im actually in love with this...its so beautiful

Overthinking

Okay the weed I roll is gnarly 

I’m partying with Chris Farley 
Up in heaven on cloud 7 
Confessing sins to a reverend 
And I’m ready willing and able to pick a horse out the stable
And set some food on the table 
While checking what’s on the cable 
I’m trying to solve my problems I cover them up like maybelline 
While drowning my sorrows in the bottle or while I face the green 
But if you have a secret I’ll keep it it will be safe with me 
I’ll never double cross you a snitch is what I would hate to be 
Don’t wollow like a toddle cuz a bitch is what I hate to see 
And appreciate my time because you’ll find you should be thanking me 

Because I started from the bottom 
Was sittin on the bench until they figured they should start em 
Scoring while I ran a post as if it’s  partem 
Now I’m going postal mentally to dark thoughts I’m a martyr 

So put me in Coach Carter 
So long to flying coach
I prefer to ride charter 

Open up the window and I touch clouds around me 
You thought I was lost but in euphoria you found me 


I’m having night terrors with night vision 
My minds missing 
Tryna hit your phone but I’m alone and we don’t talk no more 

You’re my addiction
I need you like a prescription
But I haven’t had a hit in a while so now I’m itchin 
Food in the kitchen
But it never tastes as good as you 
All the drugs in the world what you’ve done to me they couldn’t do 
The cons outweigh the pros and so I know you’re what I shouldn’t do 
But quitting you cold turkey is certainly what I wouldn’t do 

You’re my obsession 
Raising my dopamine
And lowing my depression 
Everything I want and need 
So I might get possessive 

You raise my temperature until I get to sweating 
Unconventional dimension of loven oven convection 
Got me heating up I’m eating up every ounce that I’m left with 

You’re like my kryptonyte
So I’ll make the most of the night cuz I will not live it twice 
Love was up for sale and I guess my sole was the bidding price 
Hoping that it’s worth it life ain’t perfect but I’ll get it right 

And I know nobody’s perfect
But I’m certain that with you I’m flirting with the perfect person 

Cuz you’re my stars in the sky 
And I feel like I can touch them girl when you get me high 
I’m rollin up your lovin when I’m touching your thighs 
A single hit of you is my favorite way to get by 

So if you’re down just let me know 
Even though I know the high will never be worth every low 
And it won’t be a surprise when in due time you let me go
Because I look you in your eyes and you’re somebody I don’t know 
And so I’m turning the page 
Because I’m acting my shoe size and forgetting my age
I guess it might be from the trance that you got me stuck in a maze
And I feel like I am a prisoner to you locked in a cage. 
But I’m just tryna be free
From you cuz you’re my biggest vice despite the permanent fee
That you’re collectin I’m in debt but you’re a burden to me
so I’m invested in suppression all the pain you bring to me
And not given you my time in space as seemed to be the key

obsession freestyle

Wanted 2 Love

spooky

i hate you, no i don't feat. SpookyEmoBoy (Prod. MORXK)

Stream/Download: https://fanlink.to/wtw

Lyrics:
Welcome to Wonderland, we've got it all
Potions and pastries that make you grow tall
Forests and cottages, castles and cards that can talk. 

Welcome to Wonderland, look where you're at 
Maddest of hatters, the Cheshire Cat
Magical cabins and lovely white rabbits with clocks.

Dancing through a dream underneath the stars
Laughing 'til the morning comes
Everyone that leaves has a heavy heart, oh, Wonderland I love.

Welcome to Wonderland, I'll be your guide
Holding your hand under sapphire skies
Let's go exploring or we could just go for a walk. 

Welcome to Wonderland, where should we go
There's a tea party along down the road
Make an appearance and maybe they'll sing us a song. 

Dancing through a dream underneath the stars 
Laughing 'til the morning comes
Everyone that leaves has a heavy heart oh, Wonderland I love.

Nothing around here is quite as it seems 
Not sure if anything's real or a dream 
And the only thing sure from the start 
Is the song that's inside of your heart 
Don't let it leave.

If this was a dream, then at least I’ve got
Memories for when morning comes
Now that I must leave with a heavy heart oh, Wonderland I love.

STREAM / DL

Welcome to Wonderland

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Lyrics:

If you see the boy I used to be, could you tell him that I'd like to find him
And if you see the shell that's left of me, could you spare him a little kindness

'Cus I've been high and I've been low, I've spent a thousand nights alone, tryna hold on tight
And feelings come but they won't go, please won't someone take me home before I lose my mind

Am I human? 
Am I flawed?
Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I just another fake, fucked up lost cause?
And am I human? 
Or am I something else? 
'Cus I'm so scared and there's no one there to save me from the nightmare that I call myself

I've tried everything and anything but nothing seems to work quite like it should
Between the madness and the apathy, seems there's nothing left inside of me that's good

'Cus I've been high and I've been low, I've spent a thousand nights alone, tryna hold on tight
And feelings come but they won't go, please won't someone take me home before I lose my mind

Am I human? 
Am I flawed?
Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I just another fake, fucked up lost cause?
And am I human? 
Or am I something else? 
'Cus I'm so scared and there's no one there to save me from the nightmare that I call myself

--humming--

Am I human? 
Am I flawed?
Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I just another fake, fucked up lost cause?
And am I human? 
Or am I something else? 
'Cus I'm so scared and there's no one there to save me from the nightmare that I call myself

Free Download :)

