R.I.P. to @deco-slush . 

I'll be back soon with more new music, thank you to everyone who waited.

go fw @bigmelancholy

Produced by Bapop : https://www.beatstars.com/bapop/feed

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Kenny x Big Melancholy - Blurry Vision

hey y'all, i'm back <3 thank you for everyone who was patient with me. i'm sticking around this time.

you took too long
and you took me for granted

and i’ve come too far
to end up back where you left me

and it’s not my fault
that this ain’t go how you planned it

cause
you took too long
and you took me for granted

again

life is a mirror i
live inside the lines

why i fight
what i feel inside

hide behind my vices

you right
i been out my mind

losing track of time
tell me why

then do you still try
running back to me

life is a mirror i
live inside the lines

why i fight
what i feel inside

hide behind my vices

you right
i been out my mind

losing track of time
tell me why

then do you still try
running back to me

you took too long
and you took me for granted

and i’ve come too far
to end up back where you left me

and it’s not my fault
that this ain’t go how you planned it

cause
you took too long
and you took me for granted

again

so when i take a breath
and a step back

to turn my life around

it’s for my health
not no get back

if i’m in the ground
because of stress

i ain’t got the time
to sit and figure out

is that the end or a set back
tryna make it count

and i don’t get
where your heads at

what you thinking now
i can’t predict

shit i prolly could
but i dont wanna now

that’s in the past
not the present

tension leaking out
of my chest

feel it clenching
but fuck it

you took too long
and you took me for granted

and i’ve come too far
to end up back where you left me

and it’s not my fault
that this ain’t go how you planned it

cause
you took too long
and you took me for granted

again
but it's the last time

spotify

you took too long

just uploading some stuff that never made it to soundcloud <3

lyrics: i’m scared
where did the time go 
i swear you were laying 
right there
sleeping beside me
only moments ago

i can’t
leave you a side note
in my story
but you’re not there
i need to find a way
to let you go

i can’t
even cry 
i feel so broken now
but i swear
i would’ve died for you
just hope you know that 

i care
even when i know
that you don’t no more
but
i’m scared
tryna survive
out here all on my own

you’re so far
i’m stuck in the middle of the hardest part
accepting the distance
mending a broken heart

i trusted a little too much
love lost
but i’m still feeling bitter
so the loves not gone
cause i’m still fucking thinking bout
the shit you on

wonder what you’re doing now
but we don’t talk
i guess i see the reason now cause 
i’m so caught up
fucked up and missing you 

i’m scared
where did the time go 
i swear you were laying 
right there
sleeping beside me
only moments ago

i can’t
leave you a side note
in my story
but you’re not there
i need to find a way
to let you go

i can’t
even cry 
i feel so broken now
but i swear
i would’ve died for you
just hope you know that 

i care
even when i know
that you don’t no more
but
i’m scared
tryna survive
out here all on my own

i'm scared

I wrote this song during the hardest year of my life. It took me years to finish it, i'm glad i can share it now. I hope y'all feel it. <3

there ain't no going back w/ thebreathingbackwards

what can you do

miracle (demo)

just a simple cover of one of my favorite songs by one of my favorite artists. hope y'all like it!

original artist: @tddybrr

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/e4816e'>Download for free on The Artist Union</a>

anxious (teddy cover)[free download]

finally getting around to posting this. hopefully i'll be releasing some original shit soon.

check out @lil_peep if you haven't already, and if he somehow sees this than thank you for writing some kick ass songs.

the way i see things (lil peep cover) [free download]

produced by the one and​ only guardin, check out his music, dude is phenomenally talented.
https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic

s.o.s. (prod. guardin)

wrote this last night and recorded it tonight
it's trying to clip so damn hard but that's ok

sandscapes murdered this beat, check him out!
https://soundcloud.com/sandscapes

lyrics
https://genius.com/Kenny-d-r-a-g-m-e-d-o-w-n-lyrics

drag me down (prod. sandscapes)

one of my favorite songs i've ever made. big shouts out to the homie guardin for getting on this with me!! check him out here:

soundcloud.com/guardinmusic

sample credits: https://soundcloud.com/yungcold

sad chill - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EWgkYnqG4u4
guardin - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pfn_ugMCzmQ
静的 static - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1V_UlSTkw1k

california dreaming (feat. guardin)

finally finished up this extremely stressful semester, and figured I would release this. shoutout to @iamsidxkick for the beat, this man is a fucking god. 

