kvng EvoL

Spending Time

Casket

Body

Romeo

Stillhere

Moonlight

[Verse 1]
Wake up feelin hollow again,
Wish I could crawl from my skin, disappear in the wind.
Chest gettin heavy like it’s tied to a sink,
Every thought that I’m thinkin is pushing me to the brink

And I keep fallin for girls who don’t want me,
the ones who leave me on read while I’m losin it softly.
She got my heart in her hands like a hobby,
Chasin her shadow while she walks right past me calmly.

And I hate myself more every time,
Tellin myself I’m worthless for wantin what ain’t ever mine.
Try to smile but I’m dyin inside,
Try to breathe but it feels like I’m drownin under the tide.

[Pre-Chorus]
Anxiety’s a ghost in my room,
Sittin on the bed whisperin “soon.”
Fake a laugh then I hide in the gloom,
Scared of life but death comes too soon.

[Chorus]
I been breakin again,
Holdin onto nothin but the weight in my chest.
I been wastin my breath,
Wishin’ somebody heard when I said I’m a mess.

And I’m scared of myself,
Every night hopin I don’t fall off the shelf.
I keep runnin from help,
Guess I’m only good at hurtin myself.

[Verse 2]
Keep a note in my phone sayin’ “sorry,”
Wrote it last month when the world felt foggy.
Stare at the screen ’til the words start throbbin,
Say I won’t send it, but I’m never stoppin.

I get hooked on the girls that remind me I’m broken,
Dress me up in desire then leave me unspoken.
She my drug and she knows it,
Still chase love even though I'll never deserve it.

And the pills don’t fix what I am,
They just soften all the edges till I’m losin the man.
Wish I somehow could restart the plan,
But the boy in the mirror don’t feel like a man.

[Chorus]
I been breakin again,
Holdin onto nothin but the weight in my chest.
I been wastin my breath,
Wishin somebody heard when I said I’m a mess.

And I’m scared of myself,
Every night hopin I don’t fall off the shelf.
I keep runnin from help,
Guess I’m only good at hurtin myself.

[Outro]
I don’t know who I’m tryin’ to be,
Feels like the world might be better without me.
But I write these songs hopin someone will see
That I’m dyin inside while I fake bein’ at peace.

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