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rics:
good luck telling me what it is i want
there's no telling me.
there's no telling me.

cuz im the pain that i felt
im the troubles that i set out for 
im the tears in this bucket that i caught inside this rainstorm
and i know fear comes from me and its something i felt
and i got something to say but i just cant yell
cuz ill whisper what i need inside cos
i dont need attention i
just need to feel
infatuated
need to feel infatuated

why are you choosing everything over me?
lets crucify the king
false prophets on the streets i
need to commit to something
i need to commit to something
in the the eye of the storm
bloody teeth set like gore
and its 5:54 
in the morning
reasons to live i abort them
not having a purpose has never felt more purposeful to me
and thats exactly why what you say has never meant anything 

i saw mom and dad give up on all their dreams
how come my dearest friends choose everything and everyone besides me?
and everytime i lick my fingers they always bleed
i need self assurance
you need validation
so lets cower behind the backs of opinions that we do not meet

and when the curtains finally fell
i got rid of this veil
ill leave nothing behind for myself
switch the key cuz i felt like it
i found a flow and i like it

so dont you ever think you can put your hands back on me
ive become the person i set out to be
who i wanted to be

can i have a seat at the cool kids table?
infatuated by the way they lie like a fable
no, actually. ill sever every connection i have just to find some inner peace.

grit my teeth im so so fed up
i dont want flowers or goddamn petals
blow it open confetti im troubled
bite my lip till it tastes like metal

yea

she tells me to breathe, keeps tellin me to breathe. 

just breathe.

infatuation

SlayStation EP OUT
https://ffm.to/slaystation

prod. 33roaa x mon x kvrdell x soFtieラブ x ass7

lyrics ~
pre chorus:
This is not the end
I won't be a victim no more
i know who i am
melded by this system too long

chorus:
release all this frustration i'm facing 
adjacent from patience
between manipulation im seething 
this irritations receding 

VERSE:
The heros awakening has now commenced 
low and behold this turn of events
hes finished metamorphin 
now his wings they glow 
an alluring sight 
he hasn't felt lost since 
what does he make of life
a reoccurring night 

pre chorus:
This is not the end
I won't be a victim no more
i know who i am
melded by this system too long

chorus:
release all this frustration i'm facing 
adjacent from patience
between manipulations im seething 
this irritations receding 

bridge?:
focused on my growth till i crystallized
i'm breaking out this mold set the kiln on fire
nothing left to show they can't penalize 

this is my fate 
this is my destiny
i wanted to save 
LETS GO
i got more than what they need
LETS GOO



Outro:
now a days
so much building 
has turned to winning 
i'm unwinding all the mystery 
embedded in my ability
but now they know my lore 
surrounded by all this history 
and damn it's been journey 
but i'm pass all that misery
i'm so grateful for
all of these beautiful people 
up in my current life
this goes out to them 
but it started with soFtie
yeah he the real og
way back when i was going by little $hinobii
Now i'll send that life away
off of the shores of a brighter place 
i'm ready for the grander taste
i've tipped the scale in favor of fate
and ill grasp inside me a new found faith
faith in my legacy 
and my creativity 
i know that it's all changing 
and imma be here ready for this

manifestation

manifestation (SS5)

fightnight w/ 4stro (rans0m)

always in the background w/ thrml

so glad this one finally came out! <3 love ya'll. big moves :)

stress test w/ DZO DIGITAL + Dylan Lotus (prod. RVRHIV)

prod. lino + wasterr

luv all of you!!
follow everyone below plzz 

mastered by https://soundcloud.com/f43isd34d

Credits:
@1lav
https://soundcloud.com/angelino1k
https://soundcloud.com/1wasterr

in my hope i cannot trust
i'm out of luck, you got me stuck
even if i begged you to it
you would never change yeah

you'd never check up on me
now i can't escape it
nah nah you won't understand 
you're stuck, you're stuck in my head

mirrors on me, the reflection is bland
heart frozen, i can't feel your touch
in the core, i'm crushed
you look at me and i'm concussed

yeah i'm alone, wanna feel your warmth
used me for experience and left me alone
yeah i'm alone, wanna feel your warmth
used me for experience and left me alone

yeah, and you're stuck to my brain
you can complain but it'll never be the same
you thought you could play me, like it's a fucking game
thought i would never give up, but you erased the flame

