the rain will never end
it’ll haunt you like a shadow
reminders in your life

you know that i’m right here
i’ll hold your hand like amber
cuz death is just a word

yeah death is just a word
the feelings a reminder
of past nights in the cold

you don’t turn off the light
you leave the blind wide open
and float into the sun

the futures just your mind
the past is an idea
it breaks up what is not

cuz death is only cold
you hold your head against the wall
and listen to the sounds

the sound of pouring rain
spelling out the only name
that’s written on the note

it’s written with your blood
and bound with thoughts and prayers
if that’s a real thing

the rain (float into the sun)

i never wanted you to leave :(

let me in

@lovehatee

these countless thoughts inside my head
you put a spell so i'd forget
do you remember what you said
take pills i pray i wake up dead
x2

@ihatecrowds

baby you've been so distant, i can’t figure it out 
all these voices in my head; they're getting way too loud 
such a fkn loser, i can't figure out these social cues 
swear to god our love was perfect but it was a fkn ruse

take these pills, way too many, hope i dont awake 
my mood is so fucked up, theres sum wrong w my brain
falling down on my knees, in ur living room
i got gashes on my arms, think i'll bleed out soon

@lovehatee

these countless thoughts inside my head
you put a spell so i'd forget
do you remember what you said
take pills i pray i wake up dead
x2

these countless thoughts inside my head w/ crowds

https://open.spotify.com/track/0tRUciUbtAdABC81TyxpQP?si=835b4b55314a4dac

alex g sample

why don't u come and see me anymore
i'm falling deep i'm losing all control
the walls caved in i'm dying oh so slow
i can't escape these thoughts they're at the door

my head's underwater
look what u started
i know you're big hearted
but our love has charted

our love has charted

in a quiet place
where the shadows play
afaid of the dark that surrounds
let them know let them drift by
overheard its easy to make you cry

where the shadows play

https://open.spotify.com/track/7v2KXw9s3WPaunhaCU85jz?si=e012926c5d224cb8

birth day sample

i think about u everytime i sleep
my hands are turning cold but the pain is so sweet
knife inside my throat i can barely breathe
deep inside i knew that you'd leave

i knew that you'd leave

exhausted

Lyrics:

(This is a certified hood clasic)
Why did u waste ur time by getting drunk afternoon?
Don't think that is a good time to get yourself crazy too

(If Kenny ever finds my SoundCloud, hi Kenny)
I will take my time to smoke until i see blue
But when you start to cry i'll take my life so it's all good

(paninininini has mental problems)
I never care at all
But when i care it's not cool
I do whatever i want 
I never follow the rules
(Holy fucking shit)

Why did you start to cry?
U never get satisfied
I'll take u to sleep like a baby
And sing u a lullaby

I don't know what i'm writing i just follow my mind
And when i run out of ideas it's time to say goodbye


[Outro]

Why did u waste ur time by getting drunk afternoon?
Don't think that is a good time to get yourself crazy too

I will take my time to smoke until i see blue
(I miss you, i miss you so much... IT HURTS)
But when you start to cry i'll take my life so it's all good


i think this cover is kinda nice

i wasn't feeling like dropping this today but i dropped it

https://open.spotify.com/track/5Jaes4N81pRW0OxWuoYc2w?si=QgNlH7hMQRaubVaoZcBSMw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4i7yFjm4Ed3zlibo521RUM

see you two together
i know it's for the better
my blood's still on ur sweater
i miss u oh, heather

i know u wanna see me
oh u wanna be me
i'm crying on the floor
i'm so alone again

heather

broke my heart last week
tired of chasing something i dont to see 
hate to say this but you dont love me
wasting my energy
waiting for him to notice me 
im tired of chasing a ghost

ill keep chasing a ghost

Keep singing about me I’ll just keep laughing

ill keep chasing a ghost

yomy

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