This track came from an album of demos that I was working on last year. I spilled coffee on my laptop and lost it all. I had around 12 songs that I could've mixed and mastered and that would have been my debut record. I was looking through my google drive and found this track at least. It had already been bounced therefore I didn't have the stems to mix. I mixed the compressed track as best as I could, knowing that I could have done a way better job if I still had the project file.

Ocean Dream Demo Remastered

A song about mental recovery. Freedom of the mind even through people messing you around and false hopes. All you can do is to try focus on your well-being rather than issues created by others.

lyrics
“Running out of time to make a move, to walk through the sand, oh man… I don’t understand how you stand there… with open eyes, just take me, bring me closer.

I can’t lie, I’ve been feeling fine, no more pain in mind. Can’t tell you why I feel the way I do but for now I’m doing good. I’ve been wondering where you’ve gone, over and over I feel undone. Leave my mind, I said I’m fine, I’m good.

I be looking through that lens, but I also be pissing in a black benz, sensational motivation in the way that they can’t take no more, till the faces up in a wavy cup. Up, up and away they go till they lose it all, can’t stand the fall until they laugh it off. Take a break from it y’all, ignore the hate and stand there tall.

Keep that state of mind, free your time. Keep it calm and collected, don’t step out the line. You need to be one with yourself, many men and herself. Mental health as priority not a minority.

Be good till the top, don’t fall back and drop, till where you came from and stop. Get up, get up and hop yeah, get up, get up and hop yeah.

I can’t believe this happened to me. Take it day by day, all I need is to get through may. The one, the one, the one that got away.

I’ve been wondering where you’ve gone. Over and over, I feel undone. Leave my mind, yeah, I said I’m fine, yeah, I’m good. I can’t lie yeah, I’ve been feeling fine, no more pain in mind. Can’t tell you why I feel the way I do, but for now, I’m doing good!

*slurp*”

I'm Doing Good

(Verse)
elle vit sa meilleure vie au soleil
elle vit dans son paradis artificiel
elle vit sa meilleure vie au soleil
entourée de gens superficiels
elle se force à se faire du mal
prendre des drogues c’est normal

(Chorus)
pour attiser les regards
elle pleure, elle se sent mal
ouais c’est ta vie, c’est pas la sienne
laisse tranquille, tu te réserve
« prend ces pilules fait pas de scènes,
et dessine toutes tes peines »

(Bridge)
It's not so simple,
I can't explain more,
or in any other way,
that I've already done before.
Don't be so exausting.
I feel it coming over me,
and I just can't seem to shake it, baby!
Can we just let it go?
Can we forget it all?
We don't have to talk.
We don't have to start.
You don't have to run.
I just want a little fun,
For the last time. (x4)

Pluto EP

For The Last Time / Soleil

Fun little hook/jam that Victor (newage.) and I came up with in like a minute and we just kept adding to it. No meaning really, just for lols.

lyrics
I said oi, bad boy! x2
(you're a bad boy)
Oi, bad boy (Oi, oi, oi, oi)
I said oi, bad boy! (Oi, oi, oi, oooah)

(Bad, bad, bad, bad, bad boy)
(Bad boi)
(Bad, bad, bad, bad, bad boy)

Yeah I called you a bad boy...
What're you gonn do about it?
Doesn't really matter...
'Cause you all know he's a bad boy
(He's the bad boy)

Oi (Oi, oi)
I said he's a bad boy
I said...
Oi!
Bad boy!
You're a bad, bad boy.
I said!

Oi. Bad boy!
Oi.
Oi, bad boy (oi, oi, oi, oi)
I said oi, bad boy. (oi, oi, oi, oooah)

So how man times do I have to tell ya?
(Tell me what?)
You're a bad boy.
(I'm a what?)
'Cause last time I said it, I dn't think you quite heard me
(Loud and clear mate!)
When I told ya...
That you're a....
(Bad boy?) x2
A what?
(A bad boy?)
Sorry I can't hear you, can you please speak up?
(Bad boy!) x2
What!?
(Bad boy!) x3

Bad Boy!
Boy!

Oi!Bad!Boi!

I'm tired of people telling me what I can and can't do and just want to enjoy life and make my own choices without uneeded external influences. People have opinions about what you do and at the end of the day it's just noise coming out of their mouth, stand tall and don't let it affect you. Go on your own journey and see where it takes you, don't let others prevent you from what it is that you want to do or achieve.
There are also voices of reason to guide you and prevent you from making mistakes. I'm not saying block those voices out, my message is more about choosing who you actively listen to and/or take advice from.

lyrics
(Chorus 1)
I wish I could freely be who I wanted to be.
It doesn't really matter to me what you thought,
'cause you talk and talk and talk,
and I'm so unbelievably bored,
and I cannot ignore, the call,
of the whispering winds.
So I guess it's time to follow the unexplored.
Not bothered, Standing tall for the times that don't work out.
When you wanna scream and shout.
It's a sign of progression for what's in store.
So hang on if you're tired and bored, and bored, and bored.

(Bridge)
Their hearts are yurning.
Her eyes are burning.
Perspectives turning.
It's almost morning.

(Chorus 2)
il s’avère
que tu veux
faire ce qui te plaît
enfin, t’essaye
mais c’est dur de bien s’entourer
on te force à être dans la norme
de prouver que tu es un homme
mais on est pas tous les mêmes
on a juste de differents rêves

Standing Tall

It's about a rough journey being a musician and artist. People say they support you but your income and stats say differently. Thinking back to when I was younger and like Moms say "You can do whatever you put your heart and mind to". It's going to take a long time to make something of myself and to be recognised but as long as I'm happy creating what it is that I please, I shouldn't worry about success. Rewards come in their own time, all you can do is keep doing what you do best.

lyrics
(Verse 1)
My mom told me when I was young,
you could really grow to be someone.
You can choose to be who ever it is that you want to be.
So feel free and do what makes you happy!
So I'm doing my own thing hoping to make it somewhere, yeah!

(Chorus)
I'm on a journey to the horizon.
My path just started but I know I'll make it.
The roughest routes are still to be taken.
But my hopes still stay strong,
and I know it'll take long.

(Verse 2)
I used to think that I was strong.
To find a way that suites my soul.
I know that I made my wrongs.
To little to late to fill these holes, to fill these holes.

(Chorus)
I'm on a journey to the horizon.
My path just started but I know I'll make it.
The roughest routes are still to be taken.
But my hopes still stay strong,
and I know it'll take long.

Rough Roots

Living in Amsterdam for a couple of months now, I can't help but incorporate the dance culture here into my music :)

Lyrics:
"Oh my love, I owe it all to you darling.
Oh baby I believe, there's nobody out there that's better for me, than you.
Please don't forget that I so dearly love you.
I'd buy every flower that you love.
I'd show you things you've always dreamed of. ohh.
The skies are open, your heart is gold and I just fly when you look me in the eyes and say, "I'm yours".
Then all the pain just fades away.

Je sais, je sais
Toi et moi c'est terminé 
Allez, allez
J'arrive pas à t’oublier 
On est plus qu'un couple mon amour,
On a voyagé on s'est laissé voler
Du monde je t'ai promis le tour,
Pas de doutes je fais le sourd."

Kyle Faver