cant get u out my head !!! 
this is also out of my comfort zone so pls be nice :) 
vvv nervous 2 put my feelings on blast like this 
lyrics: 
i gotta face my fears 
and ik that u dont gaf my dear 
u said u'd be the 1 for me 
then why tf is it this way 
u causing too many problems 
and u wanna talk but theres nun to say 
treat me like baggage and nothing 
i cannot help but feel like im betrayed

and im falling but you dont like me 
its getting hard to keep a smile 
all over my face 
im fighting hard and i cant think straight 
know you put me through everything
and its no fun when im with you 
i tried so hard to start a new 
u broke my heart and left in two
now there is nothing i could do

baby im filled with envy 
i know youre doing this shit 
just to get me maaad 
baby i cannot take it 
i have been calling for help
but i swear noone understands 

i guess im just bad at love 
my god ive come undone 
i think ive had enough 
she found another one 

i cant compete 
i dont wanna have this 
hold over me 
and baby im not complete 
and when ur with him
its getting hard to breathe

fall damage

fall damage (drama)

my favorite song ive ever made :)
lyrics:
tell me, what you thinking
i think i know so listen
you've been, oh so distant
and ive tried to bring back whats missing

white lie i told
i might have voice memo'd you last night
but i dont remember what i said
or what i meant but

take your time
i just cant read your smile
all the late night calls put u to bed
but im up thinking "are we just friends?"

friends with benefits oh
this won't end too well no
he said, she said, i catch feelings way too easily
friends with benefits oh
im 4 u endlesslyyyy
my hearts been attached and i want you all to me

one link and now im thinking of the future
why aint i do this sooner?
baby forget what you heard, cuz wit u girl i feel cooler
and we was out making bloopers
we would be so much cuter
why u go out with dude when he spreading all them rumors?

said ill hold my peace cuz i aint thinking critically
and im on my knees, tryna keep it all friendly
and baby im weak, when ur around me
and i guess we'll see, my fwb

i cant get away no, i cant runaway

friends with benefits

other lives

other lives (guda +xmichaelwarren)

hi im back! trying something completely new
would love to hear your thoughts 
me and siem spark are pushing the hyperdisco agenda ;p 
lyrics: 
your friends say 
that im not one to trust but
im lookin 4 u 
ill make the effort, do anything 
and if i may... 
just say the word, ill go searchin 
out of proportion 
i blew this shit up in every way 

and baby we can dance 2 this 
we'll go undercover or under covers 
and break it in 
and baby let me taste ur lips 
tell me what to do and what not to 
i think im addicted 

cuz shit, i think i need help 
without her, i can't breathe well
shit im stuck in the deep end 
and i cant swim or seek stairs 

and its like just how i imagined 
a beauty far too rare 
a soul that lights up rooms &
makes the people stop and stare

produced by siem spark, mixed/mastered by alex ross, written and performed by kyle pastor

dance 2 this (siem spark)

days before friends with benefitssss >:) 
recorded this a while back, sat on it for a while, and healed 
would love to hear your thoughts <3 i luv this song 
lyrics: 
my kindest regards go to the girl that left 
cuz im better off and left with no regrets 

then how come every time im round you 
i stay barely intact? 
its like im bound 2 chase and ur the one 
thats bound 2 attract 
u looked at me and gave me company 
and left just like that 
now im the one thats left behind 
& i cant lie im attached 

i question my self worth
i tell myself that i deserve this 
i cant help but stop and stare 
compare which side the grass is greener 

oh this life i live's so beautiful
and rich and fucking pure 
but i dont got the one thing 
i was oh so fiending for 
i have everything rn that i could 
ever want and more 
but ur not here so whats the point?
you're all that i adoreeee

i cant lie, im attached 
im attached, im attached

produced by siem spark, mixed/mastered by kyle pastor, written and performed by kyle pastor

attached

attached (siem spark)

smoke

ericdoa - myheartbelongs2u (kermit mix)

prod. michael harrison 
it started in fall 
i was two winters away 
from feeling this all 
when you left me in dismay 
im starting to fall 
my life was never the same 
back last autumn 
i gave my heart away 

and i, cant recall 
how it just fell apart 
how we fell off so hard 
now i swear ive no heart

hold on, can we just talk a while? 
ive missed your face and ive missed your smile 
still thinking youd take me back sometimes 
ive missed your smell and when ur around 

you told me everything 
youve seen 
i gave it all for you 
baby 
theres nothing left 
its ripped the seams 
and my heart shakes 
bend, breaks the strings 

i dont have self control 
you made my heart turn cold 
i thought you were my hoe 
but your not one to hold 

cut off all my contact
escape and face 
the fears i have 
erase, sedate
my brain is down 
what helps 
to keep my garden 
sound

garden

im back ://////
hello
i can see you from the other side 
i can see you creeping up behind 
and no more running from ya 
i just gotta face my time 
no more tryna solve em
i got nowhere else to hide

hello, my old friend 
i dont know where to begin 
how long has it been? 
you brush my path once again 

im down like so bad 
i got like no common sense 
hello, my old friend 
didnt think youd see me like this 
im down like so bad 
i got like no common sense 
hello, my old friend 
depression, death 
back again 

take me to the end 
its not that far, way things head 
im better off dead 
i walk by my only friend

other lives (guda +xmichaelwarren)

kyle pastor

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