prod. miroow 

almost at 1k followers <3 :)

Devoted

prod. jean parker. x prodnash

dont say im selfish

YOUR REVENGE

prod. waytoolost

I always seem to evolve 
They keep on praying i fall 
I got my back to the wall 
I keep it running 
I’m getting too numb in this bitch 
But I swear it can’t break me at all 
I got some brothers who struggle 
Binging and diggin too deep in the puddle 
pops always told me to get up and hustle
Cause that’s what he did 
So look how I’m
Bagging up duffles 

He told me to love where you from 
He told me don’t pick up no gun uh
That’s why I handle my business, 
And face all this shit 
I’m as real as they come, 
I am the truth,
I ain’t got nothing to prove,
I told my girl I cannot lose 
Whether it’s chasing the bag
Or finding my peace 
I swear imma find it through you.


I can’t be afraid 
Can’t give a fuck what they say 
I’m lost in my mojo 
Moving in slow mo
Watch how I blow up
Just like a Grenade
Walk thru the flames 
You see me 
Don’t look 
If they really wanna be me 
I’m good 
I don’t even have vvs 
But I should 
Yall really walking green screens 
Y’all crook

I know I’m really bout me
Even when they all come to  doubt me 
Even when I’m feeling way too much shit 
Even with all these snakes around me 
Even with all the things that ground me 
I still feel the darkness that surrounds me 
waited for creator to say he found me 
I know suicide became the boundary 

My visions so fogged 
It’s pissing me off 
I know it is wrong 
I don’t wanna think 
What it’s like be gone

Self Reflection

prod. jeanparkr x gavinhadley x milesjulian1

y'all ready for the next song?

Wait For Me

HAPPY

HEARTLESS (ft. Drives the Common Man)

HEAL FAST

Search And Destroy

GHOST (prod. destroykasmin)

destroykasmin - teen (prod. B. Young)

esteem (prod. MaxoKoolin)

can't turn back time (prod. Tsurreal)

shout out the producers.
i engineered this.

ay ay.

WOAH BUDDY! (prod. KIVYA x Maxokoolin)

WOAH BAH
no hook


@user-anarchy3131
@tlboiis
@destroykasmin

THALOSTBOIIS X DISTORTED YOUTH - FULLMETALJACKET

DISTORTED YOUTH 2019
DISTORTED YOUTH 2019
DISTORTED YOUTH 2019
DISTORTED YOUTH 2019

prod. kingdrumdummie x djswift813 x mook_solive25

ARIZONA NIGHTS (ft, Cyli$)

it does though

engineered by me, thank you

i miss u

diyin (prod. beowulf)

Chorus: 

I need you 
And I need it bad 
I want you 
And I want it back 
For one day 
I will change like that 
need those times 
I want it bad 

Verse: 

I decide
If I'm good 
If I'm gonna ride
To the end 
Hope you're waiting on the other side 
I can wait
I'll relax 
Ill just kick back
Pull my lady closer 
As we dance in a zig zag

Is heaven real?
I guess we will never know 
I need to know if you are good 
But it wont show 

I feel low sometimes 
But I don't fold back 
Ill grow over these times 
And I won't hold back 

Chorus:
I need you 
And I need it bad 
I want you 
And I want it back 
For one day 
I will change like that 
need those times 
And I want it bad 






Verse 2:

As I close my eyes 
I see those times again
I pray one day we can relive them over again,
Until the next life,
I pray I see you my friend,
So I will live my life,
Cause I don't want it to end,

I know you've seen us in doubt,
I know you hear us cry out,
I've seen you, 
Can we talk now?
Wya?
How you been?
Where do you walk now?

It was a long fight,
But now I'm set tho 
Imy more than ever,
But now ill let go,
Go be at peace,
I promise now I am set tho
I'm gonna miss you
But now its time that I let go

Chorus:
I need you 
And I need it bad 
I want you 
And I want it back 
For one day 
I will change like that 
need those times 
And want it bad

I Want It Back (prod. LOWTOW)

:):

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vbkYATFt9fg

prod. Gibbo x Ferno

Ashkii (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

DISTORTED YOUTH 


ps i have all leases for the beats.

