Lately - Bandit x Oaelis x Kxly (Ginko)

thank you for 2 years together on this planet my darling

her<3

@littleduders

time to get my head straight, okay
i think i get the message just fine
speeding up my heart rate, i'll be okay
i think i'm gonna make it this time 
(youre my favorite mistake)

sending out a text i don't know why i wrote it
don't know why my head spun i guess i'm sick
i can't hit you up but you know that i want to
i know it never works out that way

my life i like it
my face i like it
all this i like it
i just hate the process
my past erase it
present i'll change it
promise i'll make it

(out of my hands)
i know it sucks but no one cares it never goes away i'm sorry
(out of my hands)
doing everything you can to fix something you can't fucking repair

my favorite mistake xoxoxoxo jf+ld xoxoxo

supersawed thru the foams

What I Started

prod. ginko + cover art by nils @pimpim1 !!!!!

if you've heard this song before, no you haven't. dj njm170 can suck it

ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ (bawl out)

6. Reprieve
prod. maknaeslayer
lyrics+vox+mix. PK Shellboy

Everything's about this all the time
Can't even see the point if all these problems aren't mine
There's nothing left between us that connects us, not a thread
I should’ve stopped this when it was a glimmer in my head 
A glimmer in my head
Everything's about this all the time
Can't even see the point if all these problems aren't mine
There's nothing left between us that connects us, not a thread
I should’ve stopped this when it was a glimmer in my head 
A glimmer in my head

Nothing was the same since you reached out and called my name
I see the threads they intertwine why can't I even call you mine I wonder
(Can't start it, can't stop it)
[I need a moment, need to breathe
I ask for help but nobody around me wants to see
I stall another second ‘til my heart begins to pound
I open up my mouth but nothing seems to make a sound
I'm screaming]

I saw a glimmer in the void
I think I heard it making noise
I feel a shimmer in the sky
I don’t know why I even try
I taste some salt inside my wounds
I sense a presence always looms
I smell a fragrance in the air
I don’t think anybody cares
I don’t think anybody sees
I hear the weakness in my knees
I feel my brittle little bones
Crumble to pieces all alone
Droplets of water on my tongue
My breathing stops I sense my lungs
The smell of blood begins to spread
I'm shutting down I need you 

I wait for what I'm looking for it never seems to arrive
Just because I eat and breathe doesn’t mean that I'm alive
Give me anything to make me feel
I need some reprieve
I need some reprieve
Another life spent in this doldrum hell is all I deserve
Liquid flowing through my veins forever numbing my nerves
Give me anything to make me feel
I need some reprieve
I need some reprieve
I need some reprieve from all the systemized monotony
I need some reprieve from all the nothing thats surrounding me
I need some reprieve
All I need is reprieve
I need some reprieve from all the futures in my vision
I need some reprieve from all the badly made decisions
I need some reprieve
All I need is reprieve

Reprieve

whats the point of this when i can just give up
ill be moving out im tired of this petty stuff
n every day u make me feel that im never enough
bitch im not like u and i could never want that

i been fucking up my life
i dont really give a fuck
u were never enough
fuck your stupid job
cant you treat me like a child
guess we never grow up
im so crossed off of 4 mls 
and some wine 
i been tryna fix myself
im tryna find
i been looking for some closure
i been losing my mind
you dont give me any space (meant to say you give me way too much space)
(always) thought that i was fine

all my life thought the pretty lies were fine
i thought i could live by myself
i thought you aint need to care for me
but now im fucked up its ur fault
all my life thought the pretty lies were fine
i thought i could live by myself
i thought you aint need to care for me
but now im fucked up its ur fault

whats the point of this when i can just give up
ill be moving out im tired of this petty stuff
n every day u make me feel that im never enough

bitch its round 2
all my life i aint know what to do
cuz u never there for me
u just coddle everyone else but me
i been fucked up all my life
bitch im fucked up off my ass
all im feeling is some strife
and i been fucking up my throat
right now im way too high
its cuz of u i spend my nights
bawling out my fucking eyes
when i talk u make me cry
right now im way too high
i just really want to die
but im too scared of repercussions 
and i dont really want to deal with them
so imma treat myself fine

moving on

prod by Blacklight
lyrics/vocals by PK Shellboy

FxG3000

Jailbroken

abrasive mix with nothing but unorthodox drum & bass #fuckcorpse

✞ (small version)

inspired to live by @rottishforever

ib; dovescryspringseternal, suicide forest, xaviersobased, peep (i been on dick since the switchup mv dropped on no jumper), guardin, lil b, clammyclams, alex g, @enokia, ch2rms, trapmako (sadly), 444jet, kray, kurai, yung bruh, willie g, hero (@chewy), dth95k, ghost mountain, 6dogs - someone, oliver francis, jd @jdjd52, phantom spire

16.03.06

moving on

puppygirlsoulja🐾

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