't care

Baby I don't know what else to do
When you're here
When you're here

Baby I don't know what else to do
Baby we can stay up in my room

Room (Prod. by homeonanisland)

i knew it would happen but i thought it wouldn't

go check out the producer: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCkexQp8xKJuJrFSa7t_h6VQ/featured

I do not own the artwork

Lyrics:
(Hook)
What am I supposed to do
Sitting here alone with you
No matter what I say
It wont change anything
No no

Now I don't wanna be alone
You came around and made me whole
But now you wanna up and go
You changed me just to run away
Oh

(Verse 1)
I'm getting tired
I'm getting tired
I'm getting tired
Of being used
Changing my attire
I'm starting fires
I'm bringing liars home
But that ain't new

I'm going down and I really wanna understand
How it sounds gotta wonder why you held my hand
Start to doubt if this even was a brand new plan
What's it about, said you'd rather be alone instead

I just wanna dance right now
I just wanna dance right now
I'm keeping everything inside
I told myself that this was fine
But that's a lie
I'm doing what I can just to not give up
Now

(Hook)
What am I supposed to do
Sitting here alone with you
No matter what I say
It wont change anything
No no

Now I don't wanna be alone
You came around and made me whole
But now you wanna up and go
You changed me just to run away
Oh

what i say doesn't matter (prod. by wurlishmouk)

So so tired

Please go check out Oui lele: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC7EXnSnFYB6LcHaO-B-XC-g
https://soundcloud.com/ouilele

I DO NOT OWN THE ARTWORK!

I'm so tired
I'm so tired of
They way 
I look
The way I act
And how I'm shook up

I'm so tired
I'm so tired of
The way 
I talk
The way I move
The way I walk oh

Incoming disaster
Calling up a friendly pastor
Gotta repent
Get up later just to go reminisce
Be a fake just to light up them kids
Tell em to be bold
Never let up never get cold
You been sitting in the back row
But that don't mean you gotta grow mold

We're kinda the same
Staying strong just to get through the game
Nothings better than guessing the weather
It's kinda rainy and I feel the pain
Of everything 
Something bad
I can feel it creepin' from the past
Lately I been getting really mad
Got a demon crawling on my back
And

I'm so tired
I'm so tired of
They way 
I look
The way I act
And how I'm shook up

I'm so tired
I'm so tired of
The way 
I talk
The way I move
The way I walk oh

im so tired (Prod. by Oui lele)

yeet

go check out sora: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5ngFbq4IFBEJ0NE9uXXezA
https://soundcloud.com/omgsora

I DO NOT OWN THE ARTWORK

found da lyrics

Really like the way you move
Guide you to my bed no clues
Do you even like me like that?
Steal a kiss pretty girl I won’t fight back 
Hopping on the mic no booth
Really hope you like your shoes
Got you hiding in my room
You don’t wanna leave
But I’m thinking that you do 

Somethings got me feeling different 
About how I feel
Somethings got me feeling different 
When you say you’re here
For me
Skip out on some lunch 
For me
Your friends don’t mean much
To me
Sorry it’s the truth
Baby 

Got it myself 
Praying to god 
And my dude gave me wealth
Put my momma house okay
Got my niece a brand new blouse okay
Then you’re coming in my life again
Got me ghosting all my only friends 
Wow
Glad I’m getting out of town 
Thinking that I’m getting better now

It’s alright
It’s okay
Write another song about you everyday 
It’s alright
It’s okay
Write another song about you everyday

Falling on the grass
Take another shot while I’m pressing on the gas
I don’t wanna see my face so I hide behind a mask
Yeah
Really needing all the love you got
Give it to me cause I need a lot
Put your warm hands on my face again
Thinking that we should be more than friends

I want you in my life
We’ll fight so much crime
Solve things for just us
Five steps  gain my trust
Will you be all mine
Please don’t waste my time
I won’t chase you girl
But I will

Buy you everything you want
Buy you everything you need
When those school boys looking jealous
It raises my self-esteem 
Girl you’re everything I want
Girl you’re everything I need
When you dance up in my bedroom 
I feel like I’m in a dream

Buy you everything you want
Buy you everything you need
When those school boys looking jealous
It raises my self-esteem 
Girl you’re everything I want
Girl you’re everything I need
When you dance up in my bedroom 
I feel like I’m in a dream

self-esteem (prod. by omgsora)

Just doing me or whatever
 

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