I'm planning to start putting my music on Spotify/iTunes/Youtube, and I'm gonna have an EP out sometime soon, keep your eyes open.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K9GaMIgoqy4

would you? (prod. sidxkick)

[produced by kenny x ninetyseven]

always love studio days with @gyzalofi , go show him love!! i'm hoping to put this on spotify very soon.

up for days (feat. ninetyseven)

PLEASE READ 
*for autotune, song is in Aflat minor detuned 30 cents*
thank you to everyone who helped get "up for days" and "would you?" up to 10k, all this support means the world to me <3 

I decided I'm gonna have an open verse contest with this song for my album!
it seems like it could be a fun way to interact with fans and vibe w other artists, and I can't wait to hear what y'all make on this!! 

Heres what you've gotta do:
1) download the track
2) record your verse
3) post it on soundcloud (with links in description to me and @scottysplash)
4) send it to me!! sc, ig, twitter, however you like.

I'm going to put them all into a playlist so people can check out all the great submissions!
the contest closes one month from today on 5/2.

shout outs to @scottysplash for the phenomenal production, go fw the homie!!

scotty splash 💦

caught up (prod. ScottySplash) [OPEN VERSE CONTEST] ENDS 5/2

thanks for getting "up for days" to 20k!! I'm still blown away on a daily basis the amount of love and support i receive from you guys, i seriously don't have words for what that means to me.

go show @tyshead some love!!! this song would not exist if it weren't for him, and he's someone you're definitely gonna want to watch going forward.

i hope everyone has a wonderful day <3

never gave up (prod. scarri x kenny)

the winner of the contest is  @itschasm !!! I love this song, and I'm blown away by all the support and engagement this contest got. it was so hard to pick a single verse as a winner, so to the artists who submitted verses: hit me up if you're interested in your version being put on a remix album and distributed through Spotify/Apple Music/Tidal/etc!!! I will finance it, and you guys killed it. 

Go show some love to @itschasm and the one and only @scottysplash !! If you're in need of beats, Scotty is your man. you won't be disappointed, all he's got is fire

https://genius.com/Kenny-caught-up-feat-chas-m-lyrics

caught up feat. chas m (prod. scotty splash)

much love to @bluntedpharaoh and @jsomber for this one <3

desperado (feat. AK3K & Somber) [prod. sidxkick]

much love to @mrsadchill for premiering this on youtube <3

sample credits go to Eiro Nareth
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOR-iqlcedb8VMnax37m3MQ/featured

sad chill

california dreaming pt 2

hey guys !! i hope all of you are doing well 💙 i'm sorry for taking so long to post new music, but i've got lots of things in store for the near future. 💙

lyrics:

know that I'm gon hurt regardless
so I'm pushing through the pain, yeah
so I'm pushing through the pain

and I know inside my heart
that I'm the reason I'm insane, yeah
but I'm unsure of how to change

I can't see anyone's intentions
especially my own

sick of stressing and second guessing
never pick up my phone

lately I barely leave my house
but it's been a while since I've been home

it feels like 
everybody seem to want something from me
but I don't got much left for myself

push away tryna make room to breathe
but nothing seems to help

im tripping over everything
what's wrong with me

tell me why do I hate myself

running in circles until my knees weak
I just can't escape this hell

[chorus]

and I'm losing my hope
that things will ever change

cause I've been lost and alone
and afraid to change my ways

getting drunk on the low
shoulda known it would end this way

but now I know
that nothing good
is ever here to stay

[verse 2]

I'm all alone 
ain't nobody but myself to blame
still waiting for the day 
I make some new mistakes

cause I can't seem to change
it's driving me insane

I'm at the bottom
of a hole I swore
I'd never see 

again

where I can't tell the difference 
between enemy and friend

I guess it's all really just the same 
in the end

but maybe its all in my head
it's all in my
head

[chorus]

and I'm losing my hope
that things will ever change

cause I've been lost and alone
and afraid to change my ways

getting drunk on the low
shoulda known it would end this way

but now I know
that nothing good
is ever here to stay

Spotify

i've given up

i had a lot of fun covering one of my favorite songs by @youngburial , hes crazy talented and a brilliant writer. i hope everyones having a great day, and expect another song this week!!

Tuning: D A D F# A E

fats'e 💙

i'd prefer an unmarked grave (fats'e cover)

i hope everyone's having a good day.