RESONANCE

REDFACE

NTUA

YOULETMEDIEINSIDE

prod @midnighthills

on all streaming platforms <3


I told you
That I would not feel myself
I told you
That I cannot heal myself
I'd sit in the dark
And think about you
I'd feel my chest cave
Thinking about you

I think
I'm losing sleep
No
Ain't new to me
Woah
Get through to me oh
Cause i'm losing me 

I felt like I was going so insane
I'd hurt myself
So you would feel no pain
But there's no hope 
With my heart
It's been kept in the dark
I will lay out my hands 
As you break me apart oh

I told you
That I would not feel myself
I told you
That I cannot heal myself
I'd sit in the dark
And think about you
I'd feel my chest cave
Thinking about you

And I know had a lot of shots
To be good
But you left
Like I knew you would
Was way too stuck and
You can't fix what you did
And all the things that you hid
And all the things that you'd get
You'd get

I'm lost 
Show me the way 
You led me on 
Right to my grave

I'm lost 
Show me the way 
You led me on 
Right to my grave and how

I told you
That I would not feel myself
I told you
That I cannot heal myself
I'd sit in the dark
And think about you
I'd feel my chest cave
Thinking about you

I'm lost 
Show me the way 
You led me on 
Right to my grave and how

I told you
That I would not feel myself
I told you
That I would not kill myself
I'd sit in the dark
And think about you
I'd feel my chest cave
Thinking about you

Trinity

to love, to hurt (ft cylis)

With Me

prod. Woodpecker
Distorted Youth 2020

I love you all

Lyrics:

Chorus: 
Grind
I keep it on constant,
All of this pain
Still remains chronic, 
Dying to live, 
Living to die, 
Crying in silence 
I still remain solid
I got lows still lodged in my brain 
I got trauma still in my brain

Verse: 
Somehow I keep it 
and they’re thinking that it weakens me,
I cannot let go, 
I’m okay 
Said when I need to be,
There’s no excuses,
Cause this money
Keeps on feeding me
Keep Moving forward
Idc 
If you don’t believe in me 

I stand my ground
I lay it down
You gonna watch me take it now
Pay it out 
Working for this cheese 
In my bank account 
Like who the hell gon top me now,
Cause y’all can’t stop me now,
Sadness don’t lock me down,
No it can’t drop me now 
Idc what you bring 
Everything I have ever seen
Has abandoned me 
To force myself,
On how to keep dreams.
I was left on seen, 
I was taken just for leave,
I lost everything 
That’s why I’m traumatized 
By the grief

I don’t know how to feel anything no more, no no 
I don’t know how to feel anything no more but I 
Chorus: 
Grind
I keep it on constant,
All of this pain
Still remains chronic, 
Dying to live, 
Living to die, 
Crying in silence 
I still remain solid
I got lows still lodged in my brain 
I got trauma still in my brain

Trauma (prod. Woodpecker)

prod. Pluto x Ferno

WILL BE ON ALL PLATFORMS SOON.

On Me

Brotherhood

Out Your Mind (ft $ad Goon)

On all platforms!

prod. Urbs

Lyrics:

I’m hurting,
I can’t call you right now,
Am I worthy,
Of feeling you now,
Cause I’m burning,
From the Inside and out,
Are you hurting? 
Why are you hurting?

Said Tick tock ,
I can feel the time running out,
Said Big opp,
Wrist watch, 
I feel it coming now, 
If I’m on top
Everyone will come and love me now 
If I’m on top 
Everyone will come and love me now (x2)


Said  I’m sorry that I  can’t be enough 
Against all odds,
Still hit them with my sauce,
And I’m  molded by my flaws, 
And that could be the cost, 
That I’m just trying to get up, 
It’s ticking 
I’m trying to be my boss

I’m rolling
Never be slowing
I want enough to break the bank
Where am I goin 
What is controlling 
Me to be so fucking great 
I am a soldier 
head is a warzone 
I still go hard in the paint 
tell you I told ya 
Up in the rova 
Nice enough to give you thanks 

Lost too many friends 
Had to cut off ties 
As if it didn’t hurt 
You can see it in my eyes 

had time to realize 
That id be better with out u (x2)

Still can’t run even if I tried 
I still sit inside my mind

Said Tick tock ,
I can feel the time running out,
Said Big opp,
Wrist watch, 
I feel it coming now, 
If I’m on top
Everyone will come and love me now 
If I’m on top 
Everyone will come and love me now (x2)

Cylis:
Love me now dont love when my time gone (yeah)
And you know i be learning from all of my wrongs (yeah)
Only trynna do better going from this point on 
Cause I don't know when everything can vanish 

Taking in all of are memories imma cherish 
Gave me all of your love you're always caring 
Even when I fell down to my knees  You lit me back up 
Gave me a reason to keep on going not stuck 

And I don't want the time to run out 
I just want to live a bit more now 
And you gave me reason to hold on 
And I don't wanna hear the tick tocks

I’m hurting,
I can’t call you right now,
Am I worthy,
Of feeling you now,
Cause I’m burning,
From the Inside and out,
Are you hurting? 
Why are you hurting?

Said Tick tock ,
I can feel the time running out,
Said Big opp,
Wrist watch, 
I feel it coming now, 
If I’m on top
Everyone will come and love me now 
If I’m on top 
Everyone will come and love me now (x2)

Tick Tock (ft cylis)

prod. RRAREBEAR

tell me 
what would you go back
to change

destroykasmin

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