i. i. i shoulda kept it all! 🗣️🎶🎵

i. i. i. i. i. i. i should’ve kept it all! 🗣️🎶

im pissed im just now hearing this in its entirety !! this is wonderful brooo

If I love me then I love you

If you love then you’ll me

I love love, I love lust

Love to play, I love to dream

Kinda like Noah’s ark

Gotta have two of everything

Kinda like who you are

When you’re in my fantasies

and

I don’t know that much about you

All I know is that I love being around you

But if I can’t go on and I go on without you

I trust myself because you really showed me how to

I feel like myself now

I feel like the man

or I could be the princess if you wanna be the prince

And I don’t shoot a lot so when I do I do not miss

As much as I love money, honey I just wanna dance

Really love my family

In love with my clique

Tryna live a little healthier because I’m sick

Tryna live a little more instead of always wishing

Sometimes I say less because it’s fun for me to listen

Thank you for your substance

Thank you for your wisdom

Just be yourself and that’s the best thing you can give em

And when your presence is a present that’s the best kind of subscription

Stranger than fiction

Beautiful contradictions

I love red I love blue

And if you love yourself well then you love me too

I love black I love white I love grey

Purple yellow orange green sunshine and rain

There’s a time and place for almost any thang yeah

And if I don’t want to I try to say no thanks

I make mistakes, but I survive another day yeah

And I’m okay now but sometimes I’m not okay yeah

Okay yeah

Okay yeah

If your having a good time right now then say yeah

Say yeah

If your having a good time right now then say yeah

If I love me then I love you

If you love then you’ll me

I love love, I love lust

Love to play, I love to dream

Kinda like Noah’s ark

Gotta have two of everything

Kinda like who you are

When you’re in my fantasies

and

I don’t know that much about you

All I know is that I love being around you

But if I can’t go on and I go on without you

I trust myself because you really showed me how to

I feel like myself now

I feel like the man

or I could be the princess if you wanna be the prince

And I don’t shoot a lot so when I do I do not miss

As much as I love money, honey I just wanna dance

Really love my family

In love with my clique

do u wanna dance (lileffort)

@y4ndere
@minteaness

https://www.instagram.com/minteaness/
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♡︎ ARTIST STATEMENT://
hope yall enjoy pt. II ♡( ◡‿◡ ) ^^

p.s. sry i havent dropped 4 so long >____< been on blocC

((lyrics))
break it in
now im falling2pieces,,
cnt Escape
no Ur myWeakness..

no i cnt FollowUrLead no more
its not like it Was before,,
ur Not who U say u Are,,
i Cnt keep standing Here.. 

waiting in the Winter cold
to See U #OneLastTime
when Ur nowhere Around
mySoul,, its Bound
myExistence gets Lost n Dissolves in time.. 

forget all That i'veSaid before..
take my</3 ,, crush it On theFloor..
distance&&time heals all thts left,,
the Love we Had,,
i Wont forget.. 

now Everything is aMess,,
i Jus cnt Seem 2 4gt
all The words we've exchanged Before..
im Over it..
no im Over it !!!

all The times
i Look in2 urEyes,,
its Jus an Endless Void,,
all The times
U look in2 myEyes,,
theyRe Filed w Shame..
theyRe Nvr the Same,,
and im 2 blame..

i Put myTrust in U way 2 fast,,
n Now imPaying thePrice.

Get it Thru Ur head,,
u Took all that i Had
told me dw abt it,,
our LOVE was Counterfeit..
so  Jus please.

[ hook again ^_^ ]

dissolution (yandere)

i love you
@xtasane
lyrics:
i dont wanna share what i said
you dont gotta know
everday im falling if i dont get you to show

i been stacking up my paper i dont need you now
i wont even do my best no i will make you frown
and if you dont care about me i will put you down
because everyday im falling
i i keep on falling for you
and if it wasnt for trust then i wouldnt have been here to
cause i dont really talk to anyone besides myself
and i know that is not good for my health
but i promise ill get better

play games talk down
i dont really care about you at all
i been trying so hard
to make something go by
i can give you all my sweaters
cause i know you like the weathers
and ill be countin my letters
cause ill always love you