I have been desperately searching for clarity
but lately I cannot see much of anything
and it's been scaring me..

wake me up when I'm better please

I have been chasing my dreams like they're all that I got
so I don't think of all that I've lost
shit, I've lost nearly everything

momma said it gets better
she said it gets better
please, give it some time
I promise son you gonna shine

but when I look into her eyes
all I see is her pain
but somehow she's still okay

don't know what to say
I guess I feel guilty
i caused of a lot of it
and that shit kills me

my soul is filthy
emotions are crippling
broken within
don't know if you could fix me

I'm way past hoping and wishing

and I don't know
what to do with my self
think I'm falling apart

and I'm so scared 
to try and love someone else
cause there's no love
for myself in my heart

I'm just feeling overwhelmed
driving home late at night in my car
cause I know that I made this hell
I may run but I wont get too far

I won't get too far

clarity

sorry about the delay on this track, i hope you guys vibe w this 💙

watching as the leaves fall
summer never seems to be here for too long
but the days are hard to recall
it feels as if I blink and anothers gone

ive been way too distant
from the shit that I've been feeling 
it's alright
but it's not fine

and I been getting twisted
sipping whiskey reminiscing
all night
like it's all fine

I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to tear down all your walls
just to eventually desert you

but even best intentions can't
right my wrongs

if I could then 
know that I would stay and fight
to get back what we've lost

but I'm too scared to make the first move
so I'll just sit and let this silence say it all
as if these walls could talk

I can feel you in my heartbeat
I swear it's tryna pound it's way out my chest
and it's shown no sign of stopping
sometimes what makes me feel alive can scare me half to death


ive been way too distant
from the shit that I've been feeling 
it's alright
but it's not fine

and I been getting twisted
sipping whiskey reminiscing
all night
like it's all fine

I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to break down all your walls
and eventually desert you

but best intentions can't
right all my wrongs

if I could then 
know that I would stay and fight
to get back what we've lost

but I'm too scared to make the first move
so I'm just listening as this silence says it all
as if these walls could talk

so they can say what we're both thinking
this love is gone

but were just too hung up to leave yet
but I can't talk
it's like I'm having trouble breathing
through this fog

thats separating you and me 
from what we lost

as if these walls could talk (prod. cashxstash)

this song hurts a lot for me, but i hope you guys can find something beautiful in it.

up everywhere now

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kenny1234/fWLj


well I've got a ghost
running through my head
that used to be a girl
laying in my bed

don't want the ones that want me
and the ones I want 
leave my heart a mess

so I'm all alone
feeling cold as hell
asking why oh why
I do this to myself

I just wan feel something
but if feels like I don't have much left

I've got a mind full of bad things
but good intentions like an angel with some bat wings

and I'm fine if you ask me
but I'm still running from my problems like a track meet

and I don't know why
I don't want you
or why I want her 
when she don't want me to

and they say love hurts
I guess that much true
cause now we both choked up
lips are turning blue

tell me what is coming next
I can't handle all this stress
got me always second guess - in

what's been running through your head
all I know is your upset
from the tension when we texting

I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in, I can never rest in
x2

r.i.p

happy valentines day everybody.

much love to @iamsadgods for being a part of this and @hakunaraa for producing this wonderful beat, go show them both some love, and make sure to show yourself some love too today. 💙

lyrics:
It’s like i’m living underneath my own rain cloud
I’ve been feeling uninspired
Think i’m running out of things to say now

I’m just tryna find my own way now
On my lonely mostly
Soon as i come thru i’m on the way out 

And time
Is moving way too fast

I blink and another
Month has come and passed

Next thing i know
It’ll be next year
Same old me
With the same old fears

I don’t ever see clear
For more than a couple moments

Overthinking these toxic and noxious thoughts
I’m overloading

still hoping
That i can still find my way outta this ocean

Of emotions
But if i don’t ever open up
Then fuck it it’s hopeless

But i been known this
I just need to get my shit together
And focus

On how i could be better
I’m so sick of feeling broken

Life don’t stop for no one
So i might as well get going

Keep the ball rolling

aye
i'm just tryna think of things to say
but i don't think i can until shit starts to change up

and you don't want me to stay,
but i don't think i'd even make it a day
without your love

(sadgods)
got nothing to say
all my feelings fade
pour another shot
and i feel ok
same shit different day
I might suffocate 
And you know your fake
got my soul and you

take it (yeah yeah)
and you take it (yeah yeah yeah)

All I did was give and
all you did was take
and all my friends were fake
and no you you cant relate

I keep on walking, I keep on walking
looking for someone to fill my void

I keep on walking, I keep on walking
looking for someone to fill my void

things to say (feat. sadgods) [prod. by haku]

this track is pretty different for me, i hope you guys like it. 💙 

big shoutout to Sunny Hughes for killing the art!! make sure to go show her some love!! 💙
https://www.instagram.com/sunny.hues/?hl=en
https://twitter.com/SunnyHues

lyrics:

I don't wanna let go but I'm feeling like I have to
hit me on my phone, swear you're always in a bad mood

I just need some space
I just need to concentrate

on the ways
I can keep myself out of an early Grave
x2

I cannot wait

cause I'm losing my hope
losing control
feel like I'm losing everyone I keep close