Broken

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Lyrics:
Somewhere in Ann Arbor there’s a broken traffic light
Blinking softly for an audience of one
A boy finds his comort in the shelter of the night
and stays up until the morning just because

Somewhere in Ann Arbor there’s an empty parking lot
where he likes to go and look up at the moon
Ask himself where things went wrong and why he feels so caught
And hopes that things start changing someday soon

Oh, he’s got it all
He’s got the life that they all said that he would want
Oh, he’s got it good
So why the hell can’t he start feeling how he should

Somewhere in Ann Arbor there’s a table set for two
Where he’d like to find some company to share
Spends the evening spilling his whole life to someone new
Perfect smile and ribbon in her hair

Somewhere in Ann Arbor there’s a vacant hotel room where he leaves all of his lovers high and dry
Pretends he’s got the thing they want and when he has them fooled 
he crumbles and escapes into the night

Oh, he’s got it all
He’s got the life that they all said that he would want
Oh, he’s got it good
So why the hell can’t he start feeling how he should

Oh, he’s got it all
He’s got the life that they all said that he would want
Oh, he’s got it good
So why the hell can’t he start feeling how he should

Somewhere in Ann Arbor

made this song for the people that aren't generally excepted, like me. hope this speaks to you:)

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https://soundcloud.com/prodyosher

sweet dreams (prod. areusure)

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lyrics:
I know you think I got it all figured out but cus
I walk around like my head’s in the clouds but
I’m just boy with his heart pourin' out 
of his head 

I wish that you could see the pain that I’ve seen and
all of the time I spent being not me and
I hope you know it’s not always happy
 in my head

cus I don't know
the perfect road to go down
but I know

I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day
it's so hard

and I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath til I can say
all of the words I want to say 
from my heart

if you really want to I could let you inside
it’s been so long and I’ve got nothing left to hide
would you believe if I told you that I’ve
got flaws

now it’s time to let the curtains unfold and
tell the stories that I didn’t want told yeah
let it out and I unburden my soul
won't stop 

cus I don't know
the perfect road to go down
but I know

chorus
chorus :-)

Anson Seabra - Trying My Best (Demo)

"Rise and rise again until lambs become lions” 
― Robin Hood

• Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/5dyihZecYMcEPq09Bk2OL2?si=ESb72vMOQy-XjneZH5ffSg
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• Lyrics

VERSE
Could have been my happy ever after
Living like we’re in a fairy tale
But you and me were more like a disaster
I should have known
Intoxicated by your reputation
I can see the mischief in your eyes
Trusted you despite my reservations
Now I’m alone

PRE
I was so rich
With all this love
You wanted it
And I was so dumb
I let you in
When I should have run
Now all that’s left
Is something numb

CHORUS
I gave you all I had to lose
My skin, my soul, my finest jewels
You stole it all for someone new and then
You gave away the best of me
My sins, my sweetest ecstasy
To someone worth much less than me
Yeah you’re my Robin Hood

VERSE
Everybody says that you’re so great, yeah
Walk around like you deserve that gold
But what would happen if they knew the place that
You got it from
I guess that I was just another victim
Someone that you thought that you could play
I had a feeling and I should have listened
Now there’s no us

PRE
I was so rich
With all this love
You wanted it
And I was so dumb
I let you in
When I should have run
Now all that’s left
Is something numb

CHORUS
I gave you all I had to lose
My skin, my soul, my finest jewels
You stole it all for someone new and then
You gave away the best of me
My sins, my sweetest ecstasy
To someone worth much less than me
Yeah you’re my Robin Hood

BRIDGE
So alone
So alone
So alone
So alone

CHORUS
I gave you all I had to lose
My skin, my soul, my finest jewels
You stole it all for someone new And then
You gave away the best of me
My sins, my sweetest ecstasy
To someone worth much less than me
Yeah you’re my Robin Hood

Label: @koalakontrol

Robin Hood

The first song I released was Valentine, last year. I was in a much different, much worse place, then. Now I'm in love, and like being alive, mostly. So here's this.

new studio project coming soon

Valentine Too - Single (Prod. Hi Jop)

Instagram: @cavasoul
Artwork Instagram: @organict3a

username (prod. xenshel)

w my best friend having fun

artwork
https://www.google.com/url?sa=i&source=images&cd=&ved=2ahUKEwiy_u2M3PfiAhUrHzQIHUMFCpYQjRx6BAgBEAU&url=https%3A%2F%2Ffanburst.com%2Flofse%2Fethan-klein-midget-matzah-lo-fi-remix&psig=AOvVaw0HoInB1YdoL9DKUyTkESm-&ust=1561108364666351

brokebwoy
https://soundcloud.com/brokeassniiigga

outgraves
https://soundcloud.com/outgraves

take my hand feat. outgraves (prod. brokebwoy)

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/cavasoul/

Bitter (Prod. Eric Godlow)

Won't Box Me In!

Mixed and Mastered by @kammichaelmusic
Produced by Kenneth English: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZViZnZeit8ojvVm_aDJ6NQ

Hustle! (Won't Kill My Vibe)

motive

https://soundcloud.com/motive-68752246

art

https://www.manrepeller.com/2019/01/i-woke-up-covered-in-cheese-dust-a-week-of-indulging-my-vices.html

vices (prod. motive [plague beats])

OUT NOW ON @CAVASOUL SPOTIFY AND APPLE MUSIC

potential (prod. zeeky)

:): ur local sad boi </3
If you wanna collab or somethin
email me at warriorsfan.kyle@gmail.com

sweet dreams (prod. areusure)

happily sad

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