(yeaaaaa)
always love you (always love you)
always love you (always love always love)
always love you (always love you)
always love you

i know you still love me you can never get enough
i i make money now i dont need your fucking love
everyday im falling it just keeps on getting rough
and if you say that you hate me i will take your mask off
i dont know
i dont aaaa
i dont wanna talk
its so hard to be apart
but we have no other options
even tho it hurts to be alone
i could never go and be a clone

moon chaser
go outside erase her
thinkin bout the time we spent
no i cannot hate her

i dont need nobody
i dont need nobody
i dont need nobody
i am happy by myself

(happy by myself) x9

love you (xtasane)

@i9bonsai
@y4ndere
lyrics
Tell me it's gonna be alright (Alright)
Let me trust my heart let me trust my soul
Gotta thing for you can't you see (Can't you see)
Let my guard down once now I can't feel safe 

I just wanna feel safe I just wanna feel safe
I wanna fall in love
I wanna feel safe I wanna feel safe
Let my guard down (Down) (Down) (Down) (Down) 

I wrote my feelings in a song now, I wanna let it go!
Held your hand in the snow now, I really wanna know!
Do you think of me cause I think of you
Everytime I sleep I dream of you...

When I wake up I feel alone
Have my friends by my side but I still feel alone
When you want something, you can't have
Hold in your tears and just laugh

I don't wanna talk and I don't need more...
Ima go a newpath and close that door
You don't really kno what I got in store
In store for myself Ima need that
Oo do you really kno
Oo yh I jus gta go
I've been down down this road before
You got me got me so damn torn

Wait I don't wanna risk that
I don't even know how I can get back
Maybe the first time but its last
Hope I don't see you down this path...

I don't wanna talk and I don't wanna run
Do i got more love? I got no more love
Pack my bags its the same same stuff
Leave me right out leave me out to rust
What's that's what this what's this all?
You jus wanna see me fall, please don't please don't call
Go to waste yh all in all

all alone w/ i9bonsai (yandere)

produced by mental
featuring @lazydoll

[blxty]
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown

[mental]
broke my heart but i still think that you’re lovely
tell the truth, i already know it’s ugly
i can’t tell if you ever really loved me
they love to cut me, i turn into nothing
all i know is that i don’t wanna feel it
keep on talking but i don’t wanna hear it
all these thoughts inside my head, gotta clear it
heartless there’s no way you could steal it

[lazydoll]
please dont make me hurt
if you leave, i'll never be alright
when i see your eyes
全てを知れたって思っていた
i gave you all but maybe it's worthless
足りないものを僕に教えて
it's painful my words never reach you
never reach you

[blxty]
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown

lovely +blxty (feat. lazydoll)

prod. k4nji
I'll give you my heart so I can be with you like all the time
I'll give you my eyes so you can see how much you shine tonight
I'll give you my life so you can live forever in the light
Shawty you're my everything I can't get you off my mind
I'll give you my heart so I can be with you like all the time
I'll give you my eyes so you can see how much you shine tonight
I'll give you my life so you can live forever in the light
Shawty you're my everything I can't get you off my mind

It hurts how much I need you now
It hurts each time I see you now
This jealousy keeps seeping out
Feels like my heart stopped beating now
I tried so hard but I miss you
Get butterflies when I kiss you
I wish that I could forget you
But ide hate myself if I left you

It feels so late to make up now
Let's fall in love watch it all break down
Don't know what I am chasing now
Because your heart is taken now
It feels so late to make up now
Let's fall in love watch it all break down
Don't know what I am chasing now
Because your heart is taken now

I'll give you my heart so I can be with you like all the time
I'll give you my eyes so you can see how much you shine tonight
I'll give you my life so you can live forever in the light
Shawty you're my everything I can't get you off my mind
I'll give you my heart so I can be with you like all the time
I'll give you my eyes so you can see how much you shine tonight
I'll give you my life so you can live forever in the light
Shawty you're my everything I can't get you off my mind

i miss you

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vacant +vin0, h3artch3rades (baz, wasterr)

by your side【coldspades angelicxmei sorisu ddertbag】

Produced + written by kuudere
Mixed by tonser
Photo by N0ahneko
Cover art by kuudere

i texted you 
“come meet me back at my place” 
but you’re refusing to listen

push me away
but you’re always walking my way 
making the same old decisions 
i thought i had something for once 
but now i’ve got it
it’s not enough
i’m just in constant confliction 
with things that you vision 
but i can’t get enough

