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I Swear

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E.J
K.A
E.M

Fuck love, I've been lost tryna chase it. 2022 I seen too many different faces. Watch two good girls fade away like I've been racing, lost my heart with K.A could say I've misplaced it. Heart gone cold like its the middle of winter, Feel better when i fuck, you could say I'm a sinner. I hate the guy looking at me when I look into the mirror, when i say i cant be loved i couldn't be any clearer huh. Tell me, what do you feel in your heart? I wanna say its love but all I'm feeling is scarred. How the fuck (do) you make it easy when I'm doing it hard? I wanna be the best for you it ain't a front or facade. I'm doing what i can but it's just never enough. Its not my fault that I've been distant I just stay in the dark. I used to be a lover boy, now you could say I'm a slut. I've always been the fucking runt out of the litter of pups. I waste all my energy not doing enough. I gave love to a family that don't give a fuck, So i try so hard I'm getting high off the lust, I had it than I lost it I say goodbye to the past. I lose everyone I love it's like my life's on repeat. There's gonna be a day I break down and cry in defeat. Why is it everyone I love is always lying to me? Why is it everyone I love is always lying to me. I love you little bro and the girl that I'm not with, didn't wanna listen when she said that I'm toxic, she said to my face I'm the reason I lost it. Imma hold my respect imma do what my pop did. Care so much but I know that i fucked up. Wanna show love but i feel like a sus cunt. Calm my mind every time that i puff buds.
course
Lately I've been feeling so alone, it's no one's fault but mine cause I ain't picking up my phone. I'm fighting with these demons and they feening for my throat, they ain't my enemy's but they just treat me like a joke. I'm floating like a bee cause I don't feel nothing at all. I'm back to smoking weed so I can feel comfort at home. I'll have another drink so I can't feel what's going on. Last night I had a dream that you were here you didn't go. Psychotic episode I'm stuck, I'm rocking like a boat. I see my dreams fade and it's making me want to choak, I see my dreams fade and it's making me want to choak, I see my dreams fade and it's making me want to choak, aye

F**K LOVE

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SMOKIN

I don't see the stars in the sky,
 nah.
 I don't see the sun or the light,
 nah.
 All I see is dark through my eyes,
 yeah.
 All I think about is suicide,
 uhh.
 I've turned to an alcoholic,
yeah, yeah
and i don't think i wanna stop it
nah, nah.
I've been having some dreams
and I've been waking up to the fucking sound of my screams
and all my fucking boys want me to be the sound of the street,
I know some real cunts,
they be fucking cowards to me,
uhh;
and i ain't gonna swing over some stupid shit
cause i don't wanna get put back in that loony bin,
cuz,
I feel like quitting like ben Simmions
but now i got that drip and you know i ain't been swimming.
If i get that pad then you know what that pens doin,
I'm writing down my life cause you that I've been ruined.
The way I've been lately has got my bruv stressed,
I've been working so hard I'm thinking fuck rest.
I love my nanna i don't wanna make her upset
but the life she sees me living ain't in the subject.
The way I've been lately has got my bruv stressed,
I've been working so hard I'm thinking fuck rest.
I love my nanna i don't wanna make her upset
but the life she sees me living ain't in the subject.
All i had was crack in the pipe,
aye.
Too many men tried to take my life,
aye,
If you wanna take it gotta pay the price,
aye.
I was getting close to suicide,
aye.
Using drugs turned me psychotic uhh,
uhh
and i didn't wanna stop it,
nah,
nah.
I was living the dream,
flippin packs and making cash,
I was chasing the green.
Doing everything i could but i could never get clean,
I set too many goals that I could never achieve,
I lost so many people that were family to me.
Since i was a kid I've been dealing with anxieity,
always stopping me from being what i aspire to be.
I'm tired ghee,
all these feeling i got inside of me,
I don't know what i try to be,
I'm never gonna lie on beat.
I don't know who you think I am
but you don't know this side of me.
The way I've been lately has got my bruv stressed,
I've been working so hard I'm thinking fuck rest.
I love my nanna i don't wanna make her upset
but the life she sees me living ain't in the subject.
The way I've been lately has got my bruv stressed,
I've been working so hard I'm thinking fuck rest.
I love my nanna i don't wanna make her upset
but the life she sees me living ain't in the subject.
Yesterday I put a gun to my head
and squeezed the trigger fuck it helps me feel something i guess.
Workin hard,
made some money,
now I'm smokin the best.
Smokin cones fucked my dome
so i roll em instead,
neh,
you know that straight cap.
Everybody knows I love my weed and that is straight facts.
Get some ice,
top it with some straight jack,
oh you think I'm sharing this bottle I'll take it straight back.
I'm sick of fake rats,
It's like a stage act.
My boy pulled out half a mill
I said one day I'll make dat.
oh you make rap?
Then where's your stage at
and where's your fucking pistol to pull out so you can spray back.
My words are like bullets,
every time I spit a rhyme.
Don't try and show me ya flows boi imma just stick to mine.
This shit is fucking easy
while i find the words to fit the line
while you just be spittin i hear the passion in every line.
The way I've been lately has got my bruv stressed,
I've been working so hard I'm thinking fuck rest.
I love my nanna i don't wanna make her upset
but the life she sees me living ain't in the subject.
The way I've been lately has got my bruv stressed,
I've been working so hard I'm thinking fuck rest.
I love my nanna i don't wanna make her upset
but the life she sees me living ain't in the subject.

I AINT HITTIN BACK

BxB

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