I walk down this road but I do it alone
summer or winter I'm still gon feel cold

I know things have changed but I can't let it go 
glad that I'm hopeful, it's great
but the distance it grows

introspection got me mixing messages
like I used to mix the pills with the dro I'm

confusing
elusive
out of my mind half the time

way too lit
not lucid
lost where no one else could find

I been on autopilot
I can't watch my life pass me by

but I don't wanna leave my vices behind
and let go

but I'm feeling like I have to
hit me on my phone, swear you're always in a bad mood

I just need some space
I just need to concentrate
on the ways

I can keep myself out of an early Grave
cause as of lately

I been lost in
my mind like a pit
that I can't help but fall in
I

feel way to toxic
I hold it inside
cause it's only my fault
and I 

I feel exhausted
I'm falling apart
while my loved ones are watching
knowing they can't stop it

good intentions are empty
when they're disregarded 

I need to find new ways to cope

past reaping the profits off wounds that I sewed up

cause inside I still feel alone
my heart is a home with the windows and doors shut

and I still feel so much damn love
I know that I don't have to do this on my own
but 

I'm still getting lost in the drugs
lost in the lust

I don't wanna let go but I'm feeling like I have to
hit me on my phone, swear you're always in a bad mood

I just need some space
I just need to concentrate

on the ways
I can keep myself out of an early Grave
x2

I don't wanna let go

i wrote this song over the last two days i had with my dad before he died. i love and miss you so much, rest easy... you don't have to suffer anymore

fuck parkinson's disease.

[lyrics]
you couldn't speak 
the last time I saw you
I swear that broke my heart

always had so much to say
Laying there in pain
And silence must be so damn hard

And i don’t know if you notice i’m here
I wonder if you hear me
Eyes are wide open
Locked on the ceiling

Sounds like sandpaper
Scrapes when you’re breathing
And i wish that i could ask you...

how do live with it?
How do you cope with all this pain?
When you’re running out of reasons
You should even stay

And how do you live with it?
How do you make it day to day
When everything good
Has long since
Faded away

You don’t have to hurt no more it’s okay



I’ll never forget 
The moment our eyes met
And you knew that i was here

And i’ve never seen you so happy,
So sad, and so thankful
To see me clearly 

And your jaw was trembling
Your hand in mine clenching
Just trying to say something

I pulled myself close
And in whispers like smoke
You told me that you loved me 

please tell me how do you live with this?
How can you tell me it’ll be okay?
When you’re sick and dying
Can’t even cry
Cause you can’t move your face?

So how do you live with it?
How do you hold on to hope for change,
When your trapped inside a body that’s
Wasting away

You don’t have to hurt no more,
It’s okay

i love you dad, it's okay

go show love to the homie 💙 one of the most linguistically talented rappers i know, and one of the closest friends i've had in this life.
thank you for being a part of this @microdot-is

hey everyone! i hope y'all are doing well 💙 i recorded this a while ago but it's very relevant to where i'm at in my life right now, and i  wanted to share something with y'all since i haven't had a chance to record lately. 

I have the majority of an ep written right now, and once i finish all the production for it i'm planning to go to the studio and record it all at once. get ready for big things coming soon 💙💙💙

microdot

callsign (feat. microdot)

i haven't been doing great lately
i just don't want all of this to be for nothing

thank you @hateghosty for getting on this with me. go show him some love, and make sure to give yourself a little extra love too.

sadchill <3 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ujKYmvPkg54

mefumetto <3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tp0VEzyGYpo

spotify/apple music

burnout (feat. ghosty)

hey, i hope y'all dig this track. times have been pretty hard. As you all know, I lost my dad a few months ago. a couple weeks ago, i lost one of my best friends to a lifelong battle with depression. if my music has ever connected with you, please take a moment to go and check out @deco-slush music. If it weren't for him, I never would have released any music, wouldn't have had a friend willing to sit for hours while i struggled with software or trying to get an idea out of my head and into reality, truly one of the lightest and most creative spirits i've ever had the blessing of knowing.

I love you so much Shawn, and I always will.

up on all stores v soon

THE COLOR THEORY

old trauma, new problems

this is off of the project "Thantophobia" with @jacob-callwood 💙 go show the homie some love, I had a lot of fun working on this project with him 💙💙💙

https://soundcloud.com/jacob-callwood/sets/thantophobia

shehatesjacob x kenny - ride or die

IS   /   AC   /   LBZ
still trying to learn how to be human

rest easy @deco-slush

hmu for engineering/features/beats.
best way to reach me is my twitter or email

go fuck with the homies ♥♥♥



@daddydandy
@guardinmusic
@hateghosty

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