I don’t know how to act now
I’m in love with this feeling 
If it’s you then i will never back down 
Is it the drugs or is it the real thing?
Tell me will you ever come back now?
Cause you’re worth it all 
i’m the worst of all
I left you when i was needed 
At the end of fall 
I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve left a call
I should be the one next to you 
But that’s the way it goes
I can’t stop counting the time that I’ve lost
Didn’t realise until you were distant
You never know what you have until it’s gone
But I can’t help but feel reminiscent 
I don’t wanna be with you
Don’t wanna hassle you 
Don’t wanna change the person you are
I hate that i keep leaving you 
But it hurts me too
Now i know that’s just how it goes 

I don’t know how to act now
I’m in love with this feeling 
If it’s you then i will never back down 
Is it the drugs or is it the real thing?
Tell me will you ever come back now?
Cause you’re worth it all 
i’m the worst of all
I left you when i was needed 
At the end of fall 
I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve left a call
I should be the one next to you 
But that’s the way it goes
Does this hurt for you?
Cause it hurts for me too
Am i a burden to you?
Was it all too much?
Baby this is the last time i try
To make things alright
So if we fall apart 
It’s on you
Doesn’t this pain make you feel more alive?
Cause my heats on fire for you 
but fuck it we’re through

I don’t know how to act now
I’m in love with this feeling 
If it’s you then i will never back down 
Is it the drugs or is it the real thing?
Tell me will you ever come back now?
Cause you’re worth it all 
i’m the worst of all
I left you when i was needed 
At the end of fall 
I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve left a call
I should be the one next to you 
But that’s the way it goes

I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve kept it all

I should’ve left a call
I should’ve left 

I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve kept it all

I should’ve left a call
I should’ve left

worst of all

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ad6xoA5V02Q

if not us then who
change the world
lets change the world
doing what we love to do
been a long night sun is rising
adventure on the horizon and beyond
making real life look like fun 
thats what i cut my teeth on
ok 
bet
its so decided
the story so far it is so inspiring
ultra violet what is sewed inside it
for those who seek let us go and find it
yea
off the beaten path
trailblazing thataway would u look at that
its beautiful the good and bad
still time to make up for memories we couldve had
if its meant to be its meant to be the universe will make it happen
feed off my energy i got plenty so pull up and tap in
i will forever be in ur debt 
pay it forward
u inspire me so i will always strive to inspire more
do i love u? do u have to ask? of course!
u think u love me? i promise i love u more!
in a drought we all gone doubt until its pouring
go to sleep exhausted wake up feeling good i feel euphoric
i dont need a reason
visualize it eyes wide open same time im still dreaming
u can do anything if u know what u believe in
fair to say?
and if ur scared to speak ill say the things ur scared to say
these are the roads we paved
the trust we built and all the friends we made along the way
the pain we shared and all the blood we drank to ease the pain
castles in the sand
teardrops in the rain yea
born to die so im not here to stay yea
let my actions speak for me when words cannot explain yea
im so grateful i met u on the way
theres always another way

i wont forget you

if not us then who
change the world
lets change the world
doing what we love to do
been a long night sun is rising
adventure on the horizon and beyond
making real life look like fun 
thats what i cut my teeth on
ok 
bet
its so decided
the story so far it is so inspiring
ultra violet what is sewed inside it
for those who seek let us go and find it
yea

there is always another way

another way (lileffort)

@shinyujuju
@mental
@176s

[yuju]

you just make my heart beating faster
I can't rly deny (think i fall in love)
everytime I call u 'I love u'
u don't even feel it (I'm too sure)
lately tell u something 
lately I've been drawing 
babe.. don't break my heart
then I put u on my back like a aircraft
bae i'm just not too sure
well guess i'm a loser :(
and i can't rly hold my breath
I know i'm bad bad
but why did u call my name name
maybe i'm just not enough
but i still want u to stay with me..

[mental]

I'm freezing out in the winter
I fall apart in the cold
I never wanted to be here
i know i had to go ghost
watch as i'm fallin apart
ur staring is taking a toll
don't like to feel with my heart
i put a pill in my soda

I can't ever go back
ur love put me in a coma
i don't rly wanna love
so i gotta move like a soldier
need sum to make me feel better
i'm in luvv with the dopamine <3

worst of all

kuudere

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