now i can't escape it
nah nah you won't understand 
you're stuck, you're stuck in my head

mirrors on me, the reflection is bland
heart frozen, i can't feel your touch
in the core, i'm crushed
you look at me and i'm concussed

yeah i'm alone, wanna feel your warmth
used me for experience and left me alone
yeah i'm alone, wanna feel your warmth
used me for experience and left me alone

frozen

FROZEN (LINO & WASTERR)

instagram

how are you w/ vydol, jericho (prod. indeece)

ty to my fellas @waystalkerr @bleachcraft for prod <3

lyrics:

men don’t cry tears
in my nightmares 
we don’t cry tears 
ima die here

suffering from nightmares
hope this hell ends
i don’t wanna die here
vacant train station
gotta fight fear
keep a weapon tucked
demons never cry tears
cuz they’re sleeping while (x2)

suffering from nightmares

pistol in my pocket
do not test me
arp’s got the green tips
movin swiftly
kick me
come n pinch me
someone wake me
hole in the bathroom
the walls keep on rusting
wanna feel
i wanna feel normal
my year is feelin like
the room
i’m looking awful
my family is pissed at me
cuz i won’t call them
i cannot eat 
these thoughts have been
killing my morals 
i’m gon’ die alone
and that’s ok with me
pills on my dresser
make me ansy
i wish u were here
not under a tree
physical form where ur
talkin to me

suffering from nightmares
hope this hell ends
i don’t wanna die here
vacant train station
gotta fight fear
keep a weapon tucked
demons never cry tears
cuz they’re sleeping while (x2)

suffering from nightmares

insta

nightmares (prod. waystalker x bleachcraft)

live on all platforms 6/24
mastered by me, the squad mixed themselves individually

rice:
its getting way too hard to process my impending future
can't make decisions but i guess ill rip the bandaid off and do it
i've gotta keep on moving
i need to prove im something
ssf2 in my alt tab always keep it running 
sitting in the back on my phone and im playin games 
i know that its bad for me can't help but do it anyway 
ruined my potential during lunch in the 8th grade
don't understand my feelings cause my mind can never make space 

ashe:
if I had the courage
I'd retry mistakes
but that I'm not that ready
now it's up to fate
like oh my god what was the point in that
took my shot I'm facing death
and my hands gone cold I'm seeing red
turn into a puppet needle, thread
and I'm so nauseous I can't breathe
don't want you to see this side of me
and in the night there's wrathes in sheaths
karma lasts it's time for me

rice + ashe:
shut up be quiet I don't need you to talk
your opinion doesnt matter this the path that I walk
and I chose it and I'm confident, that's why they call me prominent
in the scene, your elevator music makes my ears bleed

coticker:

plec0:

rice:
its getting way too hard to process my impending future
can't make decisions but i guess ill rip the bandaid off and do it
i've gotta keep on moving
i need to prove im something
ssf2 in my alt tab always keep it running 
sitting in the back on my phone and im playin games 
i know that its bad for me can't help but do it anyway 
ruined my potential during lunch in the 8th grade
don't understand my feelings cause my mind can never make space 

yeah my mind can never make space
yeah my mind can never make space
yeah my mind can never make space
yeah my mind can never make space

jeudis:

tab + ashe_coticker_plec0_jeudis [junoes_dollategabeats]

lock (greyrock + tear!ess)

prod by: @okmurrrr

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/22A1JGxkXwGTxSaefU8Eaq?si=0ef4fad1427644b8

lyrics: 
I walk up an said hello (hello)
Then we talked until the night was old (was old)
We talked about our dreams and our fears (our fears)
I asked about your life and where you've been all mine

Saw you from across the room
I just wanna make you move
Let your body lose control 
I know youre feeling shy
But I promise its alright
I wanna make you move 
I wanna feel you groove

I know I had to stay awhile 
You had a way of making me smile
Nice to meet you nice to know you
A million miles what I would go thru
To see you baby
Yeah I know its crazy
I see you standing there
Looking like you dont care 
I can see it in your eyes
You're waiting for someone to make you feel alive
(You're waiting for someone, for someone, for someone)
You're waiting for someone to make you feel alive

Make you move (MURRRR)

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"tourniquet" Album coming soon
she/her

@el3gance-collective

lock (greyrock + tear!